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What kind of girl do you really like?

He Xu really hadn't thought about this question.

When he was young, he hung out with Zeng Ning all day long. Before his parents passed away, although his life was not rich and well-off, he was also a well-to-do family. He was full of food and clothing, and he went around mischievously. The biggest worry was that I wanted to drink two drinks today. A bottle of Coke, but my mother only allowed me to take a sip. I haven't finished my homework and I will be punished by the teacher to stand tomorrow.

After my parents passed away, I lived in a state of anxiety and confusion for a long time.

In middle school, at the age when most boys and girls start to fall in love, the grandmother who supported him fell down. He suddenly realized that the last shade covering his head was gone, and he had to shoulder his own future. The most important thing is, Responsible for the rest of my grandma's life.

He is busy studying and working every day, so he has no time to think about those romances.

I remember that for a while, when they were together with Li Tian, ​​they also discussed girls.At that time, the future girlfriend in his mind was probably like his mother, with a gentle personality, long hair, soft-spoken, and kind-hearted.

There is no such girl around.

But he has never been tempted by anyone.

Now being asked by Fang Xu, he really thought about it for a long time.

"So difficult to answer? Is it possible that the girl you like is like a fairy that cannot be described in words?"

"Uh... the person I like, probably, may not have a very good temper, but he is actually very kind-hearted. On the surface, he seems indifferent to everything and doesn't care. In fact, his mind is very delicate. As long as he is willing, he will take care of the other person's feelings. , very smart, may not like to laugh very much, but she is very cute when she smiles..."

Fang Xu's eyes became more and more strange, He Xu's heart skipped a beat, and the remaining words were automatically silenced.

Damn, it's over.

"What you said seems to be describing an existing clear object."

"Uh...hehehe, is that right? No! Ah, it's probably because I have a problem with my expression, you know, after all, I'm a scumbag hahaha."

"You like that, though?"

"What? Sounds weird?"

"Sounds contradictory."

"Ahaha...so I've said it all, there is something wrong with my expression!" He Xu felt guilty, "What about you? What do you like?"

"I won't like anyone." Fang Xu stared at He Xu, turned away and looked into the distance, "Like is a very boring thing." Moreover, it is something that may bring endless troubles and negativity to the other party. Emotional matters, he said silently in his heart.

"..." He Xu was speechless.

At this point, the conversation between the two about their liking is over.

……

Time flies and it is winter.

The students put on thick winter school uniforms, endured the cold and struggled to crawl out of the warm blankets every day before dawn, it seemed that even their mental heads were frozen by the weather, and they shrank their heads and refused to move.

He Xu found that grandma's spirits have not been very good recently, she ate very little, and was sleepy most of the time. He thought it might be because of the cold weather, and the elderly can't stand the cold very much.

It's just that it's not good for her to be bored in the room all the time, so He Xu reduced his working hours and spent more time with grandma.

Occasionally, when he was with grandma, he would draw when he got excited.

This is an idea that has popped up since the school sports meeting was brought up.

In fact, he loves to draw.When painting, it makes him feel very calm. Sometimes he concentrates on painting, and he doesn't think about anything except painting itself. The ultimate concentration will bring him the ultimate relaxation.

Although he has never formally learned to paint, he is indeed very talented. With his previous self-study and copying, he can paint quite well.

A few strokes, but very expressive.

When He Xu came back to his senses and looked at the portrait on the drawing paper, he couldn't laugh or cry for a moment.

I don't know how many times I drew Fang Xu unconsciously.In the small drawer of his closet, there are already countless portraits of Fang Xu hidden, all of them are from him.

It would be terrible if Fang Xu found out, after all Fang Xu was at his house most of the time.

But he was reluctant to let him throw it away or tear it up.

So I had to keep it well and hide it at the bottom of the wardrobe drawer, with a lot of shirts and short sleeves stuffed on top to cover it up.

He seems to be alone with a huge secret, sometimes lost, sometimes happy, sometimes worried about being discovered by Fang Xu, and sometimes wishing that he would find out.

This kind of worry about gain and loss, ups and downs of mood, also makes him extremely irritable.

But no matter how irritable, seeing Fang Xu again, I feel that everything is insignificant.

Perhaps, if there were no accidents, he thought, he would keep his secret for the rest of his life.

The accident came unexpectedly.

That day was December 12, Christmas Eve.

The weather is very cold, He Xu plans to cook hot pot with his grandma and Fang Xu, which is also a good time to celebrate the foreign festival.

Fang Xu went to the market to buy after school, and He Xu rushed to work.

Originally, the store would be extraordinarily busy during the holidays. While he was so busy that his feet didn't touch the ground, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth. Thinking that this was the first show he and Fang Xu had together, he was inexplicably happy.And he also prepared gifts for grandma and Fang Xu, and put them in his bag, planning to surprise them when he went back.

Originally, he could get off work after nine o'clock, but this day was too busy, so he took the time to send a message to Fang Xu, saying that he would come back later, and asked him to coax grandma to eat first.

This busy work lasted for more than an hour, and it was almost 11 o'clock, but he couldn't leave his busy colleagues and leave first.

He couldn't carry his mobile phone with him during working hours. When he got off work, it was already 11:[-]. He put his bag on his back and took out his mobile phone to check, only to find that there were several missed calls from Fang Xu on his mobile phone.

While saying goodbye to his colleagues, he called Fang Xu's cell phone back.

It almost rang, and it was picked up immediately.

"He Xu, come back quickly."

Fang Xu's voice was particularly loud, his voice was urgent, and he had a rare feeling of panic.

He Xu's heart tightened, and he blurted out, "What happened to grandma?"

"Grandma...you come back first, ride a bike, and be careful."

He Xu only felt that for a moment he couldn't see anything in front of him, and his heart sank. Maybe he stayed like this for a full minute before he rushed out as if he had just woken up from a dream.

He Xu pedaled desperately, but he always felt that he couldn't use his strength, and his feet slipped several times.

Several times he seemed to fall out, but he rode steadily on the bike.

The great uneasiness in his heart made him grit his teeth, as if he could tighten his breath in this way. He told himself not to think about anything, but his brain was constantly analyzing.

Listening to Fang Xu's voice just now, his side is very noisy, as if there are many people, under what circumstances, many people will come to his house?

In my impression, apart from when those people came to collect debts, there was another time when the house almost caught fire.

Every time, it's not a good thing.

However, his family's debts have been almost paid off, and this situation is unlikely to exist.

Fang Xu was in his house, so it was impossible for him to catch fire, even if it was, Fang Xu would not be in such a hurry.

Well, something happened to grandma.

What can happen to grandma?What disease?

Although they lived frugally in the past two years, he never skipped a single physical examination of his grandma. He would take grandma to the hospital almost every six months, and there was nothing serious about it.

What the hell is going on?