coquettish and clingy

Gu Jingcan didn't let Lin Zhichuan sleep for too long, he couldn't stay here at night, so he cherished the time with Lin Zhichuan very much.

Lin Zhichuan woke up in a daze, drinking water from a glass of water, "Do you want to go out to play?"

Gu Jingcan took the water glass and continued to drink, "Whatever, where do you want to go?"

Lin Zhichuan thought about it, but couldn't think of anything interesting.On the first day of the new year, the city was empty, all the shops were closed, and the supermarket was too crowded.But he doesn't care if it's hot or not, as long as he's with Gu Jingcan.

"Would you like to go mountain climbing? We can ride a bike to Liufang Mountain, which is farther away, and it will be quieter."

Gu Jingcan had no objection, and Lin Zhichuan could go wherever he said.

The two found two bicycles downstairs and set off slowly towards Liufang Mountain.The sun at three or four o'clock in the afternoon is not as dazzling as at noon, and it doesn't feel cold. The two of them deviated from the direction while riding, wandering aimlessly, and when they were tired, they squatted on the side of the road to drink water and chat, and then continued to ride. car.

Life is hard work, but it's okay to waste it once in a while.

"Gu Jingcan, can you make dumplings? The dumplings made by Song Ke's mother are delicious."

Gu Jingcan was lying side by side on the grass with him, with a grass stalk in his mouth, "You can get it in elementary school, if you like it, I'll wrap it for you."

Lin Zhichuan pursed his lips and smiled, "Compared with you, I found that my survival skills are so low."

Gu Jingcan didn't think there was any problem, "If you are too capable, where is my value? If I am too smart, will I ask you to make up lessons? Can you hook me up?"

Lin Zhichuan spurned Gu Jingcan's shamelessness, "You can figure out who is hooking up with whom! Who cooks for me, teases me on WeChat every day, takes the initiative to kiss and confess, and follows wherever I go, and love words never leave my mouth!"

It takes a thick skin to say that he hooked up with him, Lin Zhichuan tickled Gu Jingcan angrily, Gu Jingcan was afraid of tickle, immediately shrunk into a ball and begged for mercy.

"I'm chasing you, I can't live without you, I like Lin Zhichuan so much! Little ancestor, stop scratching, it's itchy!"

Lin Zhichuan blushed so much that he stopped talking to him.Gu Jingcan pressed down on him with a smile, and quickly kissed him.Lin Zhichuan blushed even more, but still kept calm.

"Public places, pay attention to the influence!"

Gu Jingcan saw that he was really shy, so he stopped making trouble, and pulled him to sit up, and the two of them watched the sunset side by side.The sunset in winter is not very beautiful. The lonely sun falls into the west mountain, and the sky gets dark quickly.The two started to walk back. There were almost no people on the road, and the two rode side by side.

"I used to ride around on a bike, whether it was a busy urban area or a deserted road, I felt very lonely."

Gu Jingcan stretched out one hand and patted his head, "I don't like walking around very much, and I just stay in the room in a daze when I have time. Our house is not well soundproofed, and some people will complain about the noise when playing the violin for too long, so I just hum by myself." Tune."

"I remember eating a very sweet candy when I was a child, which looked like a straw, but I can't see it now."

"I don't like sweets, but there is an orange cream ice cream that is delicious in summer."

The two parked the car and walked along the street.The city center is not so deserted, and there are still many people shopping at night.Lin Zhichuan bought Gu Jingcan a hand cream, sweet orange flavor.After paying, he opened the package, squeezed out a little and wiped it on Gu Jingcan's hands, and wiped it off for him.

Lin Zhichuan worked so hard that he didn't notice the eyes of the people around him.After he finished wiping it up to his heart's content, he looked up and saw a girl covering her mouth and smiling ambiguously, which made Lin Zhichuan a little at a loss.

It shouldn't be so close outside, the city is so small that you may run into acquaintances at the next corner.

Gu Jingcan naturally raised his hands to look at it, and smiled at Lin Zhichuan with his usual expression, "You have a good eye, let's buy another one to prepare, it's too cold this winter."

The too natural reaction made Lin Zhichuan's tense nerves relax a little, and he turned around and went to the shelf to get two more.Gu Jingcan took it and lined up at the end of the line, Lin Zhichuan lined up in front of him, and kept silent.

When will their relationship be made public?When can we hold hands on the road like a normal couple?When can you generously accept a friend's blessing?

He doesn't regret being with Gu Jingcan, but he doesn't like to worry about the eyes around him even holding hands.

Gu Jingcan looked at Lin Zhichuan who kept his head down, and sighed silently.

After the two returned home, Gu Jingcan turned on the light in the room, and sat on the sofa with Lin Zhichuan in his arms.Lin Zhichuan buried his head in the socket of Gu Jingcan's shoulder, playing with his fingers around his hair, feeling very dazed in his heart.

Gu Jingcan said softly, "Are you still in a bad mood?"

Lin Zhichuan paused, sat up and looked at Gu Jingcan.Gu Jingcan's smile had the power of stability, which made Lin Zhichuan, who was empty in his heart, find support.He looked back at Jing Can's heart and listened to his heartbeat, beat after beat.

"Am I too greedy, I have someone I like, and I still want to be recognized?"

Gu Jingcan reprimanded softly, "Nonsense, we are not shameful, why can't others know and let others bless us?"

"But... a lot of people won't accept it."

"Zhi Chuan, do you still remember what I said in front of Song Ke?"

Lin Zhichuan was at a loss, he said a lot that night, which sentence was Gu Jingcan referring to?

Gu Jingcan held his hand and recalled with a smile, "I said, if we can't accept us here, we will leave here. There will always be a place for us to stay. Now we don't have the ability to resist gossip, but we always Become strong, strong enough to protect yourself and protect each other."

Lin Zhichuan's concerns are not his concerns. He has never traveled far in his life. It must be difficult for his parents who have not studied. There is no difference between homosexuality and ordinary love, except that both of them are of the same gender.Although Lin Zhichuan does not have the pressure of his parents, his desire to be recognized is stronger than his.

Gu Jingcan hugged Lin Zhichuan tightly, with firmness in his tone, "I know that I will encounter many obstacles and difficulties in the future, but as long as I think that I can be with you in the end, I don't feel so distressed."

Lin Zhichuan got up from him, with guilt in his eyes, "I put pressure on you again, didn't I?"

Gu Jingcan shook his head, "No, these are facts, and we will face them sooner or later. Zhichuan, we are only 18 years old, and there are infinite possibilities in the future. Don't always think that it might be bad. You should think about it. Maybe it will happen in the future. Better."

Lin Zhichuan bit his lip, threw Gu Jingcan down, and complained, "What are you watching every day, chicken soup and chicken soup."

Gu Jingcan hugged his waist and sighed contentedly.Lin Zhichuan fell into his arms, crying softly.

"I'm too impatient, right?"

"It's better to be anxious, otherwise how will I know how important I am to you."

Lin Zhichuan laughed like a fool, his boyfriend can really flirt, I like it very much.

After being tired for a while, it's time for Gu Jingcan to go home.Hanging on him, Lin Zhichuan shuffled to the door, reluctant to let him go, until Gu Jingcan promised him to come early tomorrow, then pressed the elevator to let him go.

Looking at the numbers going down, Lin Zhichuan let out a cry and went home.He used to feel a little lonely when Gu Jingcan left, but today he is no longer lost.

The night is a bit long, but tomorrow will come eventually.

See you again tomorrow.

The two of them took time to meet each other like this, and finally one day Gu Jingcan's parents were going to go to other provinces, so he could stay out all night.

After all, Lin Zhichuan and Gu Jingcan are only high school students, they talk about flirting, but their behavior is still very restrained, and they dare not mess around in broad daylight.Now it's finally time to wait for the opportunity to mess around. The two pretend to be serious during the day, but when it gets dark, they can't help being sticky and splashing for a long time.

"I'm hungry, Gu Jingcan, I'm hungry!"

Gu Jingcan pulled Lin Zhichuan off his back with a look of disgust, wrapped him in a thick quilt, and hugged the big rice dumpling to sit in the living room.

"Do you want rice or boiled dumplings?"

Zongzi rolled lazily on the sofa, "Dumplings."

Gu Jingcan went to the refrigerator to look for dumplings, and suddenly turned to look at Lin Zhichuan.

"Would you like to brush your teeth first?"

Lin Zhichuan's face quickly burned into a ripe crab, and the pillow slammed over hard, "Fuck, you don't need to swipe!"

What a thick-skinned Gu Jingcan, after easily intercepting the pillow, he picked up Lin Zhichuan by the waist and went into the bathroom. Unexpectedly, he was playing and squabbling again.

What a youthful energy.

It was more than half an hour before the dumplings were eaten. Lin Zhichuan, who was hungry, ate the hot dumplings and chatted with Gu Jingcan.Gu Jingcan actually doesn't mind talking about his childhood, although it's not pleasant, but Lin Zhichuan wants to know his past is fine.He worried that Lin Zhichuan himself would be affected. After all, his childhood was no longer "unpleasant", and it would not be too much to say it was miserable.

"How do you know how to play the violin in a daze? Song Ke took me to sneak around every day when I was a child. This is my childhood!"

Gu Jingcan ate the dumplings slowly, and didn't bother to talk to him, "Who stipulates that childhood must be the same, can't I think it's noisy?"

"Fine, as long as Uncle Gu likes it."

Lin Zhichuan stole his dumplings with a smile, but he was as slippery as a fish. He couldn't fish them out after a long time of fiddling, and the dumpling skin was almost punctured by him.Gu Jingcan was speechless, and clipped him himself, but only got Lin Zhichuan's disgusted face.

"Sure enough, it's not my own, and they don't want to go with me."

Gu Jingcan couldn't help laughing, "Shut up, you, eating dumplings is still so much drama."

Lin Zhichuan felt drowsy after eating a full meal, and didn't bother to clean up the housework, so he fell down on the sofa and brushed his phone while wrapping him in a small blanket.When Gu Jingcan finished packing, she leaned on his shoulder, yawned lazily like a kitten, and scratched her paws on him from time to time.

"Zhichuan, it's time to sleep."

Lin Zhichuan half-closed his eyes and acted like a spoiled child, Gu Jingcan kissed his rosy lips, got up and carried him back to the room, watching him fall asleep holding his hand, his heart felt soft.

He has never been a talkative person, and he has no patience, but in front of this person, he is not like himself.

There is nothing wrong with this, it is a happy thing to change because of the person you like.

"Good night."