[Touken Ranbu] The Life of a Beloved God Judge

If the total number of words of "love" and "dislike" is enough, I will try to make a custom collection. Friends who have experience in this field are welcome to join the group and let me hug my thigh (.

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ps: Customization will add some extra episodes of my favorite stalks, and of course there are cars (deleted) but the horoscope has not been written yet...

☆、P19-21

Part19

Kitagawa Sosuke personally sent the person into the subway, and then set foot on the way home worried.

He didn't know if it was a mistake for him to clarify everything today... In the second half of the chat, his friend's face turned pale, and his whole body seemed to be on the verge of collapse, as if he had experienced the end of the world. He couldn't bear to continue.

"It's okay, think about it better, you... are not related by blood, right?"

The two stayed outside for too long unknowingly, and Bai Muling didn't forget at least the sentence Guangzhong said in the morning, "I'll cook something delicious tonight" in a trance. Seeing that the time was nearly an hour later than usual, she hurriedly He hurriedly picked up his schoolbag and turned around and ran.

"..." Kitagawa Cangsuke looked at his friend who always paid attention to his appearance and didn't even notice that his shoelaces were loose. !

Along the way, he tried his best to cheer up the other party. First, he declared that he would never discriminate against homosexuals and swore to God that no matter what happened, he would go through fire and water for his friends, and then he really analyzed the current situation for him—after all, Kitagawa Sosuke never expected that Bai Muling would be able to look at the problem calmly and without digging into the horns when faced with such a thing.

No matter how bad things are, they still have the support of those "guardians"... But this time is different from the past. Before thinking about the next step, it is better not to startle the snake casually, right?

Beichuan Sosuke shared this idea with his friends while thinking, but saw the other party raised his head and said "ah?" Big characters that make people feel desperate.

"You're stupid! Don't tell me, why don't you wait until you become an adult to marry a wife and have children!?" He almost knocked open the other's head to see if there was nothing left from the nuclear bomb just now, Beichuan hated iron for being weak Teaching, "How will you know the result if you don't say it! It's not you if you give up before doing it!"

That person who has been fearless since elementary school, and has the aura to beat the seniors to the ground with all his might!

However, Kitagawa Sosuke, who was inexperienced, failed to recognize the fact that what he likes really needs to be fought for - but once he cares to the extreme, because he cannot bear the consequences of losing, he needs to think carefully about how to breathe.

For him, swordsmen are not only people he likes, but also teachers and even father-brothers who bring him life.

——It is precisely because it is so important that it cannot be touched or let go, which has caused Bai Muling's current state of desperation.

"And I think your guardian also cares about you. You should think about it tonight. See you at the old place tomorrow."

Kitagawa Sosuke patted him on the shoulder, and told him again and again, "Don't think too much" and "There must be a way before the car reaches the mountain", and watched the subway into the darkness with a worried face.

Part20

Even if today's subway luckily did not change the route temporarily, when Bai Muling returned to Honmaru, it would be an hour late from the usual dinner time, but the Fusangshen of Honmaru continued to be busy and should do it during the day It's as if everyone's time has been postponed together.

Bai Muling is not stupid. When he saw a table of dishes that had been cold but no one had touched them, he was stunned for a moment, and immediately forgot all the awkwardness and self-repression in the past year. The brown-haired boy lowered his head , the candlestick sitting next to him could guess what he was thinking at a glance, and suddenly he was a little bit dumbfounded and thought: Well, if this little guy keeps struggling, I'm afraid he won't have to eat.

Knowing that the other party is now afraid that he wants to stick with him and he is in a dilemma because of his face, he puts a piece of the other party's favorite cherry blossoms into a small dish, watching the boy eat it without saying a word, and finally said with a smile: "Is it sweet?" Sweet? Cherry blossoms picked last week, marinated with your favorite preserves."

The simple-minded boy really replied seriously: "Sweet." When he said this, he was still chewing on the dessert, and when he didn't pay attention, there was a satisfied expression on his face that the swordsmen were very familiar with but hadn't seen for a while.

like a cat.Yao Yan couldn't help sighing, and gave him a piece of dessert.

"Do you want to eat next time?"

"think."

Bai Muling answered without hesitation, but Fu Sangshen's next sentence made him stare wide-eyed—"Then let's pick flowers together this weekend." He immediately forgot the restraint and hesitation before, and turned his head to look at him with accusing eyes. Cut Guangzhong, the candlestick that dropped sugar-coated cannonballs on him.

For a while, many people at the table couldn't help laughing, Candlestick Kiri was no exception, and Tsurumaru laughed the most exaggeratedly.

"Hahahaha Ling is really an indispensable surprise in a long life!" Fu Sangshen in white laughed so hard that he slapped the table, barely stopped laughing, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and kindly made excuses for the candlestick , "No matter how much you stare at the result, it won't change, hahahaha... Sorry, sorry, I couldn't help it, the daggers of Awataguchi have been looking for you to play with for a long time, they like you so much, it's not okay to leave them alone~"

like.

These two words made Bai Muling calm down in an instant, as if someone had pressed the pause button in his mind, the anger that turned from embarrassment disappeared in an instant, and he returned to the restless state before eating, but again Because of Tsurumaru's words, Bai Muling was annoyed, but he felt strangely confident.

He doesn't even know where this confidence comes from... Is it the sentence from Tsurumaru's mouth that he likes it?Or is the cherry blossom bake tonight too sweet?

After the meal, he saw that there was only candle holders left in the kitchen cleaning up, he hesitated for three seconds and then quietly came behind him.

"What? Haven't you had enough dessert for dinner yet?" The handsome Fu Sangshen asked without turning around to confirm who was coming. With a smile, "Before Hasebe reminded me to control your intake of desserts, so I can't eat any more tonight."

I obviously don't have cavities!

Bai Muling quickly brushed through the typesetting in her mind, and retorted rather unconvinced, "It's not—"

"Ok?"

Bai Muling lost his temper.

Candlestick didn't urge him at all, he saw the boy's abnormal situation in the past year, after all, he was also a child brought up by himself, watching him change from the former child who loved to play and fight to the present one who is too quiet , It would be a lie to say that I don't feel distressed.

But even if he was as careful as he was, he didn't notice when the problem appeared... Was it the girlfriend?Or have you really matured after the high school entrance examination?Or what happened in high school in the past six months?

Thinking of this, he narrowed his eyes slightly.

But in the next second, he felt his sleeve being pulled. He recovered from the dangerous thinking before, and looked down, only to see the young man raised his head, his expression looked eager, but he seemed to say He stammered like some unspeakable words, "Guangzhong you..."

"……like me?"

The boy's voice was thin and low. If Fu Sangshen's five senses were not stronger than human beings, he might have missed the last sentence.

After chewing these words several times, the elder god couldn't help but feel a little funny. He lowered his head against the young man's forehead, his golden pupils fixedly looked into his eyes.

"Of course I like you."

The deep voice unique to a mature man rang in his ears, like a spell that held Bai Muling in place.

I like it, even if Tsurumaru reminds me not to interfere with your decision too much, I can't help but want to keep you by my side.

Part21

Before falling asleep, Bai Muling was still a little dizzy. On the one hand, he wondered whether the "like" in Fu Sangshen's mouth was what he thought, on the other hand, he couldn't help jumping up a little. He slightly The corners of his mouth curled up, thinking: Tomorrow, I will talk about my decision with Bei Chuan, who loves to chatter like an old lady.

Because she knew her own mind thoroughly and was a young man with a vigorous blood, Bai Muling dreamed some colorful scenes that night as expected.

But the strange thing is that this dream gave him a strange sense of familiarity as if it had happened a long time ago. Before he could think about it, a moist and hot kiss was printed on the back of his ear, making him tremble.

This time he knew that the person in front of him was definitely a man, not the Yukino Asanuma he had always thought - wrong height, wrong posture, wrong strength!It is impossible for Asanuma Yukino to do such a thing!

There seemed to be a chuckle in his ear, the man leaned over to kiss him, this time he was not blocked by anything, Bai Muling didn't know what to think, as soon as his brain got hot, he let the tongue enter and enter his mouth unimpeded Siege everywhere.

During the exchange of body fluids, one of the opponent's hands slowly touched his neck, and along the arc of his shoulder, he brushed off his collar and stopped on his shoulder—the next second, a sudden sense of weightlessness hit him, and he was taken He fell onto a high platform behind him.

Bai Muling opened his eyes wide suddenly, but he still couldn't see the people or things in front of him clearly. Apart from the palpitations caused by the weightlessness, he didn't feel any pain from the impact.

Only then did he realize that the top of his head was the opponent's left arm, and that person surrounded himself within his territory like a food protector.There was a sudden darkness in front of his eyes, and the gentle shallow kiss suddenly became intense and deep. Bai Muling, who lacked kissing experience and did not know how to breathe, couldn't help struggling, and finally turned his head to take a few breaths of fresh air.

The other party mercifully let his mouth go, but did not give him any time to buffer, Bai Muling was still panting, and felt the hand that was pressing on his shoulder lift up the clothes and caress his waist, He couldn't help trembling, and goose bumps suddenly appeared on his body.

(wait……)

He heard his own voice, but the strange thing is... Isn't he in the dream unable to make a sound?

——The moment this thought flashed through my mind like lightning, the surroundings were plunged into darkness, and the people in front of me disappeared as if they had suddenly evaporated.

The heat on Bai Muling's body has not dissipated, but it gradually cooled down with the silence that can be heard falling needles around him. After losing the man's shackles, he was able to move. He stood up and smoothed his hem. He only took a few steps, and he clearly felt Hit a wall.

...Is this room so small?

The darkness magnified the uneasiness in his heart, and this environment made some memories that should have been forgotten long ago faintly emerge in his mind.

A ray of light from nowhere shone into the room, and Bai Muling looked around at the surrounding furnishings with the faint light, his face was pale as paper, and he staggered back a few steps—this room is really small, there is no After a few steps, his back touched the icy wall, and the biting cold penetrated his flesh and blood and penetrated deep into his bone marrow.

This is a room used to punish disobedient children.

At that time, the oldest child in the orphanage was no more than 12 years old, and everyone was very thin due to malnutrition. The dean thought it was just a simple confinement as a punishment, so he sorted out a warehouse randomly.Because it is an ordinary utility room, the area is terribly small, and stronger adults cannot enter at all, and the furnishings inside are also very simple, except for a bed, there is only one door, and a temporary door on the door. Small windows installed.

This small room became a nightmare that Bai Muling couldn't get rid of.

Bai Muling stood there in a daze, but quickly realized that he ran to the door and kept knocking on the door panel, but his hand went straight through.

(Open the door! Open the door! Let me out! I'm not wrong! Let me out!)

As a child, he was in a panic with a voice of grievance overflowing from his memories. The boy looked down stiffly little by little, and a boy who was vague and couldn't see his facial features thumped heavily on the door.

The door panel remained motionless, and there was no echo from outside the door.

The boy was tired after knocking for a while, his head resting on the door panel, his body trembling slightly, and a thin choked sound came into his ears.

(I'm not wrong...why...why...what...)

Although Bai Muling couldn't see his facial features clearly, he knew that the boy must be crying miserably, miserably, miserably.

Because that's who he is.

Before coming to Honmaru...the childhood in the orphanage.

(……fraud……)

"I like Xiaoling very much. Xiaoling only needs to do what she wants." The Baimu couple stroked the boy's hair and said.

(Both, liars.)

"How can you be disobedient? You bad boy!"

Adults are creatures who say they like it, but as long as they go against their will, they will immediately sentence you to death.

Only by being the good boy in their minds, will they not be punished...and will be loved.

The faint light source also disappeared, and the world fell into darkness again, except for the boy's faint cries and cries, there was nothing left.

Bai Muling stuck in place like a dead thing, and gradually, not even the boy's cries remained... Everything returned to the dead silence before.

Qingguang said "If you are not happy, you can come back to Honmaru", Mitsutada said "like", Yaken said "I hope to start a family with the person I like", all the memories are tangled up in his mind, Shiraki Ling He hugged his head in pain, and at some point his face was full of tears.

Can't……

He opened his mouth and let out a soundless scream.

If you like it, you will violate their expectations, if you can't become a so-called "good boy"——

He simply cannot bear the consequences of losing.

It was still dark, but Bai Muling suddenly woke up from the dream, he stretched out his hand and subconsciously touched his face, the coolness from the wet tears went straight to the brain through the palm of his hand.There were still four full hours before the alarm clock rang, but he didn't feel sleepy, lying on the bed with his eyes open until dawn.

There were a few birdsong in the distance.

He thought, it's better not to talk to Beichuan.

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There are almost two chapters left to vote, and the voting address is in Chapter 11~ Hurry up if you haven’t voted w Those who voted before don’t need to vote again quietly (.

If you have doubts about Ling's entangled attitude, you can carefully read the text again: Ling had already planned to talk (before going to bed), but then he was afraid that he would not be able to make it with his relatives after he finished talking (when Beichuan suggested that he confess), Secondly, the shadow of his childhood was so deep that he had a preconceived notion (memory killing). In fact, the Baimu couple and Fu Sangshen are completely different, but he is on the edge, well, the next step is the rebellious period x

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