Ren Ziying smiled, "There's nothing to be sorry about, besides, it wasn't your intention to break up at the beginning."

Hearing this, Lin Chusheng was speechless, and the atmosphere suddenly became silent.

Seeing the dark and unclear expression on Lin Chusheng's face, Ren Ziying's eyes flickered slightly, and something flashed in her eyes.

Lin Chusheng looked away and wanted to speak, but found that he had nothing to say except "I'm sorry".Guilt overwhelmed everything.

It used to be said to be an intimate relationship, but now it is only separated by one person, but even simple communication cannot be achieved.

It's not embarrassment or embarrassment, it's the regret after missing it.The love in the past was true, and the dislike of love is also true now.Between the real and the real, there are two years that are not far or near.

Ren Ziying saw that Lin Chusheng's face was a little red, and wanted to feel the temperature of Lin Chusheng's forehead. She just raised her hand, but before her fingertips touched anyone, Lin Chusheng suddenly took a small step back.Ren Ziying froze for a moment, a trace of embarrassment flashed across her face.

"I'm not..." Lin Chusheng wanted to explain.

Ren Ziying paused with her fingers in the air for two seconds, gathered herself together, retracted her hand, and smiled reluctantly, "I forgot that you are not used to being touched by others."

Lin Chusheng didn't know how to explain it well, so he simply acquiesced.

Ren Ziying looked at Lin Chusheng's distant and polite expression, and felt a bit of bitterness in her heart.Since when did she become the "other" he called?Can't even make normal contact? !

Ren Ziying took a deep breath, trying to calm down her ups and downs, but she couldn't suppress it after all, and asked what was in her heart: "Chu Sheng, can we... really not go back to the past?"

Back to the past... Back to what kind of past?Apart from going back to the time of boyfriend and girlfriend, there is no other past, Lin Chusheng had a bitter smile on his lips.But can you really go back?If there is no fucking, no Shen Shen, maybe it will.

Lin Chusheng lowered his head, his bangs were covered, and his voice was very soft: "I'm sorry."

If the previous "sorry" still made her think a little bit, this "sorry" completely made her lose all thoughts.

"Why?" The girl's voice suddenly became tense, "Is it because of Shen Shen? Are you and him real?!"

Lin Chusheng frowned uncomfortably at Ren Ziying's almost questioning words.If someone else asked this question, according to his temperament, he would not respond at all, but it was Ren Ziying who asked this question, so he couldn't be indifferent.

"Yes." Lin Chusheng raised his eyes and admitted.

Knowing that it was the result, Ren Ziying was hit uncontrollably, she shook her body, trying to stabilize herself, but her words trembled, "Then why did you come to Beijing with me? "

She vaguely had an unrealistic idea in her heart, fixed her eyes on Lin Chusheng, and asked word by word: "Is it because of your mother that you accompanied me to Beijing?"

Lin Chusheng didn't make a sound, but the more Lin Chusheng was like this, the more Ren Ziying's heart sank. She asked, "Does your mother know something?"

Lin Chusheng still didn't say a word, and looked at her silently.

Ren Ziying knew Lin Chusheng's temperament. In the past, whenever she wanted to get to know him better, he was like this, erecting a high wall against her.Say nothing, do nothing.Sometimes Ren Ziying wonders if Lin Chusheng really has a heart. If he doesn't have a heart, he treats her differently from others; clear.

In her contest with Lin Chusheng, she was the one who surrendered first. She didn't have Lin Chusheng's good temper, so she could only admit defeat.But this time Ren Ziying didn't stop there, she looked at him stubbornly, waiting for his answer.

The long silence made the atmosphere gradually solidify.Xie Yu was standing by the toilet door, neither going out nor retreating, thinking about taking this opportunity to go out, at this moment, Lin Chusheng spoke, and Xie Yu had no choice but to stop in her tracks.

"You're right, my mother knows about Shen Shen and I."

When Ren Ziying heard these words, her eyes instantly blurred, and her emotions collapsed into a complete mess at this moment.It's one thing to guess in your heart, but quite another to say it out of Lin Chusheng's mouth.She didn't expect that Lin Chusheng would really use her as a shield. He accompanied her to the capital because he had her in his heart, but because he wanted to use her to shield Shen Shen from the knife? !

Why?

She was the one who was blamed for the breakup, but now she is the one who stands up for others? !

Ren Ziying raised her hand to wipe away the tears from her eyes, looked at Lin Chusheng with red eyes and said, "Lin Chusheng, when you fell in love with me, your mother blamed me for it. Didn't do anything, why do you use me? Lin Chusheng, do you have any heart?!"

Lin Chusheng pursed his lips tightly, still did not say a word of explanation, and still looked so silent and indifferent.

Ren Ziying's heart was so cold that her fingertips felt slightly cold.In the past, Lin Chusheng was special to her. Even with a cold face, he would treat her a little softly. When others said that Lin Chusheng was a "learning machine without emotion", she would jump out and retort: ​​"Lin Chusheng Chusheng is gentle, but not gentle with you."

Now that she has finally become one of "you", she finally understands Lin Chusheng's indifference.

Lin Chusheng's indifference is really cold...

The last glimmer of hope in Ren Ziying's heart was shattered, she twitched the corners of her mouth in self-deprecating manner, and no longer expected Lin Chusheng to say something to keep her.She turned around and walked away without looking back.

After Ren Ziying left, Lin Chusheng stayed where he was for a while, and he didn't leave until Ren Ziying disappeared at the end of the corridor.

Xie Yu came out of the toilet, looked around, made sure that Lin Chusheng and Ren Ziying were not behind, and was about to leave, but was suddenly called from behind: "Xie Yu."

"I thought you fell into the toilet. You haven't come out for so long."

Xie Yu was taken aback for a moment, for such a slap in the face, no one but Xie Yao would think otherwise.The more you pay attention to Xie Yao, the more he jumps around.Xie Yu has been against him for so long, and he has almost figured out his temperament, and it's over if he doesn't respond to this person.Xie Yu pretended not to hear, and continued walking forward.

Seeing Xie Yu, Xie Yao didn't intend to stop, and he was not polite, and directly grabbed the man's clothes.

"Fuck," Xie Yu was unprepared and staggered when he was dragged. The anger he had held all morning surged up, and he turned to stare at him and said, "You're still doing it now? Let me go!"

"If I let you go, won't I just run away?" Xie Yao said shamelessly, "If you don't run away, I will let you go."

"Are you sick?" Xie Yu scolded.

Xie Yao gave a "tsk", and his eyes became more scrutinizing, "You still swear now? It's better than before."

"Hold!"

"Don't fuck. I, I'm your younger brother." Xie Yao said.

In terms of cursing, Xie Yao will never gain the upper hand.Xie Yao is so mixed up that he can say anything, Xie Yu knows this very well, now that he was so angry that his liver hurts, he calmed down a bit, picked his words and said with a sneer: "Aren't you just an idiot? Brother?"

Xie Yao raised his eyebrows upon hearing this, "Brother?"

"..." Xie Yu's skin was aroused by this "brother", and his eyes almost said "what's wrong with you".

Xie Yao is indeed sick, and not only seriously ill, it can be seen from the fact that he looks for trouble every time he has nothing to do.Xie Yu thought he was going to play tricks again, and said, "What do you want to do again? Xie Hui and my mother divorced, I have nothing to do with you, even if you want to win Xie Hui's attention, there is no need to look for me again. "

"Xie Hui's attention?" Xie Yao's expression became a little weird when he heard this, and he said, "You think I came to you... for Xie Hui?"

"Otherwise?" Seeing that Xie Yao's expression didn't seem to be fake, Xie Yu was a little shaken. Every time he picks on him, it's not because of Xie Hui, but why?

Xie Yao sneered, "Even if I am trash, there is no need to treat that scumbag Xie Hui as a treasure."

Xie Yu gave him a look of "You know you're trash", and nodded in agreement.

Xie Yao: "..." Xie Yao was choked by his disgusted expression, and suddenly forgot what he wanted to say later.

"What on earth are you looking for me for?" Xie Yu waited for a long time without waiting for his follow-up, and wanted to hurry back to find Zhou Wei, with a bit of impatience in his tone.

"Oh, it's nothing," Xie Yao came back to his senses, "I just wanted to ask you how you are doing in Jiangcheng."

"You think I'll be fine?"

"I think you're doing well." Xie Yao had a playful expression on his face, "Didn't you also have a boyfriend?"

Xie Yu shivered, stared at him coldly and said, "How do you know?"

"Xie Hui said it." Xie Yao shrugged, "When I got home a few days ago, I smashed things at home."

The home Xie Yao spoke of was naturally his home, not Xie Yu, Lin Ting's and the others' home.

After hearing this, Xie Yu didn't have any big mood swings, but with Xie Hui's temper, he only dared to let go, and when he went out, he had to maintain his dignity like a dog.It's a pity that this dignity was trampled to pieces by him and Lin Ting.It's either a divorce or coming out. Oh, by the way, I forgot to have an illegitimate child.Thinking of this, Xie Yu couldn't help but glance at Xie Yao twice.Tsk, he forgot, with Xie Yao's presence, Xie Hui has no dignity at all.

Looking at Xie Yu's sarcastic eyes, Xie Yao was not very angry, he had long been used to this kind of eyes.He remembered the first time when Xie Hui took him back to Xie's old house, all the relatives around him looked like this, even worse than this. Everyone looked amiable on the surface, but secretly called him a "little bastard", "Things that are not on the table".

Because of his status as an illegitimate child, he matured earlier than others since he was a child.I haven't seen all kinds of people, and I haven't heard any ugly words.Probably because Xie Hui's blood is flowing on his body, he has also learned Xie Hui's style of "before others, and behind others".

He actually knew Xie Yu a long time ago, whether he knew it from his mother or someone else, he didn't know.Anyway, he was aware of the existence of such a person when he was very young, and the existence of this person destined them to stand on opposite sides of each other.

He can still remember the scene when he saw Xie Yu for the first time. His mother begged Xie Hui to transfer him to Xie Yu's elementary school. Even if Xie Hui had some scruples about it, he didn't think much about it.

After he transferred to Xie Yu Primary School, the first thing he did was to run to Xie Yu's class and call him out.He knew that he had evil intentions at that time, and even had a hint of secret pleasure—what if I was a bastard, Xie Hui had transferred me to your school.

He remembered that he proudly raised his chin and said with a proud face, "I'm Xie Yao."

Xie Yao thought that Xie Yu would be angry and shocked when he heard his name, but he never expected that there were none of these expressions. Xie Yu just looked at him blankly, then nodded in a daze.

Seeing Xie Yu's expression, Xie Yao immediately understood everything, followed by extremely frustrated emotions.Is there anything more frustrating than going aggressively to find trouble with someone, but the other party doesn't even know who you are?Xie Yao felt that he was a clown, and the trace of secret pleasure was gone, only embarrassment remained.

He wanted to humiliate Xie Yu, but he couldn't find a way, until one day Xie Hui came to pick him up, and he knew he had found a chance.

That day he deliberately ran past him in front of Xie Yu, threw himself into Xie Hui's arms, and hugged Xie Hui intimately.He knew that Xie Yu must be watching from the side.

He thought he had finally won over Xie Yu. When Xie Hui carried him into the car, he deliberately turned his face to look at Xie Yu. He got his wish and saw the expression he wanted on Xie Yu's face - shock and sadness, and ……envious.

envious?What are you envious of?

He doesn't understand, and he doesn't need to understand.He just needs to know that he has the upper hand.

The next day, he saw Xie Yu at the door of the class, and he thought that Xie Yu probably knew his identity.He thought that Xie Yu would come to trouble him, just like those relatives and children of Xie's family, scolding him and beating him, but Xie Yu didn't do anything, just hid at the door, secretly watching him thinking he was hiding well.

Xie Yao wanted to laugh inexplicably.

He has been waiting for Xie Yu to find trouble, but Xie Yu has never looked for him, even when he met him in the corridor, he pretended not to know him and passed him by.

He seems to have developed a rebellious bone, the more Xie Yu is like this, the more he wants to attract Xie Yu's attention.

Xie Yu got good grades, so he also stepped up his studies and wanted to surpass him; Xie Yu hated seeing him, but he just appeared in front of him; Xie Yu was well-bred and didn't know how to swear, so he provoked him to swear those swear words...

He knew that with the relationship between him and Xie Yu, the two of them were destined not to live in harmony, so there was nothing wrong with staying like this.It's just that he didn't expect that Xie Yu hated him so much that he couldn't bear it, so he hit him uncharacteristically.

Let's just fight, anyway, the relationship is already extremely bad, and it's good to make people vent their anger.He thought so.But who knew that Xie Hui would transfer Xie Yu to another school because of this incident, and Lin Ting's transfer of Xie Yu to Jiangcheng was beyond his expectation.

He regretted it. If he had known earlier, he would not have been so obsessed.

Xie Yao looked at Xie Yu in front of him, less than half a year after he went to Jiangcheng, he seemed to have changed and nothing had changed.At least he didn't look at him so disgustingly as before.

"Hey, Xie Yu." Xie Yao didn't know why, but said mysteriously, "I didn't mean to provoke you at that time."

Xie Yu was taken aback for a moment, and belatedly realized that Xie Yao was talking about the incident when he beat him back then, so she glanced at him in surprise.

After Xie Yao said this, he felt a little regretful, the expression on his face changed again and again, from annoyed to irritable, his eyebrows were pulled together, it looked funny, but it was much more pleasing to the eye than his usual sloppy look.

After a while, Xie Yu said, "That's it?"

"……That's it."

Xie Yu nodded, oh.

"..."

The atmosphere returned to awkwardness.

Just when Xie Yao thought that Xie Yu had nothing to say and was about to leave, Xie Yu suddenly said, "Let's have dinner together if we have nothing to do tonight."

Xie Yao suddenly looked up at him.

"Forget it if you have something to do." Xie Yu looked away unnaturally, not looking at him.

"...I'm fine."

·

Zhou Wei found out that Xie Yu spent a long time in the bathroom, and when he was about to find someone, Xie Yu came back.

Zhou Wei saw that Xie Yu's expression was somewhat indescribably subtle, and asked, "What's the matter? Did something happen?"

Xie Yu nodded, "I've hit a ghost."

"?"

Xie Yu helped his forehead, always felt that he had just been impulsive, and told Zhou Wei what happened with Xie Yao just now in front of the toilet door.

After Zhou Wei listened, he smiled: "It's just a meal, at worst, call a few more people."

"Ah?" Xie Yu didn't follow Zhou Wei's brain circuit all of a sudden.

"If there are too many people, it will be hard to cope." Zhou Wei said.

When Xie Yu was told this, he suddenly understood why he was so entangled along the way. It was nothing more than a grievance in his heart. Even if he asked Xie Yao for dinner first, he still had some reluctance in his heart.

"Call out Wu Yuan, and then call out Li Ya and the others," Zhou Wei said.

It is understandable for Wu Yuan to call Xie Yu up, after all, Wu Yuan knows his relationship with Xie Yao, but Li Ya... "Why did you call Li Ya up?" Xie Yu asked.

"You are eating and not fighting with others." Zhou Wei gave a good reason, "You can't be embarrassed from beginning to end in one meal."

Xie Yu also made the same reason after thinking about it, "Yes."

Because of such an incident with Xie Yao, the rest of the visit was safe and sound, until a break in the middle, when many people suddenly appeared in the team.Xie Yu didn't pay much attention to it at first, but Song Mingrui came out of nowhere and gave him a lot of winks overtly and secretly, and it was only then that Xie Yu realized that this group of people was here to watch the excitement.

Many of the people who watched the excitement were acquaintances.Xie Yu took a closer look, and found that the people in his former class accounted for more than half of the spectators.

Xie Yu figured it out, and co-authored with Song Mingrui to sell him.

Xie Yu waved to Song Mingrui who was in the crowd.

Song Mingrui hurried over.

"What's going on with this group of people?" Xie Yu asked.

Song Mingrui said with a guilty conscience, "It's all because I came to see you."

Xie Yu smiled, "Are you sure you came to see me, not a play?"

Song Mingrui fell silent immediately.

"It's all over, there's nothing to watch." Xie Yu waved his hands angrily.

Song Mingrui let out an ah, and didn't know what to think: "Are you all over?"

"..." Xie Yu laughed angrily, "I'm sorry to hear your tone?"

Song Mingrui hurriedly said: "No, no, I regret that I didn't see Xie Yao being beaten."

"..."

"Believe it or not, everyone who came here came here to see Xie Yao get beaten." Song Mingrui swore to the sky with his fingers raised.

"..." Xie Yu was silent for a few seconds, and said, "Why didn't I know that Xie Yao was so unpopular?"

Song Mingrui smacked his lips twice, and said eloquently: "You don't know, since you left, Xie Yao has been in a state of nervousness, and he hates whoever he sees. His mouth can make people in our grade Anyone who offends is offended."

"...He was not beaten?"

"Your lesson from the past is still there, who dares to hit him?" Song Mingrui curled his lips.

Xie Yu nodded, "That's good."

Song Mingrui thought he had misheard, "What?"

"Wicked people have their own grind." Xie Yu's tone was light, "It's pretty good."

How embarrassing he was in Shangjing High School back then, how refreshed he is now when he hears the news.He is not a saint, and he does not have the grace to let go of the past.He can face these people calmly now, but it doesn't mean he has forgiven them.

Xie Yu suddenly felt that Xie Yao was not as bad as he thought.

作者有话要说:感谢在2020-02-2123:35:55~2020-03-3023:05:14期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Pei Du;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 62 bottles of Peidu;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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