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Chapter 20 Lost Chapter 20
"Why?" Li Tian looked at He Xu, the disappointment and sadness on his face could no longer be concealed, "Who says we can't go back? We obviously haven't changed, we are still there, as long as you are willing to forgive me, why should you go back Not before? Or, you are now, and you still hate me in your heart?"
"Li Tian." He Xu didn't expect his reaction to be so intense. "In fact, I never hated you. In the past, I only blamed you a little. I blamed you for being so close to me, but you couldn't understand me the most. I also blamed you for being selfish and almost causing irreparable mistakes.
Like you said, we haven't changed, we're still there, so I never hated you.
But I always feel that no matter what, I can only let myself look forward and move forward. No matter whether the past is sad or happy, whether it is difficult or happy, since it has passed, there is no need to bear the burden on myself. shoulder.
That's why I told you that those who can't go back are called the past.
This is not because I refuse to forgive you, nor am I angry with you, nor is it because you think I hate you.
In fact, you are right, we used to be too naive, always thought that what is in front of us can be eternal, and we can hold it in our hands if we want to, laughing and laughing all day long, just like friends walking together for a lifetime Meimeng values the so-called brotherly loyalty more than the sky.
Even because of a little thing, you can be covered in bruises.
But I never thought it was ridiculous, on the contrary, I felt that such a pure and silly emotion was very beautiful. "
Perhaps it was unimaginable that He Xu would say such a thing, Li Tian was already in a daze, and it took him a long time to recover, "Then why did you say..."
"Why don't you say you can't go back?" He Xu slowly sat up straight, swept away the lazy breath all over his body, and his expression was a little serious, which made Li Tian's heart suddenly seized, and there was such a moment In an instant, I wanted to just run away, unwilling to listen to his next words.
But his feet seemed to be nailed, and they were still firmly on the spot.
"Because, at the purest and most beautiful moment, being betrayed by everyone and being stabbed in the back by one's most trusted and best brother, this kind of experience is too unforgettable."
Until He Xu had left for a long time, Li Tian sat motionless in his original position.
He Xu's last words repeated in his mind, "Li Tian, to be honest, I don't hate you. After all, you didn't really mean it at the time, but I was a little scared. I have very few things. So I cherish everything very much, and of course, I am also very afraid of losing.
What's more, can everything that has been experienced be completely forgotten?
Everything has been done, and unless those bad memories are completely erased, it is impossible to go back to the past.
But even if memories can really be erased, is the past that has gone back really the real past? "
In the end, he still stretched out his fist, as he often did before, pounded his chest moderately, and said with a smile, "Although I can't be a brother like before, I have always regarded you as a friend, That doesn't change."
When he left, his steps were still the same as when he came, carelessly, procrastinating, as if he was born ignorant of what trouble is, and at a glance, he was a simple and easy-to-understand person.
But Li Tian found that he didn't understand the current He Xu, but he didn't dare to say that he knew He Xu very well in such a short period of time.
Perhaps, he was wrong before, they are still there, but they have all changed.
Yes, people will lose and then grow. Since they grow, they will naturally change.
Li Tian was overwhelmed by a deep sense of frustration. Contrary to He Xu, his mood was even more gloomy than when he came here.
"The conversation is over?" Someone sat down opposite him, Li Tian raised his head, saw that it was his elder brother Li Yao, he couldn't help frowning fiercely, he didn't want to lose face in front of him, so he put on a fierce expression, "What are you doing here?"
"Tsk tsk tsk, I'm afraid that someone will do something irreparable and stupid after being sad and frustrated, so come and have a look."
"Li Yao, if you don't speak, I won't treat you as a dumb thank you."
Li Yao looked at his younger brother who had been so smooth and lawless since he was a child, and it was rare to see such a depressed and sad expression on his face, which made Li Yao couldn't help but feel a little unbearable, he stood up and sat until Li Tian Go to his side and pat him on the head, "Don't be so desperate, didn't he say we are still friends."
"Li, Yao! You eavesdrop on us!"
Li Tian's fury was suppressed by Li Yao with one hand, "Why are you yelling, ah, I heard it by accident, what?"
"Oh shit!"
"You friend, you are quite interesting, you are not very old, and you have a set of principles, but you don't get mad when you are said to be like this, could it be..."
Li Yao's narrow gaze made Li Tian's heart skip a beat, even though he thought his performance was flawless and his brother couldn't possibly know anything, there was still a sense of tension that couldn't be hidden.
"Brother told you a secret? I don't tell him to ordinary people."
"What... what?" Li Tian, who knew his brother's peeing nature well, felt that Li Yao couldn't have any good words in his mouth, and he was probably trying to tease him, but he couldn't help but be confused by his serious expression.
"Making friends is sometimes like chasing after a wife. As long as you have a thick skin and give full play to the spirit of stalking and perseverance, you will be able to do it." emmm...Of course, to do this kind of thing, you must first be good-looking Handsome, otherwise it might be harassment by X, and he would be taken away by the police uncle.Don't tell the idiot brother about this, after all, the genes of Lao Li's family are still good.
"Really?"
"When did brother lie to you?"
Should I say when did you not lie to me?But... what he said seems to make some sense, so let's just listen to it.
"Besides, that friend of yours looks very powerful and fierce, but in fact he is very soft-hearted, and he is easy to chase after him!"
"You...what are you talking about...chasing...what! You must be sick!"
Li Yao once again pressed down on his brother who had exploded with hair, calmly comforting him, "Ah? Did I say anything? I didn't seem to say anything."
Li Tian was flustered, and was about to explain a few more words, but when his brother's cell phone rang, he immediately put himself aside, picked up the cell phone, and at the same time, there was a smile on the corner of his mouth that made Li Tian feel goosebumps , "Hey, little fish, miss me?"
What was said over there, he immediately burst out laughing, "No way, no way, I'm going far away, what if you can't find me when you miss me? Haha... Well, well, I was wrong, I was wrong, Where is it? Then I'll come over right away."
After hanging up the phone, he looked at Li Tian, "Brother has something to do, let's go first, I advise you not to use alcohol to drown your sorrows, mother will beat you to death if you smell the alcohol when you go back."
Li Tian was curious while rubbing the goose bumps on his arms, "Girlfriend? When did you secretly find a girlfriend?"
Li Yao looked at Li Tian with meaningful eyes, "It's not my girlfriend, it's my wife."
"...I beg you, let's go!"
After Li Yao left, Li Tian's mood suddenly brightened.
Although his brother was a jerk, he admitted that he was right this time.
"Li Tian." He Xu didn't expect his reaction to be so intense. "In fact, I never hated you. In the past, I only blamed you a little. I blamed you for being so close to me, but you couldn't understand me the most. I also blamed you for being selfish and almost causing irreparable mistakes.
Like you said, we haven't changed, we're still there, so I never hated you.
But I always feel that no matter what, I can only let myself look forward and move forward. No matter whether the past is sad or happy, whether it is difficult or happy, since it has passed, there is no need to bear the burden on myself. shoulder.
That's why I told you that those who can't go back are called the past.
This is not because I refuse to forgive you, nor am I angry with you, nor is it because you think I hate you.
In fact, you are right, we used to be too naive, always thought that what is in front of us can be eternal, and we can hold it in our hands if we want to, laughing and laughing all day long, just like friends walking together for a lifetime Meimeng values the so-called brotherly loyalty more than the sky.
Even because of a little thing, you can be covered in bruises.
But I never thought it was ridiculous, on the contrary, I felt that such a pure and silly emotion was very beautiful. "
Perhaps it was unimaginable that He Xu would say such a thing, Li Tian was already in a daze, and it took him a long time to recover, "Then why did you say..."
"Why don't you say you can't go back?" He Xu slowly sat up straight, swept away the lazy breath all over his body, and his expression was a little serious, which made Li Tian's heart suddenly seized, and there was such a moment In an instant, I wanted to just run away, unwilling to listen to his next words.
But his feet seemed to be nailed, and they were still firmly on the spot.
"Because, at the purest and most beautiful moment, being betrayed by everyone and being stabbed in the back by one's most trusted and best brother, this kind of experience is too unforgettable."
Until He Xu had left for a long time, Li Tian sat motionless in his original position.
He Xu's last words repeated in his mind, "Li Tian, to be honest, I don't hate you. After all, you didn't really mean it at the time, but I was a little scared. I have very few things. So I cherish everything very much, and of course, I am also very afraid of losing.
What's more, can everything that has been experienced be completely forgotten?
Everything has been done, and unless those bad memories are completely erased, it is impossible to go back to the past.
But even if memories can really be erased, is the past that has gone back really the real past? "
In the end, he still stretched out his fist, as he often did before, pounded his chest moderately, and said with a smile, "Although I can't be a brother like before, I have always regarded you as a friend, That doesn't change."
When he left, his steps were still the same as when he came, carelessly, procrastinating, as if he was born ignorant of what trouble is, and at a glance, he was a simple and easy-to-understand person.
But Li Tian found that he didn't understand the current He Xu, but he didn't dare to say that he knew He Xu very well in such a short period of time.
Perhaps, he was wrong before, they are still there, but they have all changed.
Yes, people will lose and then grow. Since they grow, they will naturally change.
Li Tian was overwhelmed by a deep sense of frustration. Contrary to He Xu, his mood was even more gloomy than when he came here.
"The conversation is over?" Someone sat down opposite him, Li Tian raised his head, saw that it was his elder brother Li Yao, he couldn't help frowning fiercely, he didn't want to lose face in front of him, so he put on a fierce expression, "What are you doing here?"
"Tsk tsk tsk, I'm afraid that someone will do something irreparable and stupid after being sad and frustrated, so come and have a look."
"Li Yao, if you don't speak, I won't treat you as a dumb thank you."
Li Yao looked at his younger brother who had been so smooth and lawless since he was a child, and it was rare to see such a depressed and sad expression on his face, which made Li Yao couldn't help but feel a little unbearable, he stood up and sat until Li Tian Go to his side and pat him on the head, "Don't be so desperate, didn't he say we are still friends."
"Li, Yao! You eavesdrop on us!"
Li Tian's fury was suppressed by Li Yao with one hand, "Why are you yelling, ah, I heard it by accident, what?"
"Oh shit!"
"You friend, you are quite interesting, you are not very old, and you have a set of principles, but you don't get mad when you are said to be like this, could it be..."
Li Yao's narrow gaze made Li Tian's heart skip a beat, even though he thought his performance was flawless and his brother couldn't possibly know anything, there was still a sense of tension that couldn't be hidden.
"Brother told you a secret? I don't tell him to ordinary people."
"What... what?" Li Tian, who knew his brother's peeing nature well, felt that Li Yao couldn't have any good words in his mouth, and he was probably trying to tease him, but he couldn't help but be confused by his serious expression.
"Making friends is sometimes like chasing after a wife. As long as you have a thick skin and give full play to the spirit of stalking and perseverance, you will be able to do it." emmm...Of course, to do this kind of thing, you must first be good-looking Handsome, otherwise it might be harassment by X, and he would be taken away by the police uncle.Don't tell the idiot brother about this, after all, the genes of Lao Li's family are still good.
"Really?"
"When did brother lie to you?"
Should I say when did you not lie to me?But... what he said seems to make some sense, so let's just listen to it.
"Besides, that friend of yours looks very powerful and fierce, but in fact he is very soft-hearted, and he is easy to chase after him!"
"You...what are you talking about...chasing...what! You must be sick!"
Li Yao once again pressed down on his brother who had exploded with hair, calmly comforting him, "Ah? Did I say anything? I didn't seem to say anything."
Li Tian was flustered, and was about to explain a few more words, but when his brother's cell phone rang, he immediately put himself aside, picked up the cell phone, and at the same time, there was a smile on the corner of his mouth that made Li Tian feel goosebumps , "Hey, little fish, miss me?"
What was said over there, he immediately burst out laughing, "No way, no way, I'm going far away, what if you can't find me when you miss me? Haha... Well, well, I was wrong, I was wrong, Where is it? Then I'll come over right away."
After hanging up the phone, he looked at Li Tian, "Brother has something to do, let's go first, I advise you not to use alcohol to drown your sorrows, mother will beat you to death if you smell the alcohol when you go back."
Li Tian was curious while rubbing the goose bumps on his arms, "Girlfriend? When did you secretly find a girlfriend?"
Li Yao looked at Li Tian with meaningful eyes, "It's not my girlfriend, it's my wife."
"...I beg you, let's go!"
After Li Yao left, Li Tian's mood suddenly brightened.
Although his brother was a jerk, he admitted that he was right this time.
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