Anchor, your box lunch is here

"what?"

Chao An was stunned by the nonsensical words, but the roommate didn't mean to explain, and turned around to go to the balcony. After a while, there was the sound of water.

After Chao An relaxed, he felt pain all over his body, and it was uncomfortable to wear clothes covered in wet mud. Chao An walked to the wooden cabinet between the two iron beds, and began to think that the cabinet was his own. .

The locks on the cabinet were rusted, and they were not locked. Zhao An thought it would be no problem to open it, so he opened the cabinet facing him. There were very few clothes in it, no more than five pieces, most of which are three-piece school uniforms.

Chaoan took out the size marked on the back of the school uniform and took a look. It was 170, um... so short, it must belong to him. In addition to this school uniform, there is also a white long-sleeved cotton T-shirt with the logo written on the T-shirt A certain shopping mall, probably as a gift from an event, and a pair of washed, whitish blue trousers.

Chao'an took out the T-shirt and shorts, the scent of soap locust still remained on the clothes, although they were a bit old, they were clean after washing.

I packed my clothes in a handbag in the closet. Chaoan came to the balcony and saw my roommate pouring hot water from a thermos bottle into a red plastic bucket. There must be no water heater in such a dormitory. You need to use a thermos bottle to take a bath Go to the public boiling water room separated from the dormitory building to fetch water.

It was only then that Chao An realized that he had only come back now, and he probably hadn't fetched water. It seemed that he could only take a cold shower.

"Do you want to take a bath?" Chao An asked his roommate, if the other party added water for taking a bath, then he would wait a little longer.

"I've washed it, you can use this water."

The roommate carried the bucket into the bathroom, threw a white handkerchief into it, and then walked out with a blank expression the whole time.Chao An froze for a moment, thanked his roommate in a low voice, and went into the bathroom with his change of clothes.

[System: It is detected that the host is entering the ** area, and the live broadcast screen is temporarily closed. 】

"If you are a pig, you have to look like a pig":? ? ?

"Lift your skull": ? ? ?

"My old man comes from afar": Am I like someone who lacks this amount of traffic?Just broadcast it, don’t save me traffic, really!

"Anchor's little pendant": I'm so shy, I covered my face and wondered whether I should watch the anchor take a shower, but later I realized that I really thought too much.

"Why can't it be curly hair?": The anchor doesn't look right. He hasn't interacted with us until now, and he hasn't watched the live broadcast. It feels like he doesn't remember us.

"Little cutie in class two of the third year": It's not just that they don't remember us, I feel that the anchor doesn't realize our existence at all.

"I want a sweet love": think carefully. JPG.

……

The barrage kept flashing across the pitch-black screen, but Chao An didn't notice it, he was looking at the bathroom.

The bathroom is not big, about two square meters, only the floor is covered with white tiles, surrounded by cement walls.The place next to the inner wall in the middle is a squat pit, and the rest of the open space can stand and take a bath. Because there is no light all year round, the wall emits a damp smell.

Chaoan hung the changed clothes on the hooks on the wall, and began to take off his dirty school uniform. As soon as he raised his hand, he felt a severe pain in his shoulder. He probably suffered a lot of beatings during the period when he was unconscious.

The previous kick was still light, Chaoan thought with some regret.

When Chaoan took off his school uniform jacket, he was stunned for a moment. He saw the scars on the inside of his pale and thin left arm. The scars were of different lengths and the same width. They should have been left by the same knife.

Some of the scars have healed, some are still oozing blood, and new scars appear on the healed scars. There are about a dozen of them, which are shocking to watch.

self harm!

The two words suddenly appeared in Chao An's mind. The scar appeared on the inner side of the arm. The possibility of someone else scratching it was very low, and it can be seen from the degree of healing that it took a long time. Most of it was scratched by himself.

Why did he kill himself?

The scenes that happened today made Chaoan feel strange, he didn't remember who he was, nor what happened before, everything around him felt strange, as if he had lost his memory.

But he has complete judgment, and his ability to take care of himself is not affected at all, unlike ordinary amnesia patients who panic or lose their minds, so far he has behaved too calmly, which is like an instinct.

While thinking about the reason for his amnesia, Chaoan took off the clothes on his body.

After taking off all his clothes, Chao An found that besides the scar on his arm, there were also various large and small scars all over his body, including bruises from fists and scars from unknown sharp objects. There were even burns from cigarette butts.

These scars are as old and new as knife scars, some seem to have passed for a long time, leaving only dark marks on the skin, while some are still very new, which is what happened to him recently, according to Chaoan's vague judgment, The time span of these scars is as long as several years.

My God, what kind of life did he live in the past?Chaoan felt sorry for herself.

Chaoan was sure that these wounds were definitely not left by one person. He may have been subjected to multiple violence at the same time. Apart from those bad students in the school, this kind of violence should also be related to his family. Otherwise, it would be difficult to explain why a senior high school student There will be so many injuries, and the parents have nothing to do.

Bullying, domestic violence, watching with cold eyes...

One word after another appeared in Chao An's mind. Although Chao An couldn't remember what happened before, he could imagine what kind of environment his former self lived in. Is this the life he lived before?

No, it's not life, it's hell, and it's no wonder he hurts himself.

Although this information is deduced from himself, and Chao An also believes in his ability to infer, but he always has an awkward feeling, feeling that these experiences should not have happened to him, this is not like his own behavior style.

If he had been treated like this, he should have already started planning how to commit a perfect crime. Even if there is a huge disparity in ability, Chao'an would have chosen to die together, and would never have swallowed his anger for so many years.

A ignorant forbearance will not bring the perpetrator's conscience to find out, it will only make the other party worse, so it is said that there are only zero and countless times of domestic violence.

Chao'an couldn't figure out what his former self was thinking. Anyway, there is still time to do many things now. The first task is to understand the surrounding situation first.

Enduring the pain, Chao An poured hot water on his body, and cleaned the dirt on his body bit by bit. After washing for about ten minutes, Chao An wrung out the handkerchief, wiped off the water on his body, and began to put on his clothes.

After Chaoan put on the T-shirt, she started to wear long trousers. It is actually very inconvenient to wear trousers while standing, especially for people with poor balance. Chaoan finally managed to put on one foot, and it took 1 minute. This is the case that his self-care ability in daily life has not been affected, which means that his previous self-care ability should not be very good.

It's hard to imagine that a child whose parents don't love him will have poor self-care ability, so he is actually a fake cabbage...

Chao An muttered and began to wear the other foot. Just as he put the sole of his foot into his trousers, strange pictures suddenly appeared in Chao An's mind, and then sporadic memories squeezed into his mind.

Chao An felt a little dizzy. He lost his footing and fell to the ground, knocking down the bucket on the ground. The remaining half of the bucket of water fell on the ground, and Chao An fell on the wet ground. The T-shirt I put on and the pants I didn't have time to put on were all wet.

"Hey...it hurts..."

Chao An sat up from the ground with his hands on his waist, and felt that he almost fell to pieces. The sound of his fall was not small, and he must have heard it from outside, and the door of the bathroom was knocked immediately.

"Open the door."

A deep voice came from outside the door, Chao An struggled to get up from the ground, no matter how bad he was, he had to put on his pants first, but he failed, instead he gasped because the wound was caused by the restless movement.

Hearing his painful voice, the people outside the door immediately turned the handle and opened the door. Chaoan tried this door handle before taking a bath, and it was obviously good, so why did it break?

But at this meeting, Chaoan couldn't care less about not putting his hands on his hands. Before he put on his pants, his roommate came in. He could only curl up in his body as much as possible to ensure that he didn't lose his clothes. Fortunately, the T-shirt was long enough to cover what should be covered. The place is covered so as not to make the scene too embarrassing.

"Are you OK?"

The tall roommate squatted in front of him, blocking all the incandescent lights above his head. Chao An only felt that his eyes were dark, and he felt a little pressure inexplicably. , just fell a bit."

The roommate lowered his head and saw several bruises on his curled up legs, his eyes froze for a moment, he was angry, and Chaoan felt this feeling in his heart for some reason.

Just when Chao An thought that the other party was going to beat him up, the roommate said softly, "I'll carry you out."

Chaoan wanted to refuse, but seeing his roommate's cautious look, he swallowed the words of refusal, and he really hurt from the fall just now, and he didn't know how long it would take to get up by himself, Chaoan didn't want to stay here forever In a wet bathroom.

The roommate embraced Chao An's waist with one hand, passed through Chao An's leg with the other hand, and hugged Princess Chao An. This posture was inexplicably shameful, especially when Chao An was wearing no pants Down.

Chaoan looked up at his roommate, and found that the other person had a dignified expression and did not look sideways. He was a little relieved. Maybe this roommate was just not easy to get close to, but he was actually a nice person, Chaoan thought so.

The roommate carried Chao An to the lower bunk bed, then opened his wooden cabinet, and took out a medicine box from it. While rummaging through the medicine box, he said without raising his head: "Take off your clothes, I will give you medicine."

Chao An's expression froze instantly: "Take off, take off your clothes?"

It’s not that Chao’an thinks that his roommate thinks of him, but the education he received from childhood told him that it’s impolite to show his body in front of strangers, even if the other party is of the same sex, and Chao’an himself doesn’t like getting too close to strangers. move.

"I'll give you medicine."

"I can myself—"

"You can't touch the wound on your back, and I want to check if your bones have fallen out."

The roommate blocked Chao An's last reason for rejection with a single sentence. The other party was doing it for his own good. Chao An also knew that he should not be hypocritical at this time, so he took off his wet long-sleeved T-shirt, so that his whole body All that's left is a pair of panties.

The roommate took out a towel and wiped the wet place on his body, let him lie on the bed, and sat by the bed, took out the ointment and began to apply medicine to him.

"Tell me if it hurts, and I'll take it easy."

"Um"

Chaoan had a lot of scars on his body, and his roommate's expression became more and more gloomy, and he was even on the verge of breaking out. Seeing him like this, Chaoan didn't dare to speak. He just closed his eyes and regarded himself as a salted fish. sleepy.

After finally taking the previous medicine, his roommate asked him to turn over, and Chao An did so in a daze. After a while, he felt a big hand on his tailbone and began to rub it gently.

The temperature in the palm of this palm was very high, and it was so hot that Chao An's tailbone felt numb. An electric current spread from the tailbone to the whole body in an instant. A strange feeling emerged from his body, and Chao An woke up instantly.

Chao An reflexively turned sideways and pressed his roommate's hand. The roommate looked at him suspiciously. Suddenly, Chao An felt his cheeks getting hot, so he lowered his head to avoid his roommate's sight.

"I, I'm fine, thank you."

The roommate paused on Chao An's flushed cheeks, then looked at the other's curled up body, and instantly realized that this body was too small and inexperienced, and some impulses were difficult to control.

Chaoan's roommate is naturally Si Mu who followed the live broadcast world. Under the repeated orders of the liaison officer, he needs to maintain his indifferent and ruthless roommate personality. Twilight worked hard.

According to the information that Si Mu knew, Yu Si'an's family was poor, and he started school very late. This year, he is already in his third year of high school. Unfortunately, because of his stunted growth, he looks a year or two younger than his peers.

Such a young man living in suffering should have no chance to understand the relationship between the sexes, let alone the love between men. It is normal to have such a reaction now.

When Si Mu first got the script, he really didn't want to take advantage of others and do something to Chao An who had become a cabbage with only self-consciousness left, and Chao An's body also made him unable to do anything. .

So before, he was seriously checking whether Chao An's tailbone was injured, but now seeing Chao An's shy look, Simu realized that he was indeed a beast, and could be hardened against such a poor fellow.

"Your clothes are wet, put on mine first."

Si Mu didn't dare to look at Chao An again, got up and took out a snow-white shirt from the wooden cabinet next to his bed, and put the shirt on Chao An's body, creating an extra layer of cover, and both of them breathed a sigh of relief.

Si Mu started to dress Chao An, and when he was buttoning up the buttons, he squatted beside the bed, like a conscientious servant, this scene gave Chao An a sense of deja vu.

"Thank you for helping me so much, can you tell me your name?"

In fact, asking this way may expose the fact that he has lost his memory. It is very dangerous to do so in an unfamiliar environment, but Chao An has a feeling that the person in front of him will not hurt him, so he did not make any cover-ups and asked directly. come out.

"You can call me Ling Jing."

"Ling Jing...Okay, I will remember."

Chao An laughed, giving people a warm feeling as always. Seeing Chao An like this, it was hard for others to imagine that he would burn his soul and die with the ghost mother.

But the fact is that, hidden under Chao'an's harmless appearance, is a soul that is ruthless to opponents and even more ruthless to himself. Simu was not disappointed because he found another side of Chao'an, he just regretted that he didn't Protect him before he gets angry with An.

"It's getting late, you should go to bed."

Si Mu stroked Chao An's hair, exuding a mature temperament that shouldn't be at this age, Chao An looked at his expression, and also looked at the men's shirt on himself, showing a thoughtful expression.

"I went to bed after washing and my school uniform got dirty."

Chaoan remembered the dirty school uniform that he still hung in the bathroom, and considering that he only had two school uniforms, he hurriedly washed them so as not to have a change of clothes.

Chaoan got up and took out her school uniform from the bathroom, and found that many places were scratched, and some insulting words were written on it with colored pens, and she didn't know if it could be washed off.

Chaoan felt a little troubled, Si Mu saw him like this and said: "Your school uniform is all torn, throw it away, I happen to have extra school uniforms, I will give you a set."

Si Mu reached into the wooden cabinet, and a brand-new school uniform of Nanhu No. 170 Middle School appeared in his hands out of thin air. He took out the school uniform and handed it to Chao An. Chao An took the school uniform and opened the label on the back of his neck. He was lost in thought when he saw the number [-].

After putting the school uniform into the wooden cabinet, Chao An went to the balcony to brush his teeth, and when he came back, he got into bed, said "good night" to Simu and closed his eyes.

Si Mu turned off the lights in the dormitory, and lay down on the bed opposite Chao An. In the darkness, he didn't feel sleepy, but stared at the black paper cranes floating in front of him in a daze.

The liaison officer's tired voice came from the black paper crane: "Master Sentence Officer, your character design is cold and heartless, you shouldn't approach him."

"He was hurt, and there were people bullying him."

"No, no, they are bullying Yu Si'an. No one can bully Mr. Chao, because Mr. Chao will avenge himself right away."

The liaison officer said this in order to persuade Si Mu not to collapse the human setup again, but he didn't expect Si Mu to show a proud expression after hearing it.

"Of course, it's my An'an."

Liaison Officer: "..."

She knew it would turn out like this!

It's impossible for the criminal to feel at ease as an NPC!

She is so difficult...

The liaison officer who had no love for life could only settle for the next best thing and said: "Mr. Criminal, you can get along with Mr. Chao as you like in the dormitory, but you can't leave the dormitory. Remember, as long as you leave this dormitory , this small world will have big problems.”

Si Mu knew that this was the bottom line of Hades, nodded, crushed the paper crane, and the liaison officer's voice disappeared.

Si Mu still didn't feel sleepy, he didn't want to sleep alone, he wanted to sleep with Chao An in his arms, and he hadn't slept with Chao An in his arms for a long time...Si Mu was wronged, but Si Mu didn't say anything, he just opened his eyes in a daze.

Not long after, the sound of Chao An turning over was heard in the silent dormitory. Two minutes later, Chao An turned over again. Si Mu sat up, looked towards Chao An's bed, and found that Chao An's body was curled up into a ball, gently trembling.

"what happened?"

Hearing Si Mu's voice, Chao An turned around and looked in the direction of Si Mu. He couldn't see anything in the dark, but felt that there was a particularly thick shadow.

"I feel very cold, maybe the quilt is too thin."

"Come and sleep with me so you don't catch a cold."

"It's not good..."

While Chao An was hesitating, Si Mu had already got out of bed, walked to Chao An's bed accurately in the dark, picked Chao An out of the quilt, and put him in his own quilt.Lying in the bed that still had Si Mu's body temperature, Chao An found that it was indeed warmer than his own bed, and it was really nice.

Si Mu also got under the covers, the single bed in the dormitory is not wide, the two of them need to stick together tightly, Si Mu turned sideways, and hugged Chao An contentedly, Chao An didn't feel comfortable considering the limited space. He cared too much, he was really tired today, now he stayed in a comfortable and safe environment, and soon fell asleep.

Si Mu was also about to go to bed, but before he fell asleep, he suddenly thought of a question: Chao An's current body belongs to Yu Si'an, and if he fell in love with this body, is it considered cheating?

Si Mu had no memory during the live broadcast before, and he never struggled with such a question. Now that he suddenly remembered it, he was worried. If Chaoan asked him in the future, how should he answer it?

At this time, Si Mu's desire to survive was struggling crazily, and Si Mu struggled like this all night.

……

"I want a sweet love": The room is too dark, I can't see anything, I can only hear voices, I'm scratching my head, tell me, is the anchor sleeping with my roommate brother?

"Spiralchuck": It should be, I heard the car horn.

"Little cutie in class two, three years old": Tsk tsk, even if the anchor loses his memory, he doesn't forget to get a new CP. Is this a touching roommate?

"I come from afar": When the live broadcast resumed, my roommate brother was dressing the anchor. He was still wearing a men's shirt. Guess what happened before?

"Lift your skull": No, I have a picture.

"If you are a pig, you have to look like a pig": Skull, please rebroadcast the picture in your mind, I want to see it.

"Sandwich Jelly": I also want to watch it. Since the anchor resumed the live broadcast, my body has not been as good as before.

"Why can't it be curly hair?": Be sober, drive to Jinjiang, don't even think about it!

[Announcement: "Why can't it be curly hair?" Reward the anchor with 5 points, and the current points are 360. 】

[Announcement: "Little Cute, Class Two, Three Years" rewards the anchor with 2 points, and the current points are 362. 】

[Announcement: "Bone Bone Yaoyao Ling" rewards the anchor with 1 point, and the current point is 363. 】