school grass hit miss me

The weather was clear, without a cloud in the sky.

Chen Gaoyi and Han Ziyan came to Ling'an Cemetery together.

It is the cemetery of Chen Gaoer.

The temperature of the palms of the two teenagers was quite high, and the hands were sweating, but the two still did not let go of each other.

After climbing the stairs for a while, I came to the tombstone of Chen Gaoer.

Chen Gaoyi obviously felt the nervousness of the people around him, and joked, "Are you afraid?"

Han Ziyan did not deny it, but nodded silently.

It’s not that he hasn’t been to this place before, it should be said that he comes every year during Qingming Festival, but he always sits outside the cemetery for a long time, and finally he didn’t have the courage to come to see him.

Chen Gaoyi's heart was sore and swollen, he turned his head and put his forehead against his forehead, his tone was unprecedentedly gentle: "I said that my brother never blamed you, neither did I, neither did our family, but... ..."

Speaking of this, the voice choked up, and the eyes were slightly red: "...On the contrary, I am very grateful to you. If it weren't for you, my brother would not have walked so peacefully, so don't put so much pressure on yourself, I will feel distressed."

Han Ziyan stared at his lips, feeling like crying for some reason, he hadn't cried for many years.From the age of 6, he has worked harder and matured than all his peers.

The eye sockets of both of them were a little red, and Han Ziyan couldn't help blurting out: "Can I kiss you?"

Chen Gaoyi froze, then pinched the young man's earlobe, smiled, and joked, "In front of my brother? Are you afraid that he will jump out and tear you apart."

"He won't, even if he does, I'll let him know how much I love you." Han Ziyan's voice was soft and soft, and a little hoarse, no matter how he heard it, he was full of pampering .

Chen Gao pulled out a helpless smile, leaned down a little, and took the initiative to hold Han Ziyan's lips.

But soon the two let go, after all, in front of the tombstone, both of them were a little timid.

"I love you." Han Ziyan held him in her arms, and said affectionately and sincerely.

Chen Gao smiled, and answered him for the first time with a pleasant voice: "Understood."

The two sat in front of Chen Gaoer's tombstone, looking at the young man on the tombstone, so gentle, so real, it didn't look like he had been plagued by illness at all.

No matter how many years have passed, I can always remember what I said to the two in the ward.

Chen Gao raised his hand to caress the photo, resting his head on the tombstone, took out the medal on his chest and stroked it, and said slowly: "Brother, we won the Gale Champion."

The boy smiled, and looked into the distance, as if everything had returned to that year in the ward.

"I remember that every time I learn a sprinting skill, I have to tell you the first time. Every time because of your praise, I will study harder. No matter how difficult it is, I always want to do my best to let my brother praise me. .”

Having said that, he stopped his gaze on Han Ziyan and smiled: "Brother, guess who he is, is it completely unexpected?"

He smiled again: "He is Xiao Yanyan, the little boy you once saved, isn't it incredible? The world is so big, but we still met. Brother, you let us meet in heaven?"

"Maybe all of this is your arrangement."

Hearing these words, Han Ziyan felt a little sad for some reason, walked up to him, took his hand, and squeezed it lightly.

Chen Gao held his hand back and stared into Han Ziyan's eyes, but what he said was to his brother: "Brother, thank you for bringing him to my side, and thank you for saving him, thank you .”

Han Ziyan's eyes were red again. He was very glad that he was still alive at this moment. In the past 12 years, he had never been more fortunate than this moment.

The two stood in front of the tombstone for a while, and then talked about some innocuous topics facing Chen Gaoer's tombstone.

Finally Han Ziyan said, "Let me talk to your brother for a while."

Chen Gaoyi looked into his eyes and nodded to him, leaving him alone to go down the stairs first.

Section by section, he felt so relaxed and happy every step of the way, just like sprinting, with a gust of cool wind blowing in front of him.

Suddenly hummed a little tune, it was more about sprinting than about being in love.

Only then did he really realize that he really, really likes sprinting.

He quickly ran outside the cemetery, borrowed a pen from someone and started creating.

The name of the song is "First Love in the Wind"

Here Han Ziyan stood upright in front of the tombstone, as if swearing, and his tone was very solemn: "That is... as Chen Gaoyi said, we are together, maybe you want to hit me very much now, but even so I still like him very much, I will not fall in love with anyone else except him in this life, this is my promise."

"Of course, if he falls in love with someone else, I will find a way to pursue him back. At that time, he really doesn't like me, and I will live with the heart of liking him. I will cherish the life you gave .”

Han Ziyan bowed deeply and hesitated, "Can I call you brother?"

Of course, it is impossible for the person at the tombstone to jump out and say no.

So Han Ziyan yelled directly: "Brother."

The word came out of his mouth, and the tears that had been suffocating in his eyes finally couldn't help but burst out.

"Brother...thank you...for saving me..." Han Ziyan said what he had been wanting to say many years ago at this moment.

He never said it, and he never felt how happy it was to be saved, because he couldn't make it up in his heart, he felt that this was someone else's life, and he didn't deserve it.

Han Ziyan looked at the tombstone with tears in his eyes. He stood still for a while until the tears dried up. Then he turned and left without looking back. He resolutely walked forward.

From now on, he will live a good life for himself.

When he walked outside the cemetery, he saw the young man not far away beaming with joy, as if he had encountered something great and good.

The boy also saw him, and put the paper in his pocket, "How is it?"

When he got closer, he saw a few inconspicuous tear stains on Han Ziyan's face. He smiled lightly, walked over and raised his hand to wipe the tears dry for him: "I will love you well in the future, let's go home."

Han Ziyan also smiled lightly, rubbing his face against his palm, "Okay."

—

"My mother went to the United States to visit my father." Chen Gaoyi walked into the kitchen and took out two bottles of drinks, handed them to him, and said casually, "You can stay at my house tonight."

Han Ziyan twisted his drink hand for a moment, looked up at him, his heart was pounding.Looking at Chen Gaoyi's face, his thoughts became a little uncontrollable and he fantasized, even the tips of his ears turned red.

Unscrewed the drink and poured it vigorously, finally looked at Chen Gaoyi and said: "Can...can you do it next time?"

"Huh?" Chen Gao raised his eyes to look at him, a little puzzled: "What's next..."

Before he finished speaking, he reacted.

Do it next time?

Do? !

Chen Gaoyi burst out laughing, hugged his belly and laughed so hard that tears came out of his eyes.

Finally, he put down the water in his hands, held Han Ziyan's face in his hands, and said, "Yes." Then he pursed his lips happily and jokingly said, "I didn't realize that Xiao Yanzi, you are so obscene."

Hearing this ridicule, Han Ziyan blushed directly from his ears to his neck, and he couldn't refute it in his heart.

He is indeed obscene, I have to admit, and it is still targeted, only for Chen Gaoyi.

It was not the first time that Han Ziyan lived with Chen Gao's family. Chen Gaoyi still let him fall asleep the way he did last time, and asked him to take a bath first.

When Han Ziyan entered the bathroom, Chen Gaoyi's calm face turned red.

In fact, subconsciously, he had to say that he was looking forward to it, but this person said it out, which made him look forward to it even more.

When Han Ziyan came out, Chen Gaoyi had already finished washing in his mother's bathroom.

"Why did you take so long?" Chen Gaoyi asked him, the drops of water hanging from his hair fell on the pajamas, soaking a little of the clothes.

Han Ziyan's ears were not only red this time, but her face was also red.

Chen Gao saw him like this, all right young man, the rest is self-evident.

in the bathroom**

Chen Gao patted the bed: "Come here, I'll blow your hair for you."

Han Ziyan went over and sat down obediently beside him, and Chen Gaoyi started blowing those hair dryers first.The soft touch of the hair is like the wind gently blowing over the tip of the heart, itching every now and then.

After the two finished blowing each other, Chen Gao went barefoot to put the hair dryer away.

When he came back, he saw Han Ziyan sitting upright.

Chen Gaoyi smiled maliciously, walked over innocently, threw himself into Han Ziyan's arms, and sat on him.

Han Ziyan backed away subconsciously, and it turned into a scene where the two fell on the bed.

Seeing his big reaction, Chen Gao looked up at him, "Don't you like me clinging to you?"

Han Ziyan's heart speeded up so fast that she didn't dare to look him in the eyes at all, and her words were awkward: "No...no."

Chen Gao smiled, buried his head in his chest, and heard Han Ziyan's heartbeat and his own heartbeat, unexpectedly overlapped.

In fact, he was a little shocked by himself when he made this move.

Sometimes Chen Gaoyi's movements are always faster than his brain, this may be the inertia of sprinters.

Listening to the sound of the beating heart, Chen Gaoyi said: "I personally think that I belong to the kind of person who is very clingy, will you hate it?"

Han Ziyan shook her head, remembering that he couldn't see, raised her hand to stroke his soft hair: "No, I like it very much, I like you sticking to me."

Chen Gao smiled, and rubbed his feet against his feet: "I'm still the kind who gets jealous easily, do you hate it?"

Han Ziyan stroked his hair: "No, and I won't make you jealous, because in my eyes, you are different."

Normally, Han Ziyan would either be silent, or talk venomously, but now his mouth has changed when he is in love, and he opens and closes his mouth full of love words, but this is also his truth.

The two lay down in this position, returned to the bed, and naturally embraced each other.

Han Ziyan supported his waist, and revealed his state of mind to Chen Gaoyi all these years: "You know, I really didn't want to live in this world, your brother is so good, because I... "

Chen Gaoyi immediately interrupted him with a frown: "I told you, it's not because of you that he won't live long, he has congenital heart disease."

Han Ziyan smiled, "Well, I know, but I still feel sorry."

Chen Gao wrapped his arms around his waist and rubbed his head on his chest: "Don't say such things in the future, I feel sad to hear."

"Okay." Han Ziyan readily agreed.

It was he who led him out, it was he who led him to the light, it was he who made him feel alive, it was he who taught him how to love.

This topic was too heavy, so Chen Gaoyi changed the subject: "Han Ziyan, when are you going to want me?"

Uh... The topic changed a little bit.By the time Chen Gaoyi realized it was already too late, he had no choice but to smash the jar.

Han Ziyan's heart stopped suddenly, and then it started beating again. Feeling that the topic was going too far, she coughed twice, and said with red ears, "I have no experience."

Chen Gao let out a chuckle, and looked up at him: "I don't have either, let's study together."

As he said that, he propped up his upper body and kissed her: "Start with kissing."

Chen Gaoyi has always been very proactive in this regard, with the appearance of a good baby who has corrected his attitude towards learning.

Chen Gaoyi bit Han Ziyan's lips lightly, and then whispered vaguely, mixed with the aroma of grapefruit from the same toothpaste and the scorching temperature of the two of them, "Touch me."

As expected, Han Ziyan patted him obediently through his clothes, but he didn't dare to move forward, he was afraid that he would lose control.

Chen Gao saw that he was timid, so he took the initiative to put a sticker on Han Ziyan's body, and bumped it lightly twice.

In an instant, Han Ziyan's mind went blank, and he couldn't believe that Chen Gaoyi could learn so quickly without a teacher.

Chen Gao was so angry that he swallowed his saliva reluctantly: "Coward, don't you say you love me every day? Love me a little more if you have the ability."

Han Ziyan was not provoked, and smiled in a low voice, then wiped off the water stains on his lips with his thumb.

Chen Gaoyi obviously felt that Han Ziyan's breathing became a little faster, but his face was still very calm.

Chen Gao raised his eyebrows, stretched out his hand and pinched his waist, "Forget it, don't play anymore, it's boring."

After saying that, she got off Han Ziyan's body, Han Ziyan hugged him from behind, treated him like a human being, and pushed him twice.

He whispered in his ear: "The first time must be very memorable, so that you will remember it for the rest of your life. I don't want to be so casual."

After speaking, she kissed him hard on the back of the neck.

Chen Gao turned around with a smile, put his arms around his waist, and they fell asleep hugging each other.

-

that song.

【wind】

since you have a dream

then go far

behind fear and excitement

is freedom like never before

persistent pursuit of unscrupulous

ask where you want to go

you say spare no effort

look up to the sky

Occasionally stop and watch

I'm coming

here comes the trumpet blowing

bring coolness and refreshment

Erase worries and irritability

caressing your face

around your waist

It was far and very close

It was cold and warm

no regrets about the past

Facing the future more and more courageously

soul to freedom

Hard work and persistence are essential

also indispensable

Roar, get drunk

run wild

If you have a dream, go far away

run fearlessly to freedom

———Han Ziyan, ILOVEYOU