The queen always teases me

She remembered why Qin Qing chose Sunshine City in the first place.

"Facing Taihu Lake, the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming. How nice." Qin Qing stood in front of the window, pushed the window open, and the morning sun shone down, wrapping her whole body.She turned around and stared at Gu Yan who was standing not far behind her, her eyes focused, "Gu Yan, I am yearning for a peaceful life, and this place can make me feel peaceful."

"Di..." The ear-piercing whistle sounded, pulling Gu Yan out of his memories.She lowered her head and quickly dodged aside, waiting for the car to pass by before taking another step.

Memories are really pervasive and extremely cruel things, like a sharp sword, piercing her heart, deepening her guilt.

Walk into the community building and take the elevator to the top floor.The corridor was very cold, and the footsteps seemed a little abrupt.The window at the end of the public corridor was left open, and the night wind blew in, blowing the hair on the side of Gu Yan's ear, and the skin that was touched was numb and itchy.

Just as he was about to step up, there was a sound from the elevator behind him, and Gu Yan instinctively looked back.Walking out of it were two casually dressed women, leaning on each other, looking at each other with tenderness in their eyes.They were holding reusable bags in their hands, and they should have just returned from the supermarket.

Gu Yan recognized them, the popular movie star Ye Ming, and Yu Fei who just won the best screenplay at the film festival.Before, I only heard about the two being together through rumored media reports, but I didn't expect it to be true.In a country that does not recognize or even discriminates against homosexuality, how much courage do you have to break through secular barriers and come together?

Ye Ming and Yu Fei naturally also noticed Gu Yan standing at the elevator entrance, fully armed and motionless, and looked her up and down curiously.Their gazes collided, Gu Yan pulled up his mask in embarrassment, raised his hand to cover his face and quickly moved aside to make way for the two of them.Because of a guilty conscience, a burst of cold sweat oozes from the back, that feeling is the same as being caught for doing something wrong.

Ye Ming and Yu Fei were not worried at all that Gu Yan was a paparazzi, they looked at each other, and walked away frankly holding hands.Gu Yan looked at the backs of the two leaning against each other, and was absent-minded for a moment.

She admitted that she was touched by this scene, and remembered that she had discussed marriage with Su Qing at that time. What she and Su Qing said was that she planned to spend the rest of her life with the work.But at this moment, she suddenly wanted someone to be by her side, not only at this moment, but also in the future.

Letting out a breath, Gu Yan laughed, shook his head helplessly, and walked in the opposite direction.

Qin Qing's house was around the corner, Gu Yan stopped and stood there, hesitating for a long time before ringing the doorbell.It wasn't until this moment that she realized that her fingertips were already icy cold.

The door was quickly opened, but it was not Qin Qing who came to open the door.

"What are you doing here?" Sister He folded her arms, seeing that it was Gu Yan, her face turned cold instantly, and she was about to close the door.

"Sister He, wait." Gu Yan blocked the door frame with his hands, "Let me see Qing, please."

"Heh - now I'm thinking of Qing'er, why did you go?" Sister He sneered, "Miss Gu, you are not welcome here, please leave!" The cat cried and the mouse pretended to be merciful, and Sister He directly issued an order to evict the guest.

"Sister He, I know it's useless for me to say anything, I just want to see clearly." Now that he's here, Gu Yan has no intention of leaving easily.She lowered her posture, took off her hat and mask, and never let go of her hand against the door frame.

Seeing the sadness and pleading in her eyes, Sister He was even more disgusted: "Qing'er doesn't need your hypocritical concern, Miss Gu, if you continue to pester me, then I have no choice but to call security." When the time comes to the media, No one looks good!At this point, Qin Qing has nothing to lose.Gu Yan, on the other hand, is at a turning point in her life, she should be worried!

Contrary to Sister He's expectations, Gu Yan showed no sign of fear, his eyes were parallel to hers, and he expressed sincerity: "Sister He, just give me a few minutes, I will leave after a few words with Qing."

"No need..."

"Let her in—" a voice from the back room interrupted Sister He.

Gu Yan knew it was Qin Qing's voice, but the voice sounded much deeper and hoarse than before, and it hurt her eardrums.The calmness that had been pretending all along collapsed.

Sister He ignored Gu Yan's ever-changing expression and turned sideways to make way for her.Gu Yan forced a smile, nodded to her, walked into the back room, and the scene that greeted her made her freeze.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and the light streaming in from the window could barely reveal the curled up figure at the head of the bed.As he approached, Gu Yan saw Qin Qing's messy hair draped over his shoulders, half of his face was hidden in the darkness, and half of his face was illuminated by the dim light, and the traces of tears were extremely shocking.Gu Yan had absolutely no way to connect the person in front of him, who was shrouded in depression and death, with Qin Qing, who was dazzling at all times.

It's all thanks to her that Qin Qing became like this, isn't it?Gu Yan smiled wryly, his eyes ached, and his heart ached.She sat on the edge of the bed and carefully embraced Qin Qing's shoulders: "Qing, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Apart from the three words I'm sorry, Gu Yan suddenly didn't know what to say.

The person in his arms trembled, then moved aside, avoiding Gu Yan's embrace, raised his head to look at her, his eyes were cold, and there was no other emotion.

The two looked at each other in the dark, Gu Yan only felt that Qin Qing's eyes were like a scalpel, and she, at this moment, was lying on a cold operating table, letting Qin Qing dissect/dissect her.

"Why?" After a long time, Qin Qing's trembling voice sounded faintly in the air, as if he had used a lot of strength.

Gu Yan bit his lip, lowered his eyes, and then looked into Qin Qing's eyes again. The red eye sockets were well hidden by the darkness.

"Qing, I don't." Even she herself didn't believe such a pale explanation, so how could Qin Qing believe it?Gu Yan took a breath before continuing, "I don't know how things turned out like this, I..."

"You didn't?" Qin Qing interrupted her and sneered, "Then why did you accept the show?"

Gu Yan was speechless, and the fingers placed beside him pinched the bed sheet tightly.

"Nothing to say? Let me speak for you. Gu Yan, I know that you can't do those things according to your personality, and I believe you in this. Of course, if it is really planned by you, then take it as my blind faith." Someone." Qin Qing stopped, sat up straight, and looked at Gu Yan leisurely, trying to catch panic or other emotions from her eyes.But Gu Yan was always calm, and the coldness in Qin Qing's eyes was cracked.Inhaling, exhaling, and inhaling again, Qin Qing bit his lower lip hard to stop himself from softening his heart.

Gu Yan was not in a hurry, and quietly waited for Qin Qing to continue.

"But you took the role, Gu Yan, do you know that if you do this, I will have no chance at all? I will never have the chance to return to this line of work in the future! Why did you do that? You are so impatient to think If you want to change your life, can't you wait for a while? This is what you call being worthy of your own conscience? Gu Yan, I am really disappointed in you, so disappointed..." Qin Qing choked up, his shoulders shook violently, Tears followed, and she raised her hand to wipe them away, turning her face away.At the most embarrassing and ridiculous moment, she didn't want to be seen by Gu Yan at all.She hated, yes, hated that person very much, the person she was most familiar with and now the strangest person!

Seeing Qin Qing like this, Gu Yan felt uncomfortable and wished he could bear everything for her.But she was the one who pushed Qin Qing who was standing on the edge of the cliff with her own hands!There is no medicine for regret in the world, everyone has to be responsible for what they have done.

"Qing, I'm sorry for you. Is there anything I can do for you, I..."

"No need." Qin Qing interrupted her again, "Go, I'm tired."

She was very tired. She had never felt so physically and mentally exhausted as if she was floating in the sea.Sure enough, one wrong step and one wrong step. It was once filthy, but in the end it has to be paid back.The so-called sincerity is a fart, who in the entertainment industry doesn't do one thing to the face and another to the back?The ridiculous thing is that she just followed Gu Yan's way!It was her own fault for falling into this situation, she had nothing to say!That's right, there's nothing left to lose in the future, so she can go all out!

Thinking of this, Qin Qing suddenly burst into laughter. While laughing, tears fell from the corners of his eyes desperately, and Gu Yan's heart was cut like a knife.She wanted to go forward to comfort her, but Qin Qing avoided her.

"Miss Gu, please." Sister He couldn't stand it any longer. The appearance of Gu Yan was undoubtedly to sprinkle salt on Qin Qing's scarred heart.Whether it is from the perspective of a manager or a friend, she does not allow Gu Yan to be hurt again.

Gu Yan supported the edge of the bed and stood up, took a deep look at Qin Qing, hiding his sad emotions, and walked out of Qin Qing's house in a nonchalant manner.

"Boom..." The door was slammed shut behind him, resounding through the silent corridor, and the air trembled.

Gu Yan folded his arms, leaned against the wall weakly, closed his eyes, Qin Qing's expression of despair was in front of him.The position of the left atrium was throbbing like a tear.Gu Yan suddenly opened his eyes, covered his heart, panted heavily, and it took a long time before he calmed down.

She didn't go home right away, but walked aimlessly on the street.The wind in the summer night is slightly cool, but unfortunately it cannot blow away the heat and dust in my heart.

The next day, Gu Yan disappeared without a sound, and no one knew where she went——