After wearing the book, the school grass chased me

When Gu Yan and Zuo Qing rushed to the second floor of the hospital, Zuo Ji just came out of the blood draw department, and the blood in his elbow stopped, so he took the cotton swab and threw it into the trash can at the door.

Looking at Zuo Ji, who hadn't seen him for a whole night, and whose face was much paler, Gu Yan's nose turned sour all of a sudden.

"Zuo Ji." He choked up and shouted, unable to move for a moment, stood where he was, looking at him from a few meters away.

After Zuo Ji finished throwing away the trash, he suddenly heard Gu Yan's voice, and suddenly raised his head.Seeing that Gu Yan's eyes were flushed, the tip of his nose became sore all of a sudden, and his eyes were a little hot, but his heart was so soft that it turned into a puddle of water. Say, come here."

Gu Yan sniffed, bit his lower lip, and approached him step by step. The distance was three steps away. Zuo Ji took a step forward, pulled him into his arms, and hugged him cherishingly and affectionately. Rubbing his back, with his right hand covering the back of his head, "Yanyan, I'm sorry for making you worry."

"No." There were many other patients around, all looking at them. Grandpa Zuo, who was sitting on a rest chair, also stood up and looked at them with Zuo Qing, but Gu Yan felt that it didn't matter, and he was not shy, and held on tight Hugging Zuo Ji back, rubbing his cheek against his neck: "It's good that you're fine. Did the doctor say anything?"

Grandpa Zuo told them in the previous phone call that Chen Shu gave Zuo Ji drugs. Grandpa Zuo was afraid that Chen Shu would become extreme and use drugs indiscriminately. After stopping Zuo Ji and the others, he brought Zuo Ji to the hospital first. Do check out.

"Not yet, the blood was just drawn, and it will take an hour to get the results." Zuo Ji gently touched Gu Yan's soft hair with his lips, unwilling to let go of him, but hugged him a little tighter : "Don't worry, I think I'm in good health, there should be no problem, but grandpa is worried and insists on me to check it."

"Of course we need to check, this is not a child's play." Gu Yan thought of something and pushed Zuo Ji away: "Apart from blood drawing, do you need to check other things?"

A bit of helplessness appeared in Zuo Ji's eyes: "What's more, grandpa asked me to have a physical examination."

Just as he was talking about the old man, he came over and looked at them with disgust on his face: "You two are young, and it's not like you want to say goodbye to life and death. As for hugging like this?"

"That's right, brother, you don't even hug me." Zuo Qing had already been crying, her eyes were redder than Gu Yan's.

Zuo Ji rubbed her head, "Why are you crying, it's so ugly."

With disgust in his mouth, he still hugged his sister.

Zuo Qing's suppressed tears poured down again, grabbing Zuo Ji's clothes, crying depressingly and painfully.

Zuo Ji knew that these tears were not only because of him, but also because of the mother who had left.

After being stopped by the old man, Chen Shu drove away by herself. She didn't know where she went, and the phone couldn't be reached.

Grandpa Zuo looked at the two children distressedly, turned sideways, and raised his hand to wipe away his tears.

Gu Yan silently handed a piece of paper to Grandpa Zuo.

Accompanying Zuo Ji to do a complete physical examination, they went back to Zuo's old house. When the results came out, a doctor would call them.

The location of the old house is farther away from Chengao, not as good as Chen Shu's villa, but Grandpa Zuo didn't dare to let the two children go back at all, so he could only take them to his old house.

The three children were sweating anxiously, Grandpa Zuo rushed them to take a hot bath to get rid of their fatigue, and then ordered the chef to prepare some light and refreshing meals.

Gu Yan didn't have any clothes, so Zuo Ji took one of his own for him to wear, it was a bit bigger, but it doesn't matter if the T-shirt is bigger.

After coming out of the bathroom, Gu Yan saw that Zuo Ji, who had finished taking a shower in the guest room, was already sitting on the sofa. His hair hadn't been blown or dried, and he just let it get wet. He leaned back tiredly, and when he approached, he found Instead of sleeping, he stared at the ceiling with blank eyes.

Gu Yan took down the towel to wipe his hair, and sat next to Zuo Ji: "Zuo Ji, if you don't dry your hair, you'll catch a cold easily, let me wipe it for you."

Hearing his voice, Zuo Ji slowly turned his neck towards him, his light-colored pupils were like the sea under the night, deep and vast, making it difficult for people to see through and guess.

Gu Yan knew that he was in a low mood, and didn't care that he didn't answer, so he said softly, "Let me wipe it for you, soon."

He grabbed Zuo Ji's wrist with his upper hand and pulled it down slightly.

This pull, really pulled.

Zuo Ji sat up straight obediently, staring at him with straight eyes, not speaking.

Gu Yan blushed a little, but seeing that he didn't reject him, he knelt up and wiped his hair. Not long ago, Zuo Ji had his hair cut, and it wasn't as long as before. After a few casual brushes, it was already half dry.

The towel wiped the hair of two people, it was already soaked, and if you wipe it again, the effect will not be great. Just as Gu Yan was about to say yes, Zuo Ji hugged him at the waist, and the hug became tighter and tighter, and his face was buried in his neck. burned his neck with his breath.

When Zuo Ji was so listless, he was always idle, as if he didn't care about anything, even on the way back just now, he didn't show any sadness or vulnerability.

But now, he took off all the disguises in front of him, like an animal, showing his softest belly to him, only to him.

Gu Yan's heart felt fine and dense ache, as if countless needles were piercing him at the same time, it didn't hurt much at first, but the more you tasted it, the more painful it became.

Putting the towel on the sofa, Gu Yan gently stroked the back of Zuo Ji's hair, smoothing his hair gently, carefully and patiently.

There is no sound, but I don't feel embarrassed at all, only the slowly flowing years are quiet and good.

I don't know how long it took before there was a knock on the door, and Zuo Qing shouted from outside: "Brother, little teacher, grandpa told you to go downstairs for dinner."

Zuo Ji in his arms finally moved, and he responded, "Got it."

"Hurry up, or the dishes will be cold." Zuo Qing said again before turning around and going downstairs.

The room became quiet again, Zuo Ji slowly got up from Gu Yan's embrace, looked at him, stroked his hair, and smiled softly: "Yanyan, thank you."

Gu Yan blushed a little: "It's nothing, if you have anything to vent, you can tell me, don't hold it in alone."

"Are you afraid of being treated as a trash can by me?" Zuo Ji raised his eyebrows and asked.

Seeing that he was in better spirits, Gu Yan deliberately shrugged his shoulders, and said helplessly, "Who told me to be your boyfriend? Listening to the other half's complaints is also within the scope of my duties."

A word about boyfriend made Zuo Ji's lonely mood dissipate a bit, he pushed Gu Yan onto the sofa and leaned against him, lowered his head and locked him tightly: "Yanyan, I like to hear you talk about boyfriend, say it again."

"What's there to say?" Gu Yan's heart beat faster, his eyelashes trembled twice, his eyeballs turned to one side, not daring to meet Zuo Ji's deep gaze.

"Say it again, say I'm your boyfriend." Zuo Ji was acting like a baby with his thick skin.

Gu Yan was embarrassed by him, but thinking of what he had gone through, he compromised for him, and pressed his lips against his ear: "You are my boyfriend, Brother Ji."

Zuo Ji was taken aback by the three words attached to him, but he was moved very quickly.

Of course he knew that Gu Yan was coaxing him.I also know why I am coaxing him.

Words...

Zuo Ji lightly pecked Gu Yan's red ear: "Yanyan, thank you."

Gu Yan's ears were completely red.

At the dinner table, everyone ate very quietly, and no one spoke. After eating, Grandpa Zuo called them to the study, "I know you are curious about why Ah Shu became what he is now. Sit down, and I will speak slowly." I'll listen to you."

It turned out to be the Zuo family's business, Gu Yan said cautiously: "I'll go out first."

Just as he was about to turn around and leave, Zuo Ji grabbed him and said, "We're all a family now, you don't have to leave."

"What kind of family?" Gu Yan said embarrassedly to Zuo Ji, Zuo Ji opened his eyes and said very seriously: "Of course it's a family, and dating without the purpose of marriage is just hooliganism. , you are not thinking of using me as a springboard to kick me in the future, right?"

"What are you talking about?" Gu Yan was certainly happy to hear Zuo Ji's declaration, but Zuo Grandpa and Zuo Qing were still here, so there was no time to say such love words.

Grandpa Zuo smiled heartily, "Okay, Xiaoyan, please sit down, I know about the relationship between you and Xiaoji, don't worry, I support Xiaoji very much, and I like you very much, you two There is no burden to fall in love."

After Grandpa Zuo said that, Gu Yan had no choice but to be held by Zuo Ji and sit down.

In the past at this time, Zuo Qing would definitely jump up in surprise and happily tease Zuo Ji and Gu Yan, but now she doesn't say a word, she picks her hands at each other with a serious look on her face.

Gu Yan and Zuo Ji stopped making trouble, and sat quietly listening to Grandpa Zuo's eloquence.

Chen Shu and Zuo Ji's father were university classmates, in the same department and class. They were beautiful and handsome at the time. They were famous class couples in their financial management department.

The relationship between the two is also very good. While studying, they fell in love at the same time. After graduation, the two directly received their certificates.

At that time, Grandpa Zuo's company was on the verge of bankruptcy, and it was Zuo Ji's father and Chen Shu who rescued it together, especially Chen Shu, who had a very keen insight into the market and was always at the forefront of the market and occupied market share ahead of time.

Especially when the company was on the rise a few years ago, she worked the hardest.

Zuo Ji's father is a drinker, no matter how hard he practices, he can't handle alcohol.But in the domestic business field, the culture of persuasion to drink is absolutely indispensable. If you pour it down as soon as you drink it, can you still talk about this business?How can we have a good talk?

Helpless, Chen Shu, the strong woman, had no choice but to stand on top, socializing constantly every night, and once even sent her to the hospital with stomach bleeding.

At that time, Chen Shu really worked hard, and Mr. Zuo felt very distressed.He is a person who knows how to be grateful, and Chen Shu is very capable. He admires her very much, so he treats her as his own daughter.

If his son had a conflict with Chen Shu, he would definitely take Chen Shu's side.

Finally, the company survived the most difficult years and gradually got on the right track. Chen Shu was not so busy and was thinking about having a child with Zuo Ji's father.

However, life is always so unsatisfactory, so bloody.

It is said that husband and wife can share adversity, but not enjoy happiness together, which is really good. Even though the most difficult days have been overcome, Zuo Ji's father had an affair for the first time.

That time, the trouble was the biggest. Chen Shu was a woman with personality, how could she bear her husband's cheating, and wanted to divorce, but Zuo Ji's father knelt down and begged Chen Shu to forgive him, vowing that he would never do it again.

Years of love finally softened the woman's heart, Chen Shu gave him one, and then more tragedies came to her.

In the third month after Zuo Ji was born, Zuo Ji's father cheated for the second time, and the family was in a turmoil, but Chen Shu felt relented again when he saw the child in his arms who could not speak and howled for milk.

Did not leave.

The so-called one-boom, then decline, and three exhaustion, probably describes Chen Shu's mentality at that time. Later, Zuo Ji's father cheated repeatedly, and she was injured all over her body, but she still did not get divorced.

One is that she is holding a breath in her heart, and the other is that she is pregnant with Zuo Qing.

When she was pregnant with her second child, for some reason, Zuo Ji's father suddenly became better. He never came home late every day, and took care of Chen Shu very well.

Chen Shu thought that Zuo Ji's father had changed his ways and was immersed in happiness every day, but the false bubble would burst one day.

That day seemed to be Zuo Qing's full moon, Zuo Ji's father came home suddenly and said that he fell in love with a woman outside, and that woman just gave birth to him a son, and he wanted a divorce, and he wanted to spend the rest of his life with that woman.

At that moment, Chen Shu suddenly realized that Zuo Ji's father was serving her just to practice with her, and after training, he could take care of another woman who was also pregnant.

Humiliated and humiliated, Chen Shu was enveloped in overwhelming anger. She kicked and beat Zuo Ji's father like crazy, and made trouble for that woman several times afterwards.

But the man who has been cheating all the year round seems to have really found his destined goddess, he got better, after torturing her, he turned out to be better, isn't it ridiculous?That's ridiculous.

Chen Shu was disgusted with Zuo Ji's father, she was so disgusted, she said that if she wanted to divorce, she would leave the house without leaving the house, and she would not take any money with her.

For a man who is used to feasting, feasting, and jewellery, having no money means killing him.

Chen Shu thought that Zuo Ji's father would not agree, but unexpectedly, he agreed.

He seemed to really love that woman very much. In order to be with her, he didn't care about status or money.

Does anyone believe this?

Does anyone believe the story in this kind of novel that the CEO gave up his fortune for a poor girl?

If you don't believe it, Chen Shu also doesn't believe it after experiencing it himself.

Because it was so unbelievable that after the man tortured her like a lunatic, he turned around and spent time with other women in peace.

This is stabbing her heart and trampling on her dignity and pride!

After the divorce, Chen Shu's mood became very unstable. Grandpa Zuo knew that she had mental problems and needed to see a psychiatrist.

But Chen Shu refused to look at it. Once she was in front of the doctor, she would become more normal, calmer and quicker than anyone else.

But in private, she often yells and throws things.

This situation lasted for a month, and one day after a month, Chen Shu completely returned to normal, at least on the surface, no one could tell.

She started being a 'good mother' and started going to work.

After Zuo Ji grew up, she handed over the company to a professional manager, and started to be a lady who enjoys flowers, plays cards and does SPA every day, living a delicate life that a rich person should have.

Grandpa Zuo thought it was true, until he observed Zuo Ji and Zuo Qing's domineering, unreasonable and defiant temperaments, and he knew that Chen Shu had passed all the hatred for Zuo Ji's father onto the children.

She wanted to take revenge on Zuo Ji's father by raising and abolishing Zuo Ji and Zuo Qing.

The so-called stepping out never existed. Chen Shu just turned her psychological problem into a devil, hiding it in her heart, plotting against her child.

After discovering the truth, Grandpa Zuo went to talk to Chen Shu. This was the day Zuo Ji eavesdropped.

When Chen Shu and Grandpa Zuo went to find someone in Zuo Ji's room that day, Grandpa Zuo actually found Zuo Ji hanging from the window.

He calmly guided Chen Shu and him back to the study, and asked Zuo Ji to run out of the house in the name of continuing the conversation.

As for why he didn't go to Zuo Ji to confess, it was Grandpa Zuo who discovered that Zuo Ji was secretly studying. He studied hard but didn't dare to show it. It shows that Zuo Ji still chose his mother between his future and his mother. .

After hearing that Chen Shu wanted to raise and abandon him, even after thinking of killing him, he still loved his mother. Grandpa Zuo let out a long sigh, and finally chose to silently support his grandson.

But for Zuo Qing's education, Grandpa Zuo refused to let Chen Shu continue to teach her.

This is also the reason why Grandpa Zuo only hired tutors for Zuo Qing, but not for Zuo Ji.

The story was very long, but Zuo Ji, Zuo Qing, Gu Yan and the three listened very carefully, and none of them made a sound.

At the end of the speech, Zuo Qing sniffed, the tears in her eyes couldn't bear it anymore, they fell down, Zuo Ji's eyes were also red, and a tear fell from his right eye.

It turned out that his mother loved him too.

It's just that my mother is sick, and she has never been better for so many years.

Zuo Ji stood up from the sofa: "Grandpa, I'm going to find my mother."

"I'm going too." Zuo Qing followed and stood up, and Gu Yan also stood up.

After recalling the past, Grandpa Zuo looked like he was getting old, his wrinkled eyes were full of fatigue and pain, "Go, let the driver take you there and bring your mother back, she is too tired after all these years."

In such a huge city, how difficult is it to find someone who is deliberately hiding?

Chen Shu disappeared, did not answer the phone, and did not return to the family villa. For a whole 24 hours, the three children have been wandering outside. They have walked almost all the alleys and went to places they have never been to before, but There is no Chen Shu anywhere.

Zuo Qing cried so much that her eyes could hardly be opened. Zuo Ji, as an elder brother and the only young man in the family, was quite calm, but the furrow between his brows became more and more wrinkled, and the corners of his mouth never relaxed. Pass.

Gu Yan felt sorry for the two brothers and sisters, but at this moment, all words seemed too pale, so he could only stay by their side and help them find them every day.

Grandpa Zuo had already called to ask them to go home and rest for a while, but Zuo Ji didn't listen, and Zuo Qing didn't listen either.

They were afraid that if they were a second late and gave up, the Chen Shu they saw would become a body that could not breathe.

Chen Shu was stimulated and mentally unstable. She could do anything at this time.

Tired of searching, the three of them rested in the car, Gu Yan blamed himself: "It would be great if I didn't mention that request at the beginning, Zuo Ji, I'm sorry."

Zuo Ji suddenly grabbed Gu Yan's slender wrist, and looked at him seriously with tired eyes: "Yanyan, don't say that, I never regret it, this matter has nothing to do with you, I said a lot of nasty things to my mother, Let her be stimulated, if you want to blame it, it is my fault."

"Zuo Ji, you're the one who don't say that, the root of this matter depends on me, it's me..." Gu Yan wanted to take the blame, when Zuo Ji's phone rang.

It's not the phone's ringtone, but the sound of a WeChat video call.

Zuo Ji picked it up and took a look. Unexpectedly, it was Chen Shu who turned off the phone and made a video call to them.

"It's mom, it's mom calling." Zuo Ji shouted excitedly, unlocked it with trembling fingers, and pressed the receive button.

Zuo Qing, the co-driver, suddenly rushed over from the middle, and looked at Zuo Ji's phone with Gu Yan.

As soon as it was connected, the camera over there was unstable and shook a few times, and the network speed was not good enough, so the screen froze for a while, and then slowly revealed Chen Shu's face.

Zuo Ji and Zuo Qing called their mother excitedly, and asked her where she was now, and they went to find her.

However, the pale Chen Shu didn't seem to hear what they said, and moved the camera down by himself, revealing a slender and white wrist, and walking down, it was a well-maintained slender finger.

And a sharp knife between the fingers.

Zuo Ji and Zuo Qing turned pale in an instant, and just as they were about to say something, Chen Shu spoke first: "Xiao Ji, you don't listen to your mother, do you want me to die so that you will listen to me?"

"No...it's not...Mom...Mom, calm down." Zuo Ji's voice was trembling uncontrollably, tears fell one by one, "Mom, don't be impulsive, I will listen to you, I'll listen to you from now on, don't be impulsive, put down the knife first, tell me where you are now, and I'll go find you right away."

"Xiao Ji, you don't listen to me, why don't you listen to me?" Chen Shu seemed unable to hear their voices, and said to himself: "Am I asking too much of you? I just hope you have fun Well, eat well, sleep well, this is the life that many people dream of, is this too much? Why are you disobedient, why do you have to have dreams?"

"No, no, I'm obedient. I won't study anymore. Mom, don't scare me. Put down the knife first." Zuo Ji was completely panicked, and Zuo Qing was also terrified, crying to tell her mother not to do stupid things .

It's a pity that their panic, fear, and worry didn't move Chen Shu at all. She seemed to be very happy, and laughed twice, "You are scared, are you afraid of my death? Feeling guilty, will you live in my shadow for the rest of your life? Hahaha, this seems to be good, I am in such pain, as my children, of course you will suffer as much as me."

The camera shakes a few times, she seems to put the phone in one place to lean against, then raises her wrist in front of the camera, and scratches it with a knife bit by bit, bright blood gush out from the broken skin in an instant .

Zuo Ji and Zuo Qing completely collapsed. They kept yelling to tell her to stop, but the more they yelled, the louder and more terrifying the laughter over there was. She enjoyed the scene of being watched by her own child committing suicide.

Gu Yan was also quite frightened, but after all, he was an outsider, not as broken as Zuo Ji and Zuo Qing, so he spotted a few scarlet letters in the corner of the camera with sharp eyes.

That's... the name of the hotel!

"Zuo Ji, your mother is at Yunfeng Hotel, hurry up, driver, hurry to Yunfeng Hotel."

While shouting, Gu Yan took out his mobile phone and searched for the customer service number of Yunfeng Hotel.

When Zuo Ji was called out by Gu Yan, he instantly regained consciousness. Gu Yan told him as calmly as possible: "Zuo Ji, call 120, and let the ambulance go directly to Yunfeng Hotel."

The sense of crisis to save his mother brought Zuo Ji back to his senses, and Zuo Qing completely collapsed, holding Zuo Ji's phone and kept calling her mother to stop, Zuo Ji took out the phone from Zuo Qing's purse, and started calling 120.

Gu Yan called the hotel's customer service number, and he told the hotel staff in the fastest and most orderly manner that human life was involved, so the hotel staff did not dare to be negligent and checked immediately.

Rushing to the bathroom of the guest room and seeing the bloody water in the bathtub, one of the hotel staff fainted immediately.

The long wait outside the emergency room was the most tormenting time in Zuo Ji's life. Gu Yan kept holding his hand, giving him courage and encouragement.

Grandpa Zuo had already fainted and was admitted to another ward.

Zuo Qing leaned against the wall, her eyes were dull, only tears kept falling, reminding people that she was still alive.

Finally, the lights in the emergency room were turned off, and the chief surgeon came out. Zuo Ji, Gu Yan, and Zuo Qing immediately surrounded him, looking at him nervously and fearfully.

Fortunately, the doctor smiled at them: "Don't worry, the patient has been rescued, if it is later, I'm afraid there will be no way to recover."

Zuo Qing's knees softened, she rolled her eyes, and couldn't take it anymore and passed out.

For the convenience of taking care of them, Chen Shu was accommodated in an extra-large VIP room, Grandpa Zuo and Zuo Qing who had fainted were accommodated, and Zuo Ji took care of them by himself.

Gu Yan accompanied Zuo Ji the whole time, helping him silently.

The two haven't closed their eyes for more than [-] to [-] hours. Their eyeballs are filled with red blood. They are so tired that they could pass out at any time, but they can't. Zuo Ji is the pillar of the family, and Gu Yan is Zuo Ji's spirit. Pillars, none of them can fall.

After finishing their work, the two sat on the sofa in the ward, and Zuo Ji said hoarsely, "Yanyan, I want to tell you something."

As soon as these words came out, Gu Yan, who had expected it for a long time, clenched his hands tightly into fists.

Zuo Ji glanced at it, and quickly moved his eyes away, not daring to look at it at all, his voice was hoarse, as if he was struggling to endure something, "Yanyan, I'm sorry..."

At the end of the five words, Gu Yan heard Zuo Ji's sobs.

He knew his eyes were red.

He also had red eyes.

What does this sentence mean, how can he not understand it as a smart man.

"Yanyan, I'm sorry. Can you tell me what's left?" Zuo Ji continued.

Gu Yan's throat choked up, his chest was oppressively oppressive, every breath he took was like stepping on a knife's edge, the pain was heart-piercing.

"...Do you really want me to say it?" He struggled to squeeze out a few words, as if he had exhausted the rest of his strength.

Zuo Ji looked at Gu Yan slowly: "You tell me, I'm the one who's sorry for you."

Gu Yan dug his nails into the palm of his hand hard, and the pain gnawed at his bones. He slowly turned his neck to meet Zuo Ji's light-colored pupils.

Scenes of their past flashed before their eyes. At first they looked down on each other, then they were throbbing and shy, and then they couldn't hide the passionate kiss in their hearts that night, and then they expressed their hearts to each other under the big tree.

It's not so vigorous, but for them, it is the youth they have gone through, and it is their initial purest heartbeat.

They thought that this passion would last at least until graduation, to university, and then from school uniform to wedding, and finally maybe they would be separated in the quarrels after marriage.

Or they didn't make it to the wedding, but were lured away by other temptations on the way in the future, so they got together and separated.

They haven't had so many dreams together yet, but they've already come to this point.

Gu Yan didn't know how to say that sentence: "Zuo Ji, let's break up."

After a long time, as long as a century, Gu Yan heard Zuo Ji say: "...OK."

Tears fell from their eyes at the same time, hitting the back of their hands, fragmented.

The author has something to say: The next chapter is a car accident, amnesia, ten years later...it's no wonder!The finale of the main text will be tomorrow. I am very excited, and finally I am about to finish writing a book.