It turns out that I love you

Jing Jianye was always in a semi-comatose state, and his only vital signs were maintained by instruments. Gong Xinuo and Jing Ren guarded Jing Jianye closely.

The two brothers were silent. The nurse occasionally came in to check the data displayed by the instrument, but did not resort to too many rescue measures. This kind of situation is common, and the family members are not reconciled, and have to wait until the last moment.

Gong Xinuo is not in good spirits. On the one hand, he is worried about Jing Jianye, and on the other hand, he misses Yuan Jingkun.

Beginning in the afternoon, for some reason, the heart ached from time to time, and the ward was stuffy. Gong Xinuo took off his suit jacket, but the chest tightness still couldn't be relieved, and it became more and more serious.

It was around eight o'clock in the evening, and the heart-wrenching pain reached its peak, causing him to cover his chest and let out a long sigh of relief.

At that time, Yuan Jingkun was experiencing excruciating labor pains and gave birth to her eldest daughter. Then, Gong Xinuo suffocated instantly, and her younger daughter was born. Perhaps this is the telepathy between the flesh and blood.

After twelve o'clock, Gong Xinuo and Jing Ren thought that Jing Jianye's situation had stabilized, and they both breathed a sigh of relief.

Guan Zhengmei had been sitting on the bench outside, neither eating nor drinking, nor sleeping, like a rigid sculpture.

Jing Ren got up and was about to send Guan Zhengmei back to rest, but before he reached the door of the ward, the ventilator was beeping for alarm, Gong Xinuo quickly rang the bell to call the doctors and nurses, and Jing Ren returned to the bedside.

Jing Jianye's face was flushed, his mouth and nose were wide open wearing an oxygen mask, and he was panting heavily, one after another, every time was so difficult, every time was so hard, every time seemed to be the last once.

Within ten seconds, doctors and nurses filed in. Shen Heng was Jing Jianye's attending doctor, so he could not leave the hospital when Jing Jianye was not completely out of danger.

Shen Heng opened Jing Jianye's eyelids, took a flashlight to take a picture, took out a stethoscope to check Jing Jianye's heart and lungs, and looked sideways at the monitoring equipment for a while, took off Jing Jianye's oxygen mask, and put his ear on the well. Jianye's mouth squirmed: "Mr., what do you want to say, just say it, your sons are all here!"

Shen Heng didn't put on the oxygen mask for Jing Jianye anymore, sent away the other doctors and nurses, patted Gong Xinuo and Jing Ren on the shoulders, signaled them to have a final talk with Jing Jianye, and then silently retreated to the room in the ward. corner, witnessing familiar and unfamiliar scenes.

Jing Ren held back uncontrollable tears and repeated over and over again: "Dad...Dad...Dad..."

Gong Xinuo didn't cry, he stared at his father who was still reluctant to part with this world for a long time, struggling to death, powerless to keep him, the struggle between life and death, he took Jing Jianye's raised hand, and approached him, very slowly and lightly He opened his mouth, "Dad..."

Jing Jianye's slack eyes suddenly gathered energy, the corners of his eyes became moist instantly, tears dripped into the wrinkles, his dry lips moved again and again, Gong Xinuo understood what he wanted to say—I'm sorry.

"Dad..." At this moment, apart from repeating this rather unfamiliar word to Gong Xinuo, he couldn't find any words that could express his deepest feelings.

Every sound of "Dad" by Gong Xinuo seemed to inject new impetus into Jing Jianye's dying life. Jing Jianye's eyelids blinked, and his eyes moved to Jing Ren. , Dad is sorry for you, take care of your mother well, take care of your mother, you know?"

Jing Jianye's last clear words left in this world. He held Gong Xinuo and Jing Ren's hands on his chest. The vital signs monitoring equipment kept beeping. The heartbeat disappeared bit by bit, until all the numbers turned into a flowing horizontal line.

"Father..." Jing Ren's yell resounded throughout the ward, and he knelt down in front of Jing Jianye, buried his head in the quilt, and wept.

Gong Xinuo held Jing Jianye's still warm hand, and gently touched his face. His father, after more than a year of reunion with him, abandoned him again, with a more cruel and gentle A decisive way to leave him forever.

Shen Heng helped Jing Ren and comforted the two brothers symbolically. The nurse came in and removed all kinds of instruments, covered Jing Jianye's face with a white sheet, changed the bed, and pushed out of the ward.

Gong Xinuo and Jing Ren followed, and when the cart came out, Guan Zhengmei stood up. She was so calm that she approached the cart slowly, lifted the white cloth, and stared at Jing Jianye's bloodless face After a long time, the white cloth was covered again, and the nurse pushed him to the morgue.

"Mom..." Jing Ren sniffed and supported Guan Zhengmei. Compared with them, Guan Zhengmei was more sad.

Guan Zhengmei pushed him away, took out a piece of blue floral cloth, and wrapped the rusty key that had been tightly held in her hand. This was the key to the new house when she and Jing Jianye got married, and she kept it. So far, it belongs to the good memory of the two of them.

"Your father said that he was sorry to too many people when he was alive, and he didn't want to bother others when he died. Keep everything simple in the future, you know?" Guan Zhengmei put the small cloth bag folded into squares in his pocket and told them brothers.

"Understood." Jing Ren choked up, and his mother's calmness made him even more uncomfortable.

Gong Xinuo finished the formalities at the hospital and sent Jing Ren and Guan Zhengmei home. Gong Xi and Jing Xiaobin were already asleep. Zhong Fengyun leaned on the sofa and stared in a daze. Jin took a step ahead of her and opened the door with the key.

"Are you back? Where's Grandpa, are you okay?" Zhong Fengyun asked nervously. She was afraid of getting bad news, so the way of asking was self-comforting.

Jing Ren's eyes were red, and he sent Guan Zhengmei back to the room. Gong Xinuo glanced at the two brothers and sisters who were sleeping soundly in the small room. Close the door gently and return to the living room.

"Brother, do you see what happened to Dad?"

As soon as Jing Ren's words came out, Zhong Fengyun turned pale with shock, and couldn't believe the bad news. Guan Zhengmei's behavior just now made it hard to realize that Jing Jianye had passed away. She grabbed Jing Ren's arm and reassured: "You say, Grandpa he ..."

"Listen to Auntie, keep everything simple." Gong Xinuo took off his glasses and rubbed his eyebrows. He still couldn't accept the fact of Jing Jianye's death for a while, so he felt similar to Jing Ren, helpless and sad.

Zhong Fengyun restrained his sadness: "It's too late today, why don't you live here, brother."

"No, I'll go back first, Jing Ren and we will meet at the hospital tomorrow, and Auntie will leave it to Xiaoyun!" Gong Xinuo really missed Yuan Jingkun, and he had to go home and see him to be at ease.

Coming out of Jing Ren's house, Gong Xinuo drove the car at a speed of more than [-] miles in the deserted streets late at night, gusts of cold wind poured in from the open car window, waking up Gong Xinuo's chaotic thinking. Jianye really left him.

For Jing Jianye, maybe he has no regrets to recognize Gong Xinuo again in his lifetime; but for Gong Xinuo, the time they spend together is too short, and there is a lot of unfulfilled filial piety, so it is a pity.

Gong Xinuo returned home exhausted, turned the lock, and the moment the door was opened, Gong Xinuo sensed that something was wrong with the atmosphere in the house, and pressed the switch in the hallway to illuminate the entire living room. Gong Xinuo couldn't explain clearly, but he could Feel the change.

In the middle of the night, Gong Xinuo went upstairs lightly, pushed open the bedroom door, it was pitch black, and there was a faint smell of blood in the air. When he turned on the light, the scene in front of him couldn't help but make Gong Xinuo gasp.

The blood-stained sheets, the messy floor, and Yuan Jingkun's cell phone dropped under the bed, Gong Xinuo's head exploded, and his hands and feet became cold in an instant.

What happened to Yuan Jingkun?How did the bedroom become like this?Where is Yuan Jingkun now?How come no one informed him of what happened?

A series of questions piled up in his mind, Gong Xinuo tremblingly took out his cell phone and dialed Song Yeyang.

Song Yeyang didn't say much on the phone, but only told him the hospital where Yuan Jingkun was.

Gong Xinuo rushed to the hospital as quickly as possible, Song Yeyang calculated the time and waited for him at the gate of the hospital, Gong Xinuo parked the car at random in the open space in front of the gate, and hurriedly appeared in front of Song Yeyang.

Yuan Jingkun's postpartum hemorrhage became more and more serious, and Zuo Feng and Xia Lefan couldn't control the bleeding at all with the simple tools they carried with them. In desperation, they could only temporarily slow down the bleeding.

After simply packing up his things, Zuo Feng picked up Yuan Jingkun who had fallen into a coma, and blood was still dripping out from behind. Fortunately, the speed was slow and the blood volume was not large, so it should be able to last to the hospital.

Xia Lefan and Song Yeyang went to the hospital with their newborn sisters in their arms. Xia Lefan drove, and Song Yeyang took care of the newborn baby. The two little guys closed their eyes, neither crying nor fussing, very well-behaved.

When he arrived at the hospital, Zuo Feng didn't dare to delay for a moment, he didn't have time to wait for the cart, and directly carried Yuan Jingkun into the operating room. It was already dark, and there were not many family members of patients entering and leaving the hospital, so it was not a problem to deceive others.

Xia Lefan and Song Yeyang sent the two babies to the newborn nursery room. The conditions in the hospital are naturally a hundred times better than those at home. For Zuo Feng, it is nothing more than a handy minor operation that is bound to succeed.

However, Yuan Jingkun lost too much blood, and his pale complexion made people feel distressed. After the operation, he was directly admitted to the observation ward.

During this period, Zhou Yingjun called to inquire about Yuan Jingkun's situation, and learned that he was bleeding heavily after giving birth, so he hurried to the hospital, and Song Yeyangshou came over to Gong Xinuo.

Gong Xinuo stood outside the newborn nursery room, watching the sleeping sisters through the glass.

Although they were born less than a few hours ago, they are different from other newborns. The two sisters are naturally beautiful, with delicate eyebrows, small thin lips, high nose bridge, and round eyes. The elder sister looks like Gong Xinuo, while the younger sister Inherited the advantages of Yuan Jingkun.

Song Yeyang described the process of Yuan Jingkun's birth quite lightly, but Gong Xinuo knew how much Yuan Jingkun had suffered, and endured pain that was almost unimaginable for ordinary people. Pretending to be relaxed and unwilling to worry himself, Gong Xinuo felt an unspeakable pain in his heart.

Gong Xinuo's brows furrowed deeper and deeper. In this life, Yuan Jingkun has paid too much for him. How could such deep love not be worth his lifetime to exchange? !

The best way to make up for Yuan Jingkun is to love him even more!

Yuan Jingkun is not allowed to visit for the time being, and Gong Xinuo is sitting outside the ward. He has just experienced great sorrow in life, and now he is experiencing great joy in life. God, it seems that he is deliberately joking with him. Could it be that he has not endured enough?

This should be called life.

There are sorrows and joys, there are sorrows and joys, the changes are unexpected, but we have to accept them.

Until dawn, Yuan Jingkun hadn't woken up yet, and the time agreed with Jing Ren had arrived, and Song Yeyang came to take over with the cooked chicken soup.

Last night Song Yeyang and Zhou Yingjun heard the news of Jing Jianye's death, comforted Gong Xinuo, and when they got home, they couldn't help sighing, people should cherish their eyes when they are alive.

Gong Xinuo was allowed to enter the ward, Yuan Jingkun's complexion improved, it was no longer as pale as last night, Gong Xinuo's eyes were full of pity and love, and a little guilty.

"Don't worry if I'm here, go there early, finish the matter, and then come back, wake up, I'll call you." Song Yeyang couldn't help urging him, and put the thermos on the bed cabinet.

"Old Song, please." Gong Xinuo felt embarrassed to bother Song Yeyang and Zhou Yingjun repeatedly.

"Why are you polite!" Song Yeyang sent him out of the hospital.

Gong Xinuo and Jing Ren met in the hospital. Jing Ren asked about Yuan Jingkun's situation. Gong Xinuo said that he had given birth to two daughters safely. indescribable.

After completing the procedures for transferring Jing Jianye to the funeral parlor at the hospital, Gong Xinuo asked Guan Zhengmei's mental state with concern. Jing Ren sighed. The reality of Jianye's death, life is business as usual, without mentioning a word.

Gong Xinuo didn't mention bringing Gong Xi back. Firstly, Yuan Jingkun had just given birth and needed to be taken care of, so naturally he had no time to take care of Gong Xi; secondly, Gong Xi's presence beside Guan Zhengmei could still comfort her.

Gong Xinuo bought white sugar cakes and returned to the hospital where Yuan Jingkun was. Yuan Jingkun had already woken up. After the examination, the wound recovered well. He was transferred to the general ward, but he needed to stay in the hospital for two weeks.

According to Zuo Feng's request, Yuan Jingkun can't move casually now, and can only eat liquid food for the time being. After about five days, he can simply sit and lie down and eat some soft food.

When Gong Xinuo opened the door and came in, Yuan Jingkun was waiting to drink chicken soup. Song Yeyang skimmed off the oil on the surface, poured out half a bowl, picked up the spoon, and just sat down beside Yuan Jingkun, ready to feed him.

"Are you awake?" Gong Xinuo walked in and put the white sugar cake in the bed cabinet.

"Xinuo..." Yuan Jingkun went through a difficult childbirth and underwent another operation, and his body was extremely tired and weak, and Gong Xinuo was not by his side. It came out, and the eyes were filled with mist.

Gong Xinuo took his hand, and Song Yeyang handed the bowl and spoon to him in good time, and exited the ward.

"Baby, you have worked hard!" Gong Xinuo sincerely thanked Yuan Jingkun for everything he has done for him.

"No way!" The corners of Yuan Jingkun's mouth raised slightly, and he held Gong Xinuo's cold hand. "Unfortunately, it's two daughters. I'm afraid grandpa will be disappointed."

When Jing Jianye was mentioned, Gong Xinuo lowered his eyelids, except for tightening Yuan Jingkun's hand, he didn't answer his words.

"What's wrong with grandpa?" Seeing his strange expression, Yuan Jingkun guessed that Jing Jianye's condition might relapse.

"Grandpa...he..." Gong Xinuo struggled in his heart, should he tell Yuan Jingkun the truth.Concealment is not the best way. Yuan Jingkun will know sooner or later, but if he knows now, the body just given birth may not be able to bear it.

"Tell me quickly, what happened to Grandpa? Don't hide it from me!" Yuan Jingkun was impatient, and wanted to sit up straight regardless of the wound. "Hiss..." The wound was pulled, causing pain.

"Grandpa, he passed away at three o'clock in the morning today." Gong Xinuo supported Yuan Jingkun and was forced by Yuan Jingkun to ask him. To be honest, he lowered his head and his voice was light and light.

Yuan Jingkun was stunned, the sudden bad news made it unacceptable for a while, he slowly raised his hand, stroked Gong Xinuo's face that had been thinned overnight, restraining the great sadness in his heart: "Xinuo, I miss Grandpa It’s a blessing to leave without regrets!”

Gong Xinuo raised his eyes and looked at Yuan Jingkun's face with a slight smile. He could see the sadness behind the smile. He kissed Yuan Jingkun's hand covering his side face. His baby, forever So sweet: "Thank you, baby."

"Xinuo, grandpa wishes you happiness, wishes you happiness." Yuan Jingkun had tears in the corners of his eyes. "So, let's not be sad, okay?"

"Okay!" Gong Xinuo solemnly agreed to him. "Baby, I want to sleep for a while, okay?"

"Okay!" Yuan Jingkun pursed his lips, his voice was very low, afraid that Gong Xinuo could hear the choking in his tone.

Gong Xinuo sat on the side of the hospital bed, lying on the side of Yuan Jingkun with his face sideways, his hand was always holding Yuan Jingkun tightly, big tears soaked the white sheets.

Yuan Jingkun felt his trembling hand, and the other hand touched his head lovingly. Gong Xinuo wept silently and presumptuously. Only in front of Yuan Jingkun could he have no scruples. Show your truest emotions with reserve.

The death of his father brought back many years of grievances. He lost his sister and mother. Although Gong Xinuo was sad, he knew that he still had a father in this world.But now that his father left, he really became an unwanted child, and the deepest support in his heart collapsed. From now on, no one will call him 'Chen Chen', no one will boil bean paste when he is sick, no one will... …

Gong Xinuo was tired from crying and fell asleep in a daze.

In his sleep, he seemed to have returned to his childhood. Those scenes repeatedly appeared in his dreams. The backs of his father, mother, and sister drifting away were chaotic but extremely clear.

Yuan Jingkun kept calling him, holding his hand tightly, and Gong Xinuo, who was muttering in his sleep, gradually escaped from the dream and fell asleep steadily.

Song Yeyang came in again, helped Gong Xinuo to the bed next to the family escort, and covered him with a quilt.

Yuan Jingkun stared at Gong Xinuo intently, with a sore nose and red eye circles, Song Yeyang poured the cold chicken soup back into the thermos, and comforted him: "Crying is the most taboo in confinement, the most important thing is to take good care of your body , Birth, old age, sickness and death are very normal."

"I know." Yuan Jingkun blinked and sniffed. "I just think it's a pity that grandpa couldn't see his granddaughter."

Gong Xinuo slept until dark, got up and ate the dinner that Zhou Yingjun brought over, and didn't eat any serious meals for several times. He felt extremely hungry at the moment and ate a lot.

Gong Xinuo still needs to prepare for Jing Jianye's funeral, Song Yeyang volunteered to accompany Yuan Jingkun, Zhou Yingjun sent Gong Xinuo home to have a good rest.

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