Is slag Gong whitewashed today?

Chi Zhou didn't tell Father Chi that he planned to take the drum test, and even when he questioned himself with the words of his mother, he took out the injury certificate issued by the hospital, saying that he would no longer play the piano but it was only after his mother fell ill. conjecture.

The three words neuropathy can sometimes protect a person, and sometimes make a person no longer be trusted.

After hesitating for a while, Father Chi didn't say anything more, and only told him to go to the new school to report as soon as possible.

High school students in the same city always have more or less cross circles due to former alumni or friends. Although new students are curious about things they have heard, they are always harmless.

"I heard that you and that famous Qi Shen are a couple, is that true?"

"Yes, we are together."

"so cool."

When Chi Zhou first heard his classmates agree with the relationship between the two, he still couldn't tell what it was like.

Only sneaked to Qi Rang's house after evening self-study, pretending to mention it casually,

"Today someone said we were a good match together."

Qi Rang sat across from him, glanced at him,

"Very happy?"

"Cough, it's actually not bad."

Chi Zhou lowered his head and flipped through the application materials of several music academies abroad, but the smile on the corner of his mouth could not be suppressed no matter how hard he tried.

The mobile phone placed on the side of the desk vibrated, and after both of them glanced at it, Qi Rang got up to pick up the phone, saw the word Xue Ran, and pressed to connect.

"Hey?"

Xue Ran is a typical hard-mouthed and soft-hearted person. After Qi Rang left school, he kept in touch with Qi Rang, whether it was about schoolwork or complaints, Qi Rang listened to him every time.

It's just that what surprised Qi Rang this time was the dejected voice over there,

"Brother Qi, how did you know you liked boys?"

Qi Rang's heart moved slightly,

"Why did you suddenly ask this question?"

Xue Ran hesitated a bit,

"that is..."

"...Well, there is a boy who is chasing me recently, and I want to refuse but I don't want to refuse."

Qi Rang rubbed the corner of the paper

"It's not too late to think about this kind of thing after the college entrance examination..."

He hadn't finished this sentence, but Chi Zhou became alert because he heard the familiar words, and looked up at his expression.

"Even if the refusal will upset you, it doesn't mean you will feel at ease after agreeing. Besides, if he really likes you, he won't mind this period of time."

What Qi Rang didn't say was, knowing that Xue Ran was in the third year of high school, but choosing to chase someone at this time, how serious can he be?

Xue Ran wailed over there,

"I see."

Seemingly too sad, he hung up the phone without even saying thank you.

Seeing that he had put down his cell phone, Chi Zhou pretended not to care and asked:

"Could it be Xue Ran again?"

"Well, he asked me what to do if someone chased him."

"I'm afraid he doesn't have enough homework. It's okay to come to you when he has nothing to do. Now he even needs your help with emotional problems?"

Qi Rang could hear his sourness, and smiled,

"Speaking of which, I saw Jiang Yao when I went to compete last month."

Chi Zhou frowned and thought for a while,

"Who is Jiang Yao?"

Obviously, he forgot about being chased for his phone number.

He sat cross-legged on a chair, and when he didn't hear the answer, he turned his head and raised his eyebrows to look at Qi Rang,

"Why don't you speak?"

The table was covered with paper materials for studying abroad, and Chi Zhou's life trajectory had also shifted unknowingly.

It was good that he didn't need to know who that woman was again.

Thinking so, Qi Rang leaned over.

Chi Zhou put his hand on his neck naturally, but didn't let it go easily.

"You don't have a guilty conscience, do you come to please me now?"

Qi Rang was succinct and concise,

"It's nothing, I just like you."

After a straight ball hit, Chi Zhou was silent for a few seconds before holding up a blank piece of paper.

"doing what?"

"You are too foul, I want to raise the flag and surrender."

Qi Rang picked up the pen at the side and tapped it on his head,

"Choose a school quickly and get ready for the language test."

When Chi Zhou heard the word "examination", he lay down on the table with a big head, and sighed worriedly after a while:

"What if I go abroad and you have a dog in China?"

Chi Zhou's original goal was a conservatory in the capital, but that school did not have a special drum major, but instead learned and tested percussion music.

Both sound similar, but the difference is huge.

It's not that Chi Zhou is unwilling to learn, but that his amateur interests are always inferior to what he has learned in a professional system. On the premise of losing the advantage of winning various awards in piano, his level is really not enough. superior.

So after screening several other domestic music colleges but they were still not perfect, Qi Rang decisively advised him to try applying from abroad.

After hearing Chi Zhou's words, Qi Rang laughed,

"Are you so sure that you can pass the exam?"

Chi Zhou raised his eyebrows,

"I still have this confidence in your husband."

It’s probably the same as the word “husband” is always just hard-spoken. The person who said this, after submitting materials to several favorite colleges, cried and cried with Qi Rang, who had already entered the national team, holding his mobile phone.

"What if I can't do it? I have never participated in a percussion competition. My previous teacher also said that my drumming level is only average."

"...that's the piano teacher."

"You do not know me."

"...Honey, do you want to change the subject?"

The same words have to be repeated several times a day. After being so anxious for a week, Chi Zhou finally calmed down a little. Showing a heartbroken expression.

Two weeks later, Chi Zhou received the first rejection email.

On the fifth day of the same week, a second letter was received.

Just when he had no hope for the last one, he unexpectedly received a private email from a professor.

According to the professor, in addition to the recommendation letter, the piano teacher who ridiculed Chi Zhou's poor level also found his own friends, exaggerated Chi Zhou's talent, and said that if their school does not admit him, he will definitely be a student. A big loss.

Of course, the professor said that after hearing the first sentence of Rainbow Fart, he expressed a strong rejection in his heart.

What really moved him was Chi Zhou's performance during the interview and an additional full piece of music added to the application materials.

——It’s the song written by Chi Zhou to Qi Rang, but it already has a name, "Mangata"

Chi Zhou's way of expressing his emotions was as clear as ever. After having sex with Qi Rang in the video, he kissed him on the screen.

"I love you so much."

Qi Rang laughed at him,

"Why are you so realistic?"

Chi Zhou laughed twice,

"This can only prove that my feelings for you are sincere!"

Just after Chi Zhou received the official admission notice and before Qi Rang participated in the second phase of the national team's training camp, Chi Zhou took Qi Rang to Chi's house with him.

When he was about to enter the door, Chi Zhou squeezed Qi Rang's hand,

"I don't care now."

That being said, cold sweat was already breaking out on his hands.

Qi Rang sighed,

"Don't be afraid."

In the study on the third floor, Father Chi looked at the two holding hands with an ugly expression on his face.

"What does it mean?"

Chi Zhou handed over the mobile phone, which was the email of acceptance,

"I've passed this conservatory and I'm moving out from home after today."

"Even Dad didn't know how to call him. He brought outsiders in and then said he wanted to move out. Is there any son like you?"

"I don't want to have a dad like you."

One sentence pierced Father Chi's heart and touched his nerves.

Chi Zhou reached out to get the phone back, but Father Chi didn't hold it down, and then threw it at him.

"Don't want a dad like me? Since you were a child, there was no skateboard in China, so I asked someone to mail you a skateboard. I bought you something new. Among the children of your relatives, who has one? How are you doing?"

The phone hit Chi Zhou's shoulder and fell to the ground again, with the screen facing down and cracked.

Chi Zhou didn't want to argue with him too much, he just said calmly,

"Then why didn't you say you were nice to me when you beat me and locked me up like a beast?"

Father Chi didn't care,

"Who didn't get beaten up when they were young? Don't think that if you have a little grade, your wings will be stiff. It's because I raised you well. If you didn't beat you, would you be admitted?"

Perhaps it is between parents and children who always hurt each other and can poke at the most sensitive point of each other.

Chi Zhou finally turned red at his unreasonable denial,

"How did you..."

In the middle of speaking, he turned a corner trembling again, as if he had vented all the grievances that had been suppressed in his heart for so many years into one sentence.

"And do you know...how many times have I thought about dying?"

"That's your weakness."

Five words, sonorous and forceful, he was convicted.

"We were beaten and scolded when we were young, and we didn't say anything about wanting to die. It's because your generation was so well-off that you were spoiled like this."

Stubborn and unable to communicate.

No matter how real it is, parents have already taken a bias from the moment they stood in this role.

But the only thing to be thankful for is that Chi's father may still have some feelings for Chi Zhou, and he didn't let someone stop the two of them at this time, and he never mentioned the word "piano" from the beginning to the end, forcing him to take the path arranged by Chi's mother .

Qi Rang felt a little strange after walking out of the gate,

"Your father is not obedient to your mother, why did he let you go so easily today."

Chi Zhou snorted coldly,

"Who knows him."

After speaking, he turned his eyes to Qi Rang,

"I'm free now."

When the two got into the car, Chi Zhou received a text message reminding him to transfer money from his father.

But he locked the screen after only one glance, and didn't intend to use it.

When he hated Father Chi the most, he thought about returning all the money spent on him in the past to Father Chi, and then returning half of his own blood to completely cut off the family relationship.

Although he no longer has that kind of extreme at this time, he still doesn't want money, and wants to return all the money and be an independent person.

He used to resign himself to his fate and think about muddled development, but it's different now.

There is desire in his heart, he yearns for the light, crying and hiding are useless.

Five years later, the capital.

Qi Rang was wearing a loose camel coat, and said to the phone with a calm expression,

"Thank you for your recommendation, but my wife lives abroad for a long time, if the scope of movement is restricted... I hope you can understand."

"Attention all passengers, your flight is flying to London..."

Qi Rang stood in front of the window and hung up the phone, then looked at the message he received on WeChat, showing a faint smile.

While dragging his suitcase to the boarding gate, he called back on WeChat.

The phone was quickly picked up, followed by Chi Zhou with a lazy smile,

"Where are you now?"

Qi Rang handed the ticket to the staff,

"At home."

Chi Zhou elongated his tone,

"Then look out the window."

Qi Rang stopped in his footsteps. After hesitating for a moment, he returned to his original position under the worried eyes of the airport staff.

"You won't...be downstairs in my house."

Chi Zhou keenly caught his pause,

"you are not at home?"

Qi Rang coughed,

"actually..."

"You moved? Cheated? Did you really have another dog behind my back?"

The guesses were getting more and more outrageous, Qi Rang sighed and interrupted him quickly,

"I'm at the airport."

Chi Zhou clenched the phone tightly, and then he had a few longings,

"You, you are not going to meet some little lover, or why lie to me."

Qi Rang looked at the ticket in his hand,

"That's what I planned to do, but you're back..."

Chi Zhou squinted where Qi Rang couldn't see, and then heard him say:

"Maybe we'll have to go home."

Chi Zhou was taken aback for a moment, and after repeating the sentence a few times, he returned to his normal voice.

"Are you going to find me?"

"Well, I planned to surprise you."

After the two graduated from university, one joined a regular band and the other entered a scientific research institute. When Qi Rang just quit his job and was about to be introduced to the Ministry of National Defense, he saw that Chi Zhou had sent him a letter from a top band. Invitation message.

He knew that Chi Zhou had wanted to perform on that stage for a long time, so after the two made a decision, they simply rejected the recommendation and planned to go to Chi Zhou first and visit a teacher by the way.

Chi Zhou sat on the sofa and listened to his explanation with a delicate expression,

"Actually... I also declined the invitation from that orchestra."

The two looked at each other, then laughed again.

Chi Zhou sighed,

"Go and agree!"

Qi Rang raised his eyebrows,

"Why didn't you go after the invitation?"

Chi Zhou pretended to regret and said:

"They definitely won't want me anymore."

After speaking, she rubbed against Qi Rang's side a little bit, turned around and knelt down on Qi Rang's body with her knees on the sofa cushion.

Qi Rang's breathing sank and he caught him.

Then I saw him hooking one finger to the neckline of his shirt, pressing down slightly, and whispering in his ear with a low and hoarse voice:

"How about you make it up to me?"

...

Just when the two of them stayed in the country and their lives were on the right track, Chi Zhou received a call from Chi's father, saying that Chi's mother was dying.

In fact, since going to university, Chi Zhou has hardly been home. Qi Rang gave Chi Zhou's father the venture capital company that he registered and started up just in case, in the name of Chi Zhou.

It's not that he kidnapped his son to make compensation, but it's to make Chi's father treat Chi Zhou as an equal and stop treating him as a child.

On the plane back, Chi Zhou held Qi Rang's hand tightly until he returned to the familiar villa, only to find that the pain that he thought would never pass had unknowingly turned into a memory that could be spoken. .

It was a superstition, Chi Mu, who had been unable to eat for many days and struggled to die, lost her breath within 10 minutes after Chi Zhou entered the room.

The servants all said that they were holding their last breath in order to see their son.

Chi Zhou has been in a bad state since that day. After Qi Rang comforted him a few times, he just shook his head and said that he would be fine for a while.

Until the day of Chi's mother's funeral, when Qi Rang accompanied Chi Zhou to receive guests, he met Xue Ran and Qin Xiao beside him.

In the past few years, because of Qi Rang's relationship, Xue Ran and Chi Zhou have also become friends who can make phone calls from time to time, so it is not surprising to attend the funeral out of etiquette.

Surprisingly, it was Qin Xiao who confessed to Xue Ran and then separated and reunited in the following years.

It wasn't that Qi Rang was too perfunctory with Xue Ran's friendship, but that once, Xue Ran told himself that he particularly liked a book, and the people who chased him also said that they were very interested in it. He wanted to discuss it with that person, and after that person didn't take it seriously, he felt a little uncomfortable.

Qi Rang said it was because the person chasing you was just chasing you, and he wasn't serious.

Sometimes it's so strange that the chaser doesn't care but seduces him instead, and the chased one humbles himself until he gets hurt before he realizes that it's not love.

I don't know if Xue Ran heard Qi Rang's disapproval of the two of them, since then he rarely mentioned his relationship with Qi Rang or Chi Zhou.

Qin Xiao was not surprised to see Qi Rang, and even apologized a little.

"Thank you for not caring about me back then."

It's not that he didn't care, Qi Rang just didn't do it himself to let the bar boy do everything he did to Chi Zhou after he hooked up with Qin Xiao, and then threw him into the toilet of the bar.

And Qin Xiao may not really mind what he said at this time, but because of his emotions due to differences in social status.

Qi Rang opened his eyes lightly, if it wasn't for Xue Ran's face, he might just kick him out.

Just as he patted Xue Ran on the shoulder and was about to leave, Qin Xiao suddenly looked at Uncle Qin and said:

"Why is it him?"

Then, after Father Chi entered the arena, he glanced at Xue Ran in surprise, and whispered in his ear:

"The person standing next to Chi Qiang is a couple with Chi Qiang."

He spoke in a low voice, but Qi Rang still heard it.

"how do you know?"

Qin Xiao glanced at Qi Rang,

"Meet them at the hotel before."

Qi Rang was about to refute, so he heard him say again:

"Chi Qiang is supporting that person, that person's posture..."

For a moment, Qi Rang suddenly understood why Chi's father was obedient to Chi's mother, but after Chi Zhou was admitted, there was no reason for being too persistent.

He frowned and said reflexively:

"Don't tell Chi Zhou..."

"I heard."

Chi Zhou's face was pale, and his voice was as dry as an old man's.

In the evening, the two of them did not return to Qi Rang's former residence, but stayed in Chi's villa.

"I want to be quiet by myself, please go back to your room first."

After eating, Chi Zhou hugged Qi Rang and said.

Qi Rang patted him on the back,

"I'll wait for you to come back."

Chi Zhou nodded, and watched him go upstairs before reaching the cabin behind the villa that was used to "lock up" Chi's mother.

Qi Rang waited until early in the morning and didn't see him return to the room. After all, he was still worried and went to the back.

The servants all avoided the backyard because of taboo, and the street lamps on both sides were not turned on because of the custom.

Qi Rang turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone to shine on the road, and stretched out his hand to push open the wooden door.

At the same time as the squeak, Chi Zhou's low murmur sounded.

"Do you know what she said to me in the last sentence?"

Qi let a pause,

"what?"

"She said, I love you."

"She wants to make me feel guilty until she dies."

The words that were supposed to be gentle and sincere, were like an invisible shackle on Chi Zhou's neck at this moment, just like before, or worse than before.

Qi Rang frowned,

"It's not your fault."

Then he thought for a while and said:

"Death does not cover up the mistakes a person has made, and past experiences are no excuse."

Everyone in this world has everyone's difficulties, but this cannot be your capital to oppress others for granted.

Chi Zhou held a photo and didn't respond.

The person who once said that he would never touch the piano again pressed the keys again at this moment, but it was not a world famous song, but a very simple "Two Tigers".

That was the first time in Chi Zhou's memory that he saw that woman playing the piano.

Wearing a long black dress, elegant and noble, sitting by the piano and looking at him tenderly, with a gentle voice, whether it sounds nice, how about learning the piano with your mother when you grow up?

In fact, he also liked this instrument when he was young.

So at that time he said, can he become as good-looking as his mother after studying?

The woman laughed happily, picked him up and kissed him, and then led him downstairs.

In the following years, he never saw that smile again.

She has been disappointed in her love, lost her career, put everything on Chi Zhou, and finally lost her family.

At the end of the song, Chi Zhou got up and closed the piano cover.

After leading Qi Rang out again, he smiled faintly,

"I know."

He locked the wooden door again, then blinked at Qi Rang,

"Can you carry me back?"

Qi Rang stared at him for a few seconds, then squatted down with his back to him.

On the small road with only a little flashing light, Chi Zhou hugged Qi Rang's neck tightly, then buried his head on his shoulder, the black shirt was wet with tears and quickly disappeared.

In the small room behind him, a beam of moonlight shone on the keys, reflecting half of the old photo.

Mother Chi was just an adult, standing in front of the entrance of the Central Conservatory of Music, smiling like a flower.

Chi Zhou didn't get distracted by sadness, but got busier and picked up the piano again.

And just after the two achieved unattainable achievements in their respective fields, a reporter found their residence.

Chi Zhou idly leaned on the recliner, complaining to Qi Rang,

"It's so annoying, I don't want others to see what our house looks like at all."

Qi Rang said indifferently,

"Then what did you promise to come down?"

Chi Zhou replied humbly,

"Of course it's to show off your love. There will always be people asking why you're not married yet on the Internet."

It seems that I can still see the childishness of the year.

Photographed by the board.

"You and Mr. Qi Rang have achieved great achievements in your respective fields, and your work is also very busy. Will there be conflicts in your daily life due to lack of communication?"

Chi Zhou looked at the people next to him with a serious face,

"Do we communicate less?"

Qi Rang thought of the person who was still pestering him 2 minutes ago, and he was very serious.

"I think it's a bit much."

Reporter: ...I reasonably suspect that you are carrying private goods.

"I heard that your famous song was composed very early, and it was written for Mr. Qi Rang. Can you tell us your story back then?"

Chi Zhou briefly showed a smile, and although he quickly hid it, the photographer on the side still captured it.

After thinking for a while, he took Qi Rang's hand.

"I love him and he loves me, that's all."

At that moment, the world stopped flowing.

A ray of light tore through the clouds in the sky and shone on the courtyard where the two lived. Qi Rang turned his head if he felt something, and saw that Chi Zhou's clear eyes gradually became complicated and deep.

Obviously, he should be the person he is most familiar with, but at this moment, it is extremely strange.

"who are you?"

he opened his mouth to ask.

In the next second, Chi Zhou let go of the hands they held as if he had been scalded.

"I..."

'Chi Zhou' stared into his eyes, paused and said word by word:

"I am your lover."

"Hey, shameless."

The system's usually calm electronic voice was tinged with sarcasm, and then it turned into a clear boyish voice,

"Master, he is lying to you."

The beam of light that shone down suddenly became scorching hot and dazzling. The last thing Qi Rang saw before he lost consciousness was the red eyes of 'Chi Zhou', and the depression and despair around him that were about to condense into substance.

He felt a pain in his heart, and then fell into a coma completely under the voice of the system, "I'll take you out of here first."

The author has something to say: ① Mangata: Swedish, the silver road paved by the moonlight on the water

Although you should not care about the meaning of this word, I still mark it _(:з)∠)_

②I finished coding in one breath, I am too sleepy, I will check it again tomorrow morning, I hope there are not many mistakes QAQ

③The campus chapter was originally intended to be written by Qi Zhan, but everyone has something they want to express, so Chi Zhou was finally decided.It is not considered abuse of Chi's mother without abusing his father, but there is absolutely no whitewashing.In addition to the labels of neuropathy and homosexuality, I actually wanted to write about the feelings of ordinary parents (no, I'm blind bb)

④ It’s time for the main line, I don’t have much to look forward to, but I hope you don’t charge 2333 for now

I go to sleep!A super long chapter and a super long story~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: Chang'an is Chang'an, there is always a scorching sun*, this person did not name, so because of 1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: demoのtest, there is always a hot sun*1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!