It turns out that I love you

The unique twilight of the early morning has a strong penetrating power, lightly sprinkled into the room through the thick curtains, illuminating the face of Yuan Jingkun who is still sleeping soundly.

Gong Xinuo sat by the bed, Yuan Jingkun curled up into a shrimp shape, her long, pretty and thick eyelashes cast light shadows under her eyes, she breathed evenly, sleeping soundly.

Gong Xinuo watched him silently for a long time, picked up the desk calendar placed on the bedside table, and circled yesterday's day with hearts.

Last night, after Yuan Jingkun fell asleep, Gong Xinuo suddenly thought of Yuan Jingkun's physical problems, and really regretted not taking measures, worried that it would make him pregnant, so he secretly wrote down the date.

Yuan Jingkun turned over, habitually stretched out his hand and rushed to the position beside him.

Gong Xinuo quickly put his arms around his forearm, fearing that he would wake up if he missed the air.

Yuan Jingkun's sleepy eyes were hazy, as light as a dream language: "What time is it?"

"It's still early." Gong Xinuo covered him tightly with the quilt and kissed his forehead.

Yuan Jingkun closed his eyes again with peace of mind, turned over and changed into a sleeping position on his stomach, with his arms bent, fists in his hands, placed by the pillow, in the pose of a beckoning cat.

Gong Xinuo shook his head funny, put the desk calendar back to its original place, got up and went to take a shower and change clothes.

The family of three agreed to go to the hospital to visit Jing Jianye together.

Yuan Jingkun stood in the garage with Gong Xi in his arms. Gong Xinuo started the car, but the car didn't respond. In desperation, he opened the front cover to check what went wrong.

Gong Xinuo leaned over and probed for a long time, but didn't come to a conclusion. Finally, he closed the car cover vigorously and said, "Let's take a taxi."

Gong Xi proposed to take the bus, but Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun had no objection.

The three walked to the bus terminal not close to home. On weekends, it was early and there were not many passengers, leaving most of the empty seats.

Yuan Jingkun hugged Gong Xi and chose to sit at the back by the window, while Gong Xinuo sat next to them.

Gong Xinuo seldom took the bus, and he was a little impatient when he had to stop at every station.

Gong Xi nestled in Yuan Jingkun's arms, admiring the scenery outside the window obediently and quietly, when he passed by halfway, he suddenly yelled that he was hungry and wanted to eat biscuits.

Yuan Jingkun knew that she was probably bored and wanted to pass the time by eating biscuits.He took out two small bags of biscuits from his carry-on bag, tore open the package, and handed it to Gong Xi.

Gong Xi pinched the packaging bag, pouted her small mouth and picked up the biscuit with her neat white teeth, her serious expression made Yuan Jingkun laugh.

"Don't give it to dad?" Yuan Jingkun put his arms around Gong Xi.

"Dad, you should eat some too." Some time ago, without anyone teaching, Gong Xi suddenly changed her name to Gong Xinuo as 'Dad' and Yuan Jingkun as 'Dad' to distinguish them.

Seeing Gong Xi swallowing the biscuit whole, Yuan Jingkun smiled at Gong Xinuo: "Look how fake she is!"

Gong Xinuo smiled slightly, took out a tissue to wipe off the biscuit crumbs around Gong Xi's mouth, took Gong Xi's hand, and pressed her nails. Gong Xi has always been suffering from calcium deficiency. , The nails are not as soft as before.

Gong Xi lifted the biscuit bag to Yuan Jingkun's mouth, insisting that he try it.

Yuan Jingkun took a symbolic bite, Gong Xi showed a satisfied smile, ate the rest, folded the packaging bag, and directed Gong Xinuo to throw it into the trash can equipped in the car.

The neighbors are also a family of three with their little daughter out to play. The little girl who is slightly older than Gong Xi is lively and active. She twists and turns in the seat, sitting with her father for a while, and switching to her mother for a while. Sit and mutter.

The young mother finally hugged her unbearably, looked to the side and said, "Look at my little sister, how good-looking she is!"

The little girl stared at Gong Xi, looked embarrassed at Gong Xi, and buried her head in Yuan Jingkun's arms.

Yuan Jingkun raised her face: "What's the matter, Yuanyuan? It's a beautiful young lady. Do you think that young lady has a beautiful hairpin like you?"

Gong Xi's personality is very similar to Gong Xinuo's, and he doesn't like to talk too much. According to the kindergarten teacher and Yuan Jingkun, Gong Xi's relationship with other children is not bad, but sometimes he doesn't get along well with others, and he doesn't want to take the initiative to talk to others. Communicate with other children.

Although easy-going, but not cheerful enough.Although well-behaved, but not positive enough.In group activities, the performance is somewhat passive.

Since then, Yuan Jingkun often took Gong Xi to play in lively communities, where there were many children of similar ages.

Gong Xi didn't get used to it at first, holding her doll and standing beside Yuan Jingkun silently, when a child wanted her doll, she didn't speak, just looked up at Yuan Jingkun.Gradually getting acquainted with the children, Gong Xi changed from passive to active, willing to exchange toys with other children and play games with other children.

Gong Xi turned her head, looked at the young lady opposite, turned her face away, and hugged Yuan Jingkun with both hands.

The little girl leaned over her body, as if she wanted to jump off the seat to play with Gong Xi, but was stopped by the young mother, afraid of scaring Gong Xi.

When the bus arrived at the stop, Gong Xi fell asleep in a daze. Gong Xinuo picked her up and put on her coat and cap. The temperature difference inside and outside the bus could easily cause a cold.

After getting out of the car, Gong Xinuo turned a little bit, Yuan Jingkun was about to cross the road, turned around and saw him walking in the opposite direction with Gong Xi in his arms, and called him: "Hey, where are you going, this way."

When Gong Xinuo came to him, Yuan Jingkun smiled and said, "Confused?"

Gong Xinuo pursed his lips. Every time he drove directly through the front door, he didn't know there was a side door.

Jing Jianye is in good physical and mental condition, and his condition is well controlled and stable. A series of preoperative examinations show that the success rate of the operation is expected to increase.

After entering the ward, according to the old rules, Gong Xinuo led Gong Xi to wash his hands, and Yuan Jingkun put his things away.

Seeing that Gong Xinuo's expression was different from usual, Jing Jianye asked Yuan Jingkun cautiously, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, the car broke down, and I'm in a bad mood." Yuan Jingkun already knew Gong Xinuo quite well.

The day before the operation, Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun came to Pule Temple hidden in the city center to pray for Jing Jianye's operation.

Pule Temple is hidden behind the busiest commercial street in the urban area, surrounded by high-rise buildings, as if isolated from the world, and can't feel the noise in front of it at all.

Gong Xinuo's car was not repaired, so the two took the subway, exited the subway exit, turned around and arrived at the gate of Pule Temple, where two stone beasts stood in front of the renovated temple.

The two bought tickets and went in to find that the temple was full of incense, and there were not a few people who came to pray for blessings.

Every Bodhisattva and Buddha, Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun have worshiped devoutly one by one.

After leaving the Buddhist hall, Yuan Jingkun had a whim and wanted to take a photo with Gong Xinuo here as a souvenir.

He handed his mobile phone to a single girl passing by, taught her how to use the camera function, returned to Gong Xinuo, and stood on the steps with him.

"Okay, I'm ready to take a photo, just have a smile." The girl adjusted her position while holding up her phone.

The moment she pressed the OK button, Yuan Jingkun suddenly embraced Gong Xinuo's arm, making a triumphant gesture.

The girl was slightly surprised, and returned the phone to Yuan Jingkun. Yuan Jingkun thanked her and said goodbye generously. The girl turned her head and looked at them with curious eyes frequently.

Yuan Jingkun smiled while looking at the photo. This is their first real group photo, which is very precious and rare.

Gong Xinuo feels a little guilty, even taking pictures together is a luxury.

In the courtyard of the temple, Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun invited two sticks of incense, bowed in all directions following the example of others, and put them into a large incense burner.

Yuan Jingkun saw someone throwing coins above the incense burner. It is said that throwing coins can make wishes come true.

He and Gong Xinuo rummaged through their pockets and wallets, and finally found a few coins. It was quite difficult and due to poor technique, Yuan Jingkun failed to put them in several times in a row.

Gong Xinuo really couldn't find any coins, so he managed to find a few dimes and handed them to Yuan Jingkun.

"How can you fool the Buddha?" Yuan Jingkun said unhappily as he returned the coin to him.

Gong Xinuo had no choice but to spend 100 yuan to find people near the temple in exchange for twenty one-yuan coins.Under his guidance, Yuan Jingkun finally threw the coin in smoothly.

Gong Xinuo bought a string of green sandalwood beads for Yuan Jingkun from a shop specializing in Buddhist beads, and brought them to the temple to invite the master to burn incense, praying for the Buddha to bless him in health and safety.

Satisfied, he left Pule Temple and walked through the bustling business district. Gong Xinuo took Yuan Jingkun's hand and said that he would take him to a noodle shop to eat noodles, which would definitely change his old concept of noodles.

The noodle shop has a small business area, so Gong Xinuo ordered two bowls of beef ramen, the treasure of the shop, a plate of fried dumplings, and a few small cold dishes.

Gong Xinuo picked all the beef from his bowl of noodles and put it into Yuan Jingkun's bowl. Maybe the noodles in this shop are really different, or maybe Yuan Jingkun was too hungry to eat all the noodles and soup. , not a drop left.

After eating the noodles, Gong Xinuo told him that this noodle shop has been in business for decades, and my father and my mother had their first date here. My mother said that my father gave me all the meat in his bowl Mom, my mother thinks that my dad is a caring person, so she chooses to be with him without hesitation.

My mother told me that I must bring my favorite people here to eat noodles in the future.

Jing Jianye fasted before the operation, and Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun went to the hospital after dinner.

Usually, although Gong Xinuo must come every day, he never stays overnight.

Tonight is different from the past, Jing Jianye must be very nervous before the operation, he needs the company of his relatives, even if Gong Xinuo won't say anything to comfort him, as long as Gong Xinuo is by his side, he will feel at ease.

Yuan Jingkun left before the sky completely darkened, Gong Xinuo helped him put on the scarf, and told him to call him when he got home.

Yuan Jingkun nodded, turned to open the door to leave, but Gong Xinuo grabbed his arm and turned his head in surprise: "Is there anything else?"

"Leave just like that?" Gong Xinuo asked with ulterior motives.

Yuan Jingkun smiled knowingly, and kissed the side of his face, Gong Xinuo raised the corners of his mouth in satisfaction.

After Yuan Jingkun left, Jing Jianye and Gong Xinuo were left asleep in the ward.

Gong Xinuo walked to the hospital bed, carefully staring at the strange yet familiar father, the scene buried deep in his heart as a child emerged intermittently before his eyes.

Father, he is really much older!

His body is so thin, his wrinkles are so deep, his hair is so gray and rough, and his whole body is not as tall and tall as Gong Xinuo imagined, as if the moisture in his muscles and bones has been dried by the years. The meager vitality is about to be exhausted.

Gong Xinuo smoothed the hair on Jing Jianye's forehead, pulled the chest-length quilt to his neck, and wanted to hold Jing Jianye's hand, but Jing Jianye's eyebrows moved slightly, and Gong Xinuo quickly retracted his arm.

Jing Jianye didn't wake up, he probably had a bad appetite, his Adam's apple moved up and down with difficulty, and he fell into a deep sleep again.

Gong Xinuo didn't sleep soundly, woke up many times in one night, every time he had to turn on the orange bedside lamp, and came to Jing Jianye's hospital bed to observe his condition.

When he finally woke up, he was not sleepy at all. It was impossible for him not to be worried or nervous about the upcoming surgery in a few hours.

Gong Xinuo sat on the sofa in the dark ward until it was bright, until Yuan Jingkun came over.

When Yuan Jingkun saw his bloodshot eyes, he knew that he must have had no sleep last night. He felt mixed joy and sorrow. He was happy that Gong Xinuo had begun to accept Jing Jianye slowly, but worried that Jing Jianye's operation would be successful. .

Nurses came in and out to prepare for the operation. Gong Xinuo personally changed Jing Jianye's surgical gown. Yuan Jingkun comforted him softly from the side, saying that they would wait outside and everything would be fine.

Gong Xinuo and the nurse pushed Jing Jianye to the operating room, and the door of the operating room was slowly closed. Gong Xinuo stood still until the red light above the operating room came on.

During the seven-hour operation, Gong Xinuo sat in the waiting area without eating, drinking or speaking, always keeping his hand on his chin.

Yuan Jingkun held the water glass and handed it to him. Gong Xinuo didn't look at it, answered it, or spoke, and he didn't force it. He sat quietly beside him. He knew that Gong Xinuo's heart was complicated at this time and needed a quiet environment. .

The ticking of the clock in the waiting area was very clear in the silent atmosphere.

Waiting is always long, waiting is always accompanied by anxiety, waiting is always torture.

The clock struck three times, and the red light reflected above the operating room went out instantly.

Gong Xinuo bounced up and walked to the door of the operating room in three steps and two steps, looking forward to the door opening soon, but also afraid of what was hidden behind the door, biting his lips in conflict.

Yuan Jingkun followed behind him, pinched the paper cup in his hand, and the overflowing clear water spilled on the ground, forming a puddle with slight waves, just like their mood at the moment.

First the hospital bed was rolled out, Jing Jianye was on an IV, his face was pale, but his slight breathing reassured Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun.

Shen Heng, who was fully armed, then came out, took off his mask, and said the good news with a calm expression: "The operation was successful. The suspected tumor and lymph nodes have been removed, but don't get too excited, you have to send it for laboratory tests. Wait for the pathological analysis." The same is not easy. But, based on my experience, you should also get good news."

"Thank you." Gong Xinuo thanked the doctor with an imperceptible trill.

Yuan Jingkun noticed the reddish eyes behind the lens, the moist eye sockets, his heart was full of emotion, family affection, no matter what happened, it would never stop, his persistence was correct!

Jing Jianye needs to be observed in the intensive care unit for a day and a night after the operation.

Gong Xinuo stood outside with his arms folded, looking inside through the glass.

Yuan Jingkun stopped in the distance, a scene that made him seem familiar.

Life is so weird sometimes.

Some things have nothing to do with who you are, your achievements, or your background. You have to experience them, you will always encounter them, and you cannot escape or avoid them.

Gong Xinuo frowned, and finally let go of his hanging heart.

In fact, during the operation, he thought about many kinds of outcomes, such as success, such as failure, and even thought about what would happen to him if there was an accident during the operation and Jing Jianye died on the operating table.

Countless thoughts overlapped and crisscrossed over and over again in my mind, and I was flustered until my mind went blank.

It was only then that Gong Xinuo realized that he cared about Jing Jianye more than he imagined, cared about Jing Jianye.

Maybe Yuan Jingkun is right, no matter how unpleasant things happened between you, he is always your father, and you are always his son. The relationship between you in this world is irreplaceable and indelible.

If Yuan Jingkun hadn't been so persistent, the current Jing Jianye might have died of illness on the street, or was struggling in a corner he didn't know.If he has the opportunity to learn about all this in the future, then he will definitely regret it.

Gong Xinuo noticed Yuan Jingkun's footsteps, turned his head, and met his eyes.

Yuan Jingkun raised the corners of his mouth, and walked over slowly: "Will I disturb you?"

"Actually, I've always wanted to ask you, are you so persistent and persistent in everything?" Gong Xinuo turned his gaze back to the ward.

"There may be some things that are insignificant in the eyes of others, but I think they are very important. Because these things are related to the people I care about, even if it is a small thing, I will take it very seriously. Because life is too short, too much We can only experience this once, and the only thing is very precious." Yuan Jingkun looked at Gong Xinuo's figure reflected in the glass.

"We still have decades to go, and we will go through a lot of things. Will you stand by my side like this every time?" Gong Xinuo looked sideways at him and asked.

"Xinuo, please remember, no matter what we go through, no matter what misunderstandings we may have, I never thought of running away from you, never thinking of leaving you, never before, not now , and not in the future." Yuan Jingkun's tone was flat, revealing a firmness that should not be underestimated.

Gong Xinuo's smile changed from small to large, and he said sincerely: "Thank you."

"Do you need to be so polite with me? This is for you, it can ease your mood!" Yuan Jingkun stuffed a piece of Dove chocolate into Gong Xinuo's hand.

The glass faces each other and smiles.

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Thanks a lot! ^_^