love light

Xu Tuo didn't return to the dormitory until close to three o'clock in the morning every night.At first he worked two jobs, but now he has three.He didn't even let himself rest for two hours at noon.

Due to the perennial sports, his physical strength is not a problem.It was even worse when he was lying in bed.

Insomnia all night long.

When you close your eyes, it's full of Qin Feiyang's figure.Reach out and feel his fingertips.It felt like he was in my arms when I lay down.But because the mind is clear, knowing that he is not around, it is extremely painful.

As if it was just to keep myself from forgetting.He has tried his best to remember.

I can only sleep for two or three hours a day, but I can last a whole day of study and work.

Since Xu Tuo stopped going home on weekends, Tang Qingyu had no reason to bring girls back to the dormitory for the night.Tang Qingyu was not without complaints, but everyone could tell that Xu Tuo was in a low mood recently, and he was completely different from when he first entered college.

Tang Qingyu was not so ignorant that he took the initiative to hit the gun.

Xu Tuo first went to Li Zixuan's home as a tutor at night, and after class at nine o'clock, he went to a Qing bar to work as a waiter.

He had only been to this kind of place once before, and that time was brought in by Jiang Bin together with Tan Feiyang.At the beginning, he thought that he would never want to come to such a place in the future.

This bar near the university is mostly patronized by students from the university. The drinks and alcohol sold are affordable, and the atmosphere is smaller and fresher.

The people who sang in this Qing bar only sang folk songs and sang softly with the microphone, as if they were in a relationship with the microphone.

Xu Tuo saw the job advertisement while passing by during the day, and he came in naturally.He has a good image and is diligent in doing things. Except for being too individual and not fond of catering to customers, he is almost impeccable.

Xu Tuo sometimes meets his classmates among customers, such as Tang Qingyu.

Tang Qingyu is a frequent visitor here, and he comes here every three days, and the girls he brings are different each time.

Xu Tuo acted as if he didn't know him, and didn't care about these things.

Xu Tuo's tall stature and sunny appearance are too eye-catching here.

The girl Tang Qingyu brought this day was completely attracted by Xu Tuo.

"Tang Qingyu, do you think this is your classmate?" The girl ordered a glass of wine, took the bottle from Xu Tuo's hand, and whispered to Tang Qingyu.

"Yeah, sleeping on my lower bunk." Tang Qingyu leaned lazily on the back of the chair, glanced at the girl, "Haven't you seen it before?"

"You said the one who slept in your lower bunk? Is it him? Why does it feel different?" The girl was taken aback. "I said before that your dormitory is full of brats with immature growth. His kind."

"It's him, but when you came over, he only stayed for a few minutes before running out." Tang Qingyu said.

"I still think he has become a little different." The girl secretly looked at Xu Tuo who was ordering the customers at the next table, "Now he looks so manly."

Women, as long as they see a man who is cooler and harder to approach, they will sharpen their heads and climb on him.Tang Qingyu snorted coldly, "Masculine? I think he's still a virgin."

The girl covered her mouth, expressed surprise at Tang Qingyu's explicit words, and asked curiously, "Has he always been single?"

"I don't know. When I first entered school, I heard that he was not single. Now..." Tang Qingyu glanced at the girl who was listening carefully, "Why, are you interested in him?"

He and the girl have always taken what they need, and the so-called relationship is just to pass the loneliness.So even if the girl expressed interest in Xu Tuo, he wasn't unhappy at all.

"I'm just asking. If one day you don't want me, I have other choices." The girl said half-truth, but her eyes kept following Xu Tuo.

When Xu Tuo was working here, he was shown favor by female customers more than once.

There are many people who write their own contact information on a note and stuff it in his pocket, or put money into his underwear when paying the bill and ask Xu Tuo to take it out.

When Xu Tuo encountered such a person, he either ignored it or turned around and let the foreman handle it.

"Isn't it good for you to be more tactful? They might come to patronize you in the future, so don't spoil their face too much." Every time the foreman finished dealing with it, the foreman complained quite a bit to him.

Xu Tuo just lowered his head and wiped the cup without making a sound.

He didn't come here for any fate.

He didn't even have any thoughts about those girls.

There was only one thing on his mind.

He wanted to make more money, and then went to Tan Feiyang.

No matter how far apart, no matter how long it takes, this belief will not change.

He remembered a joke he had with Tan Feiyang.He said at the time, "No matter where you are, I will go to your city to find you." Now he wants to fulfill this promise.

When Xu Tuo thought of Qin Feiyang, the lines of his face would soften, and the corners of his lips would rise slightly.

The foreman shook his head secretly when he saw a few more girls falling for Xu Tuo's expression.

When Xu Tuo returned to the dormitory that day, he was surprised to find that Zeng Ye hadn't slept yet.

Tang Qingyu hadn't come back yet, and the other roommate basically went home every night because they lived close together, leaving Zeng Ye alone.

Zeng Ye seemed to have been greatly stimulated. He put a few empty wine bottles on the table and a case of beer on the floor.The lights have been turned off, but he still uses the brightness of his mobile phone as a light, pouring himself a drink.

Seeing Xu Tuo coming back, Zeng Ye greeted him happily, "Hi, Xu Tuo, I finally saw you at night."

Xu Tuo looked at the scene in front of him and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"Celebrate my No. 17 failed confession." Zeng Ye made a gesture of 17 with his hand, then raised the cup in his hand and cheered to himself.

Xu Tuo went into the bathroom silently.

After he came out, Zeng Ye was still drinking, and belched him, "Do you want to drink? Oh, I forgot, you don't drink." After finishing speaking, he grinned.

Xu Tuo did not lie directly on the bed as usual, but walked towards him and sat down beside Zeng Ye.

Xu Tuo doesn't know how to drink, he knows how out of control he will be when he drinks.He is often invited to drink when he is working in a bar, but he never drinks.

Now, he picked up a bottle of beer and asked Zeng Ye, "Can I drink it?"

"Yes." Zeng Ye stared at him blankly.

I saw Xu Tuo raised his head, and the wine was more than half down.

"So you can drink." Zeng Ye was stunned.

Xu Tuo paused, then continued, pouring all the bottle of wine into his stomach.

When putting down the wine bottle, Xu Tuo closed his eyes tightly.Although the alcoholic purity of the beer is not high, for him, the impact is still a bit big.He tried his best to control the uncomfortable feeling coming out of his body in waves.

Probably because it was too uncomfortable, tears flowed from the corners of Xu Tuo's tightly closed eyes.

Zeng Ye was stunned for a while, and finally commented on Xu Tuo's performance with "he also lost his love", stepped forward and patted Xu Tuo on the shoulder, showing a sympathetic expression.

Xu Tuo then fell headfirst onto his own bed.

All night, he tossed and turned.The figure that was already entangled in his mind became more and more concrete with the help of alcohol.

In his drunken hallucination, he seemed to touch Tan Feiyang again.He held Tan Feiyang in his arms, called Tan Feiyang's name over and over again, and then kissed every inch of Tan Feiyang's familiar skin delicately.

Xu Tuo whispered all night, "I miss you so much, don't leave me again."

When he woke up, there was an emptiness in his arms.

This huge contrast made his emotions fall to the bottom again.

Xu Tuo's academic performance is still top-notch on campus.

This is also where Zeng Ye admired him so much.

A person's energy is very limited, how can he not only study well, but also work three jobs at the same time, and have a strong sports ability?

The only place where Xu Tuo can relax himself in college is the basketball court.Although he didn't join the basketball club, he would go to the court to play a few games with the club members when he was free.

Once Zeng Ye passed by the stadium and saw Xu Tuo's "performance" and was dumbfounded.

Xu Tuo's skills are obviously not inferior to any members of the basketball club, and he feels that Xu Tuo has his own brilliance on the court, and he is still radiant.

He became more and more curious about his roommate.He thinks that Xu Tuo can become his idol.

After all, a person like him who does not work hard, studies hard, and is out of breath after running 800 meters can only be a salted fish in college.

So it's understandable that he couldn't find a partner.

Then why did Xu Tuo have no object.

Zeng Ye couldn't help being curious.

When Xu Tuo was playing, there were obviously a few girls who came here to admire his name, and they called him by his name very loudly.Those girls are all good-looking, and any one of them will be fine as a girlfriend.

If Xu Tuo doesn't want it, it's okay to give him one.

Zeng Ye couldn't help asking when Xu Tuo returned to the dormitory to pick up books after finishing his part-time job at noon.

"Xu Tuo, are you really broken in love?"

Xu Tuo's back paused, and he asked Zeng Ye in a low voice, "Why do you say that?"

"You were drunk that day, and you called that girl's name all night." Although Zeng Ye couldn't hear the name clearly, he guessed that it should be Xu Tuo's ex-girlfriend.

Xu Tuo closed his cupboard door and turned around silently.

"Actually, your conditions are so good, you don't have to worry about not having a girlfriend." Zeng Ye wanted to comfort him.

Xu Tuo pursed his lips and said, "I only want him." Then he walked out.

Xu Tuo didn't miss any class.On the one hand, the school's scholarship is a good income.On the other hand, he needs to use his excellent grades to obtain the qualifications to study in the United States.

He checked the information of many American universities.In another year, Qin Feiyang will also be promoted to a college student.Although he can't know which university Qin Feiyang will be in now.However, there is no harm in preparing early.

He doesn't care if that day is still far away.He was certain that he would find Tan Feiyang sooner or later.

He looked at the pictures of American cities on the computer in the school library, and stroked them bit by bit with his fingers.

Maybe somewhere, there is Tan Feiyang hiding.