coquettish and clingy

For dinner, the two chose to cook hot pot by themselves at home. Lin Zhichuan kept pestering Gu Jingcan to eat hot pot. Gu Jingcan had no choice but to agree to him, but he could only make it at home.The hot pot outside often causes diarrhea. Lin Zhichuan has a bad stomach, so he can't eat indiscriminately.It’s okay if you didn’t know it before, but now you know it, you must strictly demand it.

Lin Zhichuan was very satisfied, and was also very happy eating hot pot at home.Neither he nor Gu Jingcan are particularly social people, preferring to be alone.Song Ke always felt that Lin Zhichuan was secretly perverted, but being alone is also a normal need of a person, not to mention that he is not alone now.

During the period, Song Ke called Lin Zhichuan and asked him to go to his house for dinner at night. Lin Zhichuan did not hide the fact that Gu Jingcan was there. Song Ke was silent for a while and asked a question.

"Will Gu Jingcan live in your house?"

Lin Zhichuan's family has no parents. If Gu Jingcan is willing to stay, he has many reasons. It is not surprising that he lives in a classmate's house.If it is in the name of counseling, the parents would like to send it over by themselves.He doesn't doubt Gu Jingcan's character, but well, the young couple who are full of energy and blood get together, and it's hard to guarantee that there won't be any passionate scenes, even though they are both men, it's also very dangerous!

Lin Zhichuan glanced at Gu Jingcan, who was tossing around in the kitchen, and he had a ghost in his heart, but he was even more unwilling to talk nonsense, so he answered with reservations.

"Occasionally." Occasionally absent, most of the time.

Song Ke was stunned, "Oh."

He didn't know what to say other than "Oh."

Brother, restraint?Damn, this makes him say what to say!

Lin Zhichuan rubbed the center of his brows with a headache, "Don't think about it, we are underage!"

Song Ke breathed a sigh of relief, Lin Zhichuan hadn't lost his bottom line yet!

"That's good, that's good! I won't bother you, bye!"

Lin Zhichuan was a little funny, but also a little shy.He didn't have parents to tell him what to do in such a situation, and Gu Jingcan couldn't ask, so both of them were a little confused.But they know that they have to be responsible for their own actions, so it’s okay to mess around, and they also acquiesce in appropriate marginal temptations. The real union should wait for adults.

Ouch, hey, what is he thinking! ! !

Gu Jingcan was choked by the chili pepper and ran out of the kitchen, tearfully looking for someone to ask for a tissue, and saw Lin Zhichuan curled up on the sofa.He thought Lin Zhichuan was feeling unwell, but when he looked at his face, his red face didn't look like he was sick, but he seemed to be thinking about something embarrassing, and he didn't dare to look at him directly.

Sitting next to him, Gu Jingcan rubbed his eyes and glanced at him, "Be honest, what were you thinking just now?"

Lin Zhichuan looked at Gu Jingcan who was tearing more and more, and his breath became stagnant.

The physiological tears stimulated by the chili are still gushing out, the corners of Gu Jingcan's eyes are slightly red, and the thick eyelashes are soaked.Gu Jingcan, with tears in his eyes, looked much naive and fragile.

Lin Zhichuan sat up slowly, lowered his eyes, his expression was covered by some long bangs.

"Gu Jingcan."

"Ok?"

"I'm thinking, to get you, really, completely."

Lin Zhichuan looked up at Gu Jingcan, half-closed his eyes, a little dangerous.He was obviously shy just now, but when Gu Jingcan's fingertips touched him, an impulse suddenly surged in his heart.

Want to own this person completely.

Don't touch anyone but him.

Improperly thinking about the parting in a year and a half later, Lin Zhichuan wanted to tie Gu Jingcan by his side, wanted him to only look at him, and wanted to be his only one.Lin Zhichuan has never been a domineering person, he can even be called ascetic and doesn't care about anything, but now he really feels his strong possessive desire.

It's not that I don't have possessiveness, it's that I haven't met this person.

Damn urge, damn wanting to be with him.

Gu Jingcan was overwhelmed by Lin Zhichuan's unusual strength, and felt no discomfort or resentment, but wanted to...

Conquer him, can't wait.

He likes Lin Zhichuan's handsome and flamboyant appearance, his cute and coquettish appearance, but he is more disappointed by his domineering appearance.

It's more fun to conquer the strong, isn't it?

"It will be soon."

Lin Zhichuan's birthday is in March, and Gu Jingcan's birthday is in January, so they have time to enjoy what they want.

They know how to restrain, not to prematurely destroy the still budding love and desire.It's something to be ashamed of, but it's not shameful, and there's no need to avoid it.The innate instinct of human beings is the basis of becoming a human being.No one gave them guidance and teaching, so they could only explore carefully by themselves.A little reckless and impatient, occasionally wronged and impatient, but eventually reconciled with instinct, and understands that it needs to be carefully protected.

When it should be in full bloom, absorb its sweetness.

Until then, be patient.

After receiving such an answer, Lin Zhichuan relaxed all over, and his mind was a little swollen.Gu Jingcan hugged him, stroked his back lightly, and comforted him again and again.

The relationship between him and Lin Zhichuan came quickly and intensely, and lacked the restraint of his parents, so there were often moments of confusion.What's deeper is that they lack love and get love from each other, like nectar after a long drought.So it's wrong to want to entangle each other tightly like vines, and be vigilant in your heart.

So I will be angry, wronged, dazed, and erratic so that I lose control of my emotions.There is no one to teach them what to do, how to deal with it, what is missing is lost forever, and no outsider will come to the private corner.

But they still have each other.

Show your weak and fragile side in front of each other, give hugs and comfort each other, and hold each other's hand to face the confused awakening of teenagers together.

Because there is only the other party, the emotions are more overbearing and unreasonable.Also because there is only the other party, I will try my best to suppress negative emotions and not hurt the person I like.

It was Lin Zhichuan's growling stomach that broke the cuddling atmosphere. Lin Zhichuan touched his stomach and buried his face in the pillow.Gu Jingcan knew that he was shy again, hugged him through the pillow, and went to the kitchen to continue preparing for the rest of the work.Regarding the sudden episode just now, neither of them said clearly, but they both knew that they would come again.

This is a disease, and each other is the only antidote.

After eating the hot pot, Gu Jingcan was about to leave after finishing the housework, but Lin Zhichuan didn't keep him.

"By the way, where's my tiramisu?"

Lin Zhichuan froze for a moment, remembering the cakes that had been forgotten in the refrigerator.The two walked back to the refrigerator and took out neatly arranged small desserts.Lin Zhichuan carefully shakes off the cocoa powder to complete the last process of tiramisu.

Gu Jingcan picked up one and put it in the palm of his hand, unwilling to eat it.The things that appear in Lin Zhichuan's hands always have a kind of delicacy drawn by a ruler, not because of their appearance, but because of their taste.No matter the size, sweetness, softness, baking time, or refrigeration time are just right, there is a little obsessive-compulsive disorder of science students, which makes people feel a sense of comfort.

After eating the last bite of dim sum, Gu Jingcan kissed Lin Zhichuan, looking distressed at a pile of tiramisu, "It's too easy to crash, how can I take it back?"

Lin Zhichuan licked the powder sticking to the corner of his mouth, turned around and took out a box from the corner of the room.Tiramisu already has a mold that is set outside, and it can be fixed with a little glue.It's winter now, and Gu Jingcan's house is not far away, so be careful and it won't break.

Gu Jingcan carried the cake and walked to the door, Lin Zhichuan stood beside him with his head down, without saying a word.

"Zhichuan, I'll call you when I get home."

"Ah."

Gu Jingcan knew that he was still not in a good mood, so he didn't force him to look happy.There were too many things that happened this week, the two of them were a bit overwhelmed, they needed time to digest, and they also needed to distance themselves.

The elevator door opened, Gu Jingcan let go of the hand he had been holding, and walked into the elevator.When the elevator door was about to close, Lin Zhichuan suddenly reached out to block it.

"Gu Jingcan, do you know what the meaning of tiramisu is?"

Of course Gu Jingcan didn't know, "What is it?"

Lin Zhichuan's hand slightly left the elevator door, his handsome eyebrows stretched out, like a spring breeze blowing away a hundred kinds of lovesickness.

"Take me away."

The elevator door closed again, Lin Zhichuan looked at Gu Jingcan with wide-eyed eyes, and smiled even more happily.

I want you to take me away, no matter where I go.

Seeing the elevator start to descend, Lin Zhichuan stood still, smiling slowly.

They will be together, but before that, they need to endure loneliness.

He can do it.

Lin Zhichuan, who was stunned, didn't notice that after the elevator reached the bottom floor, it began to rise again, and then with a "ding", the closed door in front of him reopened.

This time it was his turn to roll his eyes.

"Why did you come back?"

Gu Jingcan, who had always been unwilling to let Lin Zhichuan see his weak side, had red eyes. In the dark elevator, there was a vague glimmer of water in his eyes, and his palms were hot.

"I'll take you away."

Lin Zhichuan looked at him blankly, "Where are you going?"

"My house, go to my house." Gu Jingcan pulled Lin Zhichuan to the bus station, "I'm going to be driven crazy by you sooner or later, Lin Zhichuan! How the hell can I like someone so much that I feel like I'm about to lose Crazy!"

Lin Zhichuan who was being dragged away hadn't reacted yet, "Jing Can..."

Gu Jingcan didn't know whether he was angry or distressed, all kinds of messy emotions were clamoring in his head, making him rush back to the top floor, dragging the culprit and running away.

How could he look at himself with those eyes, obviously terrified, but forced to smile.Obviously not willing to let him go, but also let him go.How could he be so duplicity that he couldn't let go!Gu Jingcan was so angry that he wanted to beat him up, but in the end he was driven by his emotions and took Lin Zhichuan out of there.

I wanted to take him away, I always wanted to.

Lin Zhichuan who ran to the bus station finally came back to his senses, the cold wind blew into his brain, and it started to work.

"Where are you taking me?"

Gu Jingcan was still angry, "Go back to my house."

Lin Zhichuan was stunned again, "Jing Can, I'm not..."

"I am willing to do for you everything I can do, and what I can't..." Gu Jingcan turned his head in frustration, but his expression was still stubborn, "Lin Zhichuan, wait for me, wait until I am capable , will do it for you."

Lin Zhichuan was no longer in a daze, and there was a clear light in his beautiful phoenix eyes.

I was seen through, so what should I do?

It's better, so be it.

"Jing Can, the world is round."

Gu Jingcan was dizzy by him, "Say it straight, tell me straight!"

Lin Zhichuan looked at the full moon in the sky, and it turned out that it was the fifteenth day, and the soft moonlight was so clear that everything was so clear.

"You are the center of my circle."

Draw a circle with you as the center and the path you want to take as the radius, and it will become your whole world.

It's better to be overbearing to the end, huh?