redeemed me

Zhao Wang's military training career began to get on the right track. During the day, he was drilled by the instructor on the playground, and at night he went to the dance studio for an hour and a half of training.He was as tired as a dog every day, but King Zhao enjoyed it so much.Seeing my progress day by day is a very fulfilling thing.

This day was the No.12 day of military training, and it was still very hot. Before ten o'clock, the sun was already glaring, and the temperature of the sun made the plastic runway hot.Zhao Wang felt that the soles of his shoes were going to be roasted.

Zhao Wang ignored the temperature of the soles of his feet and focused on the instructor's instructions.After several days of training, those movements seemed to have been engraved on Zhao Wang's body, and every body cell seemed to have a memory.Without deliberation, Zhao Wang's body automatically and spontaneously made standard movements.This made Zhao Wang much more relaxed. Now he only needs to listen carefully to the instructor's instructions, and he can make moves that satisfy him.

When everyone was going forward, the instructor called Zhao Wang out. Zhao Wang was a little confused. He did a good job. Why did the instructor call him out? Could something be wrong.

The instructor said: "When someone kicks the goose step, they always have no strength and crooked, like a machine that is about to fall apart. Are you going to deal with me with this attitude?" Zhao Wang's heart was more than half cold, like the autumn wind sweeping the fallen leaves, Depressed and wronged.

"I called Zhao Wang out and asked him to demonstrate to everyone what a standard goose step is. Zhao Wang has made great progress during the military training, and everyone should learn from him." Zhao Wang immediately recovered his blood and was full of energy. By the way, he complained about the instructor. Before I finish talking, I have to take a nap, and there is no money to make, so what is there to sell.

After speaking, the instructor shouted the password, and Zhao Wang heard the password and set off.His steps are precisely on the rhythm, his body is as tall and straight as a willow, his limbs are strong and powerful, and he looks like a soldier.

After walking all the way, the instructor said to all the students: "Did you see it? This is how you walk. What are you walking? Look at your standing posture, is it a noodle, or a tree with a crooked neck? Now is the critical period of military training. The military parade ceremony It’s only a few days, and you’re going to lose face at the military parade, don’t say I taught it. Li Sheng will go out, Zhao Wang and Li Sheng will lead the team away.”

Li Sheng's skin is fresh and fresh. After more than ten days of military training, he hasn't tanned at all. He is still so fair and transparent. He stands side by side with King Zhao in front of the team.

Maybe it was the reason for being scolded by the instructor, maybe it was the power of role models. Next, everyone walked a little more seriously, at least not loose like old machines, twisted like cooked noodles.

The instructor's face was slightly pale, but there was still a hidden worry.At this stage, many people are indeed tired.I'm tired physically, and a little tired in my heart.Some movements, if one does not pay attention, they will be deformed.

I have learned everything that needs to be learned, and mastered all the essentials that need to be mastered. Now the competition is the will.Only by cheering up, concentrating, holding a deep breath in your heart, and holding it until the military parade, can you have good grades.

Thinking so, the instructor kept mobilizing and cheering up the students, and occasionally encouraged everyone with the story of King Zhao.

These days, King Zhao has worked so hard for so long, and he really hopes to be affirmed by the instructor.Just like a little daughter-in-law who has been tortured by an evil mother-in-law, she worked hard, became pregnant for ten months, was terrified every day, and went through ninety-nine and eighty-one hardships. Finally, one day, she was still a big fat boy.

Zhao Wang was very happy, but there was an inexplicable anxiety and worry in his heart, which he found a little strange.

At ten o'clock in the evening, after training in Li Yi's dance studio, the two bought grapes and returned to their home in the employee community.King Zhao couldn't wait to tell Zhao Hong this feeling.

Zhao Hong bowed his head to wash the grapes, and patiently listened to Zhao Wang's words.

After a long time, Zhao Hong said: "Do you feel that other people's praises and rewards imply a kind of expectation for you, that is, you should continue to work hard to maintain this state. Originally, you train hard, and you can see your own strength every day." Progress, this is a very happy thing for you. But now this kind of hard work has become the expectation of others, which will bring you a lot of pressure, and make you feel that if you cannot improve, you will be sorry for others. With this mentality, training is no longer a joy, but a burden that makes you feel restless and worried."

King Zhao looked at Zhao Hong with bright eyes. Zhao Hong was really amazing. He described the feeling he couldn't express himself clearly and plainly, which made him suddenly enlightened.

Zhao Wang was very happy, he finally figured out the reason for his anxiety.But even if you figure it out, it won't help.No matter what, he hopes that his behavior can satisfy the instructor and not disappoint his appreciation.This is the crux of the problem. Zhao Wang unconsciously wants to satisfy others.

Zhao Hong continued: "Other people's expectations are not as important as your own feelings. If you feel that training and making progress is a happy thing, then focus on the training process. As for the instructor's admiration and expectations, then It’s the result, it’s an add-on. As long as you enjoy the process, the result will be a matter of a moment.”

Zhao Wang said: "Although the result is only for a moment, the sense of accomplishment in that moment will affect my opinion of myself. If the result is good, I feel that I am a very good person and deserve everyone's love; if the result is not good, I will I just feel that I am useless, and I can’t do such a small thing well.”

Zhao Hong sighed inwardly, but his face was very gentle: "King Zhao, what advantages do you think you have?"

Zhao Wang thought for a while and said: "I can think of my greatest strength, which should be hard work. I am not the kind of extremely smart person, and I can't do it well once I get started like those smart people. But I I am the kind of person who has accumulated a lot of experience, as long as I spend a little longer and accumulate enough experience, I can stand out."

Zhao Hong smiled: "Then do you like yourself like this?"

Zhao Wang became angry from embarrassment, but he still said he liked it.

"I also like myself very much, and I like myself who works so hard. No matter what the result is, when I think of myself working so hard, I like myself who works so hard. I like myself who is constantly exploring in order to find solutions to problems; I like myself who has found a way and is moving towards the goal; I like myself who has encountered setbacks, is unyielding, and continues to work hard, even if he is a little frustrated, such frustration is very cute in my eyes. You see, the hardworking Zhao Wangzhen It is worthy of his own liking." Zhao Hong looked into Zhao Wang's eyes, as if he wanted to see his heart.

Zhao Wang blushed, shameless, how can anyone be so narcissistic.

Zhao Hong continued: "Look, King Zhao, no matter whether the result is good or bad, whether you succeed or not, you are the cutest person who works hard. If the result is not good or you fail, none of these will affect your being a lovely person."

King Zhao couldn't stand it any longer: "Wang Po sells melons, and she sells melons to boast. You should sell dog skin plasters, and dead people can be said to be alive."

Zhao Hong said: "Wang Po is a person who works hard to sell products, such a person is also very cute."

Zhao Wang was speechless, what he said made sense.

Zhao Wang said so, but he was actually very happy in his heart. He never thought that he could look at himself from the perspective of hard work.In his family, or in the environment in which he lives, people often measure a person by cleverness.

A good student who reads books and studies seriously, others will not envy him, they will only think that this student is very hardworking.But if a good student doesn't read much or do homework every day, but he is among the top students in every exam, everyone will be very envious: Look, this person is really smart, and he got good grades with ease.

When we were students, we attached too much meaning to being smart and results.This has caused many people to only value smart heads and good results, but not the hard work and sweat in the process.

Zhao Hong continued: "King Zhao, what are you anxious about? The instructor's expectations are just his expectations, and the instructor may even just want to set you up as an example to inspire others, and he doesn't have the expectations you imagined for you. The instructor's approach What does it have to do with you? You just need to keep working hard, focus on the process of your hard work, and experience the happiness you want in the process. As for the result, it does not determine who you are."

Zhao Hong's chicken soup for the soul really suits King Zhao's taste.Listening to Zhao Hong's words, King Zhao's heart slowly calmed down.

Zhao Wang said: "I know, I will concentrate on doing the things I can control now, as for the things I can't control - the instructor's evaluation, it has nothing to do with me, that is the instructor's own business."

Zhao Hong smiled and said, "Boy, you have understanding."

Zhao Wang replied: "Someone is so good at making soup, I'm a bit full today."

The next day, Zhao Wang went to training with a calm mood.He was still standing in front of the team with Li Sheng that day, but his mood was completely different from yesterday.He focused on the instructor's instructions and his own movements, without distractions.

In the afternoon, the instructor announced that King Zhao and Li Sheng would raise the flag at the military parade.Hearing the news, King Zhao was no longer as anxious as yesterday, and he no longer regarded it as a burden.As Zhao Hong said, the process of hard work is very happy. As for the result, it does not affect that he is a hardworking person, nor does it affect the happiness he enjoys in the process of hard work.

It's the No.15 day, the last day of military training.Everyone was in high spirits that day. After 15 days of exhaustion, they were finally liberated.

The instructor looked at everyone's happy smiles, and deliberately said with a straight face: "Congratulations, you are about to be liberated. Today is the last day, and tomorrow is the military parade. Finally, work hard and work hard. Tomorrow will see everyone's performance."

Someone in the crowd shouted: "Instructor, I saw your cold face for 15 days, let me smile today."

The instructor really laughed and scolded: "Little brat."

All the girls said that they were infatuated, and the instructor smiled so handsomely.

This day's training was a bit different. The instructor took out the radio and asked everyone to train with the accompaniment of "March of the Chinese People's Liberation Army".Amidst the passionate music, Zhao Wang was a little excited, but also a little nervous, with a regular and rhythmic heartbeat.