The queen always teases me

In the ward, the sound of the instrument accompanied the clear and shallow breathing, falling in Su Qing's ears, becoming a curse.

She held Gu Yan's cold hand, attached it to her cheek, and pressed it lightly.

The man was still sleeping, sleeping extremely quietly, as if he had been tired for a long time and deliberately stayed awake.

How long has it been, Su Qing forgets, but she believes that she is not willing to sleep all the time.

"Gu Yan, I'm still waiting for you, wake up, okay?"

She begged, tears fell into Gu Yan's palm.

Mu Jin and Ding Ye watched from the door, their eyes were red.For half a month, Su Qing stayed in front of Gu Yan's hospital bed every step of the way, telling her about the past, or just reading the script, blaming Gu Yan for being so sleepy, causing her to almost forget the lines she had memorized .

Su Qing often starts to retch after only taking a bite or two of the food delivered.After checking, the reason could not be found out. The doctor suspected that she was suffering from anorexia nervosa.

Mu Jin advised her that she should eat more even for Gu Yan's sake, otherwise how would she survive?

She listened to it, endured the nausea and stuffed food into her mouth desperately. In the end, she ran to the bathroom to spit it out.Seeing her vomited tears overflowing, Mu Jin really felt that Su Qing really loved, so much that she hurt, so much that she couldn't live without that person.

Gu Yan, you should wake up too.Look at what the person you love has tortured himself for you!

Mu Jin and Ding Ye did not go in in the end, and wandered aimlessly around the hospital with a bag of food, just to leave space for the two of them to be alone.

"Hibiscus, tell me, what is love?" Ding Ye took off a leaf, looked at the clear veins on it, his eyes gradually became confused, "Sacrifice? But in the end, we still torture each other, right?"

Hibiscus shook her head, and the arc of her mouth gradually receded.

like?She didn't understand, and she didn't dare to touch it.

In the past ten years, Su Qing's experience is stating a bloody fact - if you fall in love and cannot stay together, the life of the "left behind" party will become no different from hell.

The former Su Qing was not so cold, she liked to laugh and act like a baby, she was a very young girl.

However, at the age of 19, she lost Ning Xi, and since then, she has completely buried her "cheerful and lovely" self.

Later, Tang Jinxuan's death threw her into hell again. She lived with Tang Jinxuan's entrustment for five full years, and was tortured by nightmares every night. She didn't really come out until a few days ago.

And the person who let her release her demons is now lying on the hospital bed.

Mu Jin closed her eyes, tried her best to get rid of the past that hurt like her head had exploded, took a deep breath, and then exhaled the stale air.

"Come on, let's go back."

"kindness."

When they arrived at the ward, they ran into Ji Sui.

Ji Sui looked a lot haggard, with a shaggy beard, he was no longer the sunny boy who could squeeze out water on the screen, but was shrouded in deep gloom.

"Manager Mu, Manager Ding." Seeing them, Ji Sui nodded and greeted them with an embarrassed expression.

"Why don't you go in?" Ding Ye asked, actually feeling sorry for this big boy.

"No." Ji Sui shook his head, and glanced at the ward through the glass, the depression in his eyes couldn't be resolved, "I still have an announcement, so I'm leaving first."

After speaking, he left as if fleeing.

Blame him for lack of courage and cowardice!

Ji Sui looked up at the sky, it was cloudy, how long has it been since he saw the sun?

He also came here half a month ago.

"What are you doing here?" Su Qing's eyes were cold, and his scrutiny was like peeling Ji Sui's skin and bones.

In Su Qing's eyes, Ji Sui saw possession and understood the reason why Su Qing was hostile to him.

"Sister Su Qing, I just came to see Gu Yan, don't..."

"No need." Su Qing interrupted him directly, "I don't need it anymore, my people, I will care!"

Ji Sui was stunned, he didn't expect Su Qing to express his attitude so straightforwardly, and of course he was a little angry at Su Qing's overbearing.

"Isn't it okay for a friend to come and see if something happens?"

"Others can, but you, no!"

Later, Ji Sui ran away almost in an extremely embarrassing situation, and he didn't know why he ran away, maybe he knew very well at all that he had no chance of winning this battle.

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i am a puppet of memories

constantly led by thoughts

round and round

crying again and again

Your blurry back has slowly gone away

love is so hard

But I feel a little guilty

Shouldn't have

until now you can feel good

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Su Qing's tears fell involuntarily, and she finally understood that feeling. It turned out that when she was sad, she really felt that every song was singing her own mood.

Fearing that the person would know her weakness, she wiped it off in a hurry, barely drawing an arc on the corner of her lips, stroking the person's eyebrows with her fingers, and rubbing them.

"Why don't you wake up? I know you are tired, but do you know that today is New Year's Eve, and the street is very lively. If you don't wake up, no one will accompany me to see the scenery. Alone, it's too boring. It’s not fun to play anything. Ding Ye and Mu Jin came here in the afternoon and said that the crew prepared a dinner. Look, you have been sleeping like this, so I can’t go. By the way, the fans sent you your favorite doll , The full set, I put it away for you, and I will show it to you when you wake up. Your Weibo is growing grass, and I will update it for you. Thank you for their concern. And your parents, these I often call to ask you when you will go back for the New Year, and I will help you get over it, and I really can't make it up if you don't wake up."

As usual, Su Qing would tell Gu Yan about the little things in life, like a couple who have lived for many years, complaining to each other about trivial things.Unfortunately, Gu Yan did not respond.

Su Qing said that she was tired, so she leaned against Gu Yan's hand, closed her eyes and sniffed the smell of her fingers, recalling the past.

Night fell quietly, and the lights in the ward were not turned on, only the street lamp outside the window reflected the edge of the bed, outlining two figures.The eyelashes of the person on the hospital bed trembled slightly, then his eyeballs rolled, and his fingers responded slightly, pulling Su Qing back from the edge of sleep.

"Gu Yan!" She yelled subconsciously, and when she went to see Gu Yan, she found that the man's brows were slightly frowned, showing signs of waking up.

"Gu Yan!" Su Qing turned over and stroked Gu Yan's cheek, his fingers trembling with excitement, all the cells in his body were boiling and clamoring.

Gu Yan's reaction became stronger, his eyelids gradually opened, his eyes were blurry, and he turned slowly to look at the person who kept calling her name.

It was Su Qing, the Su Qing she was thinking of.Gu Yan wanted to respond to her, wanted to raise his hand to wipe her tears, but he had no strength, and could only squeeze out small syllables from his throat.

"Su····························"

"I'm here, I'm here." Su Qing's tears rolled down, but they were warm and smiling.

After waiting for too long, she suddenly didn't know how to express her feelings, so she just leaned over and hugged Gu Yan tightly, hugging him very hard.

Yes, she didn't want to let go.

Gu Yan was so oppressed that he couldn't breathe, his chest was wet from the man's tears.She raised her heavy arms, and slowly stroked Su Qing's trembling back.

"It hurts..." Gu Yan protested, but there were traces of happiness in his eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Su Qing got up in a hurry, wiped away tears indiscriminately, and was a little at a loss, "I, I'll call the doctor."

"Don't go." Gu Yan's voice was still weak, his lips were dry due to dryness, and his already thin cheeks were even more bony.She stared at Su Qing closely, refusing to look away.

She misses her, and misses her every minute of her sleep!

"Don't go, I won't go." Su Qing stopped, sat back on the edge of the bed again, and by the light of the street lamp, carefully looked into the man's eyes, fingers intertwined with hers, "Why did you sleep?" So long?"

Yes, she has been waiting for a long time.As long as she misses, she will wait as long as she can.

Gu Yan didn't answer, but with a little force on his fingers, he clasped Su Qing's five fingers tightly.Su Qing lost weight, and the knuckles of her fingers hurt her so much that it hurt all the way to the bottom of her heart.

This person must not have taken good care of herself, her body was so thin that it would shatter if pinched, and her face was pale and bloodless, her extremely beautiful eyes were deeply sunken, and the blue-gray under the eyes was shocking.Her eyelashes were originally very long, like the wings of a butterfly, but now, they are broken.The person she loves, the Su Qing she loves...

Gu Yan's eyes were red, and she swallowed tears into her heart. The action pulled the wound, but the wound, how can it be distressed!

"What's the matter, why don't you speak?" Su Qing's voice was very soft, soft, like a stream of pure spring flowing into Gu Yan's heart.She caressed Gu Yan's brow bone, with a smile on her lips, "Are you hungry, so you don't have the strength, can I go buy something for you?"

Gu Yan shook his head, unable to speak as if his throat was blocked by something.

"Today's New Year's Eve, it's customary to eat dumplings, and I didn't have dinner by chance, so I'll go buy them and let's eat together."

Gu Yan still shook his head, biting his lower lip when Su Qing was not paying attention.

"Don't you want to eat dumplings? Then tell me, what do you want to eat? You look thinner, I have to make you fatter, otherwise, your short-sighted manager will say me." Su Qing said The tone was particularly doting, sweeter than candy, as well as her eyes and her smile, all of which made Gu Yan fall in love.

So, does Su Qing also like me?This idea only flashed in Gu Yan's mind, but she quickly denied it.Su Qing might just feel sorry for her.Realizing this, the light in Gu Yan's eyes dimmed.

When there was no response, Su Qing pinched Gu Yan's cheek in dissatisfaction: "You didn't talk, and you fell asleep in sleep? Also, if you weren't stupid, why would you use your body to block weapons? Do you think your body is stronger than weapons? Do you want to be tough?" At this point, Su Qing became a little angry, and his eyebrows were knotted, which made Gu Yan's heart tremble.

"No, no, I..." Gu Yan hurriedly explained, but his mouth was dry and he couldn't utter a complete sentence.Probably because he has been in a coma for too long, and all the functions of his body have not returned to normal operation.

"Okay, I didn't mean to blame you, it's just, don't be so stupid again, you know?" Su Qing glanced at her, went to pour a cup of hot water, carefully lifted Gu Yan's head, and handed the cup to the On her lips, "Drink some hot water first."

The warm water flowed into the throat and spread to the stomach. The body felt much more comfortable with the warmth, and also relieved the discomfort caused by being in a coma for more than a month.Gu Yan grabbed Su Qing's hand and kept his eyes firmly locked on her body.

"Su Qing..."

"Huh?" The second upturned ending made Gu Yan's heart itch.

"I heard what you said."

"I heard you are still awake!"

"I don't want to either, I..."

"Gu Yan..." Su Qing interrupted her, and clasped her hand in his palm, "Do you like me?"