sequel

Originally, I came to this party with anticipation and determination, and I broke up not to mention it, and... maybe there is no relationship anymore?

Zhuang Yufan rode on the road and dashed for more than 100 meters on the sidewalk, ending with the bicycle head meeting a tree intimately.His brakes prevented his head from hitting a tree as well.A few night runners came over to check the situation, he shook his head and waved his hands and said it was all right.

The evening breeze is slightly drunk, the galaxy is surging, the night sky is like a black brocade, the sky and the earth are so big, so silently tolerate the silent tears of a young man under the tree.

He was still sitting on the bicycle, clutching the handlebars with both hands, unwilling to let go.Afterwards, as if he had figured something out, he raised one shoulder and wiped his face, before getting on the bicycle again.

"I don't need anyone. I have never been wanted since I was born." He silently recited these two sentences in his heart, and it automatically circulated all the way until he reached home.

Lin Fen hasn't come back yet, as expected.Usually when Zhuang Yufan was going to school, Lin Fen would come in from the outside rubbing his eyes early.While yawning, he put the roadside snacks on the table, and went to catch up on sleep by himself.

Zhuang Yufan took a few deep breaths in the hallway, the years of depression, silence and indifference made him unable to calm down.

He is not a young man with a high EQ. What he shows to the outside world is all illusions. The traditional virtues of gentleness, politeness and friendliness, gentleness, courtesy, and frugality are all illusions like a piece of window paper, which has been painstakingly pasted over the years to cover his The ugly and terrifying secret was torn apart and exposed in just one night. The truth was revealed, and everyone saw it. He was like... a monster inside and out...

On the other side, Wang Jingchen and Tian Rui finished their follow-up work, and then walked home with heavy steps.

Wang Jingchen was rarely silent, he watched the rushing traffic ahead without saying a word, and occasionally sighed a few times, sighing carefully and restrained, not wanting to affect Tian Rui beside him.

Tian Rui opened her mouth a few times, and finally spoke: "You...will Yufan blame us?"

Wang Jingchen shook his head and did not speak.

After walking a few more steps, Tian Rui heard Wang Jingchen's voice saying: "He won't blame you, he will just ignore me again. After all, I used to..." At this point he shrugged and smiled, but his expression was sad , "You also know why he was injured when he was young, and you also know that this kid has been my friend since he was a child. He has a lot of bad tempers: he cares about love and has a bad personality. In addition to being good at learning and being polite to unfamiliar people, he There are almost no advantages. But you know, that's it, I still think he is the best person in the world. Because...forget it, why did I say these things, people ran away in anger."

"If you don't try it, tell him these words, maybe he will..."

"No, he won't." Wang Jingchen interrupted.He looked up at the night sky, the stars were crowded, and the night was boundless, making the clusters of stars seem very small and lonely.He sighed silently: "If that kid looks at me like that, he will be really angry, and he will never listen to what I have to say."

I don't know when it started, the clear and frank eyes in the memory became restrained and introverted, restraining the hopes and expectations that were determined not to say it, and put the "you stay with me, you don't want to play with me" The request is stuffed in a restrained manner, and thrown into the gray space-time that no one knows.

He went from awkward language expression to simply omitting body language, Wang Jingchen found that sometimes he didn't understand Zhuang Yufan.

In the past, the two had conflicts and awkwardness, but they were able to coexist peacefully again.This time, turning his neck into a twist probably won't be able to tie Zhuang Yufan anymore.

This holiday was Wang Jingchen's most restful holiday. He stayed at home obediently, wandering around in the yard at most, harming the chickens and ducks raised by his grandma, and plucked a few jasmine plants planted by his grandma.Most of them rest in the room like a grandfather: playing games and doing homework, so bored that they have to take out the books in the house to read.

His homeroom teacher never imagined that the student who had been doing nothing for two school years would work hard because of "boring" one day!

Although the starting point is puzzling and unrealistic, the result is good.

It can be seen that the rotten seeds may not be rotten to the end, and they have grown into a sapling sapling that we like to hear and see.

Grandma only thought that Wang Jingchen's parents were coming back, and what trouble Wang Jingchen had caused, so she previewed the "grandson" in advance.

On the contrary, Zhuang Manxue has been to the house a few times, sometimes giving Wang Jingchen's grandma some sweet potato powder made by herself, and sometimes it's vegetables that she can't finish eating in her own field. Is it because Zhuang Yufan doesn't come this year and he doesn't want to accompany the old aunt anymore.

Wang Jingchen is suffering and can't tell.

From Zhuang Manxue's mouth, he knew about the unhappiness, and within two days after the farewell, Zhuang Yufan went to some kind of training, Zhuang Manxue couldn't come up with such an awesome list of names.Listening to her expression, Wang Jingchen asked, "Aunt Man, has he gone to study with Uncle Zhuang?"

"Yes, over there in Caiguo."

That is learning exchanges such as summer camps and winter camps.Wang Jingchen thought, yes, Zhuang Yufan is so outstanding and his performance is sky-high, so he should have a better place and development.As for high school, he can go to No. [-] Middle School without a doubt, as for me...

He also thought about talking to his father about not going to No. [-] Middle School in the city anymore.After all, the city's No. [-] middle school gathers the city's top students, and it will be difficult for him to enter with a level of neither high nor low, and he will be out of place in all aspects.Why force the mud on the wall, the mud is embarrassing and the cement worker is wronged, it is still mud after the wall is pasted.

But Papa Wang was obviously unmoved.

In a recent phone call, his father said: "Recently, business is really... hard to describe. You study hard, and after you graduate from college, you will help your parents do business. It is especially difficult in the past two years. Forget it, let me tell you this What are you doing?"

He could feel it even if his father didn't say it. After all, he was no longer the ignorant boy who only cared about having fun. He still listened to what grandma said casually.Grandma said: "Oh, your dad hasn't been at home very much these past few years, and the days are passing by? You see, your grandpa and I didn't travel so far to make a living, and you can marry your dad to a wife and build a house, right? son?"

Wang Jingchen knew that grandma was a typical rural old man. When the money rolled in, she said with a smile on her face that it was too hard outside and she was back; when she didn't get much money, she sincerely hoped that her son would come back.

In the past two years, his father's clothing wholesale business has not been as good as before. It can be seen from the items sent home that they are not so frequent and expensive.But he doesn't think it's that bad, and anyway, the standard of living is much better than most people's lives.

Father Wang said on the phone again: "Did you commit something again and don't want me to go back and find a relationship for you first?" It's true that the son is like his father--Wang Jingchen silently wiped off his cold sweat, and his father continued to say loudly: "Originally, I couldn't make it back in time, and it would be too late to go to the relationship after a while, but I have to go back to China in a few days, which is rare! I told your mother, why don't you come back on a special trip, the two families have a meal, you Aren't you going to board with him next year, just to get acquainted with him again."

Wang Jingchen on the other end of the phone was struck by lightning: "Dad! Boss! I think it's good for me to live in a dormitory! I can learn to be independent, learn to communicate with others, and it's close to the school. I..."

"Why are you independent? Just your Uncle Zhuang's family... Anyway, you live in their house and you are also independent, and you have a babysitter with your Uncle Zhuang's son. That child is called Yufan, right? I heard that his grades are very good, so he can To urge you to study, to help you make up lessons. That's it. I'll talk about it in detail when I come back! I have a phone call here——Hello, Mr. Sun! Hello, hello, Xiao Wang! That batch of goods... ..."

His father hung up the phone resolutely, leaving behind Wang Jingchen who was scratching his ears and cheeks with a frowning face.

His father unilaterally decided his next three years.

Wang Jingchen was lying on the table looking at the microphone, his fingers were wrapped around the phone wire, and he was in a daze.

Ouch, it's over, it's really over now, God is going to kill me.As soon as he slapped the table, he felt that the future could not be in the hands of his parents, but he had to fight for it himself, so he slapped the case and went upstairs to study.

His father likes him to study obediently. When the time comes, grandma will help him beat the drums and praise him a few more times. When his father is in a good mood, everything can be discussed.Then it is not impossible to mention that he wants to stay.

Wang Jingchen felt that he was very wise, and his eyes became lively again.

Let's talk about Zhuang Yufan over there, he is not at all willing to participate in training camps that waste time and money, and he doesn't like to stay with Zhuang Caiguo, but he doesn't want to see Lin Fen going in and out every day at home, let alone When asked about the name Wang Jingchen at his aunt's house, he gritted his teeth and flew to the country where his father lived.

He can't have a sense of intimacy with his parents. If this sense of intimacy finds a reference like Lin Fen, then he feels that he may be closer to Zhuang Caiguo, because for Lin Fen, his definition is that he uses the same room. housing people.The definition of Zhuang Caiguo is the person who bears my study and living expenses.

As for Zhuang Manxue, his definition is much more humane, as the aunt who raised me and loved me.

To Wang Jingchen...he sneered, and that smile quenched the ice and snow.

Zhuang Yufan would never admit that he was a bit of a secondary school student during this period, especially in his attitude towards these four people.