It turns out that I love you

In the study room, Gong Xinuo was sitting on the sofa with his head lowered, as if he was "under trial".

Hu Nan stood in front of him, condescending, and asked him, "Who are they?"

Gong Xinuo knew that the "they" in his mouth referred to Yuan Jingkun and Gong Xi, he didn't intend to hide anything, and he didn't want to lie, but answered him honestly: "It's my lover and child."

A look of surprise flashed in Hu Nan's eyes, never expecting him to admit so directly and heartily, the corners of his mouth twitched, and it took a long time before he spoke again: "Gong Xinuo, tell me again, who are they?"

Gong Xinuo raised his head fearlessly, met his gaze, and repeated in a steady voice: "It's my lover and child."

Hu Nan learned about Gong Xinuo's recent life through an exclusive channel three days ago. Before he was sent to the UK, he hadn't seen Gong Xinuo for almost three years. The two communicated by email on weekdays, but every time it was him He took the initiative to send an email to Gong Xinuo, and the content of Gong Xinuo's reply was short, and he wrote back and forth, nothing more than a few words that were nothing new.

On the occasion of the New Year, Hu Nan and Gong Xinuo met at the headquarters, and Hu Nan immediately felt the change in Gong Xinuo. His depressed eyes, thin body, and always worried expression aroused his concern. Concerned, he asked face-to-face, but no results were obtained, so he decided to use other means to understand the inside story.

When Hu Nan learned that there was an extra "daughter" beside him, and that he was entangled with a man, his head buzzed. He guessed that Gong Xinuo was probably trapped by love, which made him so emaciated, and he secretly thought to himself I'm glad Gong Xinuo finally got the hang of it, but unexpectedly, he fell in love with a man, moreover, a hidden man who gave birth to a child for him!

Hu Nan was infuriated by his behavior. Although he lived abroad all year round, his thoughts were still stubborn and conservative. He could not discriminate against homosexuality, but he absolutely could not accept that Gong Xinuo was with a man. After learning the truth, he rushed back immediately, and he wanted to prevent such absurd things from happening.

Before he came back, he deliberately contacted several media outlets to spread the news that Gong Xinuo was going to be engaged to Fan Ning.His purpose is to use the powerful media to put pressure on Gong Xinuo, forcing him to submit and return to the right path.

"Gong Xinuo, do you know what you are doing? You don't want your future, your career, your hard work and struggle over the years, do you?" Hu Nan couldn't help raising his tone, showing His anger at the moment.

"It was you who made the news that I would be engaged to Fan Ning, senior, isn't it unfair to Fan Ning by doing this? I don't love her at all, and being together reluctantly is undoubtedly torturing each other. I don't want to hurt her, no matter what , even without Yuan Jingkun, I would not marry her. What's more, I already have a lover, and I don't want anyone except Yuan Jingkun."

Gong Xinuo's tone was flat, but he could still hear the anxiety hidden inside. He would not blame Hu Nan for what he did, nor would he complain about his overreaching. He really just didn't want to hurt Fan Ning.

Hu Nan said angrily, "Gong Xinuo, what are you talking about? Ah, lover? What kind of lover is he? You need to be clear about your current identity and status, and you need to be clear about your future. You have to know that your future is limitless! They are by your side, they are a bomb that will explode at any time, and will destroy everything you have now! They will be on your way forward If you are caught by your opponent, it will become the biggest scandal in your life, and you will never turn over! You know, how many pairs of eyes are watching you, how many people are thinking about your seat !"

Gong Xinuo didn't refute, didn't defend, and didn't change his face.

Hu Nan felt that his attitude was a bit too much, so he calmed down and softened his tone: "Xinuo, I know that I am neither your father nor your brother. You definitely don't want to hear what I say, even They will still blame me, thinking that I am meddling in my own business, deliberately causing trouble for you..."

"Why do you say that, I never had such an idea." Gong Xinuo stood up and interrupted him.

Indeed, no matter what Hu Nan did, or no matter how much he did, he would never blame him. He would always remember that the help and care Hu Nan gave him during the most difficult days would never be forgotten in his life.

He is still full of gratitude and respect to Hu Nan.Besides, Hu Nan did this for the sake of his future, and expected too much from him, so the disappointment was so strong.

Hu Nan had a disappointed expression on his face. He felt that Gong Xinuo had really changed, that he felt strange and elusive, and felt that there was an unprecedented distance and unfamiliarity between them.

"In the seven years since you returned to China, think about the things you have done. Which one is right? If I knew this, I shouldn't have let you come back to develop. It would be nice to stay in the United States steadily."

"I'm sorry." Gong Xinuo understood Hu Nan's disappointment in him. Hu Nan had expressed his hope for his future more than once, and he felt a little sorry for him.

Hu Nan didn't want to speak ill of Yuan Jingkun too harshly at first, but he couldn't hold back, and blurted out: "There is also him, don't you feel ashamed? A majestic man, but... It's so disgusting. It's a perverted approach!"

Yuan Jingkun stayed with Gong Xi in the small room all the time. Under his coaxing, Gong Xi's mood improved, and he told him interesting stories in the kindergarten intermittently.

Gong Xi didn't eat much for dinner, now he felt hungry and clamored for milk.

Yuan Jingkun was about to come out to make milk for her, when he happened to hear Hu Nan's voice from the study, and the hurtful last words.

The door of the study room was not closed, and Gong Xinuo's wandering eyes happened to meet Yuan Jingkun. Seeing him standing at the stairs, he naturally knew that he probably heard the conversation between them and Hu Nan's harsh words.

Yuan Jingkun and Hu Nan looked at each other, seeing the unhappiness in his eyes clearly, I don't know if it was his illusion, and there was a sense of hatred.

Gong Xinuo went out quickly, and grabbed Yuan Jingkun who had already stepped down the steps, and the two stopped in the middle of the stairs, looking at each other speechlessly, with complicated expressions on their faces.

"Mr. Yuan, aren't you going home?" Hu Nan intentionally asked them to separate, but he didn't give up the idea of ​​breaking them up. "Xinuo, take me back to the hotel."

Yuan Jingkun didn't want to embarrass Gong Xinuo, so he pulled out an ugly smile: "Yuanyuan is hungry and wants to drink milk, you tell Mrs Qin, I...Leave first."

After Yuan Jingkun finished speaking, he turned and walked down the steps. Gong Xinuo followed to the door, but was stopped by Hu Nan: "Xinuo!"

Yuan Jingkun glanced at the strong man standing upstairs, before leaving, he gave Gong Xinuo a reassuring look.

Gong Xinuo was in a dilemma. He couldn't think of a way to balance it in such a short period of time. He was so anxious that his pale face was covered with a gloomy look.

Yuan Jingkun left the villa area and returned to the state of wandering aimlessly again.He was homeless and sold the house left by his parents three years ago in order to survive. Yang Ruide never thought that he would stay, returned the house they rented, and moved to the free dormitory provided by the school.

The cool breeze of the summer night blows on him. Ever since he met Gong Xinuo, Yuan Jingkun has always been in a state of wandering for some reason, neither himself nor his heart has settled down.

Although Yuan Jingkun didn't know Hu Nan's identity, he could tell that Hu Nan was a very important figure in Gong Xinuo's life.The relationship between them is close, beyond friendship, close to family affection.

Hu Nan's words rang in his ears over and over again. Before Hu Nan appeared, Yuan Jingkun hadn't thought about the impact he and Gong Xinuo would have on him, nor had he realized how important it was for them to be together. Shameful things.

Now that I think about it, they are not as natural as he imagined, they are together.

Yuan Jingkun found that his previous thoughts were so naive, so simple, so simple, so incredible.He ignored many objective conditions existing in the outside world, ignored Gong Xinuo's environment, his own identity, and the views of the secular public...

Yuan Jingkun was extremely troubled, and he didn't know where to go to spend the night. The phone in his hand didn't move at all, which made him suspect that the phone was broken, and he kept turning it on and off, until a strange call came in when he turned it on again. .

Yuan Jingkun answered the phone in doubt: "Hello, hello."

"Hello, is this Mr. Yuan?" Geng Xin's usual relaxed and cheerful voice came from the other end of the phone.

Yuan Jingkun didn't expect Geng Xin to call him, and was pleasantly surprised: "Why is it you? Is there something wrong?"

Geng Xin smiled: "Hehe, it's like this, Mr. Gong called me just now and asked me to send you the key to the apartment. Where are you now?"

Yuan Jingkun raised his head, not sure where he was: "Well, tell me where you are, and I'll go find you."

"Okay, I'm on Binyang Road, and I'll wait for you at the gate of KFC next to Lishui Lake." Geng Xin was afraid that he might not know him, so he tried to speak in detail.

Compared with three years ago, Geng Xin hasn't changed much, and the baby's face still has a pure and satisfied smile.

Yuan Jingkun took the key of the apartment from him: "You and Dr. Xia are okay."

"Very good." Geng Xin scratched his head embarrassingly. "Well, you and Mr. Gong will get better and better."

"Well, thank you." Yuan Jingkun sincerely thanked Geng Xin, especially Geng Xin for taking care of him during that time, including blessings to him and Gong Xinuo now.

Before sending Hu Nan back to the hotel, Gong Xinuo called Geng Xin. Geng Xin still had the key to an apartment in his hand, and asked him to contact Yuan Jingkun as soon as possible and hand over the key to him.

Of course Gong Xinuo knew that Yuan Jingkun had nowhere to go, so in a hurry, he thought that he could temporarily arrange him to live in an apartment.

Gong Xinuo sent Hu Nan to the hotel, and Hu Nan told him a few words in the open and in the dark, emphasizing again and again that he should make a decision quickly and handle this matter properly.

Gong Xinuo didn't go back to the villa, and rushed directly from the hotel to the apartment. The car was parked downstairs, and when he looked up and saw the lights in the apartment were dark, his heart skipped a beat, with an ominous premonition.

Gong Xinuo couldn't even wait for the elevator, so he ran to the eighth floor in one breath, opened the door in a panic, turned on the light in the foyer, and took a chance, and shouted: "Yuan Jingkun..."

There was no response from inside the house, Gong Xinuo looked in and saw Yuan Jingkun's lonely back on the balcony. He folded his arms and looked straight at the scene of thousands of lights in the opposite building.

Gong Xinuo stepped up the steps gently, walked up to him, hugged him from behind, felt the coolness on his body, his heart must have been even colder, and rubbed his lips against his ear: "I'm sorry..."

Yuan Jingkun pressed the weight of his entire body on him, and folded his hands on the hands on his stomach, suppressing the chaos in his heart, calm like a pool of stagnant water, his calmness was deliberately shown to Gong Xinuo.

After Yu Jiyang finished his work, it was already late at night when he returned to the villa. As soon as he entered the door, he saw Mrs. Qin sitting on the sofa and taking a nap, and Gong Xi was full of energy lying on the coffee table and building blocks.

Yu Jiyang squatted in front of Gong Xi, and asked strangely: "Yuanyuan, why aren't you sleeping yet? Where's dad?"

When Gong Xi saw Yu Jiyang, he grinned and cried: "Woo, mom, why did you come back? Woo, a strange bad uncle came, he drove away the new father, and took dad away ..."

Yu Jiyang picked up Gong Xi, wiped away the tears that oozed from her eyes, thinking in his heart: Strange bad uncle?Who is that?Her brain quickly thought about the people she could think of, and finally her target was on Hu Nan.

Of course, it must be him.Besides him, who else could interfere in Gong Xinuo's private life like this.

Sister Qin woke up and saw Yu Jiyang coming back, she hurriedly stood up: "Miss Yu, you are back, have you eaten yet?"

"Eat. You go to bed."

Yu Jiyang came to the kitchen with Gong Xi in his arms, opened the refrigerator, and saw the tempting beef curry, hesitated: "How about I have some supper?"

Gong Xi reminded her seriously: "Mom, don't eat too much. If you eat too much, you will grow fat and look ugly!"

In the past, Gong Xi had delicious snacks. In order to prevent her from eating too much, Yu Jiyang used such words to scare the beauty-loving little girl every time. This is good, she remembered it clearly, and educated Yu Jiyang in turn.

Gong Xinuo's desire for love|things is not too strong, and the first time with Yuan Jingkun made him feel that actually making love is a very beautiful thing.

Making | Love is a way for two people to communicate with each other, and it is a communication skill in disguise.

Compared with the real body, the mind always seems illusory and empty.

When he entered Yuan Jingkun, there was a feeling of truly owning him.

That feeling satisfied and delighted him, and made him immerse himself in it, unable to extricate himself.

Gong Xinuo understood Yuan Jingkun's worries and fears in his heart, and his performance tonight already explained everything.

Gong Xinuo blamed himself deeply and was frustrated. In the end, he was still unable to give Yuan Jingkun a sense of security, which made him feel sad and sad again and again.

He loves Yuan Jingkun, he wants Yuan Jingkun.

So, this time, no matter what, at any cost, he must keep Yuan Jingkun by his side.

Unless, Yuan Jingkun doesn't want him.

The sex|love tonight not only satisfied Yuan Jingkun's physical needs, but also comforted his soul.

Hu Nan's arrival made him feel that he might soon lose Gong Xinuo again.

Facing the happiness that was so hard-won, he didn't even have time to appreciate it before disappearing again.

Every movement of Gong Xinuo in his body affected his broken heart. If he had known this, he should have made up his mind and left him without hesitation.

No, no, Yuan Jingkun denied negative thoughts in his heart.

He loves Gong Xinuo, he wants Gong Xinuo.

So, this time, no matter what, even if the road ahead is difficult, he will stay by Gong Xinuo's side.

Unless, Gong Xinuo doesn't want him.

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