gentle fairy tale

Pei Songxi stood by the window, gazing at the cherry blossom trees under the street lamps in the garden, holding a glass of tequila in his hand, and drank it slowly. The mellow and slightly astringent wine overflowed from the tip of his tongue, leaving a long aftertaste.

She stood for a long time, until a slender figure appeared under the street lamp, and the corners of her lips were slightly raised unconsciously.The girl was probably in a good mood. When she got home, she jumped a few steps. Her black and soft hair was tied into a high ponytail, and she was gently shaking in the air.

Pei Songxi could tell that she had a great time going out today.Thinking about it is also true, after all, I haven't seen my friend for several years, and they are all friends I have known since childhood, so there should be endless things to talk about.

It was she who forgot that she had said in the morning that she would go out, and returned home from get off work early, only to find that there was no one at home, so she remembered that Yu Mian had said that she would go back to see her middle school teacher today.In fact, it's not that there is no work to do tonight, but she can't calm down, so she can only stand by the window and wait for her.

She heard her open the door and enter the living room, seemingly still humming, followed by the sound of her footsteps going up the stairs.

She came to knock on the door: "Aunt Pei, are you asleep?"

Pei Songxi turned around: "I'm not asleep, come in."

Yu Mian pushed open the door and came in, she saw the empty wine glass on the window sill, wrinkled her nose: "Did you drink secretly?"

Pei Songxi smiled: "Drinking it openly, why does it become drinking secretly when you say it?"

Yu Mian looked in the mirror in front of the closet in her room, loosened her tied hair, wrinkled her nose and sniffed: "Fortunately, the smell of alcohol is not strong."

Pei Songxi nodded, poured another glass, and sipped slowly: "Well, but you still don't drink, you will get drunk when you drink."

Yu Mian turned her head and glared at her angrily: "I'm not a child anymore!"

Pei Songxi smiled and said nothing, but his gaze gradually deepened.

Yu Mian is wearing a one-shoulder white puff-sleeve top tonight, very cute, this dress suits her very well, just showing her slender and fair wrists, the round and tender shoulders seem to have been brushed with a thin glaze under the light, the white is about to shine.The waistline of the clothes is very tight, and the slender waist that can be grasped is faintly visible, and the front chest is also designed to be tightened, which happens to be plump and round like a peach.

Pure temptation, natural charm.

Mianmian has grown up...

This was the first time in the past few days that she had the opportunity to watch her quietly for such a long time.

If we said that when I saw her in Europe, she still had that kind of girlish vigor, then now... it seems that it hasn't changed much, but it has changed a lot, as if that kind of innocence has incorporated a lot of unconscious charm .

Pei Songxi couldn't help but think of the graceful and smooth arc of her calf held in her palm last time, and the soft and creamy texture, the tips of her ears turned red slightly.

She looked away and swirled the wine in the glass... How could she think of this, she must be drunk.

Yu Mian untied her hair, took off the earrings, didn't notice her staring eyes, walked towards her with a smile, pulled her to sit on the tatami, and took out a black velvet box from her pocket: "This ,Back to you."

"what is this?"

"Yes... just open it and have a look."

Pei Songxi was slightly startled, and opened the box under her gaze. Inside lay a clean white jade earring, somewhat familiar... It seemed to be the pair she was missing.She looked for it once, thinking it was lost in a corner, but she didn't expect it to be here with Yu Mian.

"mine?"

"Ah."

Yu Mian nodded embarrassedly.

In fact, she took it last night, but she didn't have the nerve to ask, so she took it back.After thinking about it, I still felt that I should return it to her, after all, it was hers.

It's just that I gave it to her specially tonight, and Yu Mian always feels a little guilty.

Pei Songxi held the small and exquisite earrings in her hand, and the edges of the jade were touched soft and smooth. Her heart skipped a beat, and she didn't know... When Mian Mian got it, but she seemed to be able to imagine it, imagined that she carried it with her Carrying, occasional caressing situation.

It's just one of her earrings.

I don't know how long she kept it.

Pei Songxi was silent for a moment, went to the dressing table to get the remaining one, a pair of white jade earrings, lying quietly in the box, finally found the lost half and returned to completeness.

She liked the implication and handed the box to her: "Here you are."

Yu Mian raised her head slightly to look at her, her dark pupils gleamed under the light: "Give it to me?"

"Well, here it is."

Yu Mian let out a chuckle, put the box in her pocket, pressed it lightly, then raised her head to look at her, with tender affection in her eyes: "Then this is mine."

Just like you, it's mine too.

Pei Songxi lowered his eyes and looked at her clear and bright eyes. There was indescribable tenderness and pity in his eyes, and his heart fell into infinite soreness.

Yu Mian seemed a little disbelieving, with her hands resting on the coffee table, her chin resting on both hands, smiling at the ends of her eyes and brows, her eyes shining brightly, she kept looking at her.

Pei Songxi felt that her cheeks were gradually turning red, probably because of the swell of alcohol.

Her eyes also slowly melted into a warm spring, staring at Yu Mian for a long time, she caught the fine fluff on the girl's pink and tender cheeks, and her lips were as touching as cherry blossoms, slightly opened With that, revealing a little bright red color.

She couldn't restrain herself and raised her hand, stroking the girl's soft earlobe with her fingertips, slowly covering her eyes, her voice hoarse: "Mianmian, stop looking at me, look at... Aunt Pei is going to kiss you."

Yu Mian let out a soft ah, her cheeks blushed inch by inch, and a faint water vapor gradually formed in her originally clear and clean eyes, completely imprinting her shadow.

Pei Songxi couldn't take his eyes off the girl's pink lips.Her heart was also fluctuating violently, reason and sensibility wrestled for a long time.Her eyelashes trembled slightly, as if remembering something.

After a while, she whispered, "I'm sorry... I scared you."

Yu Mian turned her head slightly, as if she was a little puzzled, why she suddenly apologized.

Pei Songxi pursed her lower lip, slowly covered her fingertips, and gently brushed the girl's long and thick eyelashes with her fingertips: "I'm sorry."

She was apologizing for that kiss on her eyelashes three years ago.

Yu Mian understood.

At that time, she clearly woke up, but because of a momentary hesitation, she pretended not to wake up... until the girl's sweet and soft kiss fell on her eyelashes, her breathing became stagnant.

Later Yu Mian talked to her and asked her if she liked it a little bit, her answer was... no.

Didn't like it at all.

Yu Mian tilted her head slightly, tears falling down uncontrollably.

Pei Songxi stretched out her hand, but froze in midair: "...I'm sorry, Mianmian."

Yu Mian turned her back to wipe her tears, but the tears fell down uncontrollably, the more they fell, the more ferociously she couldn't stop them.

She choked up softly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Aunt Pei..."

Maybe it was her fault in the first place, she shouldn't have those fantasies.It was she who broke their lives and disturbed her peace.Obviously at first he just wanted to be with her all the time, just to watch her.She shouldn't have known.

She knows it herself, the world knows it, and the mountains, rivers, grasses and trees just need to know it.

Why let her know.

Pei Songxi's hand that had stopped in mid-air finally came down, she turned her around, wiped away the tears from her eyes with her fingertips, seeing her flushed eyebrows and nose, her heart was full of love and pity.She rubbed her fingers lightly on her cheeks, the tears had been wiped dry, it was time for her to stop, but she wanted to take it back but couldn't.

Is it really wrong to like her?

If you don't like her, will everything be better... Probably not.It will only make her so sad at this moment.

She didn't want to make her sad anymore.

If liking her is really a sin and wrong, just let her bear it alone.

Pei Songxi put his left hand around her shoulders and took her into his arms: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault. Don't be sad, okay?"

This wasn't the first time she hugged her like this, but it was the first time, almost a hug between lovers.

Yu Mian was held in her arms, the previous three-point grievance gradually faded to one point, she said softly: "...I was not angry with you just now."

Pei Songxi raised his hand to stroke her silky soft long hair, and said in a soft and gentle voice, "I know...I know everything."

Yu Mian nodded slightly, and didn't speak any more.

Pei Songxi held her arm slightly, as if trying to confine her in his arms.

Their curves are a perfect fit and they stick together tightly.Even...even the undulating warmth, softness and plumpness... feel closely balanced.

It was a completely strange feeling, and her arms tightened a little more, as if she wanted more.But rationality told her that this was wrong, after all... Mianmian had no similar meaning.

Except for that time, he said he wanted to kiss before getting up, but that was clearly a childish tone, exactly the same as before.Even last night, they were so close last night that she could kiss her just by lowering her head, but Mianmian only said that she wanted her to hug her.

In fact, she hoped that Yu Mian would be more active and give her some hints... or directly break this state.

After all, her rationality told her it was wrong all the time, it was not right.

Just like when looking at the photo last night, she really wanted... wanted to hold her fair and thin neck and kiss her tenderly.But... But they just finished reading those photos together, flipping through them one by one.

She saw how Mianmian grew from a gentle little girl to the current moving appearance.Such a clear growth trajectory reminded her all the time, reminding her that she shouldn't be like this, and she couldn't be like this.

And teach her how... to take the initiative to kiss her.

Pei Songxi bit her lip lightly and let out a sigh of relief.

After all, she still didn't kiss her, only hugged her tightly in her arms.

Could it be... Could it be that she is the only one who would think about it, would there be those unavoidable desires for her... besides being close and dependent, is there any love between lovers?

She didn't know, she longed for more confirmation, just a little more.