Love Back [Black Basket Sex to GL]

Lan's waist is obviously much thinner than it was a few weeks ago.Thinking of Lan's sweat and persistence involved in this difference, Liangxiang's nose became sore again.

"...Sorry, Blue Sauce..."

A muffled voice came from Lan's chest, and Liangxiang nestled more and more into Lan's arms.

"...It's all because of what I said...It's all because I forced Lan Jiang to make that promise to me..."

The body in her arms was curled up into a ball, and there was heat smudged on Lan's chest.

"...Lan Jiang will fall down..."

The voice of apology, suppressed sobbing, sounded quite unnatural.And the person who made this apology was none other than Liangxiang who always thought of what to say in front of Lan, and rarely concealed or suppressed it.

Her heart twitched following Liangxiang's self-blaming apology, and a sense of guilt rippled through Lan's heart.

(...If I had known earlier, I would not have done such unnecessary things.)

Lan is not the kind of person Liangxiang imagined, who would go out for a run in the heavy rain in order to fulfill his promise and guard the agreement with his best friend.She couldn't be more clear about Liangxiang's character, and Lan knew that Liangxiang would not scold herself for breaking the agreement between the two because of the fact that she didn't run on a heavy rainy day.The reason why Lan still runs in the heavy rain is neither because she values ​​her promise, nor because she doesn't want to break the agreement with her best friend.Lan just doesn't want Liang Xiang to feel bad for herself because of this.

——No matter how good friends are, no matter how small and insignificant the agreement is, no matter how extenuating and unavoidable the situation is; May cause malaise.

(Friendship is such a weak thing. It is such an unreasonable thing that breaks down so easily.)

So in order to prevent Liangxiang from having any chance of feeling bad for herself who broke the agreement, Lan still went out for a run during the heavy rain.

(If I knew that Liang Xiang blamed herself so much, I would never do such a thing.)

With a long and silent sigh, Lan reached out and hugged Liangxiang in his arms.Liangxiang's slightly shaking shoulders stopped shaking because of Lan's touch, but Liangxiang who still buried her head on Lan's chest was probably still crying.

"I only go for a run because I want to. It has nothing to do with Ryoka."

"..."

Liangxiang's shoulders moved suddenly, and Liangxiang, who had been crying for a long time and was almost unable to breathe, finally said: "But, I was the one who suggested that Lan Jiang run to lose weight..."

"It has nothing to do with running to lose weight. It's not because of what Liangxiang said.... Has Liangxiang forgotten? At that time, when I moved to another city, I promised Liangxiang that I would keep in touch with you. But Didn’t I also fail to fulfill the promise I made with you?”

(What am I talking about...?)

Lan still knows that he is saying something that has serious logical contradictions incoherently.But maybe because of the cold and fever, the current blue mind is not so clear.She can only use the most clumsy language to express what she wants to express most.

Although, this expression is full of ambiguity.

"How could I run in the rain just because of Liang Xiang's words?"

(Ah...too bad, I definitely said something I shouldn't have said just now...)

The world is spinning, and the brain seems to have become a tofu flower that is useless at this time.Wanting to say something to correct what he said just now, but worried that his description would become darker, the tongue-tied blue tinnitus started to ring.

(Anyway, apologies in advance...)

"I'm sorry, Liangxiang, I didn't mean that... I don't think Liangxiang is wishful thinking..."

The ambiguous expression of "that meaning" is not Lan's usual style.The meaning hidden in the sentence sounds to others as if Liang Xiang is too self-indulgent.As expected, the painting became darker and darker, and Lan Zhi, who unintentionally made the situation worse, could clearly feel the embarrassment in the air.

"I'm sorry, really, I—"

"...Even if that's the case...!"

Liangxiang nestled in Lan's arms raised her head.With tears in her eyes, she approached Lan with tears in her eyes.

"Even if it's just me thinking that Lan is my friend, it doesn't matter...!"

It was as if her mind had been eaten away by something, and Liang Xiang couldn't calm down her emotions.Knowing that it is too ugly to cry like this, and knowing that as Lan said, it is too wishful thinking to attribute all the reasons for Lan's actions to himself; Childish self-loathing, Liangxiang still couldn't hold back her tears.

However, self-loathing is not because Liang Xiang is too hypocritical, it is because she is not used to her own reaction with a somewhat cool part of her character.

"It doesn't matter if everything is my wishful thinking..."

Tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, meandered across the bridge of his nose, and finally fell onto the sheets.Staring at Lan in front of her, Liang Xiang, who spoke to Lan at the closest distance, had tears in her eyes.

"Because I like blue sauce above that..."

The cause and effect don't seem to be quite right, but now Liangxiang doesn't have time to think about such things.She just wants to be closer to Lan, closer.Close enough to smell each other's noses and touch skin to skin.So close that it seems that two people can be so entangled and merged into one, never having to separate again.

"——————"

Hearing Liang Xiang's confession-like words, Lan's mind went blank for a second.However, this gap only lasted for a second.

(...Because Liang Xiang is different from me.)

The other party in the eyes of two people is different from the other party in their own eyes, and the understanding of the relationship between the two is different.Of course, the two have different feelings for each other.

Enduring the desire to just kiss Liangxiang's lips like this.So calm that it could almost be said to be indifferent, he withdrew from the atmosphere that was so close that his lips would meet in the next second; Lan smiled and wiped away the tears on Liangxiang's face.

"How could it be Liangxiang's wishful thinking?"

Fingers couldn't wipe off the tears on Liang Xiang's face, so Lan wiped them with her palm.When the palms were also covered with Liang Xiang's tears, Lan wiped Liang Xiang's tears with the back of her hand.

"...It's almost like saying that I have wishful thinking about Liangxiang."

Blunting the truth, the process is as natural as breathing.It is precisely because of this undisguised expression of the feelings that she has been suppressing deep in her heart with words that Lan realizes that she likes the person in her arms even more than she imagined.

(As a girl, I have such feelings for my best friend who is also a girl.)

If someone examines such a self with an ethical and moral perspective, there is no doubt that he will be called a "pervert".

——This kind of cognition makes Lan feel frustrated, and at the same time, it also makes Lan irresistibly worried that when her true feelings for Liangxiang are exposed in front of Liangxiang, will Liangxiang also regard herself as a "pervert"?

(I don't want to be alienated or even hated by Liang Xiang.)

Even as Liangxiang's friend, Lan can't stay by Liangxiang's side for the rest of his life. Sooner or later, Lan will let go of Liangxiang, and Lan doesn't want to do anything that will reduce Liangxiang's affection for her.Because Lan hopes that she can become one of Liangxiang's best memories.

"...???"

I don't quite understand the meaning of the blue words.But I also felt that it would be too hasty to end my thinking with the conclusion that "I don't understand what Lan Jiang is thinking" at this time.For the first time in her life, Liangxiang chewed on Lan's words carefully with a feeling close to a sense of mission.

(What Lan Jiang said was weird.)

(It's almost like... yes, it's almost like-)

Saying to those who regard themselves as good friends: You will not understand my true mood.

The moment she came to this conclusion, Ryoka held her breath.Her tears were still running down her face, but she had stopped crying.

(...Like, confession...)

Ryoka had seen the hero say something similar to the heroine who thought he was his best friend in the manga.At that time, Liangxiang understood almost immediately that this was the male protagonist's secret confession to the female protagonist.At the time, Ryoka thought that no matter how dull the heroine was, she should notice the heroine's intentions. When she turned to the next page and saw the dazed look of the heroine in the manga, she was really angry.But now, when the plot in the manga actually happened to her, Liangxiang couldn't as easily ascertain the meaning of Lan's words like when she was reading the manga.

(well,……?)

Feeling unbelievable at the conclusion of his own thinking, at the end he couldn't help but look up at Lan's face as if to confirm something.

(Alas...?!)

Lan's complexion in front of her is not good. This is something Liangxiang has known for a long time. The reason why she suddenly screamed in her heart has nothing to do with her seeing Lan appearing sick like never before.Rather, even if Lan in front of Liangxiang is already sick enough to call an ambulance to the hospital, Liangxiang probably won't pay attention.

The current Liangxiang is purely screaming in her heart because she finds that she is too close to Lan's face.

(Okay, so close...!)

——It seems that as long as the distance is two centimeters closer, the lips between each other will be able to touch each other.

(...No no no no no!!! What am I thinking?!)

Startled by the thought that suddenly flashed into her mind, Ryoka almost wanted to shake her head vigorously like a rattle.

It's not the first time that Liangxiang has encountered such a thing as sniffing and touching with other people at such a close distance.In fact, Liangxiang was asked out by the president of the football club with a love letter a few days ago, and then was pressed against the wall by the president of the football club behind the school building to ask for a kiss.

At that time, not only did Liangxiang not feel her heart beating, but she was also twitching impatiently.

To be honest, she really wanted to kick the most important balls of these male creatures who only think with their lower body, but in the end Liang Xiang still maintained a gentle and polite smile, and pierced the president of the football club with words that were almost cruel. Pink dreams.

The president of the football club ran away crying.Liangxiang who let a boy who was three years older than her run away crying, walked away without any guilt.

However, it was the Kise Ryoka who made the person who confessed to him run away crying, and at this moment, his heart was pounding because of being approached.What hit her heart was not a cute little deer like a forest elf, but a super fighting deer whose combat power broke through the sky.

(Lan Jiang and I are both girls! How can girls and girls...!)

——Actually, no one said that girls can’t kiss each other.

(No, no, no! Lan Jiang and I are good friends! Good friends, good friends...)

——Is there a rule that good friends cannot kiss?Ah, Blue Sauce's lips are so dry.Would a lick for her moisten her lips a little...?

(I! To! Bottom! On! Thinking! Some! What! What! Ah——?!)

The beating of the heart was so violent that Liangxiang had the illusion that the heart would jump out of her mouth as soon as she opened her mouth.There was inexplicable hot sweat gushing out from the skin, and Liangxiang only felt that she was going to suffer from schizophrenia.Of course, maybe my head will explode with all these messy thoughts before I'm sure I'm really schizophrenic.

Rationally use logic to think about problems, and now Liangxiang can't do it.Even Liang Xiang can't do this kind of thing to resolve the strange thoughts in his heart with the intellectuality praised by many people.She never thought that she would be so helpless when facing others, and now Liangxiang has the consciousness that she is really a useless person who can't do anything.

In order to prevent herself from having the urge to kiss Liangxiang, Lan looked away from Liangxiang.Staring at the white ceiling with nothing to look at, Ai didn't notice Ryoka's thoughts that she was a "useless person" at all.

"Liang Xiang,"

Hearing Lan calling her name, Liang Xiang almost called out in a strange voice: "Yes, yes yes?!" However, Liang Xiang was too nervous and her tongue was also tied, so Liang Xiang didn't say yes. The strange sound that made her mind for a long time.

"Is the modeling job going well?"

"..."

As if someone had poured a basin of ice water in front of her face, Liang Xiang, whose heart was still beating a second ago, was startled suddenly, and then returned to her usual daily routine as if she had just woken up from a dream.

However, the reason why Liangxiang feels this way has nothing to do with Lan's attitude.She reacted like this because some bad memories were brought back by Lan's words.

"Xiaoliang..."

The voice of that person calling for Liangxiang seemed to ring in Liangxiang's ears again.

"The cutest Xiaoliang~......"

The nausea left by that person touching Liangxiang's shoulder felt like a poisonous snake crawling up Liangxiang's body.

"……smoothly."

Squeezing out a smile that couldn't be called pretty, the only thing that Liangxiang couldn't say was right was that Lan didn't see such an unnatural side of herself.

"Soon, I will be able to start the activities of the basketball club..."

"—Liangxiang?"

Lan intuitively felt something was wrong with Liang Xiang.But when she looked at Liangxiang, Liangxiang had suppressed all anxiety, closed her eyes and snuggled into her arms.

"Although, there are some jobs that I don't want to do at all. But in order to start the basketball club activities with Lan Jiang as soon as possible... I will work hard, Lan Jiang."

"..."

Liang Xiang's words reassured Lan.I don't know anything about the modeling industry, but I believe in Liangxiang's perseverance and professionalism; I also believe that Liangxiang's agent and agency will protect her Lan and stop asking Liangxiang about her work.

"Work should be done in moderation. Don't be too tired, Liangxiang."

"Hmm~"

Leaning on Lan's arm, Liang Xiang nodded.

(Do not worry about it……)

(It must be all right.)

Convince yourself that everything is just your own illusion.At this time, Liangxiang still doesn't know what kind of strangeness is hidden behind what she thought was just her own carelessness.

The author has something to say: go out for something, come back at night to finish the second half of the chapter. OTZ