sequel

All of her worries have not been resolved, judging from Zhuang Yufan's expression, it seems that getting along is not going well.Although Zhuang Manxue wished that the two of them would not go well and separate naturally, she didn't want, not at all, to see Zhuang Yufan unhappy.

This concern is like the sword of Damocles hanging on the neck. Zhuang Manxue bears such a burden on her shoulders. She hopes that Zhuang Caiguo will get Zhuang Yufan to go abroad, because in her opinion, adolescent love It cannot withstand the isolation of space.

After years of separation, both parties have their own lives, without the other party's participation, they gradually drift away, and Wang Jingchen is such a greedy young man...

She thought about it randomly, and when Lin Xueya came over for dinner after get off work, the three of them naturally talked about some things in the village.

"Grandma Wang fell down last time and couldn't get up sitting at the door of her house. I don't know how long she sat there, and she couldn't make any noises. Fortunately, the neighbor's tofu maker opened the door and saw it. Quickly call someone to pull it up."

Lin Xueya asked, "Which Grandma Wang?"

Zhuang Manxue said, "Who else? Jingchen and his grandma." Zhuang Manxue saw Zhuang Yufan's face lifted, and she ate with a natural expression, "I'm getting older, I feel less, and I live alone, something happened It’s too late to run to the hospital.”

Zhuang Yufan: "Grandma Wang didn't tell Brother Chen, did she?"

"Probably not." Zhuang Manxue shook her head, "She breathed a sigh of relief and acted as usual again, telling us not to let Chen Zi know. However, I'm getting older, year after year, I'm really worried. Grandma Wang pulled me that day and asked me how to tell Jing Chen about finding a partner."

The soup in Zhuang Yufan's spoon shook and spilled some on the dish.

"Oh, Yufan, you're not steady with a spoon. You've poured this dish over." Lin Xueya called out.

Zhuang Manxue looked at Zhuang Yufan across the 1.5-meter round table, Zhuang Yufan also looked at her, and Lin Xueya in the middle wiped off the excess soup on the table with tissue paper, and didn't notice how strange the expressions of the other two were.

Zhuang Yufan felt that Zhuang Manxue knew everything, but he didn't know how to ask.Zhuang Manxue was waiting for him to tell her all that in person, maybe Zhuang Yufan was willing to talk, so would he still listen to his aunt like he did when he was a child?

This is like a silent dragging that hurts others and hurts oneself. From Wang Jingchen's cold heart to Zhuang Manxue's indifference, Zhuang Yufan's pressure has reached a critical point. He can't take it anymore. He wants to shoot the case. However, he wanted to tell the world, he wanted to drag Wang Jingchen to his grandmother, he even wanted to kneel in front of the old man and say "We love each other."

But he also understands that he can only "think" when he thinks about everything, if he really does that, Wang Jingchen will definitely break with him.

Wang Jingchen looks very easy-going and easy-going, but once he does something, he has a sense of determination.He hit the south wall, his head was bleeding and his body was smashed to pieces, and he didn't look back.

When he told Zhuang Yufan about the future, he had planned a "future" with Zhuang Yufan in the future; but if Zhuang Yufan touched his bottom line, then the bottom line would rise from the ground and erect an indestructible wall, Block all the "futures" between him and Zhuang Yufan.

He has his pace and rhythm, you don't have to follow, you don't have to cooperate, but you can't force him.

Otherwise, he cuts off all "later".

Zhuang Yufan didn't know how he finished that meal, he didn't rush to help Zhuang Manxue wash the dishes as usual, he just went back upstairs silently, and put the gift he brought back in Zhuang Manxue's room , a scarf for each person, high-quality wool, and he bought Zhuang Manxue a bottle of chapping cream.Zhuang Manxue has been doing farm work for many years, and when winter comes, there are bloody wounds on her hands.

He respected and loved Zhuang Manxue like a mother.

But why didn't Zhuang Manxue support him?

Zhuang Yufan put the phone on his chest, waiting for Wang Jingchen's call.It has been two days and eight hours, and Wang Jingchen has no text messages or phone calls. It can be seen that his life there is too exciting and busy.

Yang Guo went out of the ancient tomb, the colorful world, making him happy, making him happy, making him forget that his aunt was with him to be happy, seeing him happy and happy.

Zhuang Yufan doesn't like himself like this, when did he start, humble?cautious?Insincere?

But knowing love is really confusing people's minds.Who can be awake all the time, advance and retreat methodically?

That's really not crazy and obsessed love, it's a matter of mind.

Wang Jingchen arrived home three days later. He was indeed a lively physique. After two days of playing at school all night, he had dinner with the college's student union officials, caught up on sleep on the plane, and recovered his energy when he came back.

Grandma Wang just kept saying that he had lost weight, pressing her arms and touching his head, loving the old man so much that she couldn't put it down.

Since he came back years ago, when Wang Jingchen returned to his hometown this time, he received a welcome ceremony from the villagers who "probe into his brain". A few days ago, everyone heard Grandma Wang say "My family's Chenzi" and "We respect Chen", according to today's It's all kinds of fancy Amway.

When Wang Jingchen got home, he asked, "Did you say something to them again?"

Grandma Wang waved her hand: "How can that be? Grandma just chats with them. They ask, is Chen Zi in college and has a date? I just talk about his children. I don't know. You see, Grandma doesn't go around saying that you have a date. .”

Wang Jingchen hurriedly coaxed his grandma into the house to sit and listen to the play. After putting away his luggage, he rolled up his sleeves and went to the kitchen, and called Zhuang Yufan by the way.

Of course, Zhuang Yufan didn't answer.He browsed the information on studying abroad there, and he fell into a vortex of negative emotions without knowing how to save himself.He thought very angry, at worst, I will go abroad.

The other party didn't answer the phone, Wang Jingchen didn't care, he threw the phone into his pocket, and started to pack it up in a hurry.

It wasn't until Liu Dong came back to organize a party and asked Wang Jingchen to notify Zhuang Yufan that he realized that he hadn't contacted Zhuang Yufan for a week since he was on vacation, and Zhuang Yufan didn't even think of looking for him.

He was stunned holding the phone, is there something wrong?Obviously the last time we parted was okay?

So, it should be in a school at the time, right?It is said that a long-distance relationship is too difficult, but when it comes to the two of them, he feels that such a thing as a long-distance relationship is not a thing at all.

How can the relationship between him and Zhuang Yufan, which lasted for more than ten years, be defeated by two words?

Liu Dong seemed to be very busy. Before the call was finished, Wang Jingchen heard a call coming in. Liu Dong said to him: "Then let's do this first. You are responsible for notifying your school masters. I will contact Tian Rui for the others. -"

Before finishing the word "Department", Liu Dong pinched the phone, Wang Jingchen stared at the screen, watched it go dark, unlocked it again, and hurriedly called Zhuang Yufan.

It's connected now.

"...It's me." Wang Jingchen said.

"Ah."

"So what, are you free the night after tomorrow? Liu Dong called his classmates, let's have a party." Their conversation was polite and familiar, as if they were lovers they hadn't seen for a long time, or childish enemies who just smiled away their grievances.

Zhuang Yufan thought he was asking him to come out, so the corners of his mouth curled up. When he heard the next sentence, the smile froze on both sides, and he turned cold.He said, "Where is it?"

"It's still the same place."

"That's fine."

Wang Jingchen sighed: "Do you have to do the same with me?"

"How? What do you want me to do with you?!" Zhuang Yufan's voice suddenly became louder, he was emotional, he held the phone in one hand, spread his fingers in the other, and walked around the room pressing his temples, the computer screen was still on , is the browsing page for studying abroad.Zhuang Yufan asked: "What do you want? Ah? Tell me one, and I will do as you wish."

"Yufan, calm down. Calm down first."

Zhuang Yufan let out a long breath, because he restrained his breathing too hard, his eyes were wet, and his voice was choked up: "Brother Chen, in fact, since you decided to stay with me, are you ready for the day when you separate?"

Wang Jingchen's ears buzzed, he wanted to say "no", but he did have the intuition that he would separate from Zhuang Yufan; he wanted to say "yes", but he always felt that he would only love Zhuang Yufan.

This is the only one in the world who matches his soul.

Zhuang Yufan waited for him for more than ten seconds, and there was only a weak background sound in the receiver. Wang Jingchen opened his mouth, wanting to sigh, and a beep sounded in his ear.

Zhuang Yufan hung up on him.

How long has it been since you cried as an adult?When was the last time you cried?for what?Relatives or lovers?Missing pet or lost a beloved item?Or frustration or work reasons?

Wang Jingchen sat on the cold floor, leaning against the bed, leaning his neck back, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes to the pinnae, accumulated in the shallow pinnae, and filled up as he moved.

Grandma called him downstairs, Wang Jingchen wiped away his tears with a few pieces of tissue paper: "Come on, I'll come down right away!"

Love to go or not.Wang Jingchen broke the jar and thought: You are so used to it that you have nowhere to go, right?

Li Qingzhao wrote "Things are people, but things are not everything", saying that the scenery has not changed, but the people have disappeared.This is probably the case when seeing things, thinking about people and touching the scene.So what about things that are not people?

At the same KTV entrance, at the same evening, Wang Jingchen, who was also squatting waiting for someone, could not calm down the moment he saw Zhuang Yufan.

Some people really came into this world just to restrain themselves.No matter how much you scream, how dismissive and how you put on airs, as long as he stands there, you will completely throw away your armor and lose without fighting.

Wang Jingchen got up, waited for Zhuang Yufan to lock the car, and waited for him to come over.

The setting sun is still so beautiful, the whole western sky is red, and it is warm and beautiful when cast on the two of them.Wang Jingchen looked at Zhuang Yufan's side face, the dark circles under his eyes made him look haggard.He stretched out his hand, just as someone else came over, Wang Jingchen clenched his hand into a fist, coughed under his mouth, and said, "Let's go in."

Zhuang Yufan had a sad expression on his face, he watched Wang Jingchen's little movements carefully.He felt that those small movements were invisible spikes, piercing into his heart, and the pain was so painful that he gasped.

Are you so shameless?

Well, I can't see anyone.

I'm as shameful as the scar on my chest.