Don't be cowardly, just hate [Interstellar]

"…Father."

As soon as Andre heard this title, he frowned instantly, "Didn't you agree that you can only call me a general, why don't you have a long memory?!"

Although You'an had already expected Andre's reaction, but after hearing the tone of the words.You An still showed a self-deprecating smile.

…Father?No one ever wanted to be your father.

Seeing him suddenly showing this smile, Andre was puzzled for a moment, "What are you laughing at?"

You'an put away her smile and looked directly into Andre's eyes.He looked indifferent, and said straight, "... I was abrupt, please forgive me, general. I will try my best to win this selection."

Andre originally thought that You'an was not enterprising, not half the same as when he was young.Although You'an was allowed to enter the upper class of the military academy, but the other party did not have any outstanding results.The more this is the case, the more unwilling he is to agree with You An.

There is too little contact with You'an on weekdays, so Andre can't figure out the character of his son.

Now on this side, although Andre feels that Er'an seems to be different from before, he can't figure out why.

"Okay, you go back." Andre glanced at him with a cold expression, as if he only regarded him as an ordinary subordinate.Or... not even subordinates.

You An didn't want to stay here any longer, so he just nodded.When he turned around and reached the door, he seemed to think of something.You settled down and said, "Mother, even if she was wrong back then, she has been devoted to you for so many years. What's more, what happened back then...you were also at fault."

After You'an finished this sentence, he didn't want to turn around to see Andre's reaction, so he opened the door and walked out.

At that time, Er Ya heard that he had succeeded to the position of general, so she ran into the succession banquet.If Andre hadn't been drunk, and You Ya had been infatuated with Andre deeply, and she was dazzled by love...

Maybe... everything today will not happen.

As You An walked out of the Executive Yuan, the turbulent emotions that had been suppressed surged up again.

He left within half an hour of meeting Andre.If she went home at this time, Er Ya would definitely ask again and again.

You'an is very clear that to Andre's wife, Youya is not even a third party.And I... I'm just an illegitimate child.

You'an once persuaded Youya to give up this relationship.It's just that Er Ya's obsession is too deep, and she won't listen to persuasion no matter what.Not only that, but Er Ya kept asking Er An to work hard in the military academy. It seemed that only in this way could their mother and son get Andre's attention.

But You'an knew that the more aggressive he was, the more people wanted to get rid of him.

You'an came back to his senses, and glanced at the time on the communicator, it was still early.

"...Forget it, go and cut my hair first." You'an thought for a moment and decided.

……

The capital of the empire - Lusk, people's favorite place to go every day is the central business district of Lusk.

You An didn't think too much, and came here.You'an randomly entered a high-end hairdressing salon.Typed your own haircut requirements concisely into the electronic needs box.

Within half an hour, You An put on a new hairstyle.

The slightly long middle hair was discarded, and the cheeks on both sides were completely exposed.The bangs are also shortened, covering the front in a vain way, and a good-looking forehead can be revealed with just a casual flick.Seeing this, Er'an is quite satisfied.

When You'an walked out of the barber shop, she walked towards a pastry shop with ease.You Ya likes to eat the pastries from this shop, and You An took the opportunity to bring some for her.

You'an returned home with a box of pastries.As soon as he entered the door, Er Ya got up from the chair and hurried to his side.

"Mother, I'm back. I went to buy some pastries, are you hungry? Now..."

You Ya casually put the pastry bought by You An aside, without looking directly at it.She stared at You'an and asked eagerly, "How is it? Have you seen your father? Are you getting along well? Has he asked about our recent situation?"

The smile on You'an's face dissipated, he looked into Youya's eyes, and responded softly, "Yes, I'll leave in less than 5 minutes."

When You Ya heard this, she immediately grabbed You An's arm, "Less than 5 minutes? Did you make him angry?"

You'an turned around and looked directly at Youya, "I didn't make him angry, he made me leave."

"What did you say?" You Ya didn't give up, and continued to ask, "Then he is in a hurry and said to meet you another day?"

In Youya's words, there is still a lot of defense and defense for Andre.Hearing the words in his ear, You'an felt a layer of anger welling up in his heart.

Not long after You'an was reborn, he can still vividly remember everything that happened in the Baimin galaxy.I was killed by Allen in my previous life.And... Perhaps it was Andre who acquiesced in doing all this to Allen.

"Mother! Can you stop asking me these questions?!" You An finally couldn't help it, and raised his voice, "You clearly know that he doesn't like us at all, and doesn't need us at all! After so many years, Haven't you seen it through yet?! How long are you going to deceive yourself..."

--Snapped!

Before You'an could finish speaking, a loud slap hit his face.

"I'll let you talk nonsense!" You Ya was impatient for a while, without thinking about anything, she reached out and hit You An.

You'an was taken aback for a moment, he looked at the other party's arm that had not yet had time to fall, and there was a hint of disbelief in his eyes, "...Mother?"

You Ya withdrew her arm somewhat at a loss, but still said bluntly, "If you hadn't failed to live up to expectations, would your father have left us in the cold for so long? If you could be as good as Allen, I wouldn't have to be like this today!"

You'an's eyes were slightly red, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time finally broke out.

"Yes! It's all my fault! If I'm as good as Allen! Do you really think that Allen and Mrs. Bessie will accommodate us? Do you think we can stay here safe and sound?"

You Ya was speechless for a while, "Your father..."

"He's not my father! He's just Alan's father! Even if Alan kills me, he won't punish Alan for me. Mother, stop kidding yourself. That man doesn't love you at all, but You put him above anyone else."

You'an's hands clenched into fists, he stared at Youya, and asked in a low voice, "...If one day, you can return to him as long as you give up on me, you will not hesitate...Give up on me, yes ?"

...From the beginning to the end, you just used me as a bargaining chip.As long as you can enter the Miller family and go to Andre's side, even if the request is to let you lose me, you will nod without hesitation.

... In the last life, you listened to Alan's bewitchment and deleted my transfer letter privately, which forced me to stay on the front line.

You always feel that as long as I stay on the front line and make military exploits, I can get that man's attention.But you don't know, it's you who...indirectly pushed me to death...

Seeing Er Ya's silence, Er An laughed at herself, "Mom... I'm a little tired, I'm going back to school first."

After that, he turned and walked out.

You An didn't go back to school directly, but came to the central business district and went into a bar at random.You'an usually doesn't like to numb herself with alcohol, but today is different.

In fact, You'an is very clear in her heart that in this world, from the moment she was born... no one really loved herself.

One glass after another, the strong and spicy taste of wine swept over his taste buds.I don't know how long it took, but You'an only felt drunk, but those things that she wanted to forget were still clearly imprinted in her mind.

He paid the bill, and when he got up, he found that he could not stand still.

"Sir, do you need someone to pick you up?" Seeing him like this, the bar waiter quickly asked with his support.

You'an glanced at him sideways, his eyes glistened because of drunkenness, making him more attractive.You'an hooked the corners of his mouth, pointed at himself with his slender fingers, and laughed at himself, "...Pick me up? No one will come to pick me up.

"...I will go by myself!"

After finishing speaking, he pushed the waiter away and staggered towards the door.

The bar is located at the outermost edge of the business district, and it is now in the evening rush hour, so there are quite a few pedestrians coming and going.

Jiu Jin began to rise, and You An half leaned on the lamppost, shaking his head.It's just that the feeling of dizziness is lingering.

A gust of evening wind hits, carrying a hint of coolness.You'an narrowed his eyes slightly, struggling to identify the route.

I don't know how long it took before he took a step forward and walked forward.After walking a few steps, he bumped into someone.The other party exclaimed softly, and both of them lost their center of gravity and fell backwards.

"Mother... are you okay?"

You An fell to the ground, feeling that the voice from above was somewhat familiar.He raised his head and looked upward with some difficulty.There are two overlapping figures in front of him, it seems to be a man and a woman.

You'an couldn't tell who was coming, and wanted to get up, but staggered and fell backward again.

Someone quickly grabbed his arm and pulled him up forcefully, "...You'an? What's the matter with you?"

You'an was already dazed, and he couldn't even keep his eyes open.I don't know how long it took him to react before a guess came to his mind.

...The voice sounded like Huo Lin.

The author has something to say: Rub You'an's head~ I think the next chapter is very interesting.

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The personality of Er'an's mother is like this, and she is not a good mother.

There are foreshadowings and hidden secrets about the things about the parents' generation, which will be mentioned in the future.

It's fine for everyone to watch the protagonist Tiantian, there's no need to be angry for the mother.