Monster, I want to fall in love with you

Tao Qiu looked like he was when he was intact, with jet-black hair hanging down softly.Under the cover of the lights, a pair of indistinct eyes hide two clusters of light, and they are also in good condition.His cheeks are full and his lips are moist.

Gu Yan pulled him into his arms.

The fire bag in Tao Qiu's hand fell to the ground, and the person in his arms seemed obedient.In the darkness, Gu Yan found his lips and kissed him passionately, and after a while, he let go.

Tao Qiu re-ignited the Huodezi.Compared to Gu Yan's excitement, Tao Qiu just smiled gently.

"Where is this place?" Gu Yan finally thought about the current situation.

They seemed to be in an extremely dark and deep hole.There are various rocks in convex and concave, and it is a bit like a cave.

Gu Yan took a closer look, and found that there were countless holes in the hole, each hole was dark, and he didn't know where the starting point was or where it led.

Gu Yan was a little confused, he and Tao Qiu were still in his bedroom a moment ago.But now, they seem to have traveled to another time and space.

But this must be the ghost of the cricket, but it is conclusive.

Probably something went wrong when I used that method to over-influence the crickets.Gu Yan thought vaguely.

"We are in the time tunnel of the cricket." Sure enough, Tao Qiu said.

Tao Qiu knew what Gu Yan had done.In order to bring himself back from the time of the cricket, he performed a forbidden technique.This method is banned because of the devastating consequences if done incorrectly.

Compared with this result, it is much better for him to face the crickets growing old alone and fend for themselves.

And because Gu Yan exceeded his body's capacity during the time transition, he was backlashed by the cricket's power, so the two were brought into the time and space of the cricket one after another.

"Wormhole?" Gu Yan forced a smile.He couldn't believe it.

"That's not a bad understanding." Tao Qiu moved his eyes to those countless caves, "This is a labyrinth of time. The big and small caves are the state of time in the cricket's body."

"Then we can go back as long as we go out from here, right?" Gu Yan said.

Since this time is presented in front of them in such a concrete form, if they travel from here, they should be able to escape the time control of the crickets.Although he didn't quite understand this situation, Gu Yan simplified the complicated calculations in his heart.

"There are too many side roads here, and no one has ever walked out of them." Tao Qiu said.

No one can get out of here.The caves here are densely covered like spider silk, and there are all kinds of intertwined and back-and-forth times.

Walking through it, you will only lose yourself, and it is impossible to go out.

"What will happen if you can't get out?" Gu Yan asked softly.

"I've been trapped here, without birth or death."

Because all kinds of time are intertwined, it can also be considered that there is no time, so even death is impossible.

But Gu Yan didn't seem to think so.He felt that as long as he was alive, there was always hope.What's more, Tao Qiu was by his side.If the two of them will end up trapped here, with this person by their side, he probably won't be too lonely.

But in fact, he was not as optimistic as Gu Yan thought.

"In the end, our memory will disappear little by little, and we will not remember who we are, where we came from, where we are going, and eventually become lonely ghosts, lost in this cave of time." Tao Qiu said.

What awaits them will be endless life and death.

And utter oblivion in the absence of birth and death.

"No matter when, I will never forget you, so," Gu Yan looked at Tao Qiu, "you can't forget me either."

Tao Qiu nodded.

Since Gu Yan still has hope, let's keep this hope alive for a while.Tao Qiu thought silently.

Gu Yan pulled Tao Qiu up and started the long journey.Even though there was no hope at all, he still wouldn't just sit and wait to die.

And Tao Qiu just cooperated with him and followed closely behind him.Tao Qiu didn't light the torch again.With just a few tools, he should save some of them.

Moreover, he did not think that having light was of much use.

Although Gu Yan did not give up, Tao Qiu knew that it was impossible for them to escape from this maze of time.

But he didn't say much.Just follow him closely.

He took one step here first.Dark caves, one hole after another.There is no beginning and no end.

He walked for a while feeling the rock, and his heart sank to the ground.He has always been indifferent to life and death, but he couldn't face this endless time alone, and then lost alone in this endless time.

Now, Gu Yan is by his side.He was conflicted.He felt sad for what Gu Yan was about to face, but in the deepest part of his heart, there was some joy that made him feel guilty.

To Gu Yan, it was a catastrophe, but to him, it was like salvation.

In the endless darkness, the cave has no beginning and no end.

But Tao Qiu still felt cold, while Gu Yan radiated a lot of heat.Tao Qiu kept holding Gu Yan's hand tightly.He is not afraid of the cold, but he is afraid that the two will get lost in the jungle at this time and lose each other.

There is no concept of time here, but the two seem to pass through one hole after another.Several times in the middle, Tao Qiu lit a torch, but the surrounding scenery remained unchanged.

Large and small rocks, the slight sound of ticking water.But I really want to confirm it, but I don't know where the water source is.

Endless, like a spider's web, an endlessly deep, black hole.

There is no beginning and no end.

Because there was no time, the two just walked.If you are tired from walking, take a rest for a while, and then go again.It seems that it has only been gone for a while, it seems that it has actually been gone for some time.

An hour, or a day.

Or a month.

Gu Yan still had no intention of stopping.As long as there is a breath, he doesn't want to give up.He wants to take Tao Qiu out of here.He wants to live the most ordinary and happiest life with Tao Qiu.

He wants to confess to Tao Qiu, kneel in front of him, swear his loyalty to him, and ask him to give him his peace of mind.

Until he suddenly realized that he hadn't heard Tao Qiu's voice for a long time.

In this boundless darkness, Tao Qiu spoke less and less.

But whether he was walking or stopping, Tao Qiu held his hand tightly, as if he was afraid that the two of them would get separated in this boundless darkness, and then each wandered in lifeless and deathless.

He held Tao Qiu's hand, sat on the ground, and took a small rest.He was a little fortunate that he didn't feel hungry in this time wormhole.

Going around in the jungle of time, what they spend is either a day or a month, but it is actually just a flash.

Therefore, it is understandable what Tao Qiu said, they will wander here endlessly, but they will not perish.

Gu Yan lit the torch.A spark lit up a corner of the boundless darkness.

The erratic firelight trembled like a heartbeat in the deep darkness.

Tao Qiu looked at Gu Yan sideways, his brows were slightly frowned, as if trying to identify something, but also trying to remember something.

"Tao Qiu." Gu Yan's heart twitched suddenly, and he called softly.

"Gu Yan." Tao Qiu responded.

Gu Yan hugged him into his arms.At that moment just now, he thought that there was something wrong with Tao Qiu's memory.Compared to the eternal imprisonment of the two, Gu Yan couldn't bear Tao Qiu's forgetfulness.

His persistence until now is based on the idea of ​​protecting Tao Qiu well.

"Tao Qiu." Gu Yan rubbed Tao Qiu's icy body fiercely with his hands, as if he wanted to inject the heat of his own body into it.

Tao Qiu just rested quietly on his chest, and after a while, asked softly, "Tao Qiu, is this my name?"

It wasn't until this moment that Gu Yan truly and thoroughly realized the situation of the two of them.

Perhaps it was his never-daunted personality, or because Tao Qiu was by his side, he always felt that even though it was impossible, he and Tao Qiu were special, and they could escape this disaster and escape from here.

He always felt that he was blessed by God.

Because, God let him meet Tao Qiu.Everything is preordained.He was destined to send Tao Qiu to his side.

He exists for a reason too.Although he was not sure, after Tao Qiu was hit by a cricket, he felt that his existence was to protect Tao Qiu.

But now, he suddenly woke up from his illusion.

He couldn't protect this man at all.

But this person forgot his name, but still remembered his name.

"Well. You are Tao Qiu. My love." Gu Yan whispered in his ear, "We are in the maze of time, and you have lost your memory bit by bit. You must remember, I love you. You love me too .”

Tao Qiu was hugged in his arms meekly, and nodded.

Tao Qiu's memory is like an hourglass, fading silently but with conclusive evidence.

As if he was afraid that this person would disappear, Gu Yan kept holding him tightly in his arms for the rest of the trip.And he also became more and more noisy, talking to Tao Qiu non-stop.

If Tao Qiu's memory keeps losing, then Gu Yan will help him retransmit this memory over and over again.

But gradually, he discovered the fact that Tao Qiu couldn't understand his words.

The way he looked at him also slowly and subtly changed, no longer strong emotions, more just blank.

He's becoming what he calls, a real ghost.

He hugged him and walked for an unknown amount of time.

Or one year, or ten years.

In fact, or just a moment.

Finally, Gu Yan stopped walking.He lit the last piece of fire and put it in the crevice of the stone.He took off his coat again, spread it on the floor, hugged Tao Qiu, and sat down.

He placed Tao Qiu between his legs so that he could hold him tightly in his arms.

Although Tao Qiu couldn't understand what he was saying now, he still called his name softly in his ear, "Tao Qiu."

But Tao Qiu didn't respond any more, even though he was still leaning on his arms very docilely at this moment, motionless.

"Tao Qiu." He called again.

At some point, Gu Yan heard his own crying.

At first it was just sobbing intermittently, and then the sobs broke down.

He imagined countless futures between him and Tao Qiu, but he never imagined such despair.

Perhaps in such a desperate situation with no way out, forgetting is a kind of happiness instead.

But even so, Gu Yan was unwilling to forget.His memory not only belongs to himself, but now also belongs to Tao Qiu.Without memory, he would cease to be himself.Tao Qiu will not be Tao Qiu either.

He went to kiss his lips, even though Tao Qiu's eyes were empty and his expression was confused, his lips were still soft.

The way he lowered his eyes, the thick row of eyelashes.It is also what he is familiar with and loves.

Gu Yan kissed his eyelashes again.

This is despair overlapping despair, heartache overlapping heartache.

For a moment, he was in a trance, and this situation was no stranger to him.He seems to have experienced it in another time, another space.

The same endlessness, the same endlessness.It's just that at that time, it was obviously just a person, but there was only indifference, which had nothing to do with it.

But this time, it was so desperate and helpless, so heartbreaking.

Perhaps, if you stay in that place all the time, it won't be so painful.

Perhaps, if they continue to split like that, there will be no such despair.

Gu Yan's kiss gradually intensified, and he pushed Tao Qiu down to the ground.

Take him before he completely loses consciousness.

If you don't hurry up, you will miss the opportunity just like last time.

Gradually, his consciousness became a little confused, and his memories overlapped, but the idea of ​​wanting Tao Qiu was clear and certain.

In the chaotic time and space, intertwined timelines, Gu Yan removed Tao Qiu's clothes.

His movements were so eager and forceful that his hands trembled slightly, but Tao Qiu was still obedient.

Several times, he felt that he was too hasty and hurt Tao Qiu, but Tao Qiu just panted lowly, frowned, and let him swing.

This person obviously needs to be protected...

Gu Yan's tears flowed down again.

At some point, his shoulder was aching, and at first he was whistling, as if the wind passed through his armpit.Gradually, the wind turned into a storm, producing a strong air current.

A pair of huge wings fluttered over his shoulders like clouds hanging from the sky.