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Before Qin Feiyang's 12th birthday, Xu Tuo learned from his mother to learn how to make cakes.The oven in the store is a relatively simple one. In the past, Xu Tuo's birthday came, and Xu's mother would use it to make cakes that looked very good-looking and tasted delicious.

Xu Tuo started by beating egg whites. Although he also helped cook when his mother made ramen before, it was not the same thing at all.

It took him a lot of effort to separate the egg whites and egg yolks. Finally, he put the egg whites and egg yolks in two clean soup bowls. Beating the egg whites was another boring and repetitive action. Electric egg beater, he can only purely manually.

The movement of the arm has been at a high speed, which made him feel sore after a while.Xu Tuo worked hard, the clothes on his back were drenched with sweat, but watching the lumpy batter in front of him gradually take shape into a smooth and delicate shape, he carefully poured it into the cake mold, and watched the oven start to operate, he It feels new and tense.But it's more sweet, just like the cake he imagined.

It takes almost an hour to make a cake, and at the beginning, the cakes he made always tasted wrong, and he had to start all over again.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I wasted a lot of ingredients..." Xu Tuo felt a little guilty, "I'll take these for breakfast tomorrow, don't throw them away."

Xu's mother wanted to intervene several times to help, but was blocked by Xu Tuo, so she could only sigh secretly when she saw the failure. She stroked her son's shoulder and comforted him softly, "It's okay, there are still a few days until the end of the month, If it doesn't work, let mom play, okay?"

"Not good." I didn't expect Xu Tuo to be extremely stubborn in this matter, "I will make the cake, and you will teach me how to make cream tomorrow, okay?"

Mother Xu had no choice but to agree to him.

"Xiao Tuo is such a good brother." One day, when they returned home, Mother Xu suddenly felt emotional.

Xu Tuo changed his soiled clothes, curled his hair in front of his forehead, and looked at him with wide eyes. With this appearance, he finally showed the innocence of a child.

"Mom thinks that Xiao Tuo treats Feiyang just like he treats his younger brother. If Xiao Tuo has a younger brother, this should be the way to get along with him." Xu's mother asked again, "Does Xiao Tuo really want to have a brother?" a younger brother?"

Xu Tuo didn't speak.

That night, Xu Tuo didn't fall asleep for a long time thinking about his mother's words.Since he was sensible, he and his mother have depended on each other for life, and he never felt that there was anything missing.

He also didn't want to treat Tan Feiyang as his younger brother.

Qin Feiyang was his first friend and also the most important one.Xu Tuo finally came to such a conclusion and fell asleep peacefully.

Soon it was Tan Feiyang's birthday.Xu Tuo rode his bicycle early to wait outside the gate of his private elementary school.It was Friday, and the student union was supposed to hold a weekly meeting, so he was asked to ask for leave.

Moreover, Xu Tuo prepared the cake early in the morning and placed it in the store. He also left a note for his mother, asking her to help him add a few words on the cake with chocolate and arrange some fruits. He knew He must not be able to compare with his mother in these meticulous craftsmanship.

Xu Tuo saw Tan Feiyang coming out from a long distance away. He was still thin, with a schoolbag on one shoulder, walking in his direction casually.He was about to greet him when a girl suddenly appeared.

That figure was almost heading straight for Tan Feiyang.It was a little girl with two thick braids and a pink schoolbag on her back. She rushed to Qin Feiyang and handed him something, then ran out of the school gate blushing.

When Tan Feiyang walked up to Xu Tuo, he was holding the bag of things that the girl had just given him in his hand. He found that Xu Tuo had been in a daze, so he stretched out his foot and kicked the front wheel of his bicycle.

"You're here." Xu Tuo came back to his senses and smiled foolishly.

Qin Feiyang rolled his eyes at him, "Let's go."

"What's that?" Xu Tuo still didn't move, he pointed at the thing in Tan Feiyang's hand, and asked knowingly.

"I don't know." Tan Feiyang looked down coldly, "Maybe it's chocolate."

"Oh..." Xu Tuo still didn't move, and wanted to ask something more, but he didn't know how to ask.

"Do you want to eat?" Tan Feiyang raised his eyebrows, and threw the beautifully wrapped paper bag towards him, "Here you go."

"I... I don't want to eat..." Xu Tuo caught it subconsciously, then smiled helplessly, and put it in his schoolbag.

"Let's go, aren't you afraid that your mother will wait too long?" Tan Feiyang noticed Xu Tuo's strangeness, but because he didn't know the reason, he didn't want to explore it.

Qin Feiyang wasn't looking forward to today's "birthday party" very much, but Xu Tuo's mother and son regarded it as a major event in their lives.He has always felt that the mother and son are unbelievably kind, but he is very aware of their sincerity, so even though he habitually rejects others, he can't be cruel to them.

"Huh, why are there just the two of you?" Xu's mother had hung a "Closed Business" sign outside the door early on, and had prepared a big round table to entertain guests, but she didn't expect that the only people who came were Xu Tuo and Qin Feiyang.

"Feiyang, didn't you bring other classmates?" Mother Xu looked at the empty street behind them, "Or are they coming later?"

"No one else." Tan Feiyang just responded lightly.

"The other students don't know about your birthday?" Xu's mother could only guess.

"Yeah." Still indifferently.

"Lie." Xu Tuo waited for Mother Xu to turn around and walk into the kitchen, and suddenly said something in a low voice.

"What?" Tan Feiyang looked up at him slightly surprised.

"The girl just now must know your birthday." Xu Tuo added, with a trace of accusation hidden in his expression.

"Why are you angry?" Qin Feiyang saw Xu Tuo walking away suddenly, and asked angrily, then Xu Tuo's back suddenly stiffened.

Xu Tuo came back with a few bowls of dishes, "I'm not angry." He put the dishes on the table in front of Qin Feiyang, and then walked into the kitchen.

"Weird." Qin Feiyang took out the tablet in his schoolbag and started playing games on his own.

"Come on, let's replace wine with fruit juice." Mother Xu returned to the table and poured a glass of orange juice for everyone. "Drink a little first, then eat some food, and the main event will follow."

Qin Feiyang took a sip of his drink, he didn't need to think about what the highlight of Xu's mother was talking about, and he didn't look forward to it.

Things like birthdays have never had anything to do with him.In this world, probably no one would be happy for his birth.including himself.

Tan Feiyang lowered his eyes, hiding the darkness in his heart in the shadow of his eyelashes.

Halfway through the meal, Qin Feiyang didn't talk much, even Xu Tuo who was usually talkative, and the atmosphere was a bit awkward.But when Tan Feiyang was bored and turned to look at the TV hanging on the wall, the screen on the TV suddenly went black.Not only that, but the lights on the ceiling also went dark.

In the room where you can't see your fingers, there are a few beams of light moving from the kitchen to the table step by step.Qin Feiyang blinked hard, only to see clearly that it was Xu Tuo who was carrying a cake full of candles and walking towards him slowly.

The boy who was still sulking just now was smiling all over his face at this moment, his eyes looked extremely gentle against the dim light of the candle.

Then Xu Tuo stopped in front of him and sang a song.

It was probably a happy birthday song. In fact, Tan Feiyang didn't pay much attention to listening to it. He just felt that in this dark environment, the light of the candle seemed to light a fire in his heart. With Xu Tuo's singing and Xu's mother's cooperation The applause grew louder and louder.

"Happy birthday, Feiyang!"

"Happy birthday! Happy every day!"

"Come, Feiyang, make a wish, and blow out the candles."

Although there are only Xu Tuo, mother and son, they have already created a warm enough atmosphere.

Qin Feiyang felt his figure shrinking in the light of the candle.

Xu Tuo put down the cake in front of Qin Feiyang, indicating that Qin Feiyang could blow out the candles.Mother Xu also stood by the light switch, ready to turn on the light.

But Qin Feiyang remained silent for a long time.

Just when Xu Tuo was about to speak to break the silence, he found a figure standing up suddenly in front of him, and then heard the sound of the door being opened. When Xu's mother turned on the light, Qin Feiyang had disappeared.

Xu Tuo found Qin Feiyang not long after he ran.

"What's wrong with you, I made the cake for several days to make it the way it is now, and you ran away without taking a bite..." Xu Tuo complained a few times out of breath, and stopped immediately after seeing Qin Feiyang's appearance He sighed, and slowly approached him.

Qin Feiyang sat against the wall not far from the mansion, with his head buried low, and his tightly embraced arms covered his face.

"Qin Feiyang..." Xu Tuo sat beside him and couldn't help calling softly.It was the first time he had seen Tan Feiyang look so lost and vulnerable, and he was a little at a loss for a moment.

Xu Tuo lightly touched Tan Feiyang's shoulder with his hand, and suddenly heard the soft voice of the person in front of him.

"This is the first time someone celebrates my birthday..."

"...After I was thrown here, my mother only came to see me once, and that was on my 6th birthday."

Xu Tuo listened quietly. He heard Qin Feiyang mention his mother, which was also the first time Qin Feiyang mentioned it.Usually in the mansion, he can't even see Tan Feiyang's family members, not even a photo.

"She probably drank too much that day and scolded me desperately, blaming me for being born at an inappropriate time, which disrupted her plan and caused her to suffer from a lot of physical problems. My dad even started to dislike her."

Tan Feiyang still didn't raise his head, and laughed in a low voice. It was the first time Xu Tuo heard his suppressed voice, which was extremely inconsistent with his usual soft, cold voice.

"She probably forgot my birthday at that time. Since then, she hasn't come to see me again." Tan Feiyang slowly raised his head and pressed it between his arms.

"Then... where is your father?" Xu Tuo asked, only to realize that he had asked an inappropriate question.

Qin Feiyang's face suddenly became as cold as ice, "He always contacts me on the phone or through his subordinates."

"Before he arranged a driver and a nanny, thinking that he could successfully get rid of my burden."

Xu Tuo nodded involuntarily when he remembered the incident a few years ago, the chance that he and Qin Feiyang met.

"It's a pity that the nanny didn't live up to it. She abused me on TV, and exposed the disgraceful things about my parents." Qin Feiyang sneered, "After that matter subsides, he will take the nanny And the drivers are all withdrawn, just spend money, spend a lot of money, for the school, for the cooks, the guards, let them keep me in check, don't let me die, let them keep their mouths in check, other than that Don't care."

Xu Tuo reached out and grabbed Tan Feiyang's trembling hand, and he sighed softly.

"When I see you and your mother getting along together every day, I always ask myself whether you are abnormal or I am abnormal. Did I do something wrong to make my parents hate me so much?" Qin Feiyang His emotions gradually became agitated, "They said more than once that my birth caused them trouble, and my birthday was a disaster day."

"Stop talking." Xu Tuo hurriedly wanted to interrupt him.

Qin Feiyang clenched his fists tighter and tighter, and tried harder and harder to get rid of him.

"It's okay, I'm here, I'll be with you." Xu Tuo softly comforted him, while pressing his hands behind his shoulders, and hugged him gently. "You didn't do anything wrong, you are a very good child." Xu Tuo imitated the tone of Xu's mother when comforting him, and said from the bottom of his heart.

Tan Feiyang didn't struggle anymore, nor did he speak.Xu Tuo felt that Tan Feiyang was sobbing softly, his warm breath was on the side of his neck, and the air was also stained with moisture and sadness.

When Xu Tuo lowered his head to look at Qin Feiyang, Qin Feiyang's eyes were also looking at him.A little bit of teardrops smeared on the thick black eyelashes, and the tip of the small nose was also reddish, Xu Tuo felt a sudden pain in the heart.

He lowered his head, gently kissed the tears off Tan Feiyang's face with his lips.

He hoped that Tan Feiyang would stop crying and be sad. If there was anything that could make him stop being sad, he would do it.

When his lips were pressed against Tan Feiyang's cheeks, he could feel the coolness of his skin and the pleasant smell on his body.

Xu Tuo's lips moved down again, gently touching those two trembling lips.

He actually didn't know what his actions meant, he just wanted to give Tan Feiyang some warmth.

But at the same time, his heart suddenly beat violently, beating hotly, as if it was about to explode in his chest.

"Slap!" Xu Tuo felt himself being pushed away suddenly, and then a slap hit him heavily on the cheek.