never grow old together

Standing at the door of the hospital, Shen Chu's hand holding the physical examination form was trembling, the smile on the corner of his mouth became more bitter, and even his face became paler.

"Advanced gastric cancer..."

I never thought that this disease would fall on me, and I never thought that I would get to this point.

Discuss with your family?

Do I still have family?

There were tears in Shen Chu's eyes. Compared with this illness, it was more sad. After staring at the medical examination form for a long time, he took out his mobile phone and dialed the phone number he knew by heart. The call was connected quickly, but the other party The tone sounded extremely impatient.

"Say something quickly."

Shen Chu smiled bitterly, he was still so impatient, but the voice was damn nice.

"Feng Yi." Shen Chu took a deep breath and called out.

"I have something to say, I don't have time to toss with you here."

"I...if I tell you I'm going to die..."

Before Shen Chu finished speaking, he heard Feng Yi sneer full of sarcasm: "What? Three months have passed, do you have no money to spend or are you lonely, are you going to use another trick to stimulate me? Have you forgotten I am married?"

One sentence drove Shen Chu into the abyss, yes!This man is married.

It doesn't belong to me anymore.

"Feng Yi, don't you... have nothing to say to me? Shouldn't you give me an explanation? What am I to you? "

Does it have no place in your heart at all?

Seven years, seven years without any feelings?

There was silence on the other end of the phone.

After a long time, I heard his indifferent voice: "It's just for fun, you still take it seriously, Shen Chu, do you want to explain? Then let me tell you, my Feng family needs a child to be the heir, so don't give it to me if you have nothing to do in the future." Call, after all, I am a married man, as for the breakup fee, I have already called your card, 500 million should be enough for you."

The phone hung up again.

Shen Chu's last hope was gone.

The fun of it……

Hahaha, am I just a plaything to you?

Feng Yi, Feng Yi, then I wish you happiness.

three months...

It's only three months, but it's actually pretty fast, isn't it?

At this moment, looking at the physical examination form, Shen Chu felt an unprecedented relaxation, no, it was relief.

After calling Dr. Qin, he said, "Doctor Qin, I'm Shen Chu."

"How is it? Has it been decided?"

"Well, it's decided."

"That's good, I'll arrange treatment for you as soon as possible."

"Thank you, Dr. Qin, I decided... to give up treatment."

"What?" Doctor Qin was very surprised, and hurriedly persuaded: "Young man, you are still so young, don't be so pessimistic! Even if it is in the advanced stage, it is not impossible to cure it."

"Thank you, Doctor Qin. I just don't want to die so ugly. If I undergo chemotherapy, my hair will fall out and I will be ugly. I want to use these three months to fulfill my unfulfilled dream."

Yes!

For three months, if I receive chemotherapy, I will soon have to spend it on the hospital bed, enduring the torment of the disease alone, and gradually becoming ugly all by myself. I don’t want to do that.

Feng Yi, you once said that we will get married when I am 27.

But on my birthday, you married someone else.

But it doesn't matter, who made me love you so much?

Do you remember the agreement between us?

We said that we want to go to see the sea, to see the Valley of Flowers, to climb mountains, to go to the playground, to go to the movies, to ride the Ferris wheel, I don't want to leave any regrets, can you go with me?

With tears streaming down his face, Shen Chu tore off the physical examination form and threw it into the trash can.

Shen Chu resigned.

He is like a passer-by, coming and going in a hurry, when he comes, he is alone, and when he leaves, he is still alone.

Back in the apartment, tidied up the room, and took out all the photos, including the dusty camera. He used to like photography, and would take a bunch of photos wherever he went. Ever since he met Feng Yi, his This person is always on camera.

"Xiao Chu, why do you always take pictures of me?"

"Because wings are more beautiful than scenery."

"But Xiao Chu is the prettiest in my eyes."

After looking at the photos for a while, Shen Chu sorted them out one by one, and then left with a backpack on his back and the camera.

In the next two months, no one knew where Shen Chu went, only Feng Yi would send a package every few days, all of which were photos.

The first week received was about the sea.

Along with the photo there is a letter.

"Yi, is this sea beautiful? I know you are busy, so I will look at the sea for you. You don't know that the real sea is much more beautiful than the photos, and the stones on the beach are very beautiful. I even picked them up. Some, do you see anything you like?"

What I received in the second week was about the playground.

"Yi, this is Happy Valley. I probably came at the wrong time. It was really crowded with people. I was a little uncomfortable. Fortunately, you didn't come with me, because you definitely don't like it. The roller coaster is really deadly. I almost couldn’t tell the north from the south after coming down once, and my head was so dizzy, but that haunted house is not scary at all, eh? Speaking of which, we haven’t watched horror movies together for a long time, how about we have a chance to watch together in the future?”

"Look, this is a Ferris wheel! Do you remember that you said that a Ferris wheel is romantic? A little girl here told me that when the Ferris wheel rotates to the highest point, two people can be together forever by kissing." Yeah, you didn't come, but I brought your picture, same thing, we kissed at the top of the ferris wheel, so we'll be together forever, right?"

The third week received was about the cinema.

"Yi, we haven't been to the cinema together for three years. Do you still like it? I heard that this is a holy place for dating. It reminds me of us back then, holding hands, huddled in the last row with popcorn, In fact, where did I watch the movie, it was just kissing me here. It’s quite interesting to think about it now. The movie I watched today was "Passing Through Your World". At that time, I was thinking, I probably came from your The whole world is passing by? No, maybe I can't do it. Your whole world has isolated me. No matter how hard I try, I can't get past that door. It shuts me out, you know? It's so cold outside It's cold, I'm almost shivering, Yi, when will you pick me up? I don't want to pass by...I want to stay."

What I received in the fourth week was about Huahai.

"Yi, this is a million sunflower garden. I have never seen so many sunflowers. "There are no catkins blown by the wind, only sunflowers leaning toward the sun." This is the legendary flower of light. Standing here, I It's as if I see the light beckoning to me, as if you've always been by my side and never left."

"Yi, I feel so tired today, my stomach hurts, and I'm dizzy. I'm probably ugly, so you don't love me, right?"

"Yi, I miss you so much..."

"Yi, I don't know how far I can go, I don't know how many photos I can take, these scenery are beautiful, but... none of them are as beautiful as Yi, but Yi is not by my side, I can only take pictures of scenery, but I can't take pictures of Yi .”

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