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"Star step, star step!..."

In an instant, Hua Jinyun's mind was blasted with a bang, and he lost all feeling in an instant. He couldn't hear or feel anything. He only saw Xingbu in front of him. He tremblingly stretched out his hand to touch it. He touched Xingbu, but his hands were also stiff. When he was about to touch Xingbu, he suddenly became dizzy, his eyes went black, and he fell to the ground.

When Hua Jinyun woke up, the surrounding light was a bit dim, and in front of him was still Xingbu who had stopped moving. He saw Xingbu who was motionless, and his heart was full of grief.

"Xingbu, why did this happen, why did this happen? Who did this to you, who did this to you..."

Hua Jinyun looked up to the sky and screamed, all the grief burst out with his mourning, he couldn't believe everything in front of him, he couldn't believe that he really lost Xingbu, he couldn't believe that Xingbu just left, He hugged Xingbu in his arms, Xingbu's body was heavy and already stiff, but there was a smile fixed at the corner of his mouth, a beautiful smile, as beautiful as a July flower's smile.Xingbu's body came into Hua Jinyun's arms, Hua Jinyun hugged him tightly, wanted to warm Xingbu with his body temperature, wanted Xingbu to wake up, wanted Xingbu to stand in front of him alive, and talk to him right He laughs and tells him it's all fake, however, Xingbu will never wake up again and never speak again.When Xingbu left, Hua Jinyun also felt that his soul had gone with him, and his world collapsed in an instant and ceased to exist. Hua Jinyun's fiery heart also cooled down slowly, and along with Xingbu's body icy cold, In his world, the eternal night is silent, and there will be no dawn.

Hua Jinyun buried Xingbu on Qiyue Mountain. There were no July flowers on Qiyue Mountain. He knelt in front of Xingbu's tomb and mourned for a long time. Before he knew it, it was dawn.The night will leave and the sun will rise, but the world of Hua Jinyun will not be dawned.

After Xingbu was buried, Hua Jinyun returned home in a daze. He locked himself in the study, did not go out, did not drink water, did not eat, did not speak, and two days later, he bid farewell to his family, saying that he was going to a distant place .His family asked him where he was going, but he didn't tell.Knowing that Hua Jinyun was going to leave, Qiao Ju hugged him reluctantly, and wept: "Father, don't go, don't go, okay?"

Hua Jinyun put on a wooden face and ignored him.

Qiao Ju continued to cry and tried to persuade Hua Jinyun to stay: "Father... Please don't go, please don't go?...Father, why did you leave? Why? Did Juer's misbehavior make him angry? Daddy, Juer will definitely Be good, don't make dad angry anymore, okay? Dad, don't go..."

Qiao Ju tried hard to stay, but failed to get Hua Jinyun back. Ever since Xingbu died, Hua Jinyun's heart has died, and only his body is alive in this world, and his soul has long since ceased to exist.Qiao Ju's bitter cry failed to revive his dead heart, he wanted to go, he must go.

Qiao Ju cried, Shen Dangui also covered his face and shed tears, Qiao Cheng and Mrs. Qiao were even more heartbroken, Qiao Cheng wanted to keep Hua Jinyun, but he knew he couldn't keep his son. It doesn't make sense.

Qiao Cheng said helplessly and heartbroken: "Gong'er, if you want to go, go. You don't know where your heart is going, and it's useless to force you to stay. As a father, I only hope that you can take good care of yourself and live in peace. , miss us from time to time, so that's good."

Hua Jinyun knelt down and said to Qiao Cheng: "Father, my son is not filial... If there is an afterlife, my son will be filial to his parents. My son... so farewell..."

Hua Jinyun kowtowed three times to Qiao Cheng and Mrs. Qiao, then turned and left. Behind him, there were Qiao Cheng's sighs, Mrs. Qiao's sobs, Shen Dangui's sobs, and Qiao Ju's tears. He was moved for a moment by the heartbreaking shout, but soon, he took firm steps and headed towards Qiyue Mountain.

Hua Jinyun lives in the hut where Xingbu used to live. Xingbu has gone, but the hut is full of his breath, every frown and smile of Xingbu comes to Hua Jinyun's mind, his heart is full of stars. Step by step, there is no room for anything else.He came to Xingbu's desk. On the desk was a neatly written "Shangxie". Xingbu's handwriting was much improved than before, as if he had a soul. "Evil", the grief spread to the heart through the ten fingers.

"Shangxie! I want to know you, and my longevity will never end. There are no hills in the mountains, and the rivers are exhausted. The thunder in winter, the rain and snow in summer, the heaven and the earth are united, so I dare to say goodbye to you..."

Every word is full of love, and every sentence is full of blood. The once beautiful poems are now painful to read. "Shangxie" is still there, but from then on, no one will write this song "Shangxie".

"Xingbu, why do you like "Shangxie" so much?"

On a snowy night a year ago, Hua Jinyun asked Xingbu like this.

Xingbu did not answer "There is no reason to like a poem", but looked at Hua Jinyun, and said very intently: "Jinyun, if you really understand the meaning of "Shangxie", you will also know why I Loved writing it. If you understand why you write it for me, you really understand what it means."

Hua Jinyun said: "I understand the meaning of "Shangxie". This poem was written by a woman to her beloved man. She used five metaphors in a row to illustrate the depth of her love, which is stronger than gold. , do you think I understand?"

Xingbu said: "You are right, but you haven't really understood it yet."

Hua Jinyun said: "How come? I understand this poem very well, but I still don't understand why you like it so much. This is a poem written by a woman to her beloved man. You I don’t have anyone who likes it, so why do I love this poem so much? It’s weird, it’s weird.”

Xingbu said: "Hua Jinyun, you don't understand, you don't understand at all. "Shangxie" takes a lifetime to write, a lifetime to experience, a lifetime, do you understand?"

At that time, Xingbu's eyes were extremely firm, but his words were elusive. Hua Jinyun still didn't understand why Xingbu loved "Shangxie" so much. You don't have to let everyone know."

Xingbu's words seemed to have deep meaning, but he felt that these words were very common. At that time, Hua Jinyun didn't pay much attention to them. Now that he thought about it, he suddenly woke up and regretted it.He began to understand why Xingbu loved the song "Shangxie", and also began to understand the deep meaning of "Shangxie". However, the person who wrote "Shangxie" is gone forever.

"Xingbu, why is this, why is this, I..."

Hua Jinyun sat down slumped, saddened, the man has passed away, even with a thousand li horse, it is difficult to recover the lost time.

Hua Jinyun held the song "Shangxie" tightly, and murmured: "Xingbu, why did you do this, why did you leave me...why...the mountains are not flat, the rivers are not exhausted, there is no thunder in winter, no snow in summer, The heavens and the earth are still not united, why did you leave..."

Hua Jinyun was very sad, he never thought that Xingbu would go before him, leaving him alone, and he died in the mountains, infinitely bleak, he thought that such a good person as Xingbu should not suffer such a bad luck, He is a good man, and a good man will live a long life.The more Hua Jinyun thought about it, the more unwilling he became. He knew that Xingbu was killed, so who was the one who killed him?

"No, I must find the murderer who killed Xingbu and avenge him!" Excessive sadness has turned into anger, Hua Jinyun rushed out, just as he rushed to the door, he was blocked by a bright barrier , he fell heavily on the ground, and when he was about to get up, he realized that the light in front of him was so dazzling that he couldn't open his eyes. After a long time, the light faded, and he could slowly open his eyes. At this time, a person came into view. Hua Jinyun felt very familiar with this person in his eyes, but he just couldn't remember where he had seen him before. This person was wearing a mask, a Buddha light mask, his beard and eyebrows were white, and he looked very kind. Hua Jinyun thought, in front of him The person in question is a monk, but why do monks come here?