The tablemate is sick and delicate

When Xia Dong woke up, he was lying flat on the carpet. Pan Wan cleaned his room with a vacuum cleaner every day, so the carpet was also clean, and he was covered with a small summer quilt.

He sat up, the silk quilt slid off his body, and he saw Pan Wan flipping through his picture album.

"Mom, when did you come back?" Xia Dong felt his head was buzzing, as if someone was hitting him on the head, and the pain was unbearable.

Pan Wan stroked the album lightly, and said softly, "Son, is this medicine you painted?"

Xia Dong panicked.

Ruined.

He seemed to have drawn an essay about kissing Lu Sanqi in the album!

He looked at Pan Wan's expression anxiously, but he couldn't see anything.

Pan Wan's expression was still so gentle and peaceful.

"Mom...?" Xia Dong's voice trembled a little.

Pan Wan gently closed the picture album, then turned to face Xia Dong, and said, "Dongdong, you can tell mom about any difficulties you encounter, and mom won't blame you, okay?"

Xia Dong felt that he was getting more and more hypocritical, and his eyes were sour again accidentally.

"I..." Xia Dong lowered his head angrily.

Pan Wan got up from the lazy sofa, she walked to Xia Dong and sat down, then put her arms around Xia Dong's shoulders, and hugged the boy who was taller than her.

Xia Dong is wrapped in a familiar atmosphere, how long has Pan Wan...haven't hugged him like this...

"Mom..." Xia Dong hugged Pan Wan, her voice choked up.

Pan Wan hugged her son distressedly, stroked his head with her hand, and said, "Son, tell mom what happened to you."

Xia Dong said in a daze: "He's gone, Mom, Yaoyao is gone..."

"Did I say goodbye to you then?" Pan Wan asked.

Xia Dong nodded, then shook his head again.

There was only one warm orange floor lamp turned on in the room. Pan Wan wiped away her son's tears with her hands, and patiently communicated with him.

Xia Dong's voice was muffled: "He apologized, but he still left, I... just feel bad."

Pan Wan said, "Is he your lover?"

In fact, she was also apprehensive when she asked this question. She vaguely remembered that when she saw the browsing record for the first time, her heart skipped a beat, and she suddenly felt very dazed, unable to accept it for a while.

She thinks she is enlightened and rational, and never looks down on or treats all special love groups specially, because she thinks that as long as it is love, it is worthy of respect, and she can't judge others, but this kind of thing suddenly happened to her son, and she realized this. There is really no way to accept it calmly.

Pan Wan flipped through the browsing records back and forth, feeling disappointed in Xia Dong and annoyed that she had nowhere to vent.

She clicked on those search terms and read them carefully.

"Is it normal for boys to like boys?"

"What is homosexuality?"

"Is homosexuality normal?"

"Will a boy be scolded for confessing his love to a boy?"

"Is homosexuality accepted in the world?"

"Is homosexuality really a monster?"

"Is homosexuality... a mental illness?"

Pan Wan's mood ranged from the anxiety of just discovering these records, to bewilderment, to shock, and finally to heavy.

The answers to homosexuality on the Internet vary, but most of them say: homosexuality is disgusting, it is abnormal, it will be sent to a mental hospital, it is dirty.

She suddenly felt distressed.

She could imagine that Xia Dong, who had just begun to fall in love, was full of curiosity and yearning for love. He searched the Internet for what he wanted to know, and finally found that he was different from ordinary people, Xiao Xia Dong's face was full of disappointment.

He will also be afraid of his abnormal feelings, will he feel lonely?Will you also abandon yourself?Pan Wan didn't know.

Gradually, this matter was forgotten by her over time, but today, she picked it up again.

She tried to understand Xia Dong and him.

She wanted to see what Xia Dong's world was like, what happened with that child Sanqi, and she also wanted to know Xia Dong's outlook on love and life.

She wants to support her son well once!

Xia Dong hesitated for a long time, was silent for a long time, and then said with some sobs: "Mmm..."

He thought that Pan Wan would push him away, and then looked at him with disappointed eyes, persuading him that it was wrong, that this kind of emotion was distorted, but Pan Wan didn't.

Pan Wan just gently wiped his tears for him, and stroked his head with the other hand, her movements were gentle, and her voice was also gentle: "How long has it been?"

Xia Dong said: "The time we spent together...although it was short, we have experienced a lot."

Pan Wan said, "I can understand, so you said he left?"

Xia Dong said: "His sequelae can be better treated in the United States, and then..." He paused, "I want to get engaged in the United States."

Pan Wan said in surprise, "Engagement??"

Xia Dong nodded and stopped talking.

The pain of the bloody wound being torn open, he experienced it over and over again, and again and again thought of the scene where Lu Sanqi said goodbye to him for the last time downstairs in his house a few hours ago.

Xia Dong's whole body went limp suddenly, and he put his head on Pan Wan's shoulder without any effort, and said, "Mom...what should I do..."

Pan Wan said: "Son, you will meet many people in your life. The people you passed by when you were young may become the person who will accompany you for the rest of your life when you grow up. You played very well when you were young. When we grow up, we may be far apart."

"What you have to learn is not to keep it, but to cherish the time together. Don't regret it after you leave, but to cherish this memory in your heart.

heart. "

"You have to believe that it is yours, and you will never miss it."

Yes, it's his and will never miss it, but he still has no idea.

In his concept, love is two words.

Trust, accompany.

Give the other party enough trust, tell him everything in person, and then...accompany him and move forward step by step.

Maybe it was his selfish desire to keep Lu Sanqi, or maybe it was something else.

Lu Sanqi can get better treatment when he goes to the United States, so he should support him, but he can't understand the engagement, is there some hidden secret?

He doesn't care anymore.

"Mom, when will I get the ticket to the training school?" Xia Dong asked, wiping away tears.

Pan Wan said, "Oh! It seems to be tomorrow night!"

Pan Wan hurriedly got up to get Xia Dong's suitcase, and then asked Xia Dong to eat.

In the dining room, Xia Dong wolfed down the Lamai rice, as if all he ate was Lu Sanqi's brains, relieved!

I don't care about your secrets, when you choose to hide it from me, it means that this relationship is over, and it also means that Xia Dong unilaterally declares that I will never be with you in this life.

Lu Yuanjun was discharged after not staying in the hospital for long. He needs to take care of all the company's affairs, because his condition may deteriorate at any time.

It will take a long time for Lu Sanqi to return from his studies, and it is a long time for him.

If he dies before Lu Sanqi returns to China, then the company will be in a state of no owner for a period of time. He needs to take care of everything. An enemy took advantage of this time to take advantage of the loopholes to get rid of the Lu family. He needed to be fully prepared and find a company crony to help him take care of things for the time being. When Lu Sanqi came back, he would assist him in taking over the company.

Lu Yuanjun stays at the company very late every day, because Lu Sanqi is on summer vacation, so he will show Lu Sanqi some company documents, teach Lu Sanqi some basic common sense, and then tell Lu Sanqi to meet some How to persuade the board of directors to make a decision on urgent matters.

Lu Sanqi was busy going around every day, not only to prepare for going abroad, but also to learn business knowledge, which made him a little powerless.

He has been living like a robot these days, being at the mercy of life, without emotion.

He also tried his best not to think about Xia Dong.

In the class group, he saw the news that Xia Dong went to other cities for retreat training. Old Deng Aite wished all the art test takers to return from their studies, and Xia Dong was among them.

winter.

Then all the art candidates in those classes came out to thank Lao Deng for his blessings, but there was no Xia Dong alone.

Maybe Lao Deng and other classmates thought nothing of it, because Xia Dong was such an indifferent person.

But Lu Sanqi felt that Xia Dong was disappointed because he felt uncomfortable.

It turned out that Lu Sanqi was simply overthinking.

His Brother Dong lived a cool life, full of hope for the future, and took advantage of the time when his luggage was packed and waiting to go, he drew a few four-panel comics and pasted them on the wall.

And he has blocked the class group for a long time. Old Deng usually talks a lot, and he likes to babble in it when he has nothing to do. This Aite goes to that Aite. Although Aite has never surpassed him, the jingle of the bell is still noisy My brain hurt, so I blocked it directly, and even blocked Lao Deng.

How about, buy one get one free.

The training school is fully enclosed, and in order to allow students to learn more efficiently, they need to turn off their mobile phones during the day and send them for an hour at night.

Before he left, Pan Wan hugged him and cried a lot. He cried so much at the airport that he almost missed the plane just to coax Pan Wan.

Pan Wan waved to him through the glass with tears in his eyes, making his eyes sore.

He had never been separated from Pan Wan for such a long time since he was a child, and he must not be used to it for a few months or nearly half a year.

But he is still very independent, so he doesn’t have to worry about living in the school. He thinks he is good at housework. He can do laundry, cook, and mop the floor. He can do everything.

I don't know which little girl can pick up such a big bargain.

That's right, he decided to live a good life, and there was nothing he couldn't avoid.

He will take the art test well, then get into a good university, meet a good girl in the university, fall in love and get married, and finally give Pan Wan a grandson.

Xia Dong patted his head on the plane.

In fact, it was all his farting in front of him.

Lu Sanqi, I'll wait for you for up to five years. When you return to China, give me an explanation. Either bring your wife and children to see me, or bring your gun back. Let's have a good chat in bed.