The little wolf dog just wants to eat and die

"Ouch! Baby Tianyu~~~"

As soon as the two met, Song Yunji gave her a big bear hug.

In the past, the other party would respond to her enthusiastically, but this time, he smiled at her, looking not very interested.

Song Yunji could tell from the phone that something must have happened to this person. She tried her best to make Yan Tianyu happy, but the effect was not obvious.

In the end she was lost.

"Oh~ baby Tianyu, do you have any doubts? Tell me if you have any questions, and see if I can help you?"

Yan Tianyu was looking like he was going to die, but after hearing Song Yunji's words, he became more energetic.

She raised her eyes and glanced at Song Yunji, "How do you feel after you know that you like the same sex?"

"Hey." She knew that this guy's failure to contact her these days must be due to relationship problems, and the answer to that set of test questions is already known without asking.Seeing Yan Tianyu's appearance, she couldn't help but tease: "Are you homophobic?"

Yan Tianyu glared at her, wondering what time it was, and was still joking.

"Harmful." Song Yunji touched his nose resentfully, and said solemnly: "It's nothing special, just thinking that if you like it, then let's date it."

Yan Tianyu felt that she asked the wrong person.Qiao Mushao was crooked herself, and asking Song Yunji didn't have any reference value, and she became depressed.

"Don't slump your face, just say what you want to say. How can I know what you're thinking if you don't say it?"

"Is it because you found out that you like women, so you are afraid of being bent?"

"To be honest, now the world is in harmony, it's really okay to like the same sex, and it's not like the sky is falling, so it's okay to face it calmly?"

"Since you have a crush, let's try together. Otherwise, how would you know if this is your true love? If you can't get along, try another one."

"What do you have to be afraid of? You are so young, who knows what will happen in the future, do you want to enjoy yourself in time?"

Listening to Song Yunji's enlightenment like a Tang monk chanting a mantra, none of them touched her heart.

Yan Tianyu couldn't bear it anymore, she interrupted the other party's conversation.

"I'm afraid." Yan Tianyu said in a low voice, she held her head and looked down at the wood-grain tabletop, "but I'm not afraid of these things."

"Our situation is different from that of you and Qiao Mushao."

"She's a straight person, do you know? It doesn't mean that I like her, we can be together, let alone take the initiative, I have no idea whether she likes me or not."

"If she doesn't like me, we won't even be friends if I say it out, you know? In the future, I won't even look up and look down. I don't want to lose my status at her house."

"So...it's really not a question that we can be together if I like her..."

"I don't dare to face her now, I feel that I will unconsciously reveal this secret in front of her..."

"Besides, she is so good, how could she like me? There are so many people in her company chasing her, which one is not good? As for me, she is the nanny she hired, and I have no prospects. Her career type How can a strong woman like someone like me who has no ambitions?"

Song Yunji knew that love would make people feel inferior, but this was the first time she had seen such an inferiority complex. She looked at Yan Tianyu's self-criticism indifferently.

"Tian Yu."

"What are you doing?" Yan Tianyu raised her head, and as soon as the words fell, she was punched heavily on the head. She covered her painful head and said angrily, "Song Yunji, are you crazy!?"

"I don't think your head is made of elm wood." Song Yunji said.

"What do you mean!" Yan Tianyu was really out of breath, she blew her beard and stared, and received a punch for no reason, wishing she could rub Song Yunji on the ground.

"Let me ask you, what you said and what you were worried about, but what Teacher Shen said? Did she explicitly reject you, express that she didn't like you, and thought you were not promising?"

Yan Tianyu: "..."

"Looks like it's gone." Song Yunji put his chin with one hand with ease, and smiled at her: "Since the person concerned didn't express an opinion, what qualifications do you have to veto everything for her?"

"Aren't all your self-pitying dramas imagined by yourself?"

"I think such a teacher Shen is too pitiful. I was forced to decide my attitude for no reason."

"Are you not confident, or are you cowardly, or are you cowardly and not confident?"

After listening to Song Yunji's words, Yan Tianyu felt that it was reasonable, but she didn't want to be underestimated, so she retorted: "I'm not cowardly!" It's just that her words were matched with her expression, and she was very confident.

"Hey." Song Yunji sighed softly, "I know that you are so unconfident because you like it, but you calm down and think about it, doesn't it mean that Mr. Shen really doesn't like you at all? ?"

"You have been together for so long, you should be able to feel how she treats you, right? Besides, if she doesn't like you, will she be willing to travel with you?"

"Don't forget the other person's kindness to you because you are blinded by your own feelings. That would be too unfair to her. In the little things you get along with, you can always pick out something different, right?"

"Try to assume for a while, she likes you too, how about it?"

Yan Tianyu sniffed, and the expression on his face became even more sad, "But...Ms. Shen already has someone she likes." Now she regrets why she didn't ask who that person was at the beginning. Pull him out and give him a beating to keep him away from Teacher Shen.

"So?" Song Yunji sneered, "Ms. Shen is still single right now? I think it is impossible for a man not to be attracted by her conditions. If there is someone she likes who is single, it is more likely that she is still in the The crush stage. Since it's a crush, there's no such thing as a horoscope, and it's entirely possible for you to chase her over."

"Don't add so much drama to yourself, take action first."

Yan Tianyu was persuaded by her, and quickly regained his energy, but the next second he remembered something, he withered again, and said with a mournful face: "But Teacher Shen seems to be angry. He is so cold to me today..."

"How to say?"

Yan Tianyu poured out everything that happened last night like beans in a bamboo tube. After listening to it, Song Yunji almost laughed at this man's coquettish manipulation.

"Yan Tianyu, Yan Tianyu, you are such a clever little ghost."

"..." Yan Tianyu is not stupid, she can fully hear the irony of the other party, "Stop mocking me." She frowned, "Why is this so?"

"Be content." Song Yunji gave her a cool look, "I blocked you."

"Why!"

"Think about it for yourself. If you can't find a reason, just treat it as if I was talking so much nonsense to you just now. You deserve to be single."

After parting with Song Yunji, Yan Tianyu returned home and threw herself onto the bed.

The whole person was lying on the bed in a large font. After lying on the bed for a few minutes, Yan Tianyu sat up from the bed stiffly, and took out the mobile phone in his pocket.

The WeChat message sent to Mr. Shen before has not been replied yet.

Even if driving at a low speed, it's time to get home by now. Yan Tianyu was so anxious to wait, she gritted her teeth and made a phone call.

"Mr. Shen, are you home yet?" Yan Tianyu spoke cautiously, and the hand that fell on the quilt subconsciously twisted the quilt, revealing the master's nervousness.

"Well, here we are."

"Oh... I sent you a WeChat message but didn't reply, I thought something happened..."

"It's just a little tired when I get home." Shen Xun couldn't hear the expression and mood in his tone, but Yan Tianyu could hear the subtle difference from usual.

Normally, Mr. Shen's tone of voice would be softer, and in most cases, he would take the initiative to continue the topic.But it's not like this now, it's cold and indifferent, as if facing insignificant people, as if with an attitude of wanting to send them away quickly.

"Well..." She tried to smooth things over for her clumsy lie last night, "It's okay for my mother to call me home last night, but she knew I was back and insisted on telling me to go home. I planned to go back to see you off in the morning ,..."

Before Yan Tianyu finished speaking, he heard a hasty laugh from the receiver.It didn't seem happy, but more like ridicule, making her forget what to say for a while.

"Well, I see." Shen Xun continued, as if the laugh was not from her.

Yan Tianyu's brain went down for two seconds, realizing that Teacher Shen was really angry this time, and she panicked even more.

"Mr. Shen, are you... are you angry?"

This time there was a real laughter from the receiver, and Shen Xun replied: "Is there anything between us that makes me angry?"

Shen Xun's voice returned to normal, relaxed, as if he was talking about what to eat today.

"I..." Yan Tianyu continued to speak, but the other end had no intention of continuing, so she cut off the rest of her words, "I have something to do, you should rest early."

Yan Tianyu sat on the bed in despair, her whole body exuded a strong lethargy, her heart was filled with remorse, she wished she could travel back and beat up yesterday's self.

After finishing the call, Shen Xun stood in front of the glass window with his hands folded while clutching the phone, acting completely defensive.She stared at the glass in front of her, which reflected the expression on her face at the moment.

She didn't have any expression, just looking at herself on the glass window.

It's easy to think wildly when alone, especially last night, after being rejected by Yan Tianyu.

Shen Xun originally thought that she could boil frogs in warm water, but she seemed to have too high expectations, so that the negative emotions brought about by disappointment were even greater.

She has been persuaded by Qiao Mushao, convincing herself that she should take the initiative to attack when she meets someone she likes, probably because the long drought and rain made her forget about the others.

Forget about gender, age, reality between them.

It wasn't until yesterday that I was rejected that I suddenly woke up.

Immersed in it has always been myself.Tianyu's response to her has always been about friendship, and she has always been self-satisfied and immersed in her own fantasy world.

Shen Xun never thought that gender was an issue in love, but this was only her own opinion and could not represent Yan Tianyu's.If the other party doesn't like her, she can't force it, and she doesn't want to deliberately "break" him.

She is still very young, and there is still a long way to go, maybe she will meet someone better and more suitable for her; find a boy she likes, talk about an ordinary love that does not need to be hidden, let alone think about coming out .

As for myself, I am officially turning 30 this year, and there is a seven-year age difference between them.

Seven years old, which contains too much uncertainty.She has reached the age to discuss marriage, and Yan Tianyu has just been banned from dating by her parents.

She has always been thinking about her own problems, never thinking about Yan Tianyu's situation, just like her "cat" and her private life, she doesn't know anything about it.

Or, she already has someone she likes, someone who speaks ambiguously on WeChat, or someone who makes her chat with her phone even if she doesn't sleep.

Shen Xun never thought about these things, she just avoided them blindly, subconsciously she didn't want to think about them, she was afraid of the result that would disappoint her.It wasn't until she carefully examined the problems that existed between them that she realized that they were full of holes.

Timely stop loss is important in shopping malls, and she thought it was time for her to stop loss in time.

As an elderly person, being called "Teacher Shen" by her, she should put herself in the right place. It's not bad to be an ordinary friend, so she should be content.

Shen Xun raised a hand and put it on her heart, she took a quick breath, and then exhaled slowly.

Her breath was unsteady and trembling, intermittently, and finally exhaled it all.