It turns out that I love you

Gong Xinuo didn't let go, leaned over and opened the floor cabinet, took out a white shirt that belonged to him, pinched the cuff of the shirt, and pressed him against the wall, his cold eyes met Yuan Jingkun's instantly pale face, forcefully Facing him on the ground: "Why don't you ask me?"

Yuan Jingkun stared blankly at the lipstick stained on the cuff of his white shirt, and the red lip marks stimulated his vision.

They returned from vacation two months ago when Gong Xinuo returned home from work on the day of his resumption of get off work. When Yuan Jingkun changed his clothes, he noticed the lip prints on the cuffs of this shirt, the ambiguous position, and the alluring color.

Yuan Jingkun didn't ask him what happened to the lip print, but silently put the shirt away in the bathroom cabinet, as if he was hiding the sadness, disappointment and sorrow of being abandoned and betrayed by his beloved, After all, he and Gong Xinuo couldn't resist the burnout and boredom of time friction.

Yuan Jingkun never expected that Gong Xinuo would know that he had noticed the lip print on the cuff of the shirt, and even more unbelievably clearly knew where he put the shirt, staring at him, speechless.

"You can't control me? You can't control me?" Yuan Jingkun's silence aroused Gong Xinuo's anger, and he couldn't help raising his voice, asking him back. "You say, who can control me? Who can control me?"

Gong Xinuo's whole body was almost close to Yuan Jingkun's body, he lowered his head slightly, and the tip of their noses touched lightly, the hot air from his mouth was directed at Yuan Jingkun's face, the condescending Gong Xinuo suppressed him so much that he couldn't breathe, he Pushing Gong Xinuo with his weak right hand, he growled, "Let me go!"

Gong Xinuo threw back his shirt, clamped Yuan Jingkun's hands, and kissed him domineeringly on the lips. The four lips pressed against each other. Gong Xinuo tilted his head, and used his teeth to pry open Yuan Jingkun's closed mouth, He held her in his arms and sucked his soft lips deeply.

Yuan Jingkun gradually gave up the pointless struggle, the tongues of the two were entwined, even if Gong Xinuo did too much to him, even if Gong Xinuo no longer loved him and pitied him, he couldn't be cruel enough to remember him , he has endless grievances and losses, he still can't understand, he loves Gong Xinuo so much, how can Gong Xinuo treat him so ruthlessly.

Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun kissed each other and staggered to the side of the bed, and both fell on the bed. Gong Xinuo's lips left Yuan Jingkun's mouth, and he took off their clothes roughly.

"Uh..." Yuan Jingkun couldn't bear it.

Gong Xinuo kept kissing his forehead, eyebrows, eyes, nose, cheeks, and neck at a faster and faster speed, showing the master's more and more urgent desire.

Yuan Jingkun gritted his teeth, protected Weilong's lower abdomen with both hands, and desperately endured the pleasure that Gong Xinuo brought him. Making love under such circumstances made him feel a little humiliated, as if it was a charity given by Gong Xinuo. Just a little love from him.

Yuan Jingkun felt awkward, but his body reacted honestly.

Panting heavily, Gong Xinuo collapsed beside Yuan Jingkun. The two of them calmed down and regained their senses. Gong Xinuo turned sideways, propping up the bed with both hands, staring at Yuan Jingkun under him with a complicated expression, and spoke slowly.

"Baby, I know you're not feeling well. You've lived in reclusive life for me and the children all these years, and you've almost cut off contact with the outside world, living in the perfect world I created for you. I know you're not happy, but why are you unhappy? Why don't you tell me? You don't like bodyguards following you, you don't like this villa, you don't even like me wearing such a tight shirt, but you don't like it, why don't you tell me? Baby, you know? You have been for a long time You never told me what I want, Xi Nuo, and you haven’t told me what I want Xi Nuo for a long, long time. Me, value me. The ring was gone for days and you didn't even notice, did you? You found the lip print on the cuff of your shirt, why didn't you ask me what the hell was going on? Baby, I just want you to be happy, I just want you Love me as ever."

Yuan Jingkun's tears rolled in his eye sockets, he wanted to hold back but couldn't help it, he didn't know that Gong Xinuo knew his thoughts clearly, he didn't know that Gong Xinuo still loved him so much and cared about him Feeling sorry for him, he didn't know that his position and weight in Gong Xinuo's heart had never changed.

Gong Xinuo held his face, kissed him, and caressed the scar affectionately: "Baby, I love you. In the past, present, and future, I only have you in my heart."

"Xinuo..." Yuan Jingkun's voice was hoarse because of emotion, and he couldn't speak out what was choked in his throat.

I don't know when, snowflakes floated outside the window, and the crystal clear snowflakes danced in the air like light jade butterflies, sticking to the glass scatteredly, and the snowflakes in the darkness were so white that they stood out.

Gong Xinuo simply cleaned up the mess on the bed, dressed Yuan Jingkun, and hugged him in his arms. The two of them leaned against the back of the bed, and the room was filled with soothing music, enjoying the snow scene comfortably.

Yuan Jingkun and Gong Xinuo clasped their fingers together, his head rested on Gong Xinuo's chest, his heartbeat sounded in his ears, it was strong and real, he tightened his fingers, and his voice was full of sadness: "Xinuo , you are so good, you are so excellent, you are so perfect...and me, I am getting old, I feel that I am not worthy of you, I am not worthy of you...Xinuo, sometimes I don't mean to be indifferent to you , I didn't mean to ignore you, I just... just don't know how to face you, I..."

Yuan Jingkun's low self-esteem was largely caused by Gong Xinuo. He knew in his heart that his affluent and stable life, his ambition to expand his career, and the satisfaction of having both children made him neglect his concern for Yuan Jingkun's spiritual world. Since then, the two of them lived in the same room, ate at the same table, and slept in the same bed, but their hearts gradually drifted apart.The relationship is hovering at the critical point of love and family affection. They choose to hide their inner struggles and doubts. They choose to avoid communication and pouring out.

Gong Xinuo kissed away the tears seeping from the corners of Yuan Jingkun's eyes, and then kissed his temples. His heartache was beyond words. Yuan Jingkun was his deep love, but his inferiority complex, his worries, his helplessness, his The entanglement, his confusion...Gong Xinuo turned a deaf ear to it and didn't take it seriously.

"Baby, I will never leave you, never." The voice is as light as a whisper, but the promise is as heavy as life.

At dawn, Gong Xinuo woke up slowly, Yuan Jingkun in his arms was still asleep, gently pulled out his paralyzed arm, put Yuan Jingkun's head back on the pillow, covered him with a tight quilt, and quietly got up Washed up, changed clothes, and went to Gong Xiyuan's bedroom on the second floor.

Gong Xi lives alone, and her older sister Gong Mengti and younger sister Gong Mengni live together. Gong Xiyuan's bedroom is the largest room among the children. The overall decoration style is pastoral with blue tones. In addition to the locomotive-style children's bed, a small tent is also set up in the room , a round tatami bed with superman pattern sheets, a small bed in the shape of a pirate ship, a home hammock with a fixed roof at the four corners, children's sofas in the shape of Doraemon, car, Mickey Mouse, and bear in a circle , the bookcase and the writing desk are lined up next to the wardrobe, and there are all kinds of toys scattered everywhere.

Gong Xinuo bent down and picked up the Transformers at his feet, and put them in the toy basket. When Gong Xi and his sisters and sisters were young, they had to tidy up the toys themselves after playing with them. But when it came to Gong Xiyuan, the rule became that he finished playing with the toys. Aunt is in charge of packing up the toys

Every night, I move the toys from the toy room to the bedroom as if moving house, and play with each other for a while. It takes more than half an hour for my aunt to clean up the toys every day.

Gong Xiyuan was lying on the bed distorted, the quilt was kicked to the side of the bed, the twisted pajamas could not fully cover the exposed belly, the little fist was tightly clenched against the edge of the mouth, the pink mouth was slightly opened, followed Inhale and exhale evenly through the nose.

Gong Xinuo picked up Gong Xiyuan who was sleeping soundly, straightened his son's wrinkled pajamas, put his hands on his little buttocks, slowly turned his son in his arms, and coaxed him softly: "Baby, wake up!" La."

Gong Xiyuan's head rested on Gong Xinuo's shoulders, and his arms hung limply behind his back. He was lethargic in winter and couldn't wake up at all, and couldn't open his eyes or open his mouth.

"Baby, wake up, it's time to get up." Gong Xinuo patted Gong Xiyuan on the back, carried him back and forth in the bedroom, coaxing him patiently.

After a long time, Gong Xiyuan moved his hands and feet, and hummed inaudibly: "Father..."

"Oh, baby, are you awake?" Gong Xinuo raised Gong Xiyuan's little head, brushed strands of his son's upturned hair, and wiped away the smirk overflowing from the corner of his son's mouth without hesitation, and kissed his son's little face .

"Sleepy..." The other children were angry about getting up, but Gong Xiyuan was worried about getting up, his eyes were half-closed, his eyebrows were twisted into Sichuan characters, his small mouth was squeezing his small nose, and he was listlessly unable to wake up.

"Oh, baby is still sleepy, isn't it? Daddy hugs and walks for a while, okay?" Gong Xinuo hugged Gong Xiyuan and walked for a while, Gong Xiyuan was still half asleep and half awake.

Gong Xi and Gong Mengni who are next door have already woken up. Seeing that the door of Gong Xiyuan's bedroom is open, they come over to say hello to Gong Xinuo and Gong Xiyuan. Gong Xiyuan.

After a while, Gong Xiyuan was fully awake. Gong Xinuo carried him into the bathroom, put his son on the counter next to the sink, squeezed some banana-flavored toothpaste on his electric toothbrush, and put the toothbrush into his son's mouth. In his mouth, he brushed his teeth, brushed his teeth, washed his face, applied moisturizer, and arranged his hair.

Gong Xinuo stood in front of the closet with Gong Xiyuan in his arms, opened the closet door, faced the hundreds of pieces of clothes that filled the closet and asked, "Brother, what do you want to wear today?"

Gong Xiyuan hadn't recovered from the anxiety of getting up, and grabbed Gong Xinuo's neck expressionlessly, not interested in his question, and refused to answer.

Gong Xinuo pulled out a small light gray shirt with a bow tie style as if talking to himself: "Is this one good? It goes with that blue coat you like to wear, okay?"

Gong Xiyuan was noncommittal and let Gong Xinuo decide. Gong Xinuo put him on the bed, took off the black and white striped plush pajamas, changed into a set of white underwear, and put on the khaki slacks that Gong Xinuo had chosen for him. , fastened the front and back suspenders, put on a shirt and socks, and was dressed up like a little gentleman by Gong Xinuo.

The young master of the Gong family didn't touch the ground until breakfast time, sitting on Gong Xinuo's lap and enjoying the meal while opening his mouth.Gong Xiyuan's stomach is not good, and his ability to absorb and digest food is quite weak. His diet is carefully designed by a professional nutritionist. Mrs. Qin prepares meals according to the recipe every day, and the driver sends them to the kindergarten.

Gong Xinuo carefully picked out the yolk of the fried egg and fed it into Gong Xiyuan's mouth. He doesn't like many foods, but he prefers the yolk of the fried egg.

Gong Xiyuan picked up a fork and forked a piece of apple. After biting into it without chewing, he wanted to spit it out again. Gong Xinuo stopped him: "My brother, don't spit it out, give it to Dad."

Gong Xinuo and Gong Xiyuan put the apple into their own mouths, and while chewing, softly taught Gong Xiyuan: "Brother, remember, don't waste food."

Gong Xiyuan nodded obediently, staring at the remaining apple on the fork, Gong Xinuo ate the apple with his hands, fed a few mouthfuls of egg yolk and bread, and drank half a glass of milk.

After breakfast, Gong Xinuo drove the children to school, and learned about Gong Xiyuan's recent behavior with the kindergarten teacher. When they returned home, Yuan Jingkun was still awake. Auntie was busy planning to sanitize floor by floor, and Mrs. Qin disinfected the tableware.

Yuan Jingkun was lethargic during pregnancy, and Gong Xinuo entered the bedroom. He was stretching lazily under the blanket. Laziness itself has an ambiguous allure, so she threw herself on him directly, worrying that he was pregnant, so she couldn't Pressing him down directly, he put his hands on the pillow, leaned over and kissed his lips with a smile.

"Hehe..." Yuan Jingkun, who had untied his knot, was obviously in a good mood, snorting in a nasal voice, accepted his kiss but did not respond, stretched out his arms after the kiss, and covered his lower abdomen with his hands through the quilt, pretending to be angry. "Xinuo, can you be nice to this child? Don't bully it all the time."

Of course, Gong Xinuo understands the meaning of "bullying" in Yuan Jingkun's words - last night, the overlord forced his bow | The fetus in Yuan Jingkun's womb has not fully entered the stable period, so he is naturally worried about these two intentional or unintentional incidents. Intercourse affects the fetus.

Gong Xinuo put his hand on the back of his hand, and comforted himself with staring eyes: "It's been almost five months, it should be fine."

"Why are you alright? Xinuo, I found that you always deliberately forget that I have a child." Yuan Jingkun pushed his hand away, squinted at him, and said in a dissatisfied tone.

"Heh..." Gong Xinuo smiled helplessly, turned over and lay down, avoiding Yuan Jingkun's sight, and spoke coquettishly like never before. "I can't help it."

Yuan Jingkun felt sweet when he heard the words, and turned around and hugged Gong Xinuo's neck: "Xinuo, I want to eat the sandwich you made, and, let's go to the supermarket today, just the two of us, okay?"

Yuan Jingkun hadn't expressed his needs to Gong Xinuo in such a tone for many years, he had the illusion of going back to the good old days, he held Yuan Jingkun's hand, and replied like before: "Okay. "

Yuan Jingkun inevitably suffered from morning sickness after waking up, perhaps because his mood improved, the vomiting was not too severe, he rinsed his mouth with water, and drank some fresh lemonade which could effectively suppress nausea.

Gong Xinuo hasn't been in the kitchen for seven or eight years, but his cooking skills have not regressed. He cooks eggs, washes tomatoes, peels lettuce, cuts bread, skillfully stirs crushed eggs and salad dressing, and spreads them evenly on the slices of bread. Spread a layer of lettuce and tomato, cover with another slice of bread, and you're done.

Yuan Jingkun was chatting with Song Yeyang while waiting for breakfast. Song Yeyang was relieved when he learned that he and Gong Xinuo had settled down. The mouth-watering sandwich was brought to him, and he swallowed his saliva before boasting: "Xinuo, you made it." very nice."

The sandwich was the first breakfast that Gong Xinuo made for Yuan Jingkun in the apartment, and it was very meaningful.

In the following days, although Gong Xinuo cooked for him many times, he never made this sandwich again. Now that the sandwich was the first breakfast after two people had a conflict and made up, it was appropriate.

Yuan Jingkun has a bad appetite every time she is pregnant. After eating half a sandwich and drinking half a glass of milk, she feels a little full. She leans against the back of the chair and feels her lower abdomen to rest. Exercise immediately after eating will cause vomiting.

Gong Xinuo approached him, stretched out his hand and touched his hard and protruding belly. Gong Xinuo also felt that he didn't care enough about this child who came by accident, and even thought of giving up on him. Feeling guilty, his subordinates had no sense of touch. He stared at Yuan Jingkun and asked, "Did the child move?"

Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun were in the dining room, while Mrs. Qin and Auntie avoided them and cleaned in the living room or side hall.

Normally, Mrs. Qin and Auntie waited for Gong Xinuo to leave home before cleaning the third floor.

Without the call of Gong Xinuo or Yuan Jingkun, the children never took the initiative to look for them on the third floor, even if neither of them was at home, the children would not go to the third floor secretly.Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun must have enough private space at home.

Yuan Jingkun focused on the mobile phone, shook his head, and said casually: "No, it's probably a daughter, and daughters move late."

"Daughter?" Gong Xinuo unconsciously gathered his brows, and left his hand away from his lower abdomen, and murmured.

"What's wrong with my daughter?" Seeing Gong Xinuo's expression, Yuan Jingkun felt angry. Song Yeyang always said that he was partial to his younger brother, but he didn't know who was really patriarchal! "I knew you didn't like this kid."

"No way." Gong Xinuo returned to normal and raised his eyebrows to explain. "It's good to be a son and brother."

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