The little wolf dog just wants to eat and die

Rather than saying it was a kiss, it was better to say that Shen Xun was unilaterally kissed.

"What are you doing here alone?" Shen Xun opened the balcony door, the man's back was facing her, with both hands propped on the railing, he didn't know what he was thinking, and there was a faint sense of loneliness from his back.

Yan Tianyu didn't answer her, but just looked at the opposite river view, his eyes were empty, maybe he didn't hear it, or he didn't want to pay attention to it.

Her attitude made Shen Xun even more worried. She walked over, put a hand on her shoulder, and called out tentatively: "Tianyu?"

Yan Tianyu's eyes moved, and he looked away from the neon lights by the river in the distance, and slowly turned his head to look at her.It was just a glance, and then turned to stare at the building outside, without saying a single word in the middle, and there was no expression on his face, the whole person was very silent.

"Speak up." She was like this, more serious than the previous two days, Shen Xun frowned, couldn't help but straighten her body, looked into her eyes and made her look at him.

Yan Tianyu stared at her with eyes as calm as a pool of stagnant water. After a long silence, he uttered two words: "Liar."

The sudden accusation made Shen Xun confused, and felt that there was something wrong with this person, "How did I lie to you???"

Yan Tianyu didn't speak, but turned her head aside, obviously not wanting to talk to her.

In the morning, it was hard to convince myself that Shen Xun and the others were just juniors and seniors, but not long ago, the self-comfort built up in my heart collapsed.

Qi Mingyan and Qi Xialan are brother and sister. She did not forget that a few days ago, Qi Xialan complained to her about her brother's preference for sex over younger sisters. At that time, Qi Xialan's words were still in her ears.The story of elder brother and first love, Qi Mingyan has never forgotten his first love for so many years.She didn't care whether Qi Mingyan had forgotten his first love, what hurt her was that his first love turned out to be Shen Xun.

And the person told her more than ten hours ago that Qi Mingyan was just her senior.

Qi Xialan didn't know that they knew each other at the time, there was no need to lie to her, the only possible...

Yan Tianyu has never felt that her memory is better, but the past piles are replaying in her mind very clearly at this moment.

She once asked Shen Xun jokingly why she wasn't with Qiao Mushao. At that time, Shen Xun replied that she was waiting for someone.

At that time, she thought she was just waiting for someone who would appear in the future, but judging from the current situation...it was hard for her not to associate Qi Mingyan with that person.

Yan Tianyu just felt ashamed at the moment, if the person waiting was Qi Mingyan, then how could her liking be responded to, and she suffered too many blows in a short period of time.

"Don't avoid the question." Shen Xun said, she turned Yan Tianyu's face back, her tone was full of force, "Answer me."

Looking at this face, Yan Tianyu felt that her emotions were out of control and she wanted to cry. She sucked her nose, swallowed her sadness, and repeated in a low voice: "Liar."

"Why did you lie to me?"

"..." Shen Xun brainstormed what he had lied to her, and couldn't think of anything related at all. She said with absolute certainty, "I never lied to you."

"Yes, you never lied to me." Yan Tianyu's tone became more aggressive, "Even if the senior is your first love, you can still be called the senior, right!?"

"Who told you that?" Shen Xun said calmly, she could probably deduce that the only thing that could tell her about her and Qi Mingyan was Qiao Mushao.

Yan Tianyu didn't say a word.

The two stood quietly on the balcony facing each other.

After a long time, Shen Xun was defeated.

"It's over before it even started, can it be considered first love?" She asked softly.

Yan Tianyu's eyelashes trembled, and then he seriously lowered his eyes to examine her.

Shen Xun sighed, she set her eyes on the neon lights in the distance, and said in a calm tone, "I don't know why you care so much about Qi Mingyan and me. Since you want to know, it's okay to tell you."

"As I said, he is just my senior. I didn't lie to you. I used to have a good impression of him, but that was all in the past. We have never been together. It's just a purely junior-senior relationship. If you think The dream of youth can be regarded as first love, so I have nothing to say."

"Then the person you said you liked before..."

"That person isn't Qi Mingyan." Shen Xun paused, and looked at her calmly, "I don't want to say who it is, that's okay. Anyway, I also gave up."

Yan Tianyu looked at her, trying to find a flaw in the other's face, but found nothing in the end.

She took a deep breath, summoned up her courage and said, "Then you...can you like me?"

"..." Shen Xun was taken aback for a moment, she didn't expect the other party to say this suddenly.

Before she could react, she was suddenly embraced by the other party.

All of Yan Tianyu's courage was betting on this time, she didn't want to hide anymore, being rejected was better than hiding her feelings so humblely now.He was careful not to let her find out that in the end, he was the one who was sad and suffered internal injuries.

She didn't have any kissing skills at all, she just imitated the kissing scenes she saw on TV, and put her lips against the other's thin lips, her heart was pounding, and she felt like it was about to jump out of her chest.Her brain was in chaos, and soon she was no longer satisfied with a simple kiss, she couldn't help but sucked it lightly, and carefully stretched out the tip of her tongue to lick the other's lower lip.

Shen Xun's mind went blank, until she felt a soft tongue prying open her teeth, sweeping over the tip of her tongue, and smelling the same faint smell of wine between the other's lips and teeth, she woke up like a dream.

She subconsciously clenched and loosened her hands, and took half a step back, turning her head to avoid her kiss.

"Don't do this." Shen Xun said.

Just now, Shen Xun didn't resist, she thought that the other party liked her too, before she became happy, Shen Xun's words undoubtedly poured a basin of cold water on her, making her heart cold.

"Don't you like me?" Yan Tianyu said sadly, "I thought you liked me too..."

Yan Tianyu let go of her, took a step back, and put some distance between them, hoping that Shen Xun would not avoid her.

"I know that we might not be able to be friends once we open the mouth. I originally thought, I'll slow down and get enough goodwill, so that even if I confess my love, you won't be so resistant. I'm sorry, I still can't hold back." Yan Tianyu's voice was a little bit Trembling, she didn't want to be like this, she didn't want Shen Xun to hear her weakness, but at the moment she couldn't suppress the soreness in her heart, thinking that she would be rejected immediately, she wanted to cry very much.

She sniffed and continued: "If possible, I really want to be with you in the future. You are always used to being strong and not letting others see your weakness. I know it's because you haven't met someone who can Someone you can depend on with all your heart, and I want to be that guy."

"This is the first time I like someone. I don't know how to control my feelings. I always make you angry inadvertently. I can be very obedient, and I can try to suppress my liking for you, so can you stop Hate me, don't drive me away..."

Shen Xun's heart was stirred up by Yan Tianyu's confession, her eyelashes trembled, and she raised her eyes to look at her.

"Tianyu, I don't want to lie to you." She raised her hand and used her thumb to gently wipe away the tears that gathered in Yan Tianyu's eyes so stubbornly that she couldn't let them shed. "I don't hate you, or rather, I like you."

"But," Shen Xun paused, looked straight into the other person's eyes, shook his head and said softly, "You are too young, we are not suitable."

Yan Tianyu's eyes recovered instantly when Shen Xun confessed, but when she said it was inappropriate, her heart died halfway. She eagerly retorted: "Is there anything wrong with being young!?"

"..." Shen Xun didn't speak, but just looked at her quietly. The other party's reaction was within her expectations, and she wasn't surprised at all.

The moment he blurted out, Yan Tianyu suddenly understood the deeper meaning of the other party's words.

She slowed down, quickly calmed down, and regained her sanity.

"I understand what you mean. You think I'm young and worry that I'm just a whim, right?"

"I know that to you, I'm just a child, and that's what you always call me, and you don't treat me as an adult a lot of the time."

"You're afraid that I'm just trying to be fresh for a while, and you're worried that one day I'll get tired of patting my butt and leaving. I'm actually very happy that you have such concerns, because it also shows that you care about me and have seriously considered our relationship, no? Is it?"

"No one can tell what will happen in the future, but I know that if we stop here, there will be absolutely no future. You will never know the result if you don't take the first step in some things. At least you give me A chance to prove it, and give me a death sentence, okay?"

"I didn't like you on a whim. I thought about it a lot when I knew what I wanted. I was afraid that if you were so good, I would think I was worthless. I was afraid that my confession would embarrass our relationship. I was afraid of you. Because I am younger than you, I will treat my confession as a temporary joke."

"Compared to these, what I am more afraid of now is that you will reject me because of the unchangeable age difference between us."

"In your opinion, I am naive, and I also admit that I am immature. I will grow up quickly and become someone you can rely on."

"So please, don't use this reason to reject me..."

Yan Tianyu's eyes were almost begging, seeing Shen Xun's unmoved expression after listening, his heart was clenched, and he was so sad that he could hardly breathe.

If Shen Xun just simply didn't like it and rejected herself, she would be reluctant to come, but if it was because of the unchangeable age difference, she would collapse.

Shen Xun was silent for nearly half a minute, and when Yan Tianyu was about to cry, she finally spoke.

"Yeah." Shen Xun held her cheeks with his hands, kissed the corner of her mouth lightly, and showed a gentle smile: "Then let's be together."

She has never had a strong and clear feeling of being loved, and she thought she would never have it in the future.

Shen Xun didn't expect this feeling to be given by the young man in front of him.

Facing her like this, how could she refuse.