Compete for crossing

It seems that because of this quarrel, the relationship between Huo Pao and Ajie has fallen into a strange rigidity.

Although Huo Pao said that he would never go to those places again, and would never let others kiss or hug him, in fact he visited the venue not less than once.

Ajie stopped talking too much, and except for the necessary settlement of accounts every day, he didn't talk too much with the artillery.

The artillery's foreign gang is on the right track, and there are no more troubles than in the previous six months.

The period when Ajie could be effective finally passed, and he gradually felt the gap between him and these gang brothers, and even the artillery.

Yes, he doesn't like to drink, he doesn't like to gamble, he doesn't like to build relationships in smoky places, and he doesn't like to make noise, drink and hang his shoulders.There is a distance between him and his brothers, even with the most familiar monkey, there are not many topics to talk about.

Every time he sees Cannon, he has to go out of the house and come back drunk, without Cannon opening his mouth, Ajie also knows how many people rubbed, hugged, and kissed him tonight.

It was a very subtle feeling. Ajie held Cannon's shoulders to make him stabilize the boss's seat, but he didn't feel the joy and glory of victory at all.

Although Huo Pao was generous to him and gave all the money he earned to Ajie without reservation, but Ajie looked at the stacks of small cakes, and it was hard to say that he didn't like it, but it was really impossible to make him excited.

And in Huo Pao's heart, he also had a kind of escape from Ajie.He gradually felt that no matter how well he did and how hard he worked, it was very difficult to get Ajie's acceptance and approval.

From the beginning he couldn't speak, now he can talk to others alone, from the beginning he didn't know how to deploy manpower, now he manages Veyron, Monkey's place and his own place in an orderly manner, from the moment he sees money I want to send it to Shanqing, and now I know how to take care of Shanqing, at least let him graduate smoothly, or make no trouble in the internship unit.

Even so, it seems that he can't get Ajie's dependence.

He didn't dare to ask about leaving anymore, because Ajie's indifferent but firm response that day was like cutting his heart with a knife.

He really valued friendship, and because of this, he couldn't understand why Ajie had been with him for so long, yet he could still draw a clear line between them.

He can't afford Ajie, it's not about money, it's not about outsiders and locals, it's not about gangsters and doctors, but it's the aggregation of all the problems.

The estrangement between the two escalated again after Meiling passed her defense.

Meiling wanted to go home to pack her things, and Ajie also proposed to Huo Pao—"I have to go back to my house for a few days. Meiling has a lot of things, so we have to pack them up."

At that time, Huo Pao had just finished talking to Ajie about the share of the market for this month, and before he had finished smoking half a cigarette, Ajie hurriedly said this.

Huo Pao replied sullenly, and let him do the same.

When Ajie packed up the clothes at Huo Pao's house, Huo Pao wanted to say several times that if Mei Ling was sent away, wouldn't he come back and live together?Isn't he gone yet, is it possible that the two of them will waste even the time of their final reunion?Is it necessary to do this?

But the artillery can't say it.

Ajie only had two packages. When sending Ajie to the taxi, Huo Pao wanted the two brothers to follow him, but Ajie still refused.He said that Meiling didn't know this, and he didn't want his image to be ruined in Meiling's eyes.

That's right, it turns out that being with the artillery is invisible to Ajie's cognition, and it is self-destructive.

Watching Ajie's taxi go away, Huo Pao was angry and sad.

He liked Ajie so much that he never even thought that he would get married in the future.

He doesn't know what homosexuality is, but even if Ajie gave him the definition of homosexuality, he still feels that dating Ajie is no different from dating a person of the opposite sex.

If you can't get married, then don't get married.If you can't have children, then don't have children.

He just simply loves someone, and it doesn't matter how others define him.Just like when he first came, he was also covered with labels of stowaways, refugees, moths, and garbage, but now everyone will say that he is the big brother of the foreign gang, Brother Cannon.

The artillery returned home, and the house was terribly empty.

Originally, it was planned to actually buy a new house, so that Ajie’s books could be placed in a more spacious place, and there was also a special office to store books and money, so that they would not have to be placed on the dining table every time.You can also change to a big bed, and two people can sleep more comfortably.

But now it seems that there is no need to do so.

Even today's small houses feel too big for artillery.He suddenly didn't understand how he lived alone in the first place, he couldn't remember the days without Ajie, and how he spent every day.

So instead of staying at home, he decided to go to the venue.

He wanted to find something lively to refresh his mind, at least not to let Ajie look everywhere in his mind and in the room.

As soon as Ajie left, he left for a week. During this week, Artillery didn't call him, and Ajie didn't dare to call him.He was very worried about the cold spot, which seldom happened after he had that relationship with the artillery, but these days they always seemed to be talking to each other.

He helped Meiling pack her luggage, and registered the house for sale with an intermediary.Parents also called several times to ask how Meiling was preparing, and then asked when Ajie was coming.

Ajie said that it should be soon, and when Meiling left, he would sell the house again, so he would go there together.

During those days, he felt that every day was very long, so long that when night fell, he didn't know what to do.He was lying on the big bed alone, but there was no cannon full of alcohol beside him.It feels like a person who is used to drinking suddenly runs out of alcohol, and a person who is used to smoking suddenly has no money to buy cigarettes.

He once passed the hospital where he worked, stood across the street and looked towards the gate of the hospital. He seemed to still be able to see the bravery of the cannon wearing a white coat and a mask, grabbing an empty bottle and throwing it at the crowd.

When the bottle exploded, so did the crowd.So Cannon quickly took off his clothes, and pulled out the switchblade from his waist.

He also thought of Cannon knocking on his door covered in blood, pushing a bunch of money into his arms at once, and then kept saying Brother Jie, please keep it, you help me to Shanqing, you help me, please.

Then Ajie helped him in and washed him clean.He was trembling in Ajie's arms, sweating coldly from fear all night.

Ajie just grabbed his hand and said don't be afraid, I'll help you watch, you sleep, I won't sleep.

He also remembered the first time the cannon got angry at the thin man, he picked up the ashtray and smashed it on the thin man's head, the ash scattered all over the floor, and the ashtray bounced down to his feet a few times.

He pointed to the ashtray and said, you pick it up.

The thin man didn't move, and neither did the cannon.Until the thin man compromised and bent down to put the ashtray back on the table.

The cannon changed day by day, from when no one listened to him to when his face changed, the people under him dared not say a word.From gently hugging Ajie's waist to apologizing, to finally slamming Ajie against the wall and saying that you dare to come to my house, you are ready for that, right?

Ajie created the current artillery, and the artillery also created him.

Artillery brought him a passion that he had never experienced in nearly 30 years, and even at this moment, he did not regret giving up his chance to enter the police station for the artillery.

Meiling said brother, why are you in a daze, you still want to go back to the hospital?

Ajie shook his head, he said he didn't want to, "Even if he wanted to, he could only think about it."

Once some choices are made, there is no way to turn back. The road traveled is so long, how can it be possible to turn back the same way.

Meiling didn't mention Shanqing for a week, until the day when Meiling was sent to the airport, it was Ajie who mentioned it himself.

He said Meiling, I was impulsive about Shanqing. I didn't give you a step-by-step process, so it made you feel very uncomfortable.

Meiling said it's okay, "I've thought about it too, even if we don't split, we still score today. It may be uncomfortable to split early, but it won't be uncomfortable for too long."

She hugged her brother and told him to come and find her quickly.Watching her enter the boarding gate, and then watching her plane take off, Ajie's ears always echoed that Meiling was too sensible and considerate and responded.

——Even if we don't score, we still score today.

——It may be uncomfortable to break up early, but it won't be uncomfortable for too long.

Ajie couldn't see the plane clearly, and he was afraid that no one would come to see him off on the day he entered the registration gate.He sat alone in his seat, and ran towards a completely strange future alone.

But he was also afraid that someone would come to see him off. He was afraid that if that person followed him and hugged him tightly again, he would lose the strength to break free from this embrace.

What really made Ajie feel the love and hatred of the artillery was the moment when their conflict broke out again.

On the second day after seeing off Meiling, Ajie thought he needed to hand over the functions of the master.He made a call to Cannon, who was having fun at Veyron's bathing center.

Ajie asked Huo Pao to come back early, or set a time the next day, and they would finish the follow-up work well, so that he could leave more safely and cleanly.

But the artillery refused to obey, and insisted on letting Ajie come through the bathing center.The two did not reach an agreement, and Ajie seemed to be too drunk when he heard the sound of the artillery, so he simply hung up the phone, thinking that he would talk again when he was sober.

But before he could walk back to his home, the phone rang again.

This time it was Weilong who called. Weilong said, Master, please come here. If you don't come, Brother Huo Pao will lose his temper.

Veyron spoke very quietly, and the background sound was like a cannon firing.Although Ajie was not happy, he still took a taxi.

Cannon really drank too much. According to Veyron, Cannon drank so much these days.He reflected on the recent incidents between the gangs, and it seemed that there was nothing wrong with it—"Master, come on, Brother Huanpao listens to you, at least don't let Brother Huanpao embarrass you."

Pushing open the door of the bathroom, I saw a girl cleaning up the broken essential oils on the floor.Huo Pao was sitting by the massage table smoking a cigarette with a half bottle of foreign wine beside him.

He raised his head and glanced at Ajie, but he didn't have any special reaction. He was not as at a loss when he saw him in the monkey yard a few days ago.The younger sister bowed to the master, and the master nodded, and she continued to pick up the smashed bottles.

Before Ajie asked what happened to the artillery, the door was pushed open again.This time it was a young man who only wrapped his lower body in a bath towel. His shoulders and hair were still stained with water, which seemed to have just been cleaned.

Seeing Brother Huo Pao and Master in the room, he couldn't help being taken aback, smiled awkwardly, and asked—"Weilong...Will Brother Weilong let me serve one person, or, or two together?"

After hearing this, Ajie's heart tightened. It seemed that he came too early and ruined the good thing about the budding of the cannon.He got up and said that Brother Huanpao was the only one, and he was just here to report on work, so he planned to take the door and leave.

Unexpectedly, Huo Pao suddenly grabbed Ajie's wrist, raised his hand and let the young man go out, saying that it's all right tonight, you can go, don't let anyone in.

After speaking, he jerked his wrist violently, and pulled Ajie to sit down again.

Not only that, but the artillery suddenly put his arms around his shoulders and pulled him into his arms.This pull made Ajie vigilant, he slammed the cannon away, and went straight to the little girl who was still busy in front of them.

He took out his wallet and tipped her off, letting her out.

The little girl bowed again, and after taking the cleaning supplies away, Ajie finally locked the door, turned to face the artillery, and said—"What are you doing, you are lawless, aren't you?"

Unexpectedly, Huo Pao didn't mean to apologize. He stood up from the bed and walked towards Ajie. The heavy alcohol smell poured into his nostrils as he approached, and he didn't stop until he was almost close to Ajie.

He said what's the matter, I can't touch you anymore, we haven't broken up yet, why are you so eager to break up the relationship?

"I said it's not good for others to see," Ajie said. He pushed the cannon again and moved away from him. "And you...you said you didn't break up, so what do you mean by looking for someone?"

Huo Pao said that it didn't mean much, "I won't fuck others when you come, and I will fuck if you don't come. Isn't that what you said, you don't care what I do."

Ajie was speechless and didn't want to start a conversation.

He felt that the room was so stuffy that he couldn't breathe.

The two confronted each other for a while, and Ajie said yes, I'll wait outside, and I'll report to you when you're done.

But the artillery didn't let him go, this time he directly grabbed Ajie's shoulder, and pressed him against the door panel with his backhand.

He said I don't fuck other people, now I want to fuck you.

Ajie's cheekbones were so painful, he struggled twice, and cursed—"I said not to be here, you can't understand me now, can you?"

"Understood," Huo Pao said, but he didn't relax his grip at all, "but I don't intend to accept Master's suggestion."

As he said that, he hugged Ajie's waist tightly, dragging and dragging Ajie onto the massage table.

That day the artillery was fired very hard, no matter how much Ajie begged for mercy, how much he scolded, how much he struggled, he couldn't help but fasten Ajie tightly, and went in and out fiercely.

The lack of lubrication was bloody from being fucked, and the blood was stained on the beige massage bed sheet.He did it three times, and hugged Ajie hysterically after each time, preventing him from escaping.

And when he gathered his energy to pull the flag again, he turned Ajie over again, thrust and poked again, and finally released it in the intestine without hesitation.

Ajie felt that his whole body was going to fall apart, even the first time it didn't hurt so deeply.

After the third time, the artillery finally didn't hug him as tightly as it wanted to bind him.He put his hands next to Ajie's ears, watched for a while, and helped Ajie wipe off the sweat on his head and the water stains from the corners of his eyes.

Then he lowered his body and pressed on Ajie as if he had lifted a heavy burden.

He said you forgive me, I didn't do it.I'd like to, but I probably can't do it.

Ajie patted him on the back and said I know.

The artillery said again, don't go, I beg you not to go, I don't know what to do if you go, I really can't stand it.

Ajie gritted his teeth and stroked his stubble again. He said that I knew it too, but only in this way could I have a new life.

Besides, artillery, you will not dislike me, you like me so much, how can you bear it.Are masters so cruel?If I look for Master again, I will definitely not look for someone like you.

After saying this, Ajie suddenly cried.His tears slid down the corners of his eyes into the sponge on his pillow, and the cannon pressed his head against the socket of his neck, so he couldn't see it.

They slept in the bathing center that night, and went back to their respective homes when they woke up the next day.

Ajie explained everything that should be explained, but he felt that those things were not on his mind.His lower body still had the dull pain from the previous night's strenuous exercise, and the pain spread up his spine and grabbed his heart.

They all thought that it was the last time, the last ups and downs, the last official meeting.Cannon didn't ask Ajie the exact time of departure, and Ajie gradually understood that he really couldn't let Cannon send him off.

That would be a silent farewell. From then on, the two went on different journeys, and there was no possibility of meeting again.

But fate did not let them make a clean break. Just when Ajie had already booked the ticket and arranged everything, and was about to leave in three days, something happened to the artillery.

On the day of the accident, Ajie unexpectedly wanted to go to bed early, and lay on the bed before twelve o'clock, watching the messages from his sister, and flipping through the photos she sent.

So when the phone rang, Ajie was shocked, and the phone almost hit his head.

Only after he picked up the phone did he realize that he would rather be knocked unconscious than hear the monkey's almost out-of-control voice.

The monkey said, Master, come quickly, our venue has been swept away, Brother Huanpao and Brother Huanpao were stabbed, and they were sent to the hospital.

Ajie sat up suddenly from the bed, and almost ran out the door in his pajamas.