coquettish and clingy

At nine o'clock in the evening, the epiphyllum blooms faintly.

Lin Zhichuan reached out to touch the pure white petals, but felt it was too abrupt, so he stayed quietly and watched Gu Jingcan take pictures.

"How long will it be open?"

Gu Jingcan raised his hand to take a snapshot, and said softly, "It's early in the morning, you can watch it for a long time."

A week later, Lin Zhichuan was about to leave for the United States, and now he was experiencing jet lag.Although the effect is not great, it is good to have a mental preparation.

When the epiphyllum closed, Lin Zhichuan and Gu Jingcan turned on the lights. After getting used to it for a while, Gu Jingcan went to the kitchen to heat porridge, and Lin Zhichuan followed behind to help.

After watching for a while, Lin Zhichuan was in a daze.

Gu Jingcan cooks very nicely, just like him playing the violin, calm and gentle.He looks a little cold when he doesn't smile, but it's heart-warming when he smiles.

Lin Zhichuan was suddenly unhappy.

"When I'm not around, you're not allowed to smile at others!"

Gu Jingcan turned around and kissed him, and replied naturally, "You are sick, you should be worried about me, okay? In the world of capitalism, can you still find your way back?"

Lin Zhichuan hugged his face, opened his mouth and said, "Fart, I won't forget!"

Gu Jingcan hissed after being bitten, and raised his hand to beat him, but Lin Zhichuan's big eyes stared at him, so he put down his hand in embarrassment, and put the vegetable porridge into the bowl angrily.

Lin Zhichuan was sticky all the way. After drinking the porridge, he hugged Gu Jingcan and held on. Gu Jingcan was washing the dishes while he was splashing water, causing Gu Jingcan to keep wiping the water after washing the dishes, and finally slapped him on the head unbearably.

Lin Zhichuan felt aggrieved, and lay on the sofa with his mouth pouted.Gu Jingcan cleaned up the kitchen, sat down beside Lin Zhichuan, and opened his arms.

"come over."

Lin Zhichuan pounced on him very spinelessly, and complained in a low voice, "You hit me, how dare you hit me!"

Gu Jingcan hugged Lin Zhichuan, let him straddle him, pressed his head down and kissed him.Lin Zhichuan's whole body went limp, his hands involuntarily hugged Gu Jingcan's neck, and indulged in the gentle kiss.

Lin Zhichuan moved his body impatiently, slipped his hands into Gu Jingcan's clothes, and kept walking.Gu Jingcan breathed a sigh of relief, kissed his neck, and then slowly fell down.

Even though he was very obsessed with longing, Gu Jingcan was still reluctant to leave too heavy marks on Lin Zhichuan's body, for fear that he would hurt him.Even the occasional hickey and bite wounds disappear quickly.

But at this moment, Gu Jingcan's longing overwhelmed his heartache, and he wanted to leave his mark on Lin Zhichuan's body, make him hurt, let him remember who he is.

Lin Zhichuan grabbed his hair and whimpered, "Hold on, Jing Can, it hurts me."

He wants to be Gu Jingcan's man, to be contaminated with his breath from the inside out, so that his body and soul will remember the taste of the person he loves deeply, and even the pain is joy.

"Jingcan, Jingcan..." Lin Zhichuan clung tightly to Gu Jingcan's body, tears streaming down his face, "Give it to me, I want you."

Gu Jingcan cupped Lin Zhichuan's face and kissed it reverently.

"I'm yours, Zhichuan."

Familiar pain swept through his body, Lin Zhichuan groaned and raised his head, but his body was sent to Gu Jingcan's eyes.Gu Jingcan no longer feels sorry for him, he just wants to conquer him with all his strength, and let him sink with him.

He loves everything about Lin Zhichuan, pain is also a kind of joy.

□□ After retreating, Lin Zhichuan, covered in sweat, hugged Gu Jingcan and did not move.Gu Jingcan pressed his head quietly, and his heartbeat gradually calmed down.

"Jing Can..."

"Ah."

Lin Zhichuan sniffled, "I want to cry."

Gu Jingcan raised his head and looked seriously into those black and white eyes.Lin Zhichuan's eyes were beautiful and watery.He has been crying a lot recently, his eyes must be uncomfortable, right?

"Don't cry, okay, your eyes will hurt."

Lin Zhichuan lowered his head in frustration, "Then you cry."

Gu Jingcan smiled when he heard the words, and lovingly kissed the light or heavy hickeys on his body.Lin Zhichuan's skin was fair, and the bright red hickey marks were even more shocking. There was no good skin on his upper body, and he looked miserable.

Gu Jingcan stretched out his hand to caress those red and purple hickeys little by little, and his eyes began to darken again.

The person he loves is so delicious and alluring that he can't stop.

The desire still in the body revived, Lin Zhichuan silently took the initiative, once again having fun with the people under him.

They forgot the time and everything around them, they just wanted to eat each other over and over again, and they would never be separated again.Knowing that it can't be done, the body becomes more indulgent.

"Jing Can, I want more, I want more!"

Gu Jingcan held his left hand, the silver ring on the middle finger shone with metallic luster in the dim environment.

"I love you."

From the sofa to the carpet, from the bathroom to the bed, the two of them stuck together tightly, climbing to the top again and again. In the end, Lin Zhichuan cried out of control and scolded Gu Jingcan for being a jerk, but was gently embraced by Gu Jingcan.

Lying on the bed exhausted, Lin Zhichuan fell into a deep sleep, vaguely remembering that Gu Jingcan had been whispering in his ear.

I love you, I love you, I love you...

I love you too.

On the day of departure, there was no cloud in the sky.

Standing in the bright lobby of Pudong International Airport, Aunt Song asked Lin Zhichuan nervously if she had all her documents, even though she had checked it several times.Lin Zhichuan answered her patiently.

"It's all ready, don't worry."

Song Ke patted him on the shoulder, very reluctant, "Take care of yourself over there, don't starve yourself to death!"

Aunt Song stretched out her hand angrily and slapped her, "Bad luck, bad luck, what a mess, Zhichuan will be fine when he comes to America!"

Song Ke immediately begged for mercy, "That's right, Jiang Liu'er is the best. Four years later, he will be a golden sea turtle. Remember to cover your brother when you come back!"

Lin Zhichuan laughed out his dimples, "When I come back after collecting the wool of capitalism, we brothers will eat well and drink spicy food together!"

Song Ke laughed, "Okay!"

Looking at Lin Zhichuan who was talking and laughing with his parents, Song Ke felt a little emotional. He has always been worried about studying abroad, and it seems that it is not as difficult to accept as before.

Lin Zhichuan set off to the United States alone, but no matter how far or how long he travels, he will never be alone. Behind him is always a group of people who care about him and love him, who become his warm harbor.

After Aunt Song and Uncle finished explaining, they left time for the two of them.

Gu Jingcan stayed quietly, waiting for the elder to finish speaking before walking to Lin Zhichuan's side.

Lin Zhichuan smiled, as handsome and sunny as when he first met.

They have said what should be said many times, and at this moment they just want to be by each other's side.

Lin Zhichuan took out the ring from his pocket and put it on Gu Jingcan's right middle finger.When the two hands are clasped, the two rings touch lightly, like a kiss.

Gu Jingcan kissed his dimples, and reached out to hug him.

The airport was very noisy, but he could hear Lin Zhichuan's heartbeat.

"I'll wait for you to come back."

Lin Zhichuan lowered his eyes and bit his shoulder hard, "Soon."

It started to board the plane. Lin Zhichuan didn't move for a long time. When he finally had to leave, he took a deep breath, let go of his already stiff arms, dragged the suitcase and turned to leave.

"Zhichuan!"

Aunt Song cried, Song Ke looked at his back with red eyes, and Uncle Song sighed.

Lin Zhichuan didn't look back, just waved his hand, and then disappeared at the security checkpoint.

Aunt Song cried on Uncle Song's shoulder, "My poor child, he will be the only one in the future!"

Song Ke looked back at Gu Jingcan.

Gu Jingcan's eyes kept falling on the place where Lin Zhichuan disappeared.

My heart began to throb and ache, my limbs lost the strength to support them, and my vision was blurred.

"Gu Jingcan, you..."

Gu Jingcan blinked, and crystal clear tears fell down.

The person he loved flew away, please allow him a moment of weakness.

That fool must be wiping his tears too, he loves to cry so much.

Lin Zhichuan sat on the seat at the boarding gate, buried his face in his arms, and wet his sleeves from crying.In the constant flow of international airports, he embarked on a four-year journey alone.

It's finally started.

There are strangers around him comforting him.

"Don't cry, man, everything will be fine."

Lin Zhichuan replied absentmindedly, "I'mleaving, he's still there."

The man was silent for a moment, then asked, "Doyoulovehim?"

When boarding began, Lin Zhichuan stood up and looked at the way he had come.

"Deeply."

If you love, you are deeply affectionate.