It turns out that I love you

Gong Xinuo and Zhang Fu gathered alone in the lounge, sitting side by side facing the window, the night made the sky deep and vast, and the stars shyly hid themselves, refusing to show themselves, so the night became darker and darker, just like theirs at this moment. state of mind.

"Do you still remember our original goal?" Gong Xinuo looked at the monotonous scenery outside the window, and asked lightly about the past, as if thinking of it inadvertently.

Zhang Fu's eyes were moist, his eyes were red, he tried his best to suppress his trembling voice, and only said two words: "Remember."

"What is it?" Gong Xinuo seemed to test him on purpose.

"20 years later, standing on the highest peak of this city overlooking, all the classic buildings will be our masterpieces!" Zhang Fu could barely speak the last few words, choking in his throat.

Yes, when I stood in front of the new building, I made such an oath with pride and ambition. No matter what kind of difficulties and setbacks I encountered, I never gave up and never flinched. I walked all the way and went forward bravely. .

Strive unremittingly for the ideal, without stopping.

I'm afraid that Gong Xinuo will never have the chance to realize his bold words.

"It must be done!" Now, Gong Xinuo can only pin all his hopes on Zhang Fu. This sentence expresses how much helplessness and sadness.

Zhang Fu's tears fell down uncontrollably, and he took a deep breath through his nose: "Yes!" He stumbled and said it very hard.

The last time, the last time, this will be the last time he will obey Gong Xinuo's orders as a subordinate.

Zhang Fu got up and walked out of the lounge quickly. He didn't want to mourn in front of Gong Xinuo, and he didn't want to add to Gong Xinuo's sadness.

Gong Xinuo then came out, Zhang Fu supported the railing of the corridor with both hands, big tears dripped on the railing, panting heavily, all the past was vivid again, those difficult years, mutual support and encouragement , The feelings buried in their hearts have long exceeded their imagination.

Gong Xinuo stopped behind him. At this moment, he couldn't find a way to comfort others. Perhaps Zhang Fu needed to vent his emotions right now, and perhaps he should also find a way to vent his emotions.

Gong Xinuo opened his legs again, his steps were extremely light, until his tall and straight figure disappeared at the end of the corridor.

Everything is really over.

When Gong Xinuo returned home, Jing Jianye and Gong Xi had already fallen asleep.

With the faint light from the TV screen in the living room, Yuan Jingkun was found lying on the sofa, the remote control in his hand was crumbling, and a brown blanket was covering his waist.

Gong Xinuo took out the remote control and gently placed it on the coffee table. He caught sight of some wrappers of mint candies. He didn't allow Yuan Jingkun to stay up late, let alone drink coffee. Sugar to pick you up.

Gong Xinuo patted his hand and called softly, "Baby, baby."

Yuan Jingkun frowned and moved, not intending to wake up.

Gong Xinuo turned off the TV, bent down and picked him up. Just as he reached the stairs, Yuan Jingkun put his arms around his neck, raised the corners of his mouth, and put his head close to his chest.When Gong Xinuo entered the door, he had already woken up, but pretended to be asleep on purpose.

Gong Xinuo smiled and put him on the bed. Yuan Jingkun took advantage of him to lean over and kissed him on the lips, without opening his eyes from the beginning to the end.

Gong Xinuo sat beside him and covered him with a quilt.

After returning home, seeing Yuan Jingkun, this scene, the heavy loss in Gong Xinuo's heart, the chaotic emotions, although they did not disappear like magic, they unexpectedly weakened, faded, and melted away. It is a thin mist, which can be cleared at any time.

Looking at Yuan Jingkun's handsome face, piles of past events came to my heart, their love, the gathering and scattering in the ordinary, the sweetness in the pain, and the strong hope in the sorrow.

The promise of life after life, to grow old with you, accompany you day and night, and face wind and rain with you.

On the second day of junior high school, Zhou Yingjun asked Gong Xinuo to order a birthday cake for Gong Xi.

In previous years, Gong Xi's birthday was arranged by Yu Jiyang. This year, Yu Jiyang was pregnant and couldn't return to China to celebrate Gong Xi's birthday due to special circumstances. He sent the little girl a high-end "car" - a children's four-wheeled bicycle.

After receiving the gift, Gong Xi was a little emotional because Yu Jiyang couldn't come back, but he was soon attracted by the new toy and his mood improved.

At the beginning, Gong Xi didn't dare to "drive" alone, she had to have Yuan Jingkun or Gong Xinuo support the car and pull her forward.

Gradually, Gong Xi became more and more proficient in riding, and no one needed protection.

It's cold outside, so I can't go out to play.

Fortunately, the living room is large, and Gong Xi tirelessly rode a small car to support the big bear in circles; Jing Jianye was sitting next to the floor-to-ceiling windows where the sunlight could shine, wearing flower glasses, with a wooden board on the table and a red charcoal in his hand Plain pen, using a ruler to draw straight lines, ready to make a chess board, teach Gong Xi how to play chess, entertainment and increase expertise; Aunt Lian is cooking in the kitchen; Yuan Jingkun is holding the laptop that Gong Xinuo bought for him , busy installing various commonly used software.

Gong Xi rode to Jing Jianye's side, and the glass mirror under the wall clock showed her appearance, staring at the mirror and muttering to herself: "Hey, Yuanyuan is so beautiful!"

Jing Jianye pulled down his glasses and teased her: "How beautiful are you?"

Gong Xi touched her head and answered Jing Jianye seriously: "The two braids are beautiful!"

Gong Xinuo and Zhou Yingjun were choosing cakes at the counter of the cake shop. The cakes with various designs and themes were dazzling.

Zhou Yingjun flipped through the brochure, Gong Xinuo pointed to a cake named Alice in Wonderland, and subconsciously opened his mouth: "Baby, can you see this?"

Zhou Yingjun's gaze shifted from the album to the counter, and he reacted immediately. He smiled ambiguously, patted him on the shoulder, and reminded him: "Hey, did you call the wrong person?!"

Gong Xinuo turned his head, recognized who was in front of him, blushed instantly, bowed his head and was speechless, annoyed in his heart, how could he blurt it out?

Zhou Yingjun had no objection to Gong Xinuo's choice, ordered the cake, drove back, Zhou Yingjun held back his laughter all the way, endured it quite hard, and couldn't bear it in person.

Gong Xinuo said with a dark face, "It's almost there."

Zhou Yingjun laughed out loud, and did not forget to explain him: "It's okay, it's okay, this shows Xiaoyuan's position in your heart, then what, I will definitely tell him when I come back, so that he is also moved."

Sure enough, that night, Song Yeyang called to convey the matter to Yuan Jingkun. After Gong Xinuo took a shower, seeing Yuan Jingkun smiling unusually, he immediately understood that it must be Song Yeyang's call, and he must have taken this embarrassing incident to heart without reservation. I told Yuan Jingkun.

Seeing Gong Xinuo's uncomfortable expression, Yuan Jingkun said with a smile: "Well, he's old, that's why he's like this. I'm here, in front of me, I'm angry. Okay, I see, see you tomorrow. Bye .”

Yuan Jingkun put down the phone, hugged Gong Xinuo who was lying beside him, and couldn't help asking him: "Why did you call the wrong person? This is not like your style."

Gong Xinuo took the book casually, and argued: "I don't often go out with other people except you."

"Tomorrow's Yuanyuan's birthday, let's take her to Duan Dou Le. I haven't been there for a long time, and I haven't bought her toys and clothes for a long time." Yuan Jingkun discussed the itinerary with Gong Xinuo.

"En." Gong Xinuo had no objection.

"And you..." Before Yuan Jingkun could finish speaking, there was a knock on the door.

"Dad, Dad!" It was Gong Xi's voice.

Yuan Jingkun got up quickly, opened the door, and hugged Gong Xi who was holding a storybook in his hands: "What's wrong, baby?"

Gong Xi shook the book: "Father, you haven't told me a story yet!"

Yuan Jingkun carried Gong Xi to the bed, covered her with the quilt, and took the book: "Yuanyuan, how about sleeping with Dad today?"

Gong Xi rolled her eyes and nodded: "Well, but, this is the one you guys want to sleep with me, it's not that I'm holding back!"

Yuan Jingkun kissed Gong Xi's forehead: "Little devil! Minger's dad will take us to Duan Dou Le, buy toys and play games, okay?"

"Good!" Gong Xi grinned happily. "But, this is what you want to take me to, not what I'm arguing about!"

Yuan Jingkun lamented that the little girl's mind is becoming more and more flexible, and her little head is turning faster and faster.

Gong Xi fell asleep quickly, Yuan Jingkun reached out and touched Gong Xinuo's shoulder, signaling him to go to bed early.

"There are still two pages." Gong Xinuo turned around and saw that Gong Xi was asleep. Yuan Jingkun's hand was in front of Gong Xi, covering the light of the desk lamp. He stopped reading, closed the book, turned off the light, and pulled the quilt over. Lie down and sleep.

The child couldn't hold back his worries, so he woke up excitedly early, grabbed Yuan Jingkun's pajamas, and whispered: "Dad, Dad."

Yuan Jingkun opened his eyes in a daze, stopped Gong Xi, put his index finger between his lips: "Shhh, don't disturb Dad's sleep."

Gong Xi fell silent, and changed his lips: "Dad is a lazy bastard!"

Yuan Jingkun smiled and got up with Gong Xi. After washing up, Gong Xi ran back to the bedroom and grabbed Gong Xinuo's quilt: "Dad, Dad, wake up, the sun will burn your butt!"

Gong Xinuo reluctantly opened his eyes, and supported Gong Xi: "Honey, you got up so early."

"Okay, get up quickly, I think you don't do anything every day, and you are still so tired, what's the matter?" Yuan Jingkun opened the curtains rudely.

Gong Xi took Gong Xinuo's glasses and put them on him: "Dad is a mental worker, his head is tired, so he has to sleep late."

Gong Xinuo kissed Gong Xi's cheek vigorously: "Baby, you are so right, you are smarter than Dad!"

In the kitchen, Gong Xi leaned against the cupboard and said to Aunt Lian, "Do you know why Dad got up late today?"

"Why?" Aunt Lian patiently talked to her, spreading the fried eggs on the plate smoothly.

"Because I am teasing them!" Gong Xi smiled, looking proud.

During the Spring Festival, the children's play ground of Fandou Le is very lively, and most of the parents come to play with their children during the rare holiday.

Yuan Jingkun hugged Gong Xi and followed Gong Xinuo. Gong Xinuo took Gong Xi's coat and looked around, trying to find a quieter place to rest first.

Gong Xi noticed the big bear doll hanging in front of the shooting machine in the corner with sharp eyes: "Dad, Dad, I want that."

Yuan Jingkun and Gong Xinuo went over and asked the staff to learn that if you want Big Bear to participate in the shooting game, you must shoot 5 times without interruption within [-] minutes to reach the standard.

Gong Xinuo threw five coins into the machine, and the machine spit out four basketballs. The game officially started. Gong Xinuo took off his coat seriously, as if to show off his skills.

As a result, Yuan Jingkun led Gong Xi to watch Gong Xinuo's fairly average shooting level. At the end of the game, Gong Xinuo only made four shots. Gong Xi hugged Yuan Jingkun's leg and pouted in disappointment: " Definitely not playing."

Looking at Gong Xinuo's blushing cheeks, Yuan Jingkun sighed helplessly, hugged Gong Xi, and comforted her: "It's okay, let's ask Auntie later, if you can sell us one."

At the end of the game, Gong Xinuo took the initiative to ask the staff if he could spend money to buy a big bear. The staff regretfully said that this item was not within the scope of sale.

In order to satisfy Gong Xi's wish, Yuan Jingkun handed Gong Xi over to Gong Xinuo to play in person. Yuan Jingkun's shooting level made Gong Xinuo and Gong Xi look at each other with admiration. .

"17, 18, 19, 20! Oh yeah! Dad, you are amazing!" Gong Xi counted to Yuan Jingkun in Gong Xinuo's arms. In less than 5 minutes, he had already met the requirements of the game rules, and he was happy. clap your hands.

Yuan Jingkun made the last shot, made a victory gesture to Gong Xinuo and Gong Xi's father and daughter, and took away the award ticket printed out by the machine.

At the prize exchange office, Yuan Jingkun handed the exchanged big bear to Gong Xi, who took the beloved big bear, kissed Yuan Jingkun hard, and did not forget to flatter him: "Dad, are you Superman!"

Yuan Jingkun squinted at Gong Xinuo triumphantly, and Gong Xinuo coughed dryly: "There is a problem with the design of this machine, the spacing is too short, and I have long arms, so I hit the board every time!"

"Ah bah!" Yuan Jingkun said in disdain without making a sound, obviously not good at technology, but still sophistry.

Gong Xinuo diverted Gong Xi's attention: "Yuanyuan, look, what's over there, let's play with that!"

The three of them surrounded the slapping bug game machine, and Gong Xinuo carefully studied the game instructions: "It seems that the bug appeared and slapped it vigorously, killing it."

There was no response, Gong Xinuo turned his head away, Yuan Jingkun and Gong Xi were already playing in full swing, Gong Xi's strength was weak, and after she finished filming, Yuan Jingkun and Gong Xinuo had to take another shot before the bugs disappeared. People took turns beating, and the machine was almost scrapped.

Yuan Jingkun is not very interested in these things, but Gong Xinuo is getting more and more enthusiastic about playing, and he can't wait to play all the games with Gong Xi.

Later, Yuan Jingkun simply sat on the side, watching their father and daughter having a great time.

Gong Xi was playing on the merry-go-round, Yuan Jingkun was waiting outside with a big bear in his arms, Gong Xinuo looked at the drum set next to him with great interest, and when the carousel stopped, the two left the noisy game field with the contented Gong Xi and headed upstairs toy hall.

Compared with the playground, Gong Xi prefers the toy hall.

All the toys in the toy hall can be tried. Gong Xi grabbed Yuan Jingkun's hand and played everywhere he saw.

Gong Xi fell in love with an antique small umbrella, and took a fancy to a set of wooden puzzles. Gong Xinuo bought them for her. Gong Xi left the toy hall happily carrying a plastic bag full of toys.

The three of them came to the children's clothing area again. Yuan Jingkun picked out shirts and skirts for Gong Xi to wear in spring. Gong Xi held Gong Xinuo's hand and walked around in front of rows of hangers, pointing to a pair of trousers and said, "Dad, I want this."

Gong Xinuo looked down at Gong Xi's little hand, and saw a pair of black and white floral shorts that were dyed in a very punk style, suitable for seven or eight-year-old children. Without a word, he called Yuan Jingkun: "Look at your daughter's taste." .”

Yuan Jingkun came over, and was also speechless, but said: "What do you know, artists have unique tastes!" Turning to Gong Xi. "Yuanyuan, you have to wait until you grow taller to wear this."

After tossing all morning, Yuan Jingkun's complexion was not good, he was probably tired, after the last miscarriage, his health has not been very good, the cold has almost become a common occurrence, and he feels tired at every turn.

Gong Xinuo held Gong Xi in his arms and took a rest at the nearby KFC for a drink.

Gong Xi wanted to eat French fries. Normally, Gong Xinuo would definitely not buy them for her, but considering that today is the little girl's birthday, I bought a small pack as a special matter.

Gong Xi wanted to sit in Yuan Jingkun's arms, Yuan Jingkun was obviously exhausted, Gong Xinuo grabbed Gong Xi, Yuan Jingkun dipped French fries in ketchup and fed them to Gong Xi's mouth, Gong Xinuo also Opening his mouth, Yuan Jingkun had no choice but to pick up another one that was not dipped in sauce and feed it into his mouth.

Gong Xi tasted Yuan Jingkun's chocolate, and Gong Xinuo's orange juice, and felt that chocolate tasted better than orange juice, so she pointed to the cup of chocolate and said, "This is Yuanyuan's drink." Then she pointed to the cup of orange juice. "This father drinks."

"Then what does daddy drink?" Gong Xinuo raised Gong Xi's small chin and asked her.

Gong Xi thought for a while and said, "Dad, you can drink water. There is water in the car. I'll treat you!"

When Yuan Jingkun regained some strength, he canceled his original plan to go to the supermarket and prepared to go home.

After getting out of KFC, Gong Xinuo saw a small shop selling chestnuts across the road, Yuan Jingkun and Gong Xi were waiting for him in the car, he went to the opposite side to buy some for Jing Jianye.

On the way, Gong Xi asked Yuan Jingkun for a mobile phone and wanted to call Jing Jianye.

Yuan Jingkun took out his mobile phone and wanted to dial her number, but Gong Xi grabbed it and insisted on doing it himself.

When the phone was connected, Gong Xi called sweetly: "Grandpa, who do you think I am?"

Yuan Jingkun and Gong Xinuo laughed, the child's thinking was simple, she thought that if she used Yuan Jingkun's cell phone to call Jing Jianye, Jing Jianye would not know who she was.

Gong Xi held up the phone: "Hehe, I want to drink batter soup with green vegetables, um, let's go back right away, yeah, it's fun..."

The so-called noodle soup refers to the pimple soup that Jing Jianye made for her once. Jing Jianye is exquisite in craftsmanship, the soup is rich and fragrant, the noodles are neither big nor small, and the leaves are neither soft nor hard. Gong Xi likes it Eat, even drink two big bowls.

Yuan Jingkun and Gong Xi bit their ears, Gong Xi and Yuan Jingkun looked at each other, understood what Dad meant, and then said: "Grandpa, Dad bought you chestnuts! Okay, bye, bye."

Gong Xi returned the phone to Yuan Jingkun, and was immediately sleepy. Yuan Jingkun observed Gong Xinuo, and he was relieved by the slight movement.

Back home, I ate lunch—longevity noodles, and Gong Xi drank a bowl of pimple soup.

Gong Xinuo was fiddling with tools for peeling chestnuts in the living room, and the air was filled with the aroma of chestnuts. After a while, he peeled a small plate of plump chestnuts, and wanted Gong Xi to bring them to Jing Jianye's room.

"Yuanyuan, come over and eat oranges, they are very sweet." Yuan Jingkun stopped Aunt Lian from bringing the oranges to the living room, and deliberately called Gong Xi over.

"Okay!" Gong Xi put down the jigsaw puzzle, bouncing towards the kitchen.

Gong Xinuo had no choice, the chestnuts were not tasty when they were cold, so he could only bite the bullet and bring the small dish to Jing Jianye's room.

Jing Jianye was about to take a nap, facing Gong Xinuo and the chestnuts on the plate, he was speechless for a moment, not knowing what to say.

Gong Xinuo put the dish on the bed cabinet, walked out of the room and closed the door without saying a word.

Having been together day and night for many days, the inner world of the father and son seems to have some slight changes, especially the eyes when they look at each other. Although they have never communicated directly, the emotions buried deep in the blood cannot be erased by any reason.

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