It turns out that I love you

Gong Xinuo had a low-grade fever night and night for two days in a row, and it was difficult to fall asleep. During the day, he was depressed, and had a dull pain in his chest. A slight movement of his arms would cause chest pain, and he was often short of breath.

It just so happened that the group had a lot of affairs, several newly developed projects were about to go into production, and several new branches were about to be put into operation. Gong Xinuo couldn't find time to seek medical treatment, and relied on taking medicine for a long time, which made his condition worse.

Gong Xinuo couldn't sleep all night, half lying and half sitting leaning against the pillow, Yuan Jingkun brought warm water and pills, after taking the medicine, Gong Xinuo took a deep breath, and said in a weak voice, "Go to sleep."

Yuan Jingkun took care of him, got dark circles under his eyes, followed Gong Xinuo's back, and advised him: "Xinuo, go to the hospital tomorrow, okay?"

Gong Xinuo nodded. He also felt that it was not an option to persist like this. After all, the body was the capital of the revolution. He was sick, and in the end it was Yuan Jingkun who worked harder.

Xia Lefan put away the stethoscope, carefully read the test reports, clicked the mouse, and while filling out the medical certificate, said: "It's still pleurisy. Mr. Gong is very busy recently, so let's take a break. After all, he is not an iron man. Combining work and rest will be more harmful to the body." OK. Are you hospitalized or resting at home? Let’s prescribe some medicine first, and I’ll infuse here today.”

Yuan Jingkun helped Gong Xinuo who was lying on the treatment bed, Gong Xinuo buttoned up his clothes, and the two sat opposite Xia Lefan.

"Is it serious?" Yuan Jingkun asked worriedly after hearing the word hospitalization, his face changed drastically.

"It's not very serious. Don't be nervous. You don't need to be hospitalized. One more thing..." Xia Lefan hesitated for a while, stopped typing on the keyboard, struggled for a moment, and finally decided to tell the truth. "Mr. Gong's sperm survival rate is relatively low..."

Xia Lefan paused on purpose, observing the reactions of Yuan Jingkun and Gong Xinuo.

"What?" Yuan Jingkun didn't realize the meaning of Xia Lefan's words.

Gong Xinuo crossed his arms in front of him, frowned slightly, and looked directly at Xia Lefan, waiting for what he was going to explain in detail next.

The most direct reaction of the two was within Xia Lefan's expectation. He cleared his throat and continued: "I mean, the survival rate of Mr. Gong's sperm is very low, and the test results show less than [-]%, which means that What, I think you are clear. There are many factors that cause this situation, such as irregular life, staying up late; such as unhealthy living habits, smoking and drinking excessively; such as too much psychological pressure, emotional depression; such as overwork. If the situation is If there is no improvement, it is very difficult to have a child. Even if you have a child, it is easy to miscarry and premature birth, and the chance of a deformed fetus will be relatively high. However, this is also treatable. If you are unwilling to take surgery or drug treatment, you can use Increased nutrition, proper exercise, and psychological counseling will be effective. My suggestion is that if you plan to treat, temporarily stop the sexual life. Let’s see if it will get better after a while.”

Yuan Jingkun came to check his body regularly. Although he didn't say it clearly, how could Xia Lefan not understand what they meant.Every time Yuan Jingkun returned disappointed, various examinations showed that there was no problem with his body.

Over time, Xia Lefan felt that the problem should be Gong Xinuo, but unexpectedly, after inspection and testing, it turned out to be as he expected.

In front of Xia Lefan, Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun didn't make a clear statement on whether to treat or not, and they didn't even have a basic communication with him on this matter. Xia Lefan knew Gong Xinuo's temper well, so he took the receipt and took the medicine himself.

In the infusion room, Gong Xinuo was lying on the infusion with eyes closed, as if what happened just now had never happened.

Gong Xinuo couldn't help but think of the child who passed away before. Perhaps this was God's punishment for him. What he didn't care about at the beginning became a regret today.He was ashamed of the child who died in a hurry before he came into the world, and Yuan Jingkun, who was eager to beg for a son, maybe he was not worthy of being a father at all.

Yuan Jingkun watched him quietly, and was surprised to see Gong Xinuo's trembling eyelashes slightly wet, so he hurriedly held Gong Xinuo's cold hand.He thought that Gong Xinuo must be very guilty and full of guilt.

In fact, this is not Gong Xinuo's fault, it is because life puts too much pressure on him, because he wants to give too much to his family, and because he has too high demands on himself.

Yuan Jingkun adjusted his mentality, he didn't want to be sad, he didn't want to be sad, what he wanted was Gong Xinuo, and nothing else was important.

Yuan Jingkun got into the quilt recklessly, leaned against Gong Xinuo, hugged him, and said with a smile, "If there is no child, there will be no child, and we have no shortage of children. We have Yuanyuan. You still have my big child, Isn't it, Dad!"

Gong Xinuo didn't respond to him, Yuan Jingkun scratched his itch: "Isn't dad happy like this?"

Gong Xinuo finally laughed out loud. He opened his eyes and looked at Yuan Jingkun whose mouth corners were upturned. His smile faded, but he opened his mouth but did not make a sound: "Baby..."

You are my one and only, with you, there is no regret.

Gong Xinuo recuperated for seven days, completely ignoring worldly affairs, and his daily activities were limited to the bedroom and garden, except for eating and walking, he only had to sleep.

Now I have a lot of time to accompany Gong Xi, and the father and daughter often play together.

Yuan Jingkun felt that Jing Jianye had been preoccupied in the past few days, and his mind was often distracted. At first, he thought it was because of repeated illness, but the results of each reexamination were good. ,to be observed.

During the interval between waiting for the follow-up consultation, Jing Jianye hesitantly proposed two things. The first thing he wanted was 5000 yuan, but he didn’t say why he needed the money; the second thing he wanted to go to the cemetery to see Gong Xinuo’s mother and sister.

He was too embarrassed to tell Gong Xinuo directly about these two things.

Yuan Jingkun was in a bit of a dilemma. It is said that Gong Xinuo's consent had to be sought for these two matters. The money matter was easy to handle, but the key was that Jing Jianye wanted to visit his mother and sister. He really couldn't figure out how to deal with Gong Xinuo. Xin Nuo opened his mouth, and after thinking about it for several days, the solution was to kill first and play later.

Since Jing Jianye moved in to live with them, the salary card was handed over to Yuan Jingkun for safekeeping.

After the failure of his marriage with his second wife, Jing Jianye returned to work at the Academy of Social Sciences. After retirement, his salary was neither high nor low, which was enough to maintain his life anyway.

Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun had never used the money in his salary card, so this time Jing Jianye needed money, and Yuan Jingkun took the money from the account that Gong Xinuo gave him, and the money in the salary card was kept. stood still.

Even though Gong Xinuo never asked Yuan Jingkun to spend money, Yuan Jingkun still felt the need to say hello to Gong Xinuo.

Who knows, Gong Xinuo hummed, and didn't ask him what the money was for.

"You didn't ask me why I was withdrawing the money?" Gong Xinuo was 100% assured of him, but Yuan Jingkun actually felt awkward.

"Do you need a reason for withdrawing money from the ATM?" Gong Xinuo didn't intend to ask the bottom line.

Yuan Jingkun smiled and knelt in front of him: "Then what if I use this money to raise a bad boy outside? You trust me so much."

"5000 yuan to raise a handsome boy?" Gong Xinuo frowned. "You don't have high eyesight!"

Yuan Jingkun hit him with a pillow: "Anyway, he's more handsome than you!"

Yuan Jingkun doesn't know where the graves of Gong Xinuo's mother, Kang Ailing, and younger sister Jing Xi are, but the family's precious documents and belongings are all locked in the safe, and the password of the safe is Yuan Jingkun's birthday.

Yuan Jingkun seldom opened the safe, and he didn't know what was in it. When he opened the safe with great effort, he found a lot of books when he was looking for the ashes storage certificate in the cemetery. pieces:

There are various insurances, including Gong Xi's education insurance and their accidental injury insurance. Gong Xinuo's beneficiary is Yuan Jingkun, and Yuan Jingkun's beneficiary is Gong Xi; there is education insurance that has been paid since Gong Xi was born. Fund; there is Jing Jianye's salary card; there is the property right certificate of the apartment, I don't know when Gong Xinuo changed the property owner to Yuan Jingkun's name; In addition, there is a passbook named after Yuan Jingkun. Gong Xinuo deposits a small sum of money on a fixed day every month. When Yuan Jingkun successfully conceived a year ago, it has not stopped since then.

The softest part of Yuan Jingkun's heart was deeply touched, the circles of his eyes were red uncontrollably, his nose was sore, but his heart was full of emotion.

Everything about me is yours, Gong Xinuo never said this, but his actions told Yuan Jingkun that I belong to you, including everything.

Yuan Jingkun found the ashes storage certificate of the cemetery at the bottom. Gong Xinuo did not build a cemetery for his mother and sister, and it seems that there is still an inhumane inside story.

On a sunny and sunny day, Yuan Jingkun took Jing Jianye to the cemetery without telling Gong Xinuo. Few people came to pay homage to their relatives. To the room where the ashes are kept.

Jing Jianye walked slowly to the urn of his wife Kang Ailing and his biological daughter Jing Xi. His arms, which were as heavy as gold, were raised and lowered, and his trembling fingers were stroking the two black and white photos. At this moment, the people in the photos His smile was particularly eye-catching.

Yuan Jingkun exited the room, he understood that Jing Jianye needed an independent space to commemorate the most precious feelings lost due to greed and extravagance.

Jing Jianye's forehead was pressed against Kang Ailing's photo, shaking his head weakly. The cold concrete floor was sucking large tears, and Jing Jianye, who was choked up, took out a light pink handkerchief. The lower right corner of the handkerchief was embroidered with A plum blossom was Kang Ailing's gift as a token of love, and it was the only thing left.

Jing Jianye wiped the photo of Kang Ailing and Jing Xi with a handkerchief, and muttered to himself with his lips parted: "Ailing, Xixi, forgive me."

Yuan Jingkun felt that it was almost time, so he walked into the room quietly, helped Jing Jianye out who was still immersed in grief, led him to the lounge, handed him a glass of warm water, and waited quietly for him to recover slowly.

On the way back, Jing Jianye seemed to be in better condition than when he came here, and he was even a little more energetic than usual. The thought of visiting Kang Ailing and Jing Xi should be a piece of his heart disease.

That night, Gong Xinuo was watching the stock market in front of the computer. Yuan Jingkun brought candied dates and red ginseng tea in front of him, pointed to the brightly colored long and short lines on the screen and asked, "Are you still trading in stocks?" It is rare for Gong Xinuo to study stocks. .

Gong Xinuo couldn't take his eyes off the screen: "Sometimes when I look at it for a while, there isn't much money in it."

"Oh." Yuan Jingkun sat on his lap, pinching Gong Xinuo's earlobe with both hands, and carefully reported what he had done without authorization. "Today I took grandpa to the cemetery to see my mother and sister."

Gong Xinuo wrapped his arms around his waist, looked up at him, and waited for him to continue.

"Actually, grandpa has always wanted to go, but he didn't dare to tell you. He was afraid that you would disagree. Grandpa cried very sadly at that time. He really repented from the bottom of his heart. Xinuo, don't always ignore grandpa, he really wants to be with you. Talk!" Yuan Jingkun observed Gong Xinuo's expression, his calm expression could not see the slightest ups and downs of emotion.

Gong Xinuo lowered his eyes. In fact, Gong Xinuo has been waiting for Jing Jianye to ask him to visit Kang Ailing and Jing Xi. This shows that he still has his mother and sister in his heart, and he has not forgotten that he once swore The wife who wants to be with each other for the rest of his life has not forgotten his once close relatives.

It's a pity that Jing Jianye never mentioned such an idea to him, which made him feel chilled.

In this way, another layer of barrier between Gong Xinuo and Jing Jianye was eliminated.

In order to make Gong Xinuo relax, Yuan Jingkun deliberately took Gong Xinuo to the theater to watch the latest movie on the weekend when Gong Xi attended the birthday party of the children in the same class—it is said to be a super shocking description A semi-documentary film about love between gay people.

As a result, Gong Xinuo had little interest in this movie that made countless men and women cry to death. Yuan Jingkun was also not too cold. Halfway through the plot, Gong Xinuo leaned on Yuan Jingkun's shoulder and fell asleep. Yuan Jingkun Hold on to the spirit and persevere until the end.

When the movie theater was back to light, Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun got up one after the other, and unexpectedly found Zhou Yingjun and Song Yeyang sitting not far to their right, and when they turned their heads and walked out, they met Xia Lefan and Geng who were sitting in the back row Xin, it turns out that everyone likes to join in the fun.

The six people who met by accident decided to have lunch at a restaurant near the movie theater. Xia Lefan held a box of tissues bought in the restaurant, and comforted Geng Xin, who was so immersed in the plot that he couldn't help himself and was crying, while pumping tissues one by one. : "I said, it's almost there, I'll cry and dehydrate later!"

Geng Xin sniffed hard: "It's so touching! Do you think you can live your life without marrying or marrying and sticking to someone wholeheartedly? You definitely can't do it, just like you, let alone a lifetime, I will leave you for a day, you Guaranteed to find a new love soon!"

Zhou Yingjun almost spit out a mouthful of water.

"Am I that kind of person? Let me tell you, as for the leading actor, he either has a psychological problem or a physical problem. It is absolutely impossible for a normal person to be like him." Xia Lefan took out the last tissue and put the empty box back on the table. "Don't cry, as long as you don't want to leave me, I can't leave you, don't worry. We don't have that much time to spend on you thinking about me and me thinking about you."

Yuan Jingkun handed the menu to the waiter: "One serving of seafood fried rice, one serving of bacon noodles, one serving of fruit salad, a cup of black tea, and a cup of original milk tea. What about you?"

"Two classic set meals." Song Yeyang felt that it was too troublesome to choose and order separately.

Xia Lefan and Geng Xin hesitated: "Steak or lamb bone?" Gritting their teeth, they decided. "Let's have the same one."

During the meal, talking about the content of the movie again, Song Yeyang sighed: "It's really touching, such a pure emotion may be hard to find in the world!"

"Really? It makes me hungry and sleepy." Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun said in unison. After finishing speaking, Yuan Jingkun looked sideways at Gong Xinuo and smiled, and Gong Xinuo lowered his head and smiled.

Geng Xin was dissatisfied with their attitude: "You guys are really... What a good movie, especially the reunion at the end."

"Oh. Both of us fell asleep in the end! Well, Geng Xin, the movie is all fake, don't be sad. And Lao Song, don't be depressed. What do you like in a while, I invite you, okay? " Yuan Jingkun comforted them.

Song Yeyang deliberately teased him: "Do you have that much money?"

"Didn't you see that I brought the bank today?" Yuan Jingkun's 'bank' refers to Gong Xinuo.

Everyone laughed, and Zhou Yingjun said to Gong Xinuo: "I finally know that you really have nothing to do with your eldest child!"

Seeing that Yuan Jingkun had a good appetite, Song Yeyang mentioned intentionally or unintentionally: "I have a good appetite, any good news?"

In an instant, Gong Xinuo's movements paused slightly, and Yuan Jingkun changed the topic: "It's good to watch a movie!"

Xia Lefan glanced at Gong Xinuo, then at Yuan Jingkun, and stuffed the sheep bone into Geng Xin's mouth who wanted to talk, for fear that he would ask something he shouldn't.

After Gong Xinuo paid the bill, he tied a small crystal pendant to Yuan Jingkun's keychain. Yuan Jingkun fiddled with the irregular polygonal ornaments and asked, "Gift?"

Gong Xinuo held the crystal up to his eyes, and pointed to the looming letter inside: Y.

"Hey, let's have another meal tonight, and there can be a letter G!" Yuan Jingkun excitedly suggested.

Gong Xinuo returned the key to him, the Y was just a coincidence, Gong Xinuo felt that what Chic Chic bought with money was not a gift in the store.

Xia Lefan and Geng Xin are going to the gym to exercise, Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun are going to pick up Gong Xi, Zhou Yingjun and Song Yeyang are going to the supermarket to buy dog ​​food.

When passing through the baby store, Song Yeyang suddenly said: "Jing Kun has not heard from you for a long time, is it the young master's problem?"

"How do you think it's the young master's problem? Maybe it's Xiao Yuan's problem." Zhou Yingjun's eyes lingered on the tobacco and alcohol counter.

"How could it be Jing Kun's problem, didn't it happen before? If there is, it proves that there is no problem!" Song Yeyang broke his head.

"Isn't that the young master's?" Zhou Yingjun's words made Song Yeyang speechless. "Hey, this kind of thing is all by chance, the more you ask, the more rare it is!"

"What a coincidence, I think it's the young master's problem. You didn't see the young master's expression just now, how unnatural. Le Fan must know what's going on, I have to ask him carefully." Song Yeyang bumped Zhou Yingjun's arm. "Go back and ask the young master."

"How can I ask this? Can I ask the young master, are you okay in bed?!" Zhou Yingjun said helplessly. "Okay, if you are really curious, you can ask Jing Kun."

"Am I curious? I care about them!" Song Yeyang stared, almost throwing the dog food directly on Zhou Yingjun.

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