redeemed me

Zhao Hong replied: "It's normal to be tired from military training. You are in such poor health, you really need to exercise hard."

Zhao Wang said sullenly: "It's okay to be tired. The key is that the instructor seems to have a grudge against me. He scolds me several times a day. It's not that I'm wrong, but I think I'm slow. Does he just stare at me every day? It’s me. Depressed, why am I so unlucky.”

Zhao Hongxiao, in fact, he was in the same situation during his military training. He was scolded by the instructor every day, and that period of time was indeed difficult. He lived in fear and dared not show his anger.His motor nerves are uncoordinated, and the postures he makes are awkward no matter how you look.Later, he also specially trained with a coach.

At this time, King Zhao looked at Zhao Hong carefully, and Zhao Hong was almost ashamed.Zhao Hong teased: "You are playing a hooligan!"

Zhao Hong said: "You look exactly like me. You can't tell that you are much older than me, but your temperament is more mature than mine. Why don't you try wearing my military uniform."

"Do you want me to go to the military training instead of you?" Zhao Hong knew what he was planning as soon as he heard it. "No. You can't back down when you encounter difficulties."

King Zhao pleaded: "Brother, help me. I'm about to be driven crazy by the instructor. And brother, don't you also miss the time of military training?"

Zhao Hongyu said earnestly: "If you can't do it, you can't do it. When you encounter difficulties, you must find a way to overcome them, not to escape. Escaping from things when you encounter problems is the way of a coward."

Zhao Wang was a little ashamed, he had the cheek to beg Zhao Hong, and he didn't expect Zhao Hong to agree.It's just that Zhao Hong refused too simply, which made him feel ashamed of being stripped naked.

He became angry from embarrassment: "If you don't help, you won't help. You are the only one who is brave, and everyone else is a coward."

After finishing speaking, Zhao Wang ignored Zhao Hong with a straight face.

Zhao Hong knew that he had suffered from a narrow eye disease again, and the cowardly sentence just now should have hurt his poor self-esteem.King Zhao was in a fit of anger at this time, and at this time, no matter whether he was rational or emotional, he would be resisted by King Zhao, so Zhao Hong decided not to make trouble.Let it dry for a while, and wait until King Zhao's anger subsides.

The two of them didn't speak until they went to bed.When sleeping, Zhao Wang didn't want to share a room with Zhao Hong, Zhao Hong said: "I only bought a bed sheet and quilt cover, we can only sleep in one bed today."

King Zhao rolled his eyes angrily, and complained in his heart: "Hmph! You did it on purpose."

At this time he was still aggrieved, but he was not as ashamed as before.And Zhao Hong stuck to him like a dog's skin plaster, no matter where he went, Zhao Hong would never leave him.

The two were lying on the bed, King Zhao deliberately occupied most of the bed and forced Zhao Hong to a corner.Zhao Hong said: "So you are so fat."

King Zhao still didn't speak, just kept a straight face and rolled his eyes occasionally.

Zhao Hong continued: "King Zhao, I'm so glad I came to look for you. I've always wanted to look for you. No matter how I live in the future, I really want to see you. So many people say that people should live in the present, Don’t pay attention to the people and things in the past. But the me in the past made me who I am now. I feel sorry for the me in the past. I especially want to be by his side when he is sad, and I want to help him personally when he encounters difficulties. He made it through."

"But I dare not. I don't know if I can be with him forever. If I have to leave one day, what should he do who has been relying on me? He should grow into a strong person on his own, from the heart to the heart. Externally, truly powerful. So strong that he is not afraid of others’ negation, because he knows how good he is; so strong that he is not afraid of failure, and will not shrink back because of a failure, but will only become more and more courageous; Strong enough to be able to move forward in fear even in the face of fear of the unknown; strong enough to look at one's own shortcomings objectively, and not deny oneself completely because of those shortcomings."

Listening to Zhao Hong's words, King Zhao felt a little fortunate that he was in the dark.Tears kept flowing unscrupulously, and I couldn't stop them no matter what.He turned over and turned his back to Zhao Hong.He thought that his future self would still have the effect of tear gas.

At this moment, Zhao Wang understood Zhao Hong's refusal, and it turned out that he did not look down on him.

Zhao Hong finally calmed down, and he replied: "I thought you looked down on me. You are me, and you should know that when I begged you to replace me in military training, I even looked down on this kind of behavior. But I was scared by the instructor. The whole class said that what I did was wrong, that was wrong, I felt like I was back when I was a child, the feeling of kneeling in public, I don’t want to bear it at all. You were right last time, memories cannot be destroyed Captivity, its sequelae are always there. Whenever I encounter a similar situation, it will jump out and use my body to tell me how shameful and frightening it is.”

Zhao Hong hugged him from behind, and whispered in his ear: "How can you look down on me? I only feel sorry for you. Why should you bear other people's faults. Zhao Wang, those injuries have passed, young You don't have the ability to resist. But now that you have grown up, you have the ability to protect yourself, don't you think?"

Zhao Wang was a little at a loss: "Am I capable of protecting myself? If so, why do I feel powerless in the face of the instructor's criticism?"

Zhao Hong said firmly: "Yes, you are capable, powerlessness is just an illusion left on your body by the memory of the past. You must have the courage to break the illusion."

"How to break it?" Zhao Wang asked.

Zhao Hong replied: "I also participated in military training and encountered the same situation as you. At that time, I also wished that someone could save me, but Zhao Hong did not show up. In the end, I survived life and death. I was scolded by the instructor until the end of the military training. Later, after graduation, I went to a fitness instructor for training. He said that my motor nerves were uncoordinated, I was a little hunchbacked, my body posture was poor, and I had problems with walking and standing postures. I needed special training. "

Zhao Wang cried and said: "Then there is no other way, it's just a few days, it's very difficult to practice good posture."

Zhao Hong said with a smile: "We can do our best now. First of all, you have to ask the instructor what problems exist in your movements and how to correct them. Then, let's find a dance studio near the school and face The effect of mirror training in the dance studio should be better. The most important thing is that you must understand that the instructor correcting your problem is not denying you, nor looking down on you, nor humiliating you. If you are really afraid of being pointed out in public, Then when you feel ashamed, scold the instructor in your heart, and it should ease up a little."

"In the future, you will meet many people who criticize you like this and are unfriendly to you. What should you do? Are you sad, sad, ashamed, and denying yourself? King Zhao, I don't want you to be hurt by these, I hope you remember How important it is to have a heart as strong as an asshole."

Feeling the power coming from behind, King Zhao felt very at ease.

Waking up at 6:[-] the next morning, Zhao Hong asked Zhao Wang to stand at the base of the wall for half an hour, while he took Zhao Wang's card and went to the cafeteria to buy breakfast.Zhao Wang was full of doubts, Zhao Hong explained, standing on the base of the wall to practice hunchback.Zhao Wang usually has low self-esteem, and he always shrinks unconsciously when he walks, as if he wants to hide himself, but he is handsome and tall, which is particularly conspicuous in the crowd. His hands were itchy, and he wanted to straighten him.

When Zhao Hong bought his breakfast, Zhao Wang was still standing obediently by the wall.Zhao Hong took a look, and it seemed that the kid's figure hadn't changed.Yes, it is a material that can be made.

After breakfast, Zhao Wang went to training with a heavy face.Zhao Hong looked at his young and mature back from behind, and smiled secretly: "Life is so difficult, Xiao Wang, let's grind this glass heart into a copper pea earlier."

Zhao Wang walked slowly to the playground, turning a 10-minute journey into a [-]-mile long march.

He always remembered Zhao Hong's advice in the morning: "Remember the feeling of standing on the wall, and hold your head up when you walk, whether you are training or not." When he arrived at the playground, his roommates greeted him from afar.When he got close, Chu Jie was surprised: "King Zhao, I haven't seen you all night, why do I think you have changed?"

Zhu Dongsheng and Du Jin also looked at Zhao Wang one after another, it seems that it is true, but what is the change?It was Chu Jie who had a flash of inspiration and said, "I know, King Zhao was still a caveman yesterday, and he evolved into a modern man in one night."

Zhu Dongsheng glared at Chu Jie: "Speak humanly."

Du Jin said directly: "King Zhao finally stood up straight."

Zhao Wang vomits blood, your knife is very accurate.

At 8 o'clock, the instructor arrived.Everyone was in a state of disarray just now, but when they saw the figure of the instructor, they immediately took their positions, and even their expressions became serious.

When the instructor saw everyone's performance, he didn't know whether to praise everyone for being a teachable child, or to lament that he had accumulated too much power.In any case, the instructor has consistently implemented the traditional virtue of being expressionless on the training ground.

"Stand at attention, take a break, stand at attention, and stand in a military posture for half an hour." Hearing the order, all the staff of Accounting Class 1 were stuck on the playground like wooden stakes.

When training starts, everyone is on edge.Zhao Wang also temporarily forgot his fear and devoted himself to training.King Zhao kept Zhao Hong's teachings in mind all this day, and straightened his back as if he was standing at the base of a wall.And the instructor didn't pick Zhao Wang's fault when he stood in the military posture.