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The lights in the movie theater were flickering and several speakers were playing around. Zhi Ke and An Liang sat in the penultimate row, looking at the two kissing boys in the front row with their eyes open.

After watching for less than two seconds, Zhi Ke belatedly looked away and raised his hand to cover An Liang's eyes.

"Don't look." He moved closer to Anliang's ear, his voice was very anxious and a little embarrassed.

The eyes of the two were particularly bright in the dark, and the depths of the pupils were like moonlight reflected by well water, cold and clear.

As soon as the eyes met, it was like being burned by the longing in the opponent's eyes, Zhi Ke's hand was pulled to the mouth by the opponent and licked lightly, the lips were terribly hot.

As expected, the little rabbit was frightened by this presumptuous action, and couldn't help shrinking back, trying to withdraw his arm, but was bullied by the other party and hugged him, pressing against his forehead, panting heavily.

Anliang gently rubbed the tip of his nose, whispering what was in his heart, "I want to kiss you."

Zhi Ke was so frightened by this sentence that he reached out and pushed his chest, but he couldn't escape from being held tightly around his waist, even if he twisted his neck and didn't dare to look into the other's eyes, he couldn't escape a long distance.

After all, if you twisted, you would see Meng Lang in front of you, and if you didn't twist, you would feel Meng Lang in front of you.

Anliang reached out to grab the little rabbit's chin, turned back to his head, and pecked lightly on his lips. Although he couldn't see anything clearly in the dark, he could still feel that the other party's face was blushing. He smiled lightly. , "Don't like kissing me?"

Zhi Ke pursed his lips, the place where he was pecked by the other party was slightly itchy, as if there was a small bug walking over there, it was very annoying, and he wanted to scratch, but because the other party was right in front of him, he was too embarrassed to touch it .

He lowered his eyelids and shook his head lightly, "No... I don't like it..." The voice of being embarrassed was covered with the sound of water.

"Oh, that's why I like it." Anliang continued to ask without letting him go.

Zhi Ke's eyelashes trembled violently a few times, his eyes kept dodging, and he didn't even have the courage to look at the other party. He felt the scorching breath and ambiguous atmosphere between the two, and his body couldn't help shaking again and again.

Then mustered up the courage and nodded honestly, "I like it."

Aroused by these three words, the wolf-blooded Young Master An held the other party down and kissed frantically. When their tongues met, they both trembled and shuddered.Like an electric shock.

After the hearty kiss ended, Anliang no longer had the heart to watch movies, but just wanted to go home quickly.

The little rabbit was so frightened by his bold behavior that he clutched his heart and gasped for breath. The boy beside him lowered his head and took deep breaths, mouthful and rhythmically, with a serious expression.

Even the hair that hangs down has a beautiful curvature.The clean black hair exposed the long neck, which was fair and fragile.

Before the movie was over, the two left in a hurry, their hearts beating non-stop along the way, but they refused to speak.I am afraid that once I speak, I will not be able to suppress the wild thoughts and desires in my heart.

Early the next morning, Zhi Ke woke up slowly from his sleep. The air conditioner in the room was strong, and he was afraid of the heat. He only had a corner of the quilt around his waist, and his long hands and feet were exposed to the sun, reflecting the light.

When he looked back, Anliang was no longer there, his body was sore and he didn't want to move, so he lay on the bed and grabbed the pillow, recalling the dream just now.

He himself didn't quite understand why he suddenly dreamed of the past, probably because the scene was too similar, so those old things came back to him...

He was 23 that year, the same age as Anliang.

The two of them were about to graduate from university, Anliang rented an apartment outside, and rarely lived in the school, but he was still running around playing tricks.

Before that meeting, the two hadn't contacted each other for a month, probably because they were busy after graduation, busy with their own lives.

Then Anliang invited him to watch a movie.

I also watched today's video, and there were two boys kissing in the row in front of them.very similar.

Then the two young men were stimulated by the kiss of the two boys, and ran out of the theater in a hurry. The two went all the way to the park next to them, slumped on their seats and gasped for breath.

Anliang took advantage of the moonlight to touch Zhike's hand, wanting to say something.But before he could speak, his arm was pushed away by the little rabbit.

Zhi Ke said softly: "Don't touch me first... I just watched two boys kissing, and I can't accept two big boys touching their hands..."

It was obviously a gentle tone, but he nailed Anliang in place, and he didn't recover for a long time.It took a while for An Liang to ask doubtfully, with a hesitant voice: "You...are you disgusted by two boys kissing?"

Zhi Ke pursed his lips and remained silent for a long time.He never liked to say hurtful words, so he simply shut his mouth.

Later... I can't remember clearly after that, because the dream ended at this point.If it wasn't for dreaming about this scene, Zhike would have completely forgotten about this trivial matter.

But several years later, when he suddenly looked back and reopened those memories, he found that there seemed to be some small things that he didn't take to heart, which seemed to be doomed.

He really wanted to go back to that time and ask Anliang, why he dragged him out of the theater in the middle of the movie that day, and why the two of them ran all the way to that park and wanted to say something...

But no matter how much you desire and regret in your heart, it is impossible.Because of that bank, in the future.out of reach.

There was a pain in my heart, and I was suddenly sore.Because no matter how depressed and failed I am after a few years, it is the road I have walked and the river I have waded.

It's like a friend who has been together for a few years and is suddenly lost.

……

Zhi Ke got up from the bed, put on his clothes and washed, and wanted to go down to find something to eat.However, as soon as he walked to the door of the study, he heard hearty laughter from inside.

Unavoidably curious, Zhi Ke leaned over and took a look at the door, only to see An Liang and another man in the study.

Very handsome, is an old acquaintance.

Just before he fell from the elevator, he saw the lace news about that man and Anliang on his mobile phone.

Only one heart fell to the bottom of the valley in an instant, it turned out...they were so early...

He thought that he knew Anliang first and wanted to gain the upper hand with that little affection. It seems that even this little chance of winning is gone now.Because if I hadn't been reborn at this time, Anliang and Zhike at the real time... hadn't fallen in love yet.

Zhi Ke frowned, his heart was tangled up.

An Liang just saw him, and beckoned someone to come over, "Come, let me introduce you to someone."

Zhi Ke looked at the two smiling and looking at each other in the study and thought for a while. He wanted to escape from such a situation and felt humiliated and angry, but he couldn't help but want to stand beside An Liang and hear how the other party wanted to introduce himself. and each other.

Before he finished tangling, Anliang called him again: "All right, come quickly."

Hesitating, the little rabbit walked in, but his face seemed unhappy.

Anliang also said that he had bullied him hard on the bed yesterday, so when he came to him, he stretched out his hand and pinched the little rabbit's face, which was regarded as selfish comfort.

Anliang looked at the man opposite, with a happy expression, and a triumphant smile on the corner of his mouth: "That's fine, I'm his boyfriend."

The person opposite gave a "tsk", "Young Master An, can you tell me the truth, did you fall in love with him back then?"

Anliang ignored his words, but turned to look at Zhike in a good mood, "Zhike, you may not know this person yet, but..."

Before he finished speaking, Zhi Ke interrupted him, "I know him."

Anliang didn't hear clearly: "What?"

Zhi Ke looked at the man opposite who was sizing him up wantonly, and repeated again with a cold face: "I know him, his name is Hong Ye."

Anliang and the man across from him were taken aback for a moment, dumbfounded.

In a flash, Anliang suddenly realized: "Little rabbit, did you overhear us just now, so you know what Hu Yunhao's new stage name is!"

This time, Zhi Ke was stunned. He looked at An Liang with a surprised face: "What did you say? Hu Yunhao?"

……

In front of the square table in the apartment, An Liang looked at Zhi Ke's surprised expression and nodded, "Yes, he is Hu Yunhao."

Hongye, oh no, Hu Yunhao just sat where he was, "What's the matter, student Zhike, after participating in "Exchanging Life", you went back to Shangougou, and you won't know me when you come out again?"

Zhike is still in Hongye is Hu Yunhao, and Hu Yunhao is Hongye.He couldn't recover from the news, and it took him a while to think, and he hurriedly explained: "No... An Liang said that you went abroad when you were a sophomore in high school, and you were gone when I met An Liang in college... I haven't seen you for so many years Too much has changed...you have changed too much!"

A chubby chubby back then, unexpectedly sprouted a few years later, and grew into a tall, thin, ruffian national husband.

Tsk, this is really...

Don't say he didn't recognize it, he didn't think about it at all.

……

Half an hour later, Anliang came out of the kitchen with two bowls of noodles. He put one bowl in front of Zhi Ke and the other in front of himself. He tentatively handed out his chopsticks and coaxed people softly, "Eat something first." Bar……"

That cautious look is really rare.Zhike can only remember the other party's domineering appearance in the second stage of youth, so mature and stable Anliang is more interesting.

He hesitated for a while, then took the chopsticks under the expectant and flattering eyes of the other party, and then quietly ate the noodles.

A fried egg was spread on the surface, and the heart of the egg splattered with oil.

Anliang looked at the other person's face, afraid that although the misunderstanding at the moment was solved, the little rabbit insisted on leaving. After all...after all, the other party's unhappy appearance when getting along with him is still vivid in his memory.

Like an invisible bomb.bomb.

He paused, and said cautiously: "I didn't think you would mind these things before, sorry." If it wasn't for what Zhi Ke said that day, he really wouldn't have thought that Zhi Ke would mind.

Zhi Ke stopped eating, simply put down his chopsticks and listened carefully to his explanation.

Anliang was a little nervous when he saw him, but he had to continue, "At that time, your rejection of the same sex was very strong, so strong that the future I thought I was determined to win was suddenly shaken..."

He said, laughing at himself, "I'm not afraid of making fun of you when I say it. On the first day I reunited with you in college, I engraved your name in my future life, including starting a company and investing in the entertainment industry... "

"But you and Su Qingyun have always been ambiguous, which makes me always feel depressed. I want to find a breakthrough but can't find it. I don't understand your thinking. Obviously we have always been very good, but you are with others girls..."

Speaking of this, Anliang noticed his emotional fluctuations, and was afraid of dragging the topic away, so he shut his mouth and dragged it back to the topic again, "We went to see a movie together when we were about to graduate, do you remember?"

Zhi can't remember it at all, his memory only stays in the moment when Anliang bought an apartment and moved out, and he went to play tricks every day.

At that time, that important movie hadn't even appeared yet.

Anliang noticed the other party's stupefaction, was slightly disappointed, and then explained softly: "We were about to graduate at the time, and we hadn't seen each other for a long time, so I asked you to watch a movie. On the way to watch the movie, there was a couple kissing in front of us."

"That's for gay people."

"I was so envious. When I was young, I was always prone to impulsiveness. For a while, curiosity and physiology acted at the same time. I took you to a park. Over there, I secretly grabbed your hand, trying to relieve a lot of depression. I want to tell you about my love for the past year, and I want to tell you that I bought an apartment and invite you to live with me."

Anliang sighed, a little helpless: "I did think about a lot of things at that time, useful and useless, most of them were boring, about our future life. Another point is very important to me."

"You have been busy playing tricks in those days. I see that you are too tired to talk every time you go back to the dormitory, so you made up your mind to ask my old man to help me start a company, and bought this apartment by the way, planning to enter the entertainment industry , open a personal studio for you."

Anliang suddenly laughed again when he said this, the smile contained a little bit of bitterness, and a huge self-deprecating, "I really think a lot. I suppressed myself and didn't see you for more than a month, just wanting to wait until everything is over." I want to find you again, whether it’s a surprise, or add a victory chip to my confession, I want to tell you, I want to see your happy reaction. Or weep with joy.”

Zhi Ke didn't know this at all, it sounded like he was listening to a story, and after being attracted into it, he couldn't help asking after the other party's pause: "And then?"

"Then..." Anliang licked her lower lip, raised her eyebrows, and pretended to be relaxed, "Then you pushed my hand away, told me that you dislike homosexuality, and told me not to get too close to you, Just trying to calm down the nasty feeling of seeing two men kissing."

After finishing speaking, he smiled, then pointed to the noodles in front of Zhi Ke, "If you don't eat it, it will be soaked."

Zhi didn't look at the face, didn't hold the chopsticks, his voice and expression were not so sharp, he lowered his head, and said, "So, later on, why did we get married again?"

Anliang didn't know how to explain so many old things. After all, many things were in a completely different state of mind than when he experienced them at the time.

The authorities are fans, they have done many stupid things.Looking back now, I always feel that I can do better, but at the time it was like a ghost, and I felt that such a choice was the best answer.

Anliang said: "Later, you were estranged from me, even if I didn't say the confession and swallowed all those thoughts in my stomach, you were still estranged from me and refused all my help, including for you The studio and the apartment that were established.”

"After going around for a few years, we didn't have any contact. During this period, I regretted more than once, regretting my impulse that night, maybe I shouldn't drag you to the movies, or if I wasn't so greedy, I would directly sell the apartment. He and the studio are simply given as gifts, not as a bargaining chip for his confession, maybe things won’t go so badly... But time can’t be restarted, no matter how much I regret it, it’s useless ...until later."

"Later, your father passed away...and you have been unwilling to accept my help and unspoken rules, so the career line is not going well...then I took advantage of the vacancy and entered at your last When you were vulnerable, you shamelessly obtained your dependence and rewards."

Anliang paused, and continued: "But you always maintain a great sense of distance from me, obviously we were so close before... The relationship for many years seems to be out of reach just because we haven't contacted for two years. You always Careful, as if our identities exist in class. Moreover, when we get along with me, we are always uneasy. And there is one thing that cannot be ignored. You refuse to accept me, refuse to enter the "landscape", accept what I give The broad road you arranged."

"Then at this desperate moment, Hong Ye gave me an idea. He said that I can try to change my image in your heart, for example, make my reputation a little bit bad, and be indifferent to your attitude Some, try to create a corrupt image of your private life to the outside world, so that you can gradually eliminate your cautious attitude towards me and that uneasy class distance. So you feel that being with me is nothing more than an ordinary thing, Then accept my invitation."

"What he said didn't make much sense, and it even sounds a little funny now, but I was probably blown away by the wind at the time, and I just felt that what he said was very feasible. I was really mentally retarded and implemented it... And When you got along with me later, you really didn't feel so uneasy anymore, and instead agreed to sign 'Shanshuijian' with me."

"I originally wanted to arrange a personal studio for you as soon as you came in, equipped with the best resources in the company, but Hongye advised me not to be impatient... After procrastinating again and again, I will trick you into bed, personal work I haven't dared to set up a room for you... It sounds ridiculous, but this is the true restoration of our previous relationship. I thought that the worse my reputation was, the more relaxed you would get along with me, and you would not treat me so cautiously like repaying your gratitude , without alienation and uneasiness..."

Anliang stopped talking and said no more.

After listening to the whole story, Zhi Ke commented: "Childish. Are you a child?"

Anliang nodded, "It's quite childish."

Zhike tried to figure out his own thoughts according to the story Anliang told, "I will not gradually lose my gratitude and cautiousness in my heart because of your bad reputation, because... I will never agree to be with you just because of gratitude." together."

Anliang was stunned when he heard the words, "Then why did you..." Then you were still with him?

Zhi Ke looked at him, his big eyes were clean and clear, "The reason is very simple, that Zhi Ke has fallen in love with you. Besides, he really cares about your gossip outside. It seems that he is getting more and more relaxed, more and more comfortable with you." When you get along, it's just that he is trying to hypnotize himself over and over again, telling himself not to care about those things, only caring about the liking and dependence in front of him, and doing everything he can to please you and love you."

After Anliang heard this, he couldn't utter a word, as if a ball of cotton was stuffed in his throat.

Zhike: "Do you know why I'm so sure? It's not because I'm Zhike, but because... the attitude of the people around me towards you. Anliang, don't you think it's too obvious that the little assistant always resists you? ? Haven't you ever asked yourself why?"

Anliang was completely stunned in place as if he had been enlightened.

——Because he made Zhike sad, because Zhike refused to show his sadness every time he faced him, and would only secretly feel sad, so everyone around Little Rabbit could see his sadness.So they all hate themselves, hate to provoke their sad selves.

What a simple idea, but he had never thought of it before.

For many years, he missed a lot.

……

The next day, An Liang followed Zhi Ke to the cemetery.

Zhi Ke held a bouquet of flowers and stood in front of his father's tombstone, his eyes were red and swollen from crying, and he refused to say a word, An Liang felt so distressed seeing him like this, so he hugged him into his arms, Try to give each other warmth.

Later, when he went back, Zhi Ke still couldn't come to his senses, and just stared at things in a daze.Anliang coaxed and flattered her with all her heart, even pushing and pushing the filming.

Anyway, everything is clear now, so I'm not afraid of spoiling the other party so obviously.

Anliang also hid all the suitcases at home, for fear that the other party would suddenly feel bad about him that day, and then pack up and leave.Fortunately, Zhi Ke has been busy grieving, and never mentioned leaving again.

Half a year later, the tailor-made script for Zhike was finally finalized, and the crew had a lively meal, waiting for the summer release.

During the period, I received a lot of announcements, and there was also a reality show.

When he got home at night, Anliang was dissatisfied but didn't dare to show it. He looked at his lover who had only seen three times in a month, and made dinner with his head sullen, protesting silently.

It was only visible that he was silent, rubbing his calf gently with his feet under the dining table, "Are you angry, brother?" The little rabbit was smart, and whenever he found him angry, he would call his brother, which made him lose his temper every time.

Anliang didn't make a sound this time, and continued to eat.

Zhi Ke simply put down his chopsticks, stopped eating, went to sit on the other party's lap and pressed his mouth against the other party.Anliang couldn't bear such an active provocation from the other party, and immediately forgot all his anger.

In the emptiness of entering the bedroom, Anliang hesitated, and asked hoarsely, "Aren't you hungry if you don't eat?"

Zhi Ke shook his head, biting his Adam's apple lightly, "It's enough to eat you."

……

Afterwards, An Liang hugged the dazed Zhi Ke, finally mustered up the courage, and whispered in his ear: "Don't leave me, okay?"

……

In the graduation season, all the students raised their bachelor caps to the sky together, and Anliang and Zhike hugged each other tightly in this chaotic space.

An Liang saw Zhi Ke who had been with him in his hometown for a week, and he just came back and refused to let him accompany him, and whispered his thoughts in the other party's ear: "Don't leave me, okay?"

……

The recording of "Exchanging Lives" is completely over, and the three-month period is finally over. The entire crew was supposed to go to Dishan Village, but at this moment they are standing at the school gate, worried. Sun Shi even asked the principal to help find the protagonist of the show who disappeared. Can.

An Liang, who was holding Zhi Ke's hand in the amusement park and refused to let go, had a tense face. He looked at the little boy with red eyes who wanted to cry but held back, and held him even harder.

It wasn't until Sun Shi came here with the teacher in charge that the little boy's tears fell like rain.The eyes are so red, so pitiful, it makes people feel distressed to death.

Anliang looked at the little boy who was about to be taken away, and couldn't care less about getting angry with him. He hugged the little rabbit into his arms, his voice choked up: "Don't leave me, okay?"

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