Why do you have a crush on me again

Because they were too close, Ling Mo's breath was on his ears, it was so itchy, and... so hot.

At this time, the bus just arrived at the stop, and when the brakes were applied, Qu Yun fell to the side. Although he completely controlled the inertia, a hand was tightly clasped around his waist, and he straightened him upright.

When the bus stopped, Qu Yun was really embraced by the people behind him.

The temperature of the opponent's palm was so hot that Qu Yun choked his breath.

He knew it was Ling Mo.

"Thank you... thank you."

So nervous, so nervous, Qu Yun's palms were sweaty holding the ring.

Just when the bus started to broadcast, Ling Mo leaned towards Qu Yun from behind: "What did you just say?"

His voice made Qu Yun feel cool in the early summer temperature, but when his breath entered his brain along Qu Yun's auricle, his body became hot like boiling.

"I say thank you..." Qu Yun turned his face, never expecting Ling Mo to be so close to him, he suddenly realized that his lips were so close to the other party, and there was a power brewing in those eyes, overwhelming , drowning Qu Yun in an instant.

"you are welcome."

People were crowded around them, and Ling Mo's palm on Qu Yun's waist tightened, as if to isolate him from other passengers, or to press Qu Yun into his arms.

It's hot, it's really hot...

Don't hug me like this anymore, and don't get so close to me anymore.

Qu Yun said embarrassedly: "Well, I'm about to sweat."

Meaning - put your hands down bro!

"Well, there are too many people." Ling Mo replied.

Qu Yun is speechless... It's not that there are too many people, it's that you don't cling to me!

At this time, the bus made a turn, and all the passengers fell in one direction. Ling Mo was almost completely behind Qu Yun. Qu Yun stretched out a hand to press the window, and he felt Ling Mo pressing against Behind him, his heart trembled, and the roots of his ears immediately turned red—it was so embarrassing!

The most important thing was that under the pressure of the passengers, Ling Mo squeezed against him again. The feeling of the collision made Qu Yun's face burn.

no!This car can't fucking sit on it!

The moment Qu Yun lowered his head, he caught a glimpse of a deep cut on the inside of Ling Mo's wrist.

All thoughts sank for a while, he let go of the ring, and grabbed Ling Mo's wrist: "What's going on here!"

"Cut."

"I know it's a cut! The scar must have been cut very deeply!" Qu Yun became anxious.

At this time, the bus arrived at the stop, the door opened, and many people crowded to get off.

Ling Mo didn't answer Qu Yun, he let go of his hand and only said: "It's too crowded, I'll get off first."

As soon as he turned around, Qu Yun chased him and got out of the car, regardless of 21.

Ling Mo was still the same, walking on the sidewalk with his pocket in his pocket.

Qu Yun grabbed him from behind: "What's going on?"

At this time, Ling Mo was half a head taller than Qu Yun. He lowered his eyes, looked into Qu Yun's eyes and said, "Is it none of your business?"

Qu Yun suddenly choked up.

That's right, he is Lu Xiao now, not Mo Xiaobei... No matter what kind of wounds Ling Mo has on his body, it's none of his business.

"I'm sorry, I'm busy."

Qu Yun let go of Ling Mo, lowered his head, and turned to leave.

But Ling Mo said, "Because someone told me that this world is not real and asked me to wake up."

Qu Yun's whole body trembled. It was when he was still Mo Xiaobei, and when he was dying, he grabbed the medical staff and asked them to tell Ling Mo's last words.

"what……"

"I just arrived in the capital two years ago, and I received a call from my family. The most important person in the world to me fell ill and was about to die. I immediately bought a train ticket for the night and went to the hospital But I didn't even have a chance to say a word to him. I regretted why I went to the imperial capital and why I went to the station. If I didn't go, he wouldn't have sent me to the station, and I wouldn't have been infected. Virus."

"That's not your fault, he...he..."

Mo Xiaobei was destined to die at that time.The ending that happened in reality will not change in the world built by Ling Mo with memory.

"If I don't go to the imperial capital, I will be by his side when he is sick."

"He definitely won't miss you watching him sick. What if you get infected by his side!" Qu Yun took a step forward and grabbed Ling Mo's arm.

There was no sadness in Ling Mo's eyes, but that emptiness was the greatest pain.

"I asked the doctor who treated him at that time if he had said anything. The doctor said, he told Ling Mo that this world is not real, so wake up quickly."

Qu Yun was stunned. Could it be that his last words caused Ling Mo to do something stupid?

Ling Mo turned his face sideways, looked into Qu Yun's eyes, and slowly but powerfully ensnared his thoughts bit by bit. When Qu Yun realized it, he couldn't move.

"But this world is here, how could it not be real? How can I wake up?"

Ling Mo's voice was very soft, as if he was asking himself, or Mo Xiaobei who no longer existed.

"So I cut myself apart. If I die, I can leave this world." Ling Mo replied.

Qu Yun's heart seemed to be punctured, and his whole body was in a dull pain. He clasped Ling Mo's shoulder, looked into his eyes and said anxiously: "Are you crazy! If you die, you will never wake up Already!"

"He's not here anymore, what's the point of me being awake?"

Ling Mo's rhetorical question made Qu Yun unable to answer a single word.

"As long as you are alive, there must be... someone will treat you well, take you into consideration, and someone will make you happy, but first you must live."

"But I don't need anyone else, I just want him by my side."

Ling Mo looked at Qu Yun, his gaze didn't mean to waver, his persistence to the limit was also a kind of madness.

But Qu Yun's eyes turned red.

"He will. He will come back to you."

Qu Yun said every word with certainty.

Ling Mo's eyes, which were so deep that he couldn't detect his heart, trembled slightly.

"You said it as if it was destined, he belonged to me."

Qu Yun was stunned: "Ah? He is a boy, right? A boy's life is destined to belong to you. Are you okay?"

Ling Mo turned his face sideways, and his gaze also turned accordingly, as if he had once pushed hard at the depths of Qu Yun's mind, pushing everything in Qu Yun to the highest point.

"Did I tell you, is he a boy?"

Qu Yun froze there, all the guilt towards Ling Mo and the feeling of wanting to hug him tightly seemed to be frozen.

Ruined……

He was found?

What will happen to Ling Mo?

Will he let him withdraw from this world?

When the expression on Qu Yun's face did not change, his heart was in a state of confusion and bewilderment.

Nowhere is it more difficult to hide oneself than in one's heart.

But Ling Mo stretched out his hand and flicked it on his forehead.

"He is indeed a boy. Who did you hear that from?"

It's like riding a roller coaster, falling from a high place, and your heart is beating wildly - seeing Ling Mo's appearance, do you doubt him?

"I... I heard what Chu Ning said when chatting with Li Jing..." Qu Yun didn't dare to confess to Sheng Yingxi.

"Do you think the cuts on my wrists are from suicide?"

Ling Mo raised his wrist and asked.

"Forehead……"

"If you make up your mind to commit suicide, you don't just cut off one side."

"Then...then where did the injury on your wrist come from?"

"While going downstairs to get milk, I fell and my wrist fell on the fragments of the milk bottle."

Qu Yun was stunned there.

Ling Mo turned around and continued walking forward with his pockets in his pocket.

Suddenly, Qu Yun's anger burned from the soles of his feet to the top of his head, and he chased after him: "Ling Mo——you said it was a fall from the beginning! Don't you know that others will worry about you!"

Before Qu Yun's hand touched Ling Mo's shoulder, the other party seemed to be sensing it, and turned sideways to avoid it. Qu Yun fell forward due to inertia, but Ling Mo stretched out his arm to catch him.

"Not so many people really care if I'm hurt or not. Some are being polite, some are being polite, some are trying to be virtuous, what about you?"

Ling Mo's voice was right next to his ears.

"Young Master, I don't care about you!" Qu Yun took Ling Mo's hand away and strode away.

As I walked, my heart beat like a drum.

"Do you still remember that before you competed with me in swimming, you said that if you lose to me, you will promise me a condition?" Ling Mo asked in a moderate voice.

There are only a few steps between them, but Qu Yun knows that these few steps are the gap between reality and fantasy.

The people around passed by one after another, and they stopped occasionally to look at the two teenagers.

"Yeah, what do you want?" Qu Yun looked at Ling Mo with displeasure.

"You just said that you don't care about me, so from now on, you have to be a person who cares about me."

The setting sun fell on Ling Mo's face, his smile was very faint, but it was the same as when Mo Xiaobei was by his side in the past.

Qu Yun widened his eyes and looked at Ling Mo in disbelief.

This was not something Ling Mo would say at all.

"You are crazy! Who cares about you! You lack love!"

"You can't do it?" Ling Mo asked back.

"You are sick!"

After speaking, Qu Yun left without mercy.

When eating at home at night, Qu Yun was absent-minded.

Liu Fenfang said worriedly: "What happened when I went out with Sheng Yingxi today? You only ate rice and didn't eat a single bite of food."

"Ah... oh... nothing..."

At night, Qu Yun tossed and turned on the bed and couldn't fall asleep at all. Ling Mo's words "You have to be a person who cares about me" kept playing back in his mind.

He and Ling Mo hadn't had much contact before, why did Ling Mo want him to care about him!

This is so weird!

etc!Could it be that he was exposed, so Ling Mo wanted to use some incredible method to get rid of him?

Qu Yun sat up from the bed with a bang, inexplicably breaking out in a cold sweat.

...Ling Mo's mind is really completely unpredictable.

Life is still going on, and Qu Yun is struggling to catch up with the progress of the second year of high school.

The blackboard is wiped in the order of the seats in the class.

Qu Yun is most afraid of chemistry class, he can never find his way to balance chemical equations.

One minute before class, when Chu Ning passed by Qu Yun's desk, she reminded her: "Lu Xiao, why don't you clean the blackboard?"

Qu Yun quickly took the blackboard eraser and rushed to the podium.

He had just wiped half of the blackboard when the class bell rang.

It's over, the chemistry teacher is particularly concerned about wiping the blackboard.

Qu Yun's arms moved wildly, wishing that he had three heads and six arms, but at this time someone came to him with a blackboard eraser and quickly wiped it for him.

Just as Qu Yun was about to say "Thanks, brother", he realized that the person was Ling Mo.

Qu Yun immediately lowered her head and did not speak.

The chemistry teacher walked into the classroom and found that the blackboard hadn't been wiped clean. He was about to get angry, but when he saw Ling Mo cleaning the blackboard, the privilege of a good student is not to be angry with any teacher.

The chemistry teacher faced the classroom, and all the students stood up and said "Hello, teacher". When everyone sat down, Ling Mo came behind Qu Yun and helped him wipe the top of his head.

One of his hands was lightly placed on Qu Yun's shoulder, and his chest was pressed against Qu Yun's back. Suddenly, the awkward and hot feeling on the bus struck again. Qu Yun just tried to leave Ling Mo's place. Within a short distance, Ling Mo's hand on Qu Yun's shoulder suddenly exerted force, and Qu Yun could only let the other party stick to him until Ling Mo wiped the blackboard clean.

"Let's go." Ling Mo's voice was right next to Qu Yun's ear.

The temperature in his breath could be clearly felt, and Qu Yun's shoulders subconsciously shrugged.

I always feel that this guy did it on purpose!

Qu Yun returned to his seat, his palms were covered with sweat.

So nervous... What exactly does Ling Mo want to do?

Why does he seem to be different from before?

Qu Yun sadly found that he could not grasp Ling Mo's routine at all.

When the chemistry class was about to end, Qu Yun felt as if something had thrown the back of his head. He looked down and found a small ball of paper at the foot of the stool.

Qu Yun picked it up suspiciously, and when he opened it, he found that it was written by Ling Mo: Buy me shrimp crackers after class.

Qu Yun paused, Ling Mo actually never ate snacks, shrimp crackers were his favorite when he was still Mo Xiaobei.

Qu Yun's heart softened inexplicably, but he still wrote two words on the back: no money.

Taking advantage of the moment when the chemistry teacher bowed his head, Qu Yun threw the ball of paper back to Ling Mo who was diagonally behind.

The students around were surprised, starting from Ling Mo throwing a note to Qu Yun, because no one could have imagined that Ling Mo, who always reads his own books in class, would do such a thing.

Chu Ning turned her face to the side, watching Ling Mo open the note, the corners of her lips curled up slightly... She had only seen that expression when Ling Mo looked at Mo Xiaobei.

The author has something to say: DAY38

Ling Mo: Do ​​you know how to care for me?

Qu Yun: Buy shrimp crackers for you after class?

Ling Mo: Wrong, sit down a bit, and I'll teach you.

Qu Yun: Ma Dan!What are you doing sticking your tongue out!You... what are you doing!my pants!