coquettish and clingy

"Zhichuan, do you want to go to the United States to study in college?"

"U.S?"

"Yeah, there's the best chemistry school in the world, and I think you should go there."

In the beginning, Lin Zhichuan was shown a direction by his mentor. Lin Zhichuan didn’t have much real feeling about foreign countries, but he was suffocated by the surrounding environment and wanted to escape far away, and foreign countries sounded like a place where he would never have any contact with the past. , he is willing to go.

He didn't have much so-called liking for chemistry, he was just good at it.After entering high school, as his major in chemistry became more and more in-depth, he spent more and more time in the chemistry laboratory. He slowly entered the world of chemistry, understood its wonders, and touched the door.

Under Lao Zhang's almost hand-in-hand teaching, he likes the feeling of wearing a white coat, likes to watch the unpredictable precipitation in the test tube, and even finds it amusing to feel annoyed after the experiment fails.Since the first year of high school, he has frequently participated in chemistry competitions, and he was excited to meet students of the same level.

It was at that time that Lao Zhang gave him a clearer direction, the Massachusetts Institute of Technology.

An academic palace that looks like a high mountain has since become his dream.

He has dreams.

Gu Jingcan almost looked at Lin Zhichuan with pity, "I don't want to be an obstacle to your progress, Zhichuan. You can obviously fly higher and farther, and travel to a wider world. I don't want you to be tied down."

Lin Zhichuan covered his eyes, "I'm afraid."

Gu Jingcan looked away, such Lin Zhichuan softened his heart and made him want to surrender to him unconditionally, but he couldn't.

"I'm afraid too, but I'm even more afraid that you will regret it in the future. I like you so much that even if I'm scared, I still want you to go out and make a living. That's your destination and the place where you should fulfill your dreams."

Lin Zhichuan genuinely felt the absurdity. He actually had a day when he was worried about "going to Peking University or MIT", but he was crying hypocritically!

"Zhichuan, let's think about it differently. If I could go to Juilliard or the Curtis Institute of Music, how could I not want to go? They are the best music schools in the world! So what choice would you make? So, advise me to stay in the country, or encourage me to go abroad?"

This is a question that hardly requires thinking, Lin Zhichuan was silent.Yu Qing was reluctant to part with him, and Yu Li insisted that Gu Jingcan go abroad, which was the same as Lin Zhichuan's current situation.Thinking about it this way, Lin Zhichuan felt less uncomfortable, but he was still afraid.

"Four years is too long, I don't have confidence."

Gu Jingcan smiled and kissed him, "Before these four years, we still have two years to be together every day. During this time, I will remember your voice carefully, cultivate the habit that belongs only to us, and not talk to you Quarreling, studying for exams together, traveling and running marathons together, I will fill your two years with myself, and let you only think about me for the next four years."

Lin Zhichuan pursed his lips aggrievedly, "I want to do the same."

Gu Jingcan was saddened by the big white rabbit's red eyes, so he leaned over and kissed it.Lin Zhichuan blinked and kissed back, which made Gu Jingcan's heart soften.

"Let's go back, we will climb over the wall later."

The time to turn off the lights had long passed, and the door of the dormitory was closed, so they could only climb over the wall from the corner to enter.The dormitories of the two were divided on both sides of the path. Lin Zhichuan didn't let Gu Jingcan follow him, and went upstairs by himself. Gu Jingcan saw that he was gone, so he went back to his dormitory.

When Lin Zhichuan stooped to the door of the dormitory, the door opened with a light push, and then he saw the boss who was closest to the door poked his head out, and asked in a low voice, "Si'er, are you okay?"

"It's okay, you can go to sleep."

The second and third child also poked their heads out, and they breathed a sigh of relief after making sure that Lin Zhichuan was fine.If they hadn't known that the two had a good relationship, they would have reported to Song Kefeng and arrested him.At this moment, seeing that the person came back safely, he immediately felt sleepy, and fell asleep as soon as he closed his eyes.

Lin Zhichuan didn't bother to brush his teeth and wash his face, and went straight to bed.Just laying down in bed, the phone vibrated.

"Good night, Zhichuan."

Lin Zhichuan looked at these four words in a daze, and soon another picture came over.

A very simple landscape photo, the magnificent ocean, the wind and the sun are shining brightly.

Lin Zhichuan smiled, he understood Gu Jingcan's intentions.

I am with you.

"Good night, Jingcan."

Looking at Lin Zhichuan who had regained his spirit, Song Ke's little heart finally calmed down a bit.He didn't sleep much last night. In his dream, the two were breaking up, and Lin Zhichuan was dying.Although reason told him that even if Lin Zhichuan really broke up, he would only feel ashamed and would not make a fuss, but he was still terribly worried.

"Yo, you're alive."

Lin Zhichuan buried his head in his meal and didn't bother to look at him, "You're fine."

"It's so strange that you still remember this." Song Ke gave him seaweed, "Don't hold back if you feel wronged, I will avenge you."

Lin Zhichuan's heart warmed, no matter what happened to him, Song Ke would always stand by his side.Thinking of last night's plastic roommate's sincere maintenance, Lin Zhichuan couldn't help but be moved.

"I have nothing to do with him, it's just... I'm going to participate in the chemistry final soon, do you still remember that if the ranking is good, there is a place to be recommended to Peking University?"

After saying this, Song Ke immediately thought of it, "I'll forget it if you don't mention it, hey trouble, Gu Jingcan knows, he doesn't want to?"

"He would, it's just me..."

Lin Zhichuan didn't continue, but Song Ke already understood.Who wants to fall in love with a foreign country, and even calculate the time difference when making a phone call.Gu Jingcan was lucky, when Lin Zhichuan had such a good opportunity to stay in China, he still supported him to go abroad.Based on this alone, Song Ke felt that Gu Jingcan was a real man, and Lin Zhichuan would be worthwhile in associating with him.

"Don't think about it too much, pass the exam first, then you will lose your mind and go crazy no matter how depressed you are."

Lin Zhichuan nodded, "I know, it's useless if I fail the exam, I won't relax."

Seeing him recovering so quickly, Song Ke sighed.This Xiaoqiang-like self-healing ability really makes him love and hate, but now that Gu Jingcan is with him, he is not so worried.

Gu Jingcan returned to the classroom to attend class, and accompanied Lin Zhichuan to eat every day.Parting that was deliberately avoided or even kept secret in the past is now mentioned.Instead of being caught off guard when the time comes, it is better to start preparing two years ago.They have already understood that they are not as strong as they imagined, because they like each other more than they imagined.

Because I like it so much, I have more bonds.

Gu Jingcan accompanied Lin Zhichuan home on weekends, but Lin Zhichuan refused to let him stay overnight, saying that the rules cannot be broken.

Gu Jingcan was helpless, "Since when did you become so principled?"

Lin Zhichuan kept his mouth shut, "There are always, okay, let's go, the last bus is hard to wait."

Gu Jingcan lay still on the sofa, "I've already told my mom, isn't it causing trouble if you let me go home? Come on, don't mess around, you're not a man anymore!"

Lin Zhichuan rolled his eyes and kicked him, "Man, it's time to take a shower and go to bed."

Gu Jingcan was kicked in a bit of pain, turned over impatiently and threw Lin Zhichuan on the ground, startling him.

"What are you doing? It's so heavy."

Gu Jingcan didn't want to do anything at first, he just wanted to make a sneak attack, but seeing Lin Zhichuan's staring eyes and suddenly changing voice when he was frightened, he became a little obsessed.

His boyfriend is too cute to foul.

"Zhichuan, I like you, I really, really like you."

Gu Jingcan's voice was a little dry, and his words were hoarse and dull, which made Lin Zhichuan go limp all over, and stared blankly into Gu Jingcan's eyes.His eyes are beautiful, with long eyelashes, and he is a little fascinated after looking at him for a long time.Lin Zhichuan didn't know what he was doing, and touched the corners of his eyes with his hands as if he had self-consciousness. Gu Jingcan smiled, and his long eyelashes swept across his fingertips, bringing up a weak electric current and passing it to his heart.

Lin Zhichuan was in a state of disarray, he had a premonition that something out of the ordinary was about to happen, and he wanted to escape rationally, but his body was exhausted.The positions of the two were really ambiguous, although it was often like this when they were fighting in the past, but Lin Zhichuan knew that this time was different.

"What are you doing, Gu Jingcan..."

Originally, he wanted to question, but the words he said were so soft that water could be squeezed out. Lin Zhichuan moved uncomfortably, but Gu Jingcan didn't let go.

"want you."

Lin Zhichuan trembled and closed his eyes, feeling the weight on his body and the moist kiss.He didn't know what step Gu Jingcan wanted to take, but he didn't want to push him away, not at all.

Gu Jingcan kissed slowly and attentively, and bit Lin Zhichuan's blood-red earlobe in his mouth lightly, making Lin Zhichuan bite his lips so that he would not groan.And then the eyes, the corners of which were always curved are now tightly closed, and the trembling eyelashes completely melted when they were glued to the wet tip of the tongue.

"Gu Jingcan, don't do this..."

Gu Jingcan unbuttoned Lin Zhichuan's clothes, and delicately kissed her fair skin, sparks scattered everywhere she went, and Lin Zhichuan felt that she was about to be burned.He had no power to resist, and he grasped Gu Jingcan's arm limply with both hands, but was kissed by him again.

"Well!"

The fingertips were sucked into the moist and hot mouth, Gu Jingcan was so hot that he wanted to bite the slender, but fell into Lin Zhichuan's tearful eyes in an instant.

Restraining his desire to riot, Gu Jingcan bent down and hugged, carefully comforting Lin Zhichuan who was really frightened.

"Zhichuan..."

Lin Zhichuan felt hot and uncomfortable, and the clinging lower body made him want to escape and release.He didn't know what to do, whether he could cross the line, whether it was the right thing to do.

He was a little aggrieved, and wanted to shrink into Gu Jingcan's arms aggrievedly.Gu Jingcan gently stroked Lin Zhichuan's face, Lin Zhichuan looked at him, raised his head and kissed the corner of his lips.Gu Jingcan sighed and kissed him deeply.

The suspended passion resumed, and even exploded with greater momentum. Lin Zhichuan twisted unbearably, catering to Gu Jingcan's movements.

No more, no more, Lin Zhichuan thought dizzily, I want to give it to him, I want him.

"I want it, Zhichuan."

Lin Zhichuan was panting violently with his chest, and his voice was weak.

"Lights...turn off the lights..."

The last string in his mind snapped, Gu Jingcan picked up Lin Zhichuan, walked to the switch and reached out to turn it off. Without giving him any time to react, he reached for his waist and unbuttoned his pants.Lin Zhichuan trembled all over, clinging tightly to Gu Jingcan's body, his uncontrollable sobbing stimulated the nerves of the two of them in the darkness.

"Be good at Zhichuan, help me too." Gu Jingcan bit Lin Zhichuan's earlobe panting, "Help me, together."

Lin Zhichuan stretched out his hand tremblingly, an unprecedented tremor swept through his body.When they finally made contact, their minds went blank.

Perhaps love and lust are inseparable.