Hideko Sookie Biography

Shuji once again challenged Xu Ziming's bottom line. Xu Ziming felt that his biggest failure was to bring out someone like Shuji. He is speechless to Shuji now. He has completely given up on Shuji. He has never seen such a stupid person. As a human being, she was played around by Izumi Hideko again and again, so she deserved to suffer.Shu Ji asked him to punish herself, and Xu Ziming clearly expressed his hatred for Shu Ji for the first time: "Don't appear in front of me." Shu Ji blamed herself to the extreme, and she also hated her own character. If you can't, the bad guys can't do it.Xu Ziming's here is a little bit of a road that she has worked so hard to come back, and she can't give up no matter what.Shu Ji wanted to try her best to make up for it. Without the line of Izumi Hideko, Xu Ziming could only rely on stupid methods to search for Oguri Jiro and others. Shu Ji also asked to go out with the action team, but Xu Ziming refused coldly, "Don't make trouble, okay?" !"

Shu Ji followed behind with a gun.Xu Ziming and the others have closed the team, and she is still searching in the mountains and forests. She only hopes that God will take pity on her, a person who will be abandoned, so that she can find some clues so that she can redeem herself.She spent almost half a month without sleep, and searched the entire mountain forest. Fortunately, it was the beginning of winter, and most of the wild animals had hibernated, so she was not in so much danger. The appearance of "Oguri Jiro" has always appeared in her mind. When she really saw this person, she was so excited that she shed tears. She chased this person in the mountains and forests. It was all about fighting hard, Shuji really put her life on the line, they scuffled on the ground, no matter how Xiaoli fought back, Shuji just wouldn't let go, she would drag others down.When Xu Ziming and the others came chasing the gunshots, Xiaoli grabbed Shuji's throat with both hands, and was brewing the last wave of strength.Shuji's hands were bloody from his grasp, but she still hugged his thigh tightly.It wasn't until Xiaoli was arrested that Xu Ziming's expression towards Shuji gradually eased.

Xu Ziming has always treated Shu Ji special, but he always said it with a serious face, so others don't know whether he is doing it for business or for personal reasons.He made certain decisions, and he never said anything good to Shu Ji, and even took some dangerous actions. Shu Ji offered to go, "You don't have to do something special for me." Xu Ziming: "Who makes you special, for you, I I have other arrangements." This made Shu Ji feel that she was being self-indulgent.Sometimes when he cares about Shuji, he will say first: "You are my subordinate, partner, and protecting you is the vital force in my hand." In this way, Shuji doesn't care to avoid anything, but Xu Ziming gave him a kind of love. Security is a fact.For any action, as long as Xu Ziming said to go, she would dare to go, she knew that Xu Ziming would always be behind.Naturally, she would discuss with Xu Ziming about anything. In her heart, Xu Ziming was a leader, a brother, and even a father. Therefore, it was normal and abnormal for the two of them to be closer than everyone else.Shu Ji kept leaning towards Xu Ziming, Xu Ziming never expressed his personal feelings, let alone let Shu Ji make any choice, he was just slowly cultivating Shu Ji's habit of relying on him.

One day they chatted after dinner and talked about the views of men and women on love. Xu Ziming expressed some profound insights: "Love is beautiful, but if there is no certain material support behind it, it can only be a tree without roots. The source of water." Shuji had a deep understanding of this sentence, so she listened to Xu Ziming's words very carefully, "The charm of love lies in those imaginations. When I look at it from a distance, I feel that beauty Ah, but once you are together, it is nothing more than eating, sleeping, and living. At that time, you will know that love is the most useless thing. If it happens between men and women, it is used to adjust life and make the family harmonious. It's not bad to have two children, but how can it last for a long time between the same sex? A lifetime is too long. I know you don't really believe in the allegiance to the party and the country, and you are not someone who can sell your conscience for the sake of wealth, but you What about your own life? Do you think about what kind of life you want in the future? The war will end sooner or later, what will you do after it ends?"

Shuji: "We'll talk about it on that day." Xu Ziming: "People can't take a step and look at a step, they will always be slaves to life, you read in the newspapers that there are suicides today, and couples will turn against each other and go to court tomorrow, and even The kind of housewives on the street complaining about the injustice of life and the injustice of fate all day long. These are the losers in life. Such people abound. They only care about the present and don’t care about the future. I lived in a daze, and finally slipped to that step step by step. I remember telling you before that in China, men had three wives and four concubines. At that time, you were very indignant about the fate of women." Shuji: "Yes, women are too. People who are like men.” Xu Ziming: “Did you know that there were eunuchs in China before? They could never get a woman in their lifetime, and even their dignity as a man would be stripped away. Why do you say?” Shuji: “ Why?" Xu Ziming: "Actually, in the final analysis, it is a matter of strength. You can find a few if you have the strength. Even whether it is a man or a woman, no one will restrict you if you have no strength, but no one is willing to follow you. You have strength in radio waves. Extremely talented, I plan to recommend you to go to a university in the United States, and study code-breaking technology from my tutor Professor Luhard, I believe that with your talent and hard work, you can graduate in only five years."

Shu Ji: "Go to America? Go to university?" This is something she can't even think about.Xu Ziming: "Yes, this is the path I have planned for you a long time ago. I didn't want to tell you so early. Talents in this field are extremely scarce now. You will be able to show your strengths after you return from your studies. The party and the state also attach great importance to it. The lowest rank given is also the rank of major." Shuji seemed to see a bright road ahead, and she had never been so full of expectations and confidence in her future. She was an orphan born at the bottom and the illegitimate daughter of a thief. , to have the opportunity to step into China's ruling elite. In the past, Izumi Hideko was the only light in her life, but now it has become dim, and another sun has risen, and the haze in her heart has been swept away. Trapped in the snare of her own petty love and could not get out, now she finally has the determination to cut it off.She no longer thinks about those details, and no longer cares about who is more wrong and who is less wrong between her and Xiuzi. In this relationship, she has paid a lot, but she has also gained a lot ?That's enough.She began to focus on her studies, and under Xu Ziming's suggestion, she began to learn English by herself. Xiuzi's page, Shuji, was about to be completely turned over yesterday.

Xu Ziming's position as director was suddenly dismissed. He worked diligently in his own post. He had just made meritorious service a few days ago, but because Mr. Dai, who had always admired him, died, the military commander suddenly changed his head, and Xu Ziming became an old minister. was swept aside.China's officialdom is so dangerous, yesterday there were more than a dozen people under his command, and today these people have changed their masters to take orders.Shu Ji also resigned, and the leader of the Monitoring Bureau would not listen to her to keep her. She was very determined to advance and retreat with Xu Ziming, so her dream of studying abroad would come to naught, but Shu Ji still felt that she had to do this. Do.

Shu Ji has her principles. Over the years, Xu Ziming has been her teacher and benefactor, and Shu Ji is the most comfortable and suitable partner with him.Xu Ziming was also the promoter of Shuji getting rid of Xiuzi's entanglement. Without his help, Shuji couldn't handle her relationship with Xiuzi at all.Shu Ji is also grateful to him for this matter.Many people are reluctant to take off the skin of the party-state military officer once they put it on. In this troubled world, it has too many benefits and privileges. The prices outside are soaring, and ordinary citizens can’t eat white rice, but they can eat steaks imported from the United States and imported from France. red wine.This alone makes many people envious.Shu Ji handed over the gun and documents without hesitation.

After retiring, Xu Ziming planned to stay at home to study and practice calligraphy, and Shuji also planned to follow him to study a little. They all have some savings, so there is no need to worry about basic life.What's more, in order to compensate Xu Ziming, the higher-ups still provide him with daily necessities on a regular basis.They lived under one roof, with two rooms, but they ate meals together, and Shuji was in charge of cooking.Shuji knew that Xu Ziming liked to drink, so she would drink with him every meal. Xu Ziming began to systematically guide Shuji to read books, and Shuji was very satisfied with such a life.Thinking back to the days when she lived as a maidservant under the stove in Shanghai five or six years ago, so many things happened in recent years that Shuji felt that it seemed like it happened in her previous life.Xu Ziming's request was very simple, two dishes for each meal and one meal, and there was no need for any extravagance. Sometimes Shuji burned or made the dishes salty, and he would still eat them without a word of complaint or reproach.Shuji asked him if he had no objections, and he replied, "Is there any objection if someone cooks it ready-made for me?" It may not satisfy her to get it for her.After a comparison, Shuji felt that Xu Ziming's place was more convenient.

Shuji knew in her heart that Xu Ziming had paid a lot for her, and he violated his principles again and again for Shuji.Shu Ji cried in his arms when she was helpless.Xu Ziming and Xiuzi are two extremes. He is the embodiment of responsibility and understands restraint.Having stayed abroad, he is rich in knowledge.He is modest and gentle, not as arrogant and domineering as Xiuzi.

One morning, when Shuji woke up, she saw Xu Ziming practicing martial arts in the yard shirtless, revealing his strong muscles.Shu Ji was a little embarrassed when she saw it at first, and she didn't dare to look at it more.Taking a closer look at Xu Ziming's boxing skills, it's not the Western-style close combat Sanda taught by the army, but a very authentic Chinese ancient boxing, which can be called martial arts. He practiced with a master when he was young. Zhongyou walked all the way down with his fist, and his arm was raised in the air, and Shu Ji felt a strong wind blowing.After practicing, Shu Ji went up and handed him a towel to wipe off his sweat. Because of the sweat, Xu Ziming's muscles shone brightly, and a masculine smell came over his face, Shu Ji's heart flustered.Obviously Xu Ziming didn't do any outrageous words or actions.

Xu Ziming is 35 and [-] years old this year. After experience, he has both wisdom and strength. It is the most attractive time for a man.When he was putting on his shirt, Shuji suddenly remembered something: "I heard that a secretary beside Wang Jingwei died suddenly on the train five years ago. The doctor checked the body and found no wounds. It is said that he was shocked to death with a dark force." Yes, is it your kind of martial arts?" Xu Ziming smiled noncommittally: "Chinese martial arts are extensive and profound, and I have used it to get rid of two traitors." Shuji widened her eyes: "You will too?" She stayed beside Xu Ziming After a few years, I didn't know that he had such secret skills, and I couldn't help but feel more admiration in my heart.