gentle fairy tale

For the next few days, Yu Mian subconsciously avoided Pei Songxi.

As long as she thought of the dream that day and the mood in the dream, she felt that she was... how could she think about that kind of thing, especially since she didn't know who that person was.

She should focus on her studies and not think about these things.

If she was thinking about these things so early, she would be letting down Aunt Pei's care and love for her.

She tried her best to hide her emotions, but she didn't dare to look into Pei Songxi's eyes, dare not look directly at her and talk, she could only hope that Aunt Pei would not find out...

Pei Songxi is the same as before, during her vacation, she will spend as much time as possible to accompany her, run in the morning, and sometimes follow online tutorials to learn how to cook in the afternoon, and sometimes take her out for dinner, and take her to the beach... If it is In the past, Yu Mian would be very happy, but not now.

She spent this short half-month vacation with a sweet and distressed mood. Sometimes she hoped that time would go slower, and sometimes she wanted to start school right away. When she returned to school, she would not have to see Aunt Pei every day. Feel nervous, don't worry about her noticing, and don't have to... remember that dream again.

Fortunately, the holidays are coming to an end soon.

Their vacation is only half a month, two weeks.

When I went back to school, the students were crying like ghosts: "I feel like school starts when I close my eyes and open them again!"

Yu Mian's feelings are a bit more complicated than others'. Melancholy, joy and loss are mixed together, which makes her feel a little confused... She has kept this matter in her heart for half a month, and she really wants to talk to her friends.

Xu Xiaoyan came back after going to Hawaii for vacation with her parents. It was probably because she got sunbathed too much and she was obviously darker, but she didn't care at all. When she smiled, she showed her two rows of white teeth, and rushed to hug her: "Mianmian! Long time no see !"

Yu Mian also hugged her: "Xiaoyan! Slow down!"

"Oh! People miss you!"

"Pfft, I got a postcard from you saying you miss me. How was your summer vacation?"

Xu Xiaoyan smiled happily: "I'm having a good time! I saw a lot of beauties and handsome guys, the ones in bikinis, their bodies are so good, so sexy!"

Surrounded by people, Yu Mian motioned her to keep her voice down: "Let's talk about it later! See you in physical education class!"

In the third year of junior high school, the physical education class was changed to three sessions a week in order to meet the needs of the physical examination when entering a higher school.

When the teacher blew the whistle to announce the dismissal, Xu Xiaoyan took Yu Mian with one hand and Jing Zhiyi with the other, and walked under the big banyan tree: "Let me tell you, I secretly brought the camera and mobile phone, and I will show you Look at my photos, I really have a great figure!"

Jing Zhiyi disliked her, and sat beside her, with a look of indifference: "You are shameless, look at your hunger and thirst! I won't be with you."

Xu Xiaoyan gave her a blank look: "Then don't look! Just watch!"

Yu Mian blushed: "I don't watch it either."

"Ah? Why?"

Xu Xiaoyan was a little disappointed, but she still didn't give up: "Just take a look, take a look! There is really a super handsome guy, so I can dream about him at night!"

Yu Mian froze for a moment: "What did you dream about him?"

Xu Xiaoyan grinned: "I dreamed of kissing him!"

Yu Mian was startled, feeling her ears were burning, and asked her cautiously: "You...cough cough, why did you dream of kissing him?"

Xu Xiaoyan patted her on the head, and said with some earnestness: "You are stupid! I like him. I want to kiss someone because I like him!"

Yu Mian blinked her eyes, her smile froze: "Like it?"

She doesn't seem to have anyone she likes?In her heart, besides Aunt Pei, study is always the first priority.She knows what should and what should not.

Xu Xiaoyan was so used to being heartless, she didn't notice her abnormality, and continued: "You like someone, so you will dream about it!"

Yu Mian was stunned: "I didn't...that's not..."

"Huh? What did you say?"

Yu Mian shook her head and lowered her eyelashes: "...I didn't say anything."

She will not like others.

She just wants to stay with Aunt Pei for the rest of her life, Aunt Pei grows up with her, and she will grow old with her.

Xu Xiaoyan has always been big-hearted and didn't care about her demeanor.Instead, Jing Zhiyi, who was sitting by the side, was the first to realize that something was wrong with her. After Xu Xiaoyan went to the cafeteria to buy Coke, she said slowly, "Ask Xu Xiaoyan about this kind of thing?"

Yu Mian has been in a trance, and when she heard her speak, she raised her head in a daze: "Huh?"

Jing Zhiyi couldn't help sighing, moved to her side, and sat next to her: "Xu Xiaoyan's heart is as big as a hole, if you ask her, you won't be able to find anything out, how can you ask her about such things? !"

Yu Mian pursed her lower lip: "I don't... really want to ask. I just..."

Jing Zhi looked at her intently, as if seeing through her: "Come on, you haven't looked right all day today, tell me."

Yu Mian sighed softly: "I...I dreamed...a dream similar to Xiaoyan's."

Jing Zhiyi was also taken aback for a moment: "You..."

After Yu Mian said a word, her face turned red: "I don't know why... just, just suddenly had a dream."

"What did you dream about?"

Yu Mian covered her eyes with the back of her hands in shame, and said in a muffled voice, "I want to kiss someone."

Jing Zhiyi also sighed: "You may have fallen in love with someone."

Although she really didn't want to draw conclusions, such a dream... Dreaming of kissing someone cannot be for no reason.

Yu Mian was worried, and immediately denied: "I didn't...I can't fall in love early!"

"Who did you dream about?"

"I don't know...it's just a back view."

Jing Zhiyi didn't know what to say for a while, originally thought that Yu Mian would say that she dreamed of a certain classmate, but who knows...she herself didn't know who she dreamed of, so she became nervous like this.

She also said solemnly that one must study hard and never fall in love early.

Jing Zhiyi thought about it, and then laughed out loud: "Are you going to laugh me to death? Don't be nervous all day long."

But she more or less knows that this matter cannot be told to others, such as Xu Xiaoyan, who is grinning and has nothing to say.

She patted Yu Mian on the shoulder: "Don't think too much...Yu Mian, maybe it's unreasonable to dream about something like this."

Yu Mian nodded and said softly, "I know."

She said she knew, but when Xiaoyan took her to the bookstore to read novels after school, she subconsciously looked for the second book of that book.She wanted to know... how the two girls fell in love.

However, she didn't know whether it was because the book was only released in the first volume or because the bookstore was sold out. She couldn't find the book she wanted to read, so she was inevitably a little disappointed.

Xu Xiaoyan, however, has gained a lot, and she is ready to pay for several magazines, but Yu Mian holds her back: "Xiaoyan, the books you bought before are still at my house."

"Yeah! I forgot!"

"I knew you forgot, okay, come to my house later, I'll bring you the book."

Xu Xiaoyan nodded with a smile, and asked her after a while: "Xiao Mianmian, tell me secretly, do you also read romance novels?"

Yu Mian blushed: "No!"

She didn't read the romance...that was not a story about a hero and heroine.

Xu Xiaoyan giggled: "You didn't see why you blushed, you must have. Come on, tell me, which hero do you like?"

Yu Mian turned her face away: "I really haven't read it... I don't like to read campus novels, I like...the kind of older protagonists."

"what?"

Xu Xiaoyan stood there dumbfounded for a while, and when Yu Mian was far away, she chased after her: "Your taste is so strange... But I have a treasure trove, wait for me to find it for you, maybe there will be something you like to see. "

Yu Mian nodded, her ears were red: "Mmm... good."

Xu Xiaoyan covered her mouth and smiled secretly: "Happy today, seconds today! My little cub is going to be enlightened!"

Yu Mian pretended to hit her: "You hate it!"

That's what I said, when Xu Xiaoyan really sent her a few books later, Yu Mian still took them, she felt her cheeks were hot, and said softly: "Xiaoyan, I might have to I can return the book to you later. I have a lot of homework recently, are you in a hurry?"

Xu Xiaoyan waved her hand indifferently: "It's okay. You can read as you like, there are two boxes of books in my room. But I want to tell you... In addition to romance, there are... well, many kinds of novels. If you don't like reading , don’t watch it. I just followed what you said and chose some older protagonists.”

Xu Xiaoyan has always been used to being careless. In fact, she reads all kinds of subjects, but she feels that Yu Mian is showing signs of enlightenment, so she doesn't dare to choose novels that are too heavy, for fear of scaring her.

Yu Mian was stunned for a moment, and suddenly understood what she meant by 'that what', it might be the same as the book Xiaoyan gave her last time, the protagonist might... mean the same sex.

Just what she wanted to see.

After searching several forums, she also found that although the same-sex marriage law was passed, the registered marriage rate is actually not high. This part of the population is still a minority group. The social culture and values ​​are deeply ingrained, and it cannot be changed in a day. Many people still can't accept it.

In fact, the reason is very simple when you think about it. Although the news said that the proportion of women registering for marriage is four times that of men, in fact, she seems to have never seen... two women falling in love for so long.

No one observed the reality for her, so she really wanted to see what was written in the novel... Even if it is a fictional story, maybe it can project a little bit of reality.

"Mianmian?"

"Um... sorry, I was distracted."

"It's all right! I've given you the book. If you want to read more, just let me know."

Yu Mian smiled: "It's going to be a long time! There's a lot of homework, I can only spare half an hour a day to read it, I..."

While she was talking, there was a sound of rhythmic footsteps upstairs, and she subconsciously hugged the book into her arms: "See you on Monday!"

Pei Songxi was wearing a black high-waist tight dress and a pair of slender high-heeled shoes, just came downstairs: "Xiaoyan is here?"

Xu Xiaoyan greeted her with a smile: "Come here to send...Come and talk!"

Pei Songxi nodded lightly, her eyes flicked over the book held in front of Yu Mian's arms, and a fancy cover could be vaguely seen, and she probably had a vague guess in her mind: "Sit down for a while, there are watermelon and passion fruit juice in the refrigerator."

Yu Mian panicked: "Oh... I know!"

But Xu Xiaoyan cast a tacit look at her: "No need! I'll go first! Goodbye Auntie Pei, goodbye Mianmian!"

She was a weird girl, and after saying goodbye, she ran out without waiting for them to speak.

Holding the book tightly, Yu Mian crossed the living room and wanted to go upstairs: "Aunt Pei, I'm going back first, do you want to go out?"

Pei Songxi hummed, stood in front of the mirror and brushed the broken hair from his sideburns. Then he picked up an eyebrow pencil and drew his eyebrows carefully. His plain white wrists were folded into a beautiful arc: "I want to go out to meet a friend."

Subconsciously, Yu Mian wanted to ask her what kind of friend she was going to meet, who would change into a skirt in the evening, wear high heels, and even have thrush... Is it a male friend?

But she didn't ask.

Pei Songxi never interfered with her making friends, and even encouraged her to hang out with friends more, so how could she... interfere with Aunt Pei's life?

But she still felt stuffy and uncomfortable.

Yu Mian stood at the stairs, lowered her head and asked softly, "Then... when will you come back?"

Pei Songxi had just put down the eyebrow pencil, her brows were quiet, and the end of her eyes seemed to be filled with black ink, she said coldly and delicately: "I'll be back soon, what's the matter?"

Yu Mian shook her head: "It's okay...you go to see your friends. I, I'll go upstairs first."

There was something wrong with her expression, Pei Songxi looked at her thoughtfully, and nodded after a while: "I'm going out first."

this kid...

When I was in the first year of junior high school, I would watch idol dramas with her, and I would stare at the TV when I saw a kissing scene, but now... I have started to secretly read love novels, and I dare not tell her, and even want her to start early out.

Sure enough, it was the age to know Mu Shaoai.

In fact, she wanted to tell Yu Mian that she didn't have to hide it from her, and that she could like someone openly, but she was afraid of touching her self-esteem, so she suppressed this sentence.

What she can do, perhaps, is to consciously and selectively leave more space for her.

Yu Mian took a few steps up and stopped again.

She heard the sound of the door closing, and couldn't help but sighed softly.

Aunt Pei... She left her here to see someone else.

I don't know if it's... someone Aunt Pei likes.