love light

Xu Tuo didn't leave any love letters written to him by others, but he has always cherished a letter written by a little girl to Tan Feiyang.

That was what Qin Feiyang received when he was in the sixth grade of elementary school.The letter paper has already turned yellow.

In terms of the history of receiving love letters, Qin Feiyang was much earlier than him.

Therefore, Tan Feiyang must be tired of reading love letters.

How would he write...

A lot of paper balls were crumpled on Xu Tuo's desk, and they were eventually thrown into the trash can.

I wrote him, he will also throw it away.No matter who sees it, they will think that I like him, which is very abnormal.

So I dare not let him know.

As long as he can be with him, as long as he is happy, that's what I've always done, haven't I?

Just in case, just in case...

Next year, Tan Feiyang will be promoted one year, will he start having girlfriends?

Xu Tuo didn't sleep all night, and finally fell asleep for a while in the early morning, but had a nightmare.

In the dream, Tan Feiyang took a girl by the hand and introduced him to him.

"Xu Tuo, this is my girlfriend."

This sentence directly awakened Xu Tuo from his dream.

When the basketball team practiced in the morning, Xu Tuo still had dark circles on his face.When passing by the playground, several girls shouted, "It's Xu Tuo, he's so tall and handsome!"

Xu Tuo thought to himself, are you sure you have seen everything clearly?

When he looked in the mirror, he was almost scared by himself.

After school, the basketball team just canceled the evening training because the high school seniors needed to take part in the exam.Xu Tuo walked across the high school campus and walked towards the junior high school gate.

He deliberately went to wash his face, patted his face vigorously, and raised his spirits.

The junior high school ends earlier, Xu Tuo forgot to tell Tan Feiyang about his cancellation of training today, wondering if Qin Feiyang has gone home.

There are not many students outside the gate of the junior high school, but there are still many students staying in a food street outside the campus.A street that is usually too narrow, but today a luxury car was parked on the side of the road, and students rushed up one after another, forming a long queue.

Xu Tuo was curious for a moment and walked over.

It was only when I got closer that I realized that some of the onlookers were for the car, some of them were basically boys, some were for the people in the roadside cafe, and this part were all girls.Relying on his height advantage, Xu Tuo saw the two people sitting at the table through the floor-to-ceiling windows at a glance.

One is Qin Feiyang, and the other is... From Xu Tuo's perspective, it can only be seen that it is a woman with long hair and a thin back.

The onlookers outside the window of the coffee shop were a group of junior high school girls. When they saw Xu Tuo approaching, they immediately changed their targets, pointing at Xu Tuo and whispering.

Xu Tuo looked inside the window, and then at the luxury car parked by the side of the road.

This time he was not so reckless, he walked to an inconspicuous position, found a step and sat down.

Qin Feiyang was surprised that his mother came back to school to find him.

"Yangyang, mom has decided to go abroad." Mother Qin said straight to the point.

Tan Feiyang raised his eyes and looked at her silently.

"Actually, you should have guessed that your father has another family, which is why he has been reluctant to take you to family gatherings." Mother Qin's nails were painted with shiny manicures, and she slowly stroked the cup, "Mom Young and ignorant, he thought that what he said would be good to me in the future was the truth, so we stayed with him. Later, no matter how many lies he told, he was unwilling to distinguish them."

"Since you were born, he has not treated me as well as before. We often quarreled, so I don't want to take you with me. I always feel that you are a burden. It is you who changed his feelings for me." Qin's mother I smiled wryly, "I try my best to compensate you these days, but you don't want to take my money, and I can't always be with you. I'm really sorry, Yangyang."

Qin's mother still called him Yangyang affectionately like when he was a child.But how did this cup of coffee get cold so quickly?The coffee gets cold fast, and people walk fast.Qin Feiyang remained silent.

"I've saved enough money, and I can finally leave this place of right and wrong." Qin's mother gently brushed away the long hair hanging down her chest, "I lied to your dad that I found a better man. You can't blame me If you are lying, who told him to lie to me first. I also want to make him feel uncomfortable. "

Mother Qin stood up, and gently stroked her son's face with her fingers across the table, "Yangyang, I know that you, like me, will get out of your father's control sooner or later. But there is one thing, I hope you will not be like me. "

"What..." Qin Feiyang asked softly.

Qin's mother is using such an intimate posture now, just like when she approached him and suddenly took a group photo a few months ago.Between mother and child, they probably only need to be so close when they are separated.

The group photo left is just an illusion.

Qin Feiyang thought of Xu Tuo and Xu's mother.After all, you can only envy others.

"In the future, just find a simple girl and live an ordinary life. I would rather not be too rich or have too strong feelings. The water will flow forever."

When Xu Tuo saw Tan Feiyang stand up, he also stood up.The people inside went to the door, and he also went to the door.

As soon as Qin's mother walked out of the coffee shop, she put on her sunglasses.She did it to hide her red eye circles from crying, but in the eyes of outsiders, she was arrogant and alienated.

Tan Feiyang's expression was not very good-looking either, as soon as Xu Tuo saw him, he shook his shoulder worriedly.

"You are?" Qin's mother raised her face slightly, looking at the tall boy in front of her.

"Hello, Auntie, I'm Feiyang's good friend." Xu Tuo quickly introduced himself, "My name is Xu Tuo."

"Well, I heard Yang Yang mention it, thank you for taking good care of him." Tan's mother said politely, but she couldn't tell the truth from what she said.

Xu Tuo's full attention was on Tan Feiyang. He felt that Tan Feiyang hadn't seen him for a day, and he was thinner and frail.So he didn't respond to Mother Qin in time.

Qin's mother was bored, so she had to turn to her son, "Yangyang, do you want mother to take you home?"

Qin Feiyang shook his head.

Mother Tan looked at Xu Tuo again, "What about this classmate, do you want to take my car and go back with Yang Yang?"

Xu Tuo smiled politely, "Don't worry, Auntie, Feiyang and I have other places to go."

Qin Feiyang's whole body tenses up only when he resists. Although he doesn't know the reason, Xu Tuo can tell that Qin Feiyang really wants to leave here.

"That's it, then well, you should pay attention to safety on the road." Mother Tan raised her hand, "Yangyang, don't you want to say goodbye to mother?"

"Goodbye, Mom." Tan Feiyang whispered.

Mother Qin smiled and got into the car.So far, she has bid farewell to the past, and what will greet her in the future is a brand new life.

Xu Tuo shook Tan Feiyang's hand subconsciously, and found that his fingertips were cold.

"Shall we go home?" Xu Tuo asked softly.

Qin Feiyang turned his face away and nodded.

After Xu Tuo sent Tan Feiyang home, he stayed by his side.Qin Feiyang was busy in the room as if nothing had happened, sitting in front of the computer for a while, and sitting on the sofa looking through the materials Jiang Bin gave him.

Xu Tuo's eyes were glued to Tan Feiyang's body all the time, and he didn't hide his worry. He couldn't help but said, "Feiyang, sit down and rest for a while. Those things are not in a hurry. I will help you in a while."

When Tan Feiyang finally stopped, Xu Tuo went to the kitchen and ordered a bowl of noodles for him.It was too late to go back to the ramen restaurant to pack food, and he didn't dare to leave Qin Feiyang.

"You don't know how to use those software." Tan Feiyang lowered his head and took a bite of noodles, then whispered.

"I don't know how to design, but I still know a little bit about typography, haha..." Xu Tuo giggled a few times.

"What are you afraid of?" Tan Feiyang didn't look at him, and asked unintentionally.

Xu Tuo was stunned for a moment, shouldn't he be the one who asked Tan Feiyang this question?

"From the very beginning, you have been following me." Tan Feiyang raised his eyes and stared at him, "Are you afraid that I won't think about it?"

"No... I'm afraid you'll be thinking wildly and make yourself unhappy... You were with your mother just now, and your face was always ugly." Xu Tuo said awkwardly.

"I'm not a primary school student anymore." Qin Feiyang smiled, "I won't cry just because my mother doesn't want me."

Xu Tuo's heart suddenly ached.He didn't want to see Tan Feiyang forcefully smile.

"It's okay, they don't want you, I want..." Xu Tuo opened his mouth and said.

Tan Feiyang looked at him quietly, his dark eyes stared straight into his heart.

"I mean, I want to stay with you, no matter what happens." Xu Tuo licked his lips that were trembling because of nervousness.

The words came to his lips, but he still turned a corner.He scolded himself in his heart.

Tan Feiyang chuckled, his eyes sparkled, as if his mood had changed for the better.

Among the people he knew, Xu Tuo was the most innocent.What's on his mind, just look at his expression.

Jiang Bin's recent business has made a lot of money. He wants to give half of the salary to Qin Feiyang, and he also makes an appointment with Xu Tuo.

Jiang Bin chose Qingba.It is supposed to be an occasion where minors are not allowed to enter, but he seems to know the staff of the bar very well, and let them in with a few words.

At first, Qin Feiyang and Xu Tuo didn't know what this place was.This clean bar is located on the third floor of a commercial plaza, and its name is also very literary, called "To Youth".

This name is very suitable for the age of the three of them.

"Do you really want to come to this kind of place?" After Qin Feiyang sat down, he was very uncomfortable with the dim environment.

Although there are resident singers, the singing is still in the style of folk songs, not as noisy as ordinary bars, but the essence of this place is still a bar.

It was also the first time for Xu Tuo to come to this kind of place, and he was really startled when he was suddenly winked at by the waitress who came to greet them.

"I guessed right." Jiang Bin lit a cigarette, pointed at Xu Tuo and smiled, "Sunshine boys like Xu Tuo are more popular with girls in society."

Xu Tuo is tall and tall, sitting on the small leather chair in the Qing bar with long hands and long legs, no matter how uncomfortable it is to sit.Although Qin Feiyang and Jiang Bin who were traveling together were tall and handsome, and all three of them had outstanding looks, Xu Tuo, who blushed whenever he was molested, was more popular.

Seeing Jiang Bin snapping his fingers for the fourth time to call the waiter, Xu Tuo immediately said, "Don't order any more."

Jiang Bin looked back at his embarrassing look, and laughed out of breath, "You're afraid of this, and they won't eat you."

Xu Tuo waited for the waiter to bring the last plate of dim sum, and finally heaved a sigh of relief.

He looked at Tan Feiyang, and the other party hadn't spoken, which made him a little worried, "Feiyang, the air here is not very good, are you not feeling well?"

Qin Feiyang sat in a backlit position, unable to see his expression clearly.In this place, the music is too loud, the air is too dirty, and the people are messy. It is not a place for students to come to.

"Sorry, I didn't expect you to reject this place so much." Seeing Qin Feiyang's obvious discomfort, Jiang Bin felt regretful, "I'll finish this bottle, and then we'll leave, okay?"

There is a bottle of German stout on the table.Unlike the big and three thick shapes of domestic beer, this bottle of dark beer looks like a bottle of drink.

"Even if you don't often come to this kind of place, I have to remind you of one thing." Jiang Bin knocked the bottle on the corner of the table and lifted the cap, "Outside, strangers Never touch alcohol or beverages."

"It was mentioned in the school safety education class." Qin Feiyang said nonchalantly, "You are only a freshman in high school, so don't be so old-fashioned."

Jiang Bin had been having conflicts with his family recently, and he was trying to use alcohol to drown his sorrows. He smiled at Qin Feiyang, lifted the bottle and poured it directly into his mouth.

Xu Tuo was dumbfounded. He watched Jiang Bin drink half a bottle of wine, as if nothing happened.

He remembered the last time he had just one drink and then...

Xu Tuo looked at Qin Feiyang and found that the other party was also looking at him.And between them was Jiang Bin who was drinking.Inexplicably, they all thought of the day when Xu Tuo got drunk.

Qin Feiyang quickly turned his eyes away.

But Xu Tuo was thinking hard, what did I do when I was drunk that day?

The faintly swaying shadow disappeared in a flash.