good friend?Boy friend!

Qiao Cheng thought, since Xingbu didn't leave because of quarrels, there are two possibilities for his departure: the first one is that something happened in Qiao's house or in the whole village that made him unhappy or he couldn't let it go, he couldn't think about it for a while, so Choose to leave.The second is that there is something Xingbu wants to chase outside the small village, so he chooses to leave.

Qiao Cheng asked Hua Jinyun: "Gong'er, has Xingbu told you recently or before where he wants to go? Or what he wants to do?"

Hua Jinyun thought for a while, and said: "Xingbu didn't tell me where he wanted to go, but he once told me that he wanted to be a school teacher, or learn to make small doughnuts. He made a living by making faces. He also said that he wanted to see the outside world and make a living."

Qiao Cheng said: "Well, I see. Gong'er, let's go to the school and the place where you make small doughnuts to find Xingbu and see if you can find him."

Hua Jinyun said: "Okay, I'll listen to Dad, if we can't find Xingbu, should we report to the police?"

Qiao Cheng said: "If you can't find him, I don't think there is any need to report to the authorities. He hides intentionally and doesn't want us to find him. We can't find him no matter what. If he is just arrogant, believe him. It will come back sometime."

Qiao Cheng and Hua Jinyun went to the school to find Xingbu, but failed.Going to the place where small noodles are made to find stars, but there is no gain.Loss, despair and pain infiltrated Hua Jinyun's heart little by little. Hua Jinyun became more and more helpless and at a loss. Can I have enough food outside, will I be bullied, and what should I do if I encounter danger?The more Hua Jinyun thought about it, the less he dared to think about it. He was afraid that something might happen to Xingbu. He wanted to know where Xingbu was, whether Xingbu would be okay, and if he lost his way, would there be any kind people to guide him? Lu, or take him in, the more you think about it, the more confused Hua Jinyun's heart becomes, Qiao Cheng advises Hua Jinyun not to think about it, and don't bother others, if Xingbu should come back, he will come back naturally, if Xingbu is determined not to come back, That is, he will never come back anyway.

"Gong'er, why do you need to worry about this matter? If you still can't find Xingbu, it means that the fate between you and him is over. There are times when fate gets together, and as long as you are together, You have cherished him, and that is enough."

The words "fate is over" made Hua Jinyun's heart skip a beat, as if blocked by a stone, and could not recover for a long time. If Xingbu didn't come back, what should he do?Xingbu left without a sound, leaving Hua Jinyun with too many doubts, too many regrets, and too much pain. He was like a dream, which disappeared without a sound. Pursue, without a trace.

When there was no other way to find Xingbu, Hua Jinyun thought of putting the river lantern on. The river lantern was his last resort and also his last hope. He kept praying that Xingbu would come back, at least, let him have Xingbu. News, if this wish is not fulfilled, then he prays that Xingbu is safe and sound, and if there is a destiny, he and he can meet again.The river lantern floats into the distance with the long river water, carrying Hua Jinyun's thoughts, he hopes that his river lantern can float to Xingbu, and Xingbu will come to see him when he sees his written thoughts, this hope , Three months passed quietly.

During the three months when Xingbu disappeared, Hua Jinyun missed Xingbu all the time. The first thing he did when he got up early was to "wait" for Xingbu to appear in the yard, and do morning exercises with him. He would wait for ten minutes every day, ten It will be a few minutes before he goes out for a run.While running, Hua Jinyun also thought about Xingbu, and hoped that Xingbu would suddenly come out halfway, laugh and run with him, and talk to him some happy words.When eating, Hua Jinyun also thought about Xingbu, always thinking about serving a bowl of rice for Xingbu, cooking some of his favorite dishes, and eating them when he came back.When working, Hua Jinyun can always think of Xingbu, seeing Xingbu's youthful and handsome figure, he feels really happy.When reading, Hua Jinyun can still think of Xingbu, and he will think of the song "Shangxie" written by Xingbu. Xingbu's calligraphy has not been well practiced, nor is "Shangxie". Step practice calligraphy, but where is the star step?After leaving home, will Xingbu still write "Shangxie"?I'm afraid that from now on, he will never see Xingbu crouching in front of the desk writing "Shangxie" again, right?At night, Hua Jinyun's dream is also occupied by Xingbu. Xingbu's every frown, smile, and every move is like a magic spell entangled with Hua Jinyun. No matter what, he can't get rid of it. He loves this "curse". He fell in love, but he didn’t want to get rid of it. He dreamed of going to school with Xingbu in the 21st century, dreamed of eating the hot pot of "Xiaoyao Jianghu" with Xingbu, dreamed of going to Xiaoyao Planet with Xingbu, and dreamed of two people going together In the amusement park, they were so innocent and immature at that time.Hua Jinyun also dreamed that Xingbu came back, he was chopping firewood in the yard, Xingbu suddenly appeared in front of him with a bundle on his back, and said with a smile, "Long time no see."

Hua Jinyun excitedly threw the ax aside, hugged Xingbu, reproached and said with concern: "Xingbu, where have you been? It's been so long, why haven't you heard anything about it?"

Xingbu smiled and said: "I went far away, but I still miss you very much. I can't let you go, so I'm back again."

Hua Jinyun said: "It's good to be back, it's good to be back, come into the house quickly, I've made delicious food for you, all you like to eat."

Xingbu said: "That's great! Do you know that the food outside is not good, I really miss your cooking, and your cooking is better."

Hua Jinyun said: "Well, then you must eat more, don't wrong yourself."

Xingbu smiled brightly, and Hua Jinyun also smiled cheerfully. He smiled and woke up. When he woke up, there was a smile on his lips, but tears remained in the corners of his eyes.

The study room where Xingbu lived, Hua Jinyun cleaned it for him every day, hoping that he would come back. Every day, Hua Jinyun would always go to the door and look forward to Xingbu for a long time, hoping to see him, but, every day He will suffer disappointment.

In this way, Hua Jinyun waited for Xingbu, and it was strange when it was winter. This winter, he did not get seriously ill, and the whole family was happy for him. To have a good body, to live longer, to be filial to parents, to spend more time with Shen Dangui, to see his unborn child, and to wait for Xingbu to come back.Xingbu must come back, he must see Xingbu, if he doesn't see Xingbu, he won't feel at ease.

On a snowy morning, Hua Jinyun went into the town to grab Shen Dangui's anti-fetal medicine. Warm up with a bowl of meatball soup, and then go to get some medicine for Shen Dangui. After taking the medicine, he decided to go back early, fearing that the snow would be heavy and the road would be difficult.

Hua Jinyun came out of the drugstore, and when he was walking forward with his donkey, he suddenly saw a few people making a noise not far away. He was curious, so he went up to watch and found a few children aged eight or nine. When bullying a person, they threw peanut shells and pebbles at the person, and kept making fun of him. The person curled up on the ground with his head in his hands, but he didn't shout or resist, just laughed "hee hee hee" On the one hand, Hua Jinyun felt strange, but also felt that these children really shouldn't bully people like this, so he fought for that person, and after sending the children away, he went to check on the person's situation. When the person saw Hua Jinyun coming , moved back, and hugged his head more tightly, as if he was afraid of something. Seeing the man like this, Hua Jinyun felt sympathetic and wanted to take him to a warm place. When he was about to help the man, Suddenly it snowed heavily.