The tablemate is sick and delicate

After Xia Dong knew about Lu Sanqi's experience in the United States, he was a little sad, more of a complicated mood.

As Ning Shan said, Lu Sanqi loves him to the bottom of his heart. He can see that the saying that the loved one is always confident may also be true. After chatting with Ning Shan, he has been pressing it in his heart for four years. The big rock was finally unloaded, because he was sure that Lu Sanqi's love for him had never changed.

But he can't forgive Lu Sanqi now, because Lu Sanqi doesn't want to confess all this to him. What he wants to do is to let Lu Sanqi let go of all his defenses, trust him wholeheartedly, and the future will be fine. walk some.

When Xia Dong returned to Zhoucheng, he asked the counselor for a week off on purpose, and the counselor agreed more readily. After all, he was already in his third year, and he had no courses except some major courses on weekdays. He had a lot of free time, and some people would Going out for an internship, some people will go out to work, so it is understandable for Xia Dong to take a week off. It's just that the counselor told him a few more words, so as not to complete the credits during the final evaluation.

After he returned to Zhoucheng, he went non-stop to attend the dinner with Ning Shan, but he didn't have time to go home. Pan Wan didn't know the news of his sudden return.

After calling 10 yuan, he completely terminated the contract with Lu Sanqi's studio. He has been really exhausted recently, and needs to take a good rest, so he can talk to Pan Wan about the 10 yuan and Lu Sanqi's return. .

When Xia Dong knocked on the door, there were footsteps and the sound of the door being unlocked.

He is very satisfied. Every time before he leaves, he will tell Pan Wan to lock the door when she is alone at home. Before opening the door, she has to look through the cat's eyes and only open it after confirming that it is someone she knows. It seems that Pan Wan also does the same. up.

At the moment of opening the door, Xia Dong caught the surprise on Pan Wan's face, then surprise, and finally worry.

Pan Wan looked behind Xia Dong and asked, "Did you come back without any luggage?"

Xia Dong smiled: "No, I came back from a vacation this time."

Pan Wan looked at the dark circles under her son's eyes with distress, put her hand on Xia Dong's cheek, and said, "Look at my son's tossing, my mother's heart hurts to death!"

Xia Dong raised his hand to take Pan Wan's hand and held it in his hand, comforting him, "It's okay! How strong and awesome your son is!"

Pan Wan said: "Don't tell me in advance when you come back, Mom hasn't had time to cook yet!"

Xia Dong dragged Pan Wan into the house, and said while changing her slippers, "It's okay, just eat whatever you want, I want to eat noodles with fried sauce."

Pan Wan walked into the kitchen and put on an apron: "Okay, there are hand-rolled noodles in the refrigerator, and I'll make some egg sauce, isn't that your favorite food?"

Xia Dong grinned at Pan Wan: "Mom still understands me!"

Pan Wan couldn't help laughing and said, "They're all adults and they still look like a child, they don't look the same."

Xia Dong hugged Pan Wan's neck coquettishly: "Don't grow up, my mother won't love me when I grow up."

Pan Wan said: "Where is the nonsense, even if you are [-] or [-], your mother still loves you! Go and rest on the sofa, and call you when the meeting is done!"

Xia Dong agreed: "Okay, I'll watch TV for a while, my back hurts."

When he was young, he yearned to grow up and live countless times. He dreamed of what he would do when he grew up, and what he would do when he had money. But when he really realized growing up, he wanted to go back to his childhood and never wanted to grow up.

Because growing up means maturity, but also loss, he stumbled and lost a lot in the process of growing up, when he hugged Pan just now

When he was Wan Wan, he sharply saw the white hair on Pan Wan's head, and felt sore in his heart.

He knew that Pan Wan would not be able to accompany him for the rest of his life, and one day he would lose his only relative, so he should take advantage of this time to come back to accompany Pan Wan more often.

Xia Dong made a decision at this moment, a decision related to his future.

After graduation, he will not be a wall painter, a designer, or a company.

He will buy a single apartment very close to home, maybe only one street away from home, and stay in it to draw comics. She travels, if he and Lu Sanqi have a good result, then... together with Lu Sanqi.

Watching the sunset and setting sun with Lu Sanqi, walking hand in hand on the path in the park, nestling in a small house while he paints, Lu Sanqi works, and eating Pan Wan's meals together, the two of them can cook by themselves, but Maybe it will make a mess in the kitchen, Pan Wan took the broom and wanted to beat them angrily.

Xia Dong laughed after thinking about it, and he couldn't hide the smile on his face.

The fried sauce made by Pan Wan is full of color and aroma, and the thick sauce is poured on the noodles that look full of strength. The sauce is a mixture of boiled bean paste and egg sauce. Mix the sauce evenly with chopsticks, and immediately The aroma is tangy, and the sauce is evenly and fully wrapped on the noodles. Xia Dong rolls up the chopsticks and takes a big mouthful. The aroma of the egg sauce fills the mouth, and the fresh fragrance is overflowing, which makes Xia Dong's soul almost rise.

"Mom, let me tell you something." Xia Dong swallowed the noodles in his mouth and put down his chopsticks.

Pan Wan also put down her chopsticks, vaguely knowing what Xia Dong was going to say: "Speak, I'll listen."

Xia Dong said: "Lu Sanqi is back, did I mention it to you on the phone?"

Pan Wan said, "Well, you said it right."

Xia Dong continued: "I...Mom, you know that I have been aggrieved in the past few years, so I can't forgive him so quickly. I have a pimple in my heart.

boil……"

Pan Wan sighed: "Can't your mother see the pain you have suffered in the past few years? I just don't say it, because you are already an adult, Dongdong, and it's not easy for me to ask about some things."

Xia Dong sniffled, and said, "I told you that senior sister Fang Qing, she has always taken care of me. I never thought she knew Lu Sanqi. A few days ago, she introduced me to a job. Wall painting, I like challenging things, and I thought in my heart that since I haven’t done it, I will try it.”

"It was only later that I found out that it was Lu Sanqi's studio, and it was Lu Sanqi who hired me to paint the walls. I was tricked." Xia Dong's tone was somewhat dissatisfied.

Pan Wan covered her mouth with her hands and smiled softly, and said softly, "Actually, there are some things we have to believe in. Fate has no rules. Some people are destined to be tied together by a red thread. Once tied for a lifetime, no matter how they escape Can't escape."

Xia Dong agreed with Pan Wan's words. He was still a little surprised when he thought about it afterwards. Fate secretly made them meet, and then let them separate. I didn't expect to be separated from each other for four years, and they would meet again after going around. Somewhat strange.

Xia Dong's expression was a little melancholy, and he expressed his troubles: "Lu Sanqi has not had a good life in the United States these years, and even suffered a lot more than me.

His illness recurred again and again... Hearing from his fiancée, he gritted his teeth and survived by calling my name. I was actually... quite touched. "Xia Dong's eye hair

Hong, he thought of Lu Sanqi being tormented in pain, and couldn't help but feel sour.

Pan Wan said, "Then what are your plans now?"

Xia Dong shook his head, a little helpless: "I don't know, I love him very much, and I want to forgive him, but... I just can't get over that hurdle.

In fact, I want to hear it from his mouth, I want to hear him tell me, not someone else's report...Mom, do you understand? "

Pan Wan nodded thoughtfully: "Actually...he came to look for you last Christmas."

Xia Dong was startled: "Has he ever returned home?"

Pan Wan said: "Well, you and A Yuan went to see the shooting star, so I chatted with him and told you where you were, and he went to find you."

Xia Dong murmured: "I only found out today that he looked for me..."

Pan Wan has long seen clearly the twists and turns of the two children's emotions, and what they can't get over is actually two words: estrangement.

The four years of estrangement between the two made them test each other, but neither of them dared to take that step. They were all careful not to touch the things of the past, for fear that the hope they had just obtained would slip away from their fingertips again, for fear that The other party disappeared into his own world again.

Pan Wan held Xia Dong's hand and said, "Son, although I don't know how difficult things Lu Sanqi has experienced in the United States, you have said that he has experienced no less pain than you, or even more hardship. It must mean that he has unavoidable difficulties, if you can forgive him, be brave once and take this step on your own initiative.”

Xia Dong carefully savored what Pan Wan said.

He suddenly felt that the fog in front of him quietly dissipated, all the confusion was lifted, and a road appeared in front of him, and at the end of the road was the boy in the embroidered white shirt, the tall and straight figure, clean breath.

He just needs to take that one step to get the boy back and get his medicine back.

Xia Dong suddenly felt relieved, and all the resentment he had for so many years was left behind by him.

That's right, no one in this world knows Lu Sanqi better than him. It must be difficult for Lu Sanqi to grit his teeth and persevere in the United States.

Since the slender figure who stepped into Class [-] and [-] four years ago, their fates have been entangled with each other, fettered each other, and redeemed each other.

Four years ago, he took the initiative to take that step, pulling Lu Sanqi up little by little, and it took a lot of thought. Letting an autistic child open up to him was not only comforting, but also full of love.

Four years later, he avoided all this, trying to be an ostrich with his head buried in the ground, hiding from Lu Sanqi everywhere, but he knew in his heart that he was actually feeling sorry for himself.

So now he is willing to do it again. After four years of walking like this, why can't he be brave again and stretch out his hands again to the man who is already standing in the sun.

This time it was no longer him who redeemed Lu Sanqi.

Because this time as long as we hold each other's hands again, we won't let go.

Lu Sanqi, don't let go of your hand anymore, this pull, I will have to hold it for the rest of my life!