school grass hit miss me

Time flies, and it is Chen Gaoyi's birthday.

Han Ziyan was very nervous, and he was still hesitant when he reached the door of Chen Gao's family.

Chen Gao glanced at him in disbelief, feeling like he was rushing a duck to the shelves: "What are you afraid of, it's not the first time I've come here."

But it's the first confession.

Pulled by Chen Gaoyi, Han Ziyan entered the villa.

"Mom, I'm back." Chen Gaoyi shouted first.

Ye Qing's voice came from the kitchen: "Oh, you're back, is Xiao Han here?"

Han Ziyan changed her shoes and walked politely to the kitchen door and said, "Excuse me, do you need my help?"

Ye Qing turned her head to look at him: "No need, it's almost done, you go sit outside and watch TV."

"Your skills are better than my mother's. Let's go." Chen Gaoyi pulled him, leaned into his ear and said, "My father is back, try to make a good impression."

Hearing the word "father", Han Ziyan's pupils shrank a little. If he is not afraid at ordinary times, but today he has to confess, he has been cowardly since morning.

Although he also knew that the members of the Chen family would not be weird to him, but he couldn't pass this test himself.

Han Ziyan walked over and greeted politely: "Hello, Uncle."

Hearing the sound, Father Chen shifted his gaze to the two of them, smiling kindly and dignifiedly.

"You are Xiao Han, come and sit down." Then he moved to the side.

As soon as Chen Gao saw Han Ziyan's cowardly expression, he thought it was funny, he really felt like an ugly daughter-in-law seeing her mother-in-law.

Chen's father used to be a sprinter, and now he is a coach in the United States. His whole body is full of muscles, and his eyebrows and eyes are somewhat similar to Chen Gaoyi's.

"I often hear Senior One talking about you with his mother. Are you in the same university as Senior One now?" Father Chen asked.

Han Ziyan nodded, and replied in a well-regulated manner: "Yes, it was also a high school before."

"Have we met Xiao Han?" Dad Chen asked suddenly.

Han Ziyan's body suddenly turned cold, he turned his head, and smiled resolutely, but he couldn't answer because he had indeed seen it when he was a child.

Chen Gaoyi felt Han Ziyan's stiff body, and said to his father: "The other person is Han Lulu from Beijing, he is very famous, and you forgot that he is in the photo in my room? I also sent Here you go, look at your memory."

Father Chen smiled heartily: "Oh, I forget it when I get old."

A very peaceful meal.

After the meal was almost finished, Han Ziyan's palms were sweating all the time, Chen Gaoyi felt that this was an opportunity, otherwise it would be more and more difficult for him to confess his affairs with Han Ziyan in the future.

The two are hesitating.

Ye Qing suddenly put down the bowl, cleared his throat, raised his eyes and called Chen Gaoyi and Han Ziyan.

Both of them were taken aback for a moment, subconsciously raised their heads upright, and their backs were also straightened, like a primary school student who was cheated on by his mother.

"Xiao Han..." Ye Qinggang yelled, feeling a bit embarrassed, and took a sip of the soup in the bowl: "...Xiao Han, I know everything about you and Gao Yi."

"???" Chen Gaoyi was full of question marks, "Mom, what do you know?"

Ye Qing glared at him angrily: "Shut up, I'll deal with you later!"

Ye Qing said again with a heartbeat: "I'm not an unenlightened person, on the contrary, I don't think it's a big deal. Maybe it's at this age, plus..."

Speaking of this, Ye Qing choked up: "As long as my son likes it, no matter whether he is a man or a woman, I will not object, as long as he likes it..."

The eldest son's face flashed before Ye Qing's eyes, yes, as long as his son likes her, she will not object, no one will be fine.

"Uncle and aunt, I'm sorry." Han Ziyan stood up and bowed deeply.

Father Chen waved his hand and said in a deep voice, "There's nothing I'm sorry about."

Chen Gaoyi also walked over and bent over with Han Ziyan, his eyes were moist: "Thank you, I am so honored to be your son."

Han Ziyan took Chen Gaoyi's hand, still maintaining a bowing posture, and said with determination: "Uncle and aunt, I have one more thing to confess to you."

Holding Chen Gaoyi's hand slightly, as if struggling.

The two people at the dinner table looked at each other, and Ye Qing wiped the corner of his eyes: "Son, just say what you want."

Han Ziyan exerted his strength again, raised his head, and looked at the two elders, "Uncle and aunt, I..."

Han Ziyan felt that he was really speechless, once Chen Gao shook his hand, he subconsciously glanced at Chen Gao.

The look in Chen Gaoyi's eyes reassured him, making him feel that no matter how difficult the road ahead was, this person would walk with him.

Han Ziyan turned her head, her eyes were very sincere and sincere: "Let me introduce myself again, I am Han Ziyan, the boy who was rescued by Chen Gao's second brother."

After saying this, Han Ziyan bowed deeply again, "I am very grateful to Brother Chen Gao for giving me a second life, and thank you very much."

For a moment, there was no sound in the whole hall, except for the slight sobbing sound of Xia Ye.

Han Ziyan kept that posture motionless, his mind was in a mess, he was afraid that he would panic and he didn't dare to think about it.

Then he heard the sound of a bench being thrown on the floor tiles, followed by a body embracing him.

"Silly boy...Silly boy, I felt familiar when I saw you for the first time..." Ye Qing burst into tears, "Then I checked your birth and family, maybe this is fate, every time I see you When it comes to you, I try my best to be calm..."

Han Ziyan was stunned, and Chen Gaoyi beside him was also stunned.

what's the situation?

Ye Qing continued to choke up and said: "My child...my child...has suffered. When I see your results, I will always think of my eldest son. He used to be so good..."

"Okay." Father Chen said.

Only then did Ye Qing let go of Han Ziyan, wiped away her tears, and forced a smile: "I'm sorry, Auntie was rude."

Han Ziyan didn't speak, just looked at the woman silently.

Chen Gaoyi next to him was a little confused, what does it mean to try to be calm every time?this……

"Mom, why don't you become an actor? Your acting skills are too good. It has blinded me. Every time I tell you about Han Ziyan, you are always so..."

Chen Gaoyi didn't know how to describe it, but he didn't see it at 01:30, her mother knew everything.

Not only did he know that they were in a relationship, but he also knew that Han Ziyan was that boy back then, and he even knew it before him.

Ye Qing burst into tears and smiled: "By the way, Xiaohan, can I meet your parents?"

Han Ziyan was a little caught off guard, but still nodded: "My parents also looked for you back then, but they couldn't find them no matter how hard they tried. I went to the hospital several times, and the doctors and nurses got annoyed, so I didn't know that you had gone abroad."

"My mother once said that she would adopt me into your family, but you left without leaving a letter. My life was given by you."

Ye Qing hurriedly held his hand, and said urgently: "Then what now?"

Father Chen coughed lightly beside him: "Can you not be so obvious? The child is already this old."

Ye Qing turned back and glared at him angrily: "Don't you want to have more sons? At first I asked you to hug one and you refused, but now that someone is interested in me, why can't I have one? Besides, having more sons is my only wish these years. "

Father Chen is a good man who loves his wife, and he also likes Han Ziyan in his heart.

Chen Gao Er, who had been standing by the side all the time, bared a smile, looking at the family, he had the feeling of bringing his wife home and immediately asking for marriage.

Chen Gaoyi said with a smile: "Ask his mother first, what are you fooling around here, and after all, he will be a member of our family."

What this means is that he is his own.

Han Ziyan didn't know what to say for a moment, she just bit her lower lip and watched the situation suddenly turn into what it is now.

It was different from everything in his imagination, he thought he would be hated, or beaten up, or asked Chen Gaoyi not to associate with him.

But none of this happened, completely unexpected, he couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief in his heart and smiled, these are Chen Gaoyi's parents, they are indeed a family.

At night, Chen Gaoyi found out his brother's diary and handed it to Han Ziyan, "I wanted to show it to you many times, but I was afraid that you would think wildly when you saw this. You old man, you are suspicious every day, really. Not in your character."

Han Ziyan smiled, he will be careful about everything about him, and he dare not be careless at all.

Han Ziyan opened the yellowed notebook, her heart speeding up.

Turning to the first page, the strong and powerful pen writing came into view, and the lines of words were filled on the yellowed paper.

I heard Chen Gaoyi talk about some things about Chen Gaoer. He said that his brother’s grades were not very good, but his handwriting was very good. As the saying goes, if God closes a door for you, he will open a window, so Chen Gaoer’s The sprint is very powerful, and it belongs to the coexistence of talent and hard work.

The first page recorded Chen Gaoer's 129 days in hospital. He came back from the gate of hell, and then suddenly wanted to write a diary.

The second one was written 40 days later and won the first competition.

The third is re-hospitalization.

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At the time of the tenth diary, Han Ziyan stopped making moves.

: Today the doctor said that I only have 3 months to live.He told me not to exercise vigorously, not to sprint, even normal running became dangerous.

Without sprinting, what else do I have?Let me really feel the fear of death

Sprinting is my life, and not letting me sprint is tantamount to killing me.

Later, I made a decision, even if I die, I will die on the road of sprinting. This is my belief.

I ignored the doctor's orders, and I started running again. When the breeze caressed my cheeks and my heart beat rhythmically, that was the meaning of my life.

But my parents don’t understand me, my relatives and friends don’t understand me either, they don’t let me go out to run, and let me stay in the ward like a patient, but time tells me if I don’t run now, will there be a chance in the future?

I wanted to resist, but looking at the frowning parents who were washing their faces with tears, I gave up.

When people live, they should not only care about themselves, but also those around them.

I don't run anymore, I use my last illness to watch others run.

I wandered around the park like a ghost, killing time.

But also on that day, I did something that seemed great, but actually I knew it was my own selfishness.

That's when I heard someone yelling for help, saying that a child had fallen into the water.

I ran, running faster and faster, and ran to the end of the park. Tears blurred my eyes. At that moment, I actually saw the dawn.

Regardless of calming my heart, I rushed over and saw a child in the river.

This year it has been raining heavily and the river is running fast.

Someone should have called the police, and there were many people standing beside him who were hesitant to go down to save people.

And I, without hesitation, jumped straight down.

I hugged the child and desperately fought against the river. My heart hurt and it was difficult to breathe, but when I thought that this child could live to be 80 or even 90 years old, I went crazy and splashed the water.

I was also confused during the whole process. I only had one thought, to live with my child.

When I woke up again, I returned to a strange and familiar place, the familiar disinfectant, the familiar white, the familiar ventilator...

Everything so familiar frightens me.

As soon as I turned my head, I saw a boy who was the same age as my younger brother in the first year of high school.

At that moment, I smiled.

At that moment, I felt that my heart didn't hurt anymore, and all the whiteness was not even dazzling. I foolishly and innocently reached out and touched his little head, wanting to pin my life on this child.

I know that everything is my fantasy, but I am very happy, because he can live for many years, many years later, to see the colorful world instead of me, and to be happy on my behalf. Thank you for appearing in my life at the last moment , let me selfish sustenance.

I tried my best to say four words,

"Live well."

I also sincerely hope that he can be happy, grow up healthily, and not suffer from illness.

…………

Han Ziyan's eyes were blurred with tears, and they fell on the notebook drop by drop without making any sound.

Chen Gaoyi didn't come forward to comfort him. He had never seen Han Ziyan cry, but he knew what Han Ziyan thought. He is a person with strong self-esteem and doesn't like to owe others.

Han Ziyan continued flipping through the notebook, but in the end he couldn't continue reading, so he closed the notebook, looking up as if he had been crying.

Chen Gao looked at him, pointed to his nose and said, "Cry, cry for me, if you pretend to be in front of me, you can break up now! Seeing that I am upset! I need you to pretend to be strong!"

Han Ziyan's tears, which she was trying to hold back, welled up all of a sudden, and she stretched out her arms to hug Chen Gaoyi's waist. Although she still didn't make a sound, her whole body started to twitch.

Chen Gao was so distressed that he hugged Han Ziyan's head, stroked it up and down, and then his eyes turned red: "Ziyan, I have never loved anyone, and I don't know how to love anyone. Usually, others love me. Knowing that you feel sorry for our family for everything, but you know what, it's us who should really be thankful."

Han Ziyan shook his head.

Chen Gaoyi stroked his hard and hot hair: "Ziyan, I know you have endured a lot, so don't carry it alone in the future, tell me anything, no matter how you say it, I am also a man, too..."

The last word is a little hard to say.

After a moment's pause, he continued, "...is also your boyfriend, right?"

Han Ziyan grinned sullenly, wrapping his waist even tighter.

After a while, Han Ziyan's hoarse voice sounded: "I never felt that being alive is such a happy thing."

This is the first time Han Ziyan said this to Chen Gaoyi.

Hearing these words, Chen Gaoyi's heart twitched violently. It is conceivable that he used to hate living very much, and lived with a mission.Originally, he felt that the one who lost his brother was more pitiful, but he never thought that the one who was rescued was actually more painful.

"It's okay, it's okay." Chen Gaoyi pulled away Han Ziyan's hand, knelt down slowly, cupped Han Ziyan's face and looked into his eyes: "Sorry, I'm late."

Han Ziyan's eyes were red and swollen, he raised his hand to cover Chen Gaoyi's, shook his head slightly, opened his mouth and finally said nothing.

He just looked into the other person's eyes, stretched out his neck and kissed Chen Gaoyi's lips with moist lips.

"It's never too late, I love you."

Neither of them closed their eyes, they just stared at each other, wanting to kiss forever like this.