sequel

She sighed and said: "Think about your grandma, you know what the doctor said. You are the only thing she wants to think about. You can't do things that make her sad, you know? Even if it's to coax her temporarily... ..."

Wang Jingchen couldn't hear the wit in Zhuang Manxue's words.The kind-hearted woman in front of me watched him grow up, and she was the one who came to help him every now and then after something happened in their house; it was also the one who often came to help Wang Jingchen visit his grandma after he went to college. She, what she said today, in Wang Jingchen's ears, is a simple literal meaning, where is there any other mystery?

He replied again, thinking in his heart, why did Zhuang Yufan come back.

After that night, he and Zhuang Yufan had no contact.Who knows, the other party flew abroad again.

Zhuang Yufan is really capricious, he flew to another country whenever he got into trouble with Wang Jingchen, as if he could escape like this.

Missing is a huge net covering the universe, if love is still there, it will follow you every step of the way.

How can there be a saying of running away?

The original intention was to keep a few people for dinner, but the two girls were in a hurry to go home, Liu Dong used his black modern to lead them one step ahead.The friend was sent away, and there were two people left in the family.

That night, Wang Jingchen cooked and brought it to her grandmother's bedroom.

After moving a small square table and putting it on the bed, Grandma Wang had already sat up by herself, and Wang Jingchen propped up the pillow for her skillfully.Then he put the bowls and chopsticks on the small table, pulled a chair and sat by the bed and waited for his grandma to finish eating before going out.

"You eat too, why, see grandma eating, are you hungry?"

"Not hungry, the cook is not hungry at all." Wang Jingchen narrowed his eyes and smiled.

"Poor mouth." The old man has bad teeth, eats slowly, swallows a few mouthfuls, and then stops.Wang Jingchen was nervous: "Isn't it delicious? I have tasted it, and it tastes okay."

Grandma Wang raised her head, two pools of tears rolled in her eye sockets, and her eyes were cloudy.She said, "Chenzi, grandma has become a burden."

Wang Jingchen looked anxious. "Shua Shua" took out two pieces of paper to help grandma wipe away her tears: "What is burdensome and not burdensome? You are my only family member in this world, you are not allowed to say that!"

Grandma Wang held Wang Jingchen's hand, wiped away her tears and rolled out: "Grandma is afraid that she will drag you down. She is usually very careful, but she is no match for her age. I, I will drive a hen back, then The beast ran fast, I thought, that chicken lays the most eggs, and I couldn’t run anymore, so I chased it a few steps, who knows... Once I fell, I couldn’t stand up like anyone in the village!”

Wang Jingchen shook his head and stroked Grandma Wang's back: "Don't worry, the doctor said it's temporary, I bought you a walking stick, you can practice slowly to recover."

Recovery is impossible. This fall, let alone walking, will slowly lose control, stutter...slowly...life dies...

Grandma Wang obviously didn't believe it. She still held Wang Jingchen's hand and said her own words: "I heard from grandma that you need to find a girl who can take care of you and treat you well. It's not that Tian Rui is fine today, but Chenzi, Grandma Wang paused, "It must be a girl, you know?"

Wang Jingchen froze all over, he felt a heavy head on his neck, because he couldn't lift his head to look at his grandma, he slowly leveled his gaze, and looked into the old man's eyes, which were moistened and cleared by tears A little more, so I can see the sadness and worry more clearly.

Wang Jingchen's scalp was about to explode: How did grandma know?No, how much does grandma know?

"I won't say anything else, you are a good boy, you can't go this way... Promise grandma, break up with that person, find a good girl... ah."

Zhuang Yufan walked out of Grandma Wang's house exhausted, and when he heard this sentence, he stood there frozen like a stick in the shape of a human.

He heard Wang Jingchen say "OK".

Zhuang Yufan also heard his heartache and screamed, roaring and crying, he stifled his thoughts and confession, and returned from across the sea, he didn't say anything, and heard Wang Jingchen say "good."

"Stop with that person."

"it is good".

"Break it."

"it is good".

very good.Standing outside the door, Zhuang Yufan raised his head and ordered back the tears that were about to burst into his eyes, but they were completely disobedient and rolled down, hitting the floor in front of the door, leaving a circle of water stains.

He didn't knock on the door, didn't protest, didn't cry, even the tears were silent, his shoulders were restrained from trembling, and when viewed from behind, he was standing upright.If the shaking of his body could be tolerated more, no one would notice that he was crying.

When Wang Jingchen came out of grandma's room, he was holding a bowl in his hand, and looked down to see the two large circles of water stains on the ground.His heart tightened, and he wanted to run after him.But when he thought of the grandma behind him, he put down the bowl and washed his hands repeatedly, tears mixed in the sink water, looking at so much liquid, how many liters?

He felt like he was going to dry up his future tears overnight.

The next day, when Zhuang Manxue came over, he told the two elders that he was going out, so he went out with his eyes swollen from crying. He was going to find Zhuang Yufan. How could he let two people The relationship with her ended so vaguely?

No matter what Zhuang Yufan heard, no matter what decision he made, how could he be reconciled if he didn't say something clearly in person?Wang Jingchen hailed a car and drove to Zhuang Yufan's house. He still had his house keys with him, and he still had some things left at Zhuang Yufan's house, such as the unused pens and notebooks after graduation from high school, school uniforms, papers, flowers and plants ...Wang Jingchen thought about it, and found that he had left a lot of things in Zhuang Yufan's house.

The things are still there, the memories are still there, how can you just say forget?

He opened the door and went in, but there was no one downstairs.He went straight to the second floor.Zhuang Yufan's room was open, and he was sorting his things with his back to the door. He didn't turn his head when he heard the sound, but asked, "Auntie, didn't you say you won't be here today?"

Zhuang Yufan was still tidying up and didn't hear an answer. As soon as he turned around, he saw Wang Jingchen who was running out of breath.The surprise on his face flashed, and he calmed down quickly, and resumed his work.

Wang Jingchen walked over, tore off the things in his hands, and forced him to look at himself.

"What do you want to do?" Zhuang Yufan slammed his things on the ground and asked loudly while standing in front of him.

"I still want to ask you, what do you want to do?!"

Zhuang Yufan turned around with his arms crossed, closed his eyes tightly and opened them again.He has never been an irritable person. He has the calmness, self-restraint and gentleness that Zhuang Caiguo inherited from him. He has a lot of experience in self-decompression.And what is he doing now?

He felt that his whole body was surrounded by a ball of anger, and he couldn't rush out and struggle. When he saw the source of the fire standing opposite him, he couldn't get angry.Looking at Wang Jingchen, the person who is usually the most irritable, actually looked at him with aggrieved eyes, and even spread his hands, wanting to hug him at any time.

Zhuang Yufan's tense shoulders suddenly relaxed, he took a chair casually, sat there and didn't intend to speak.

"It was you last night, right?" Wang Jingchen sat down, squatted down, and asked him with his head raised.

Zhuang Yufan turned his face away, not looking at him.

Wang Jingchen held Zhuang Yufan's ankle with both hands, the latter was about to be pulled out, Wang Jingchen pinched it, and said very gently and patiently: "No matter what you hear, remember, I will still love you in the end."

"So?" Zhuang Yufan looked down at him, "The one who loves me in the end, can be with others in the middle? Even for your grandma? Don't you think you're an asshole?"

Wang Jingchen stood up, put his hands on the armrests of the chair, and locked Zhuang Yufan in his arms. Their eyes met and their noses touched. It was obviously a very affectionate gesture, but there was no love in their eyes.

"Don't force me, just for a while...for now..." Wang Jingchen closed his eyes, wanting to kiss Zhuang Yufan.

Zhuang Yufan dodged and pushed him away: "I can't bear betrayal for an hour a day, let alone this period of time! Wang Jingchen, if you like it, it will end at the beginning, and if you love it, it will have an end. "

Wang Jingchen looked at the agitated person in front of him in disbelief, he didn't even give a hug, didn't even show consideration, and didn't even cooperate with saying a few words.It's only been one night, how can people change?

What else did Wang Jingchen want to say, Zhuang Manxue at the door said: "Jingchen, you go back first..."

I don't know when she came and how long she stood there.

Wang Jingchen opened his mouth, he wanted to say that he would not be with other girls just to coax grandma, that would be too bastard, he just wanted to separate temporarily.But Zhuang Yufan obviously misunderstood.At this time, Zhuang Manxue's appearance interrupted his defense, and he looked unwillingly at Zhuang Yufan, who had his back turned to him, and walked out helplessly.The flower pots in the aisle are withered plants, which have long lost the graceful and vigorous style of the past.The curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows were only half opened, and the cold wind came in, reminding him of a certain time when he was punished by Lin Fen to stand in the living room.

Wang Jingchen pushed away the bedroom where he used to live, and it was neatly tidied up and covered with a dust cover, as if it was ready to welcome the original owner back at any time.

He gently closed the door, twitched his sore nostrils, gritted his teeth and walked out of the dealer.

He thought that Zhuang Yufan needed to calm down for a while. He has always been a very sensible and sober person, and the words "impulsivity" rarely happened to him, but he didn't know that it would take seven years just to say goodbye. back.

Zhuang Yufan seemed to have disappeared from the world, Wang Jingchen couldn't ask Zhuang Manxue, because she knew about them, and she didn't know who to ask, because the only person who had the best relationship with Zhuang Yufan was himself.

Wang Jingchen went to Zhuang Yufan's school, found his dormitory, and had a fight with that Chen Wei. The two of them lay on the deserted playground with bruises on the corners of their mouths, panting.

Chen Wei said: "I fucking hate you!"

"I hate myself too."

"You ran away in anger, I didn't even have to look at it."

Wang Jingchen stared at Lan Tian, ​​and said in his heart: "I want to see him, but I can't see him anymore."

Not long ago, in this playground, on the horizontal bar on the other side, Zhuang Yufan still flirted with him, chatting and laughing.What did Zhuang Yufan say at that time?

Oh, by the way, he said: "Student Wang Jingchen, if you dare to half-heartedly, then your Zhuang Yufan will go to the ends of the earth in the future, and you will never be able to find him."

He really kept his word and kept his word. This time he left so resolutely, he dropped out of school, changed all contact methods, and really couldn't find them.

In Zhuang Yufan's world, there is no "comfort and transition", no reconciliation, forgiveness, only a breakup.

Some people are soft thorns in their hearts, and they will not feel the pain if they think about it once without hurting their muscles and bones.It sticks harmlessly in the softest place, pulls it out, and the heart shrinks in desperately to protect it; when it is pressed, it feels distressed.Every deep breath only made it pierce deeper, made him think deeper.