It turns out that I love you

Geng Xin had no sleep all night, no matter how sleepy he was, he dared not go to sleep, fearing that Yuan Jingkun would have something unexpected in the middle of the night.

Yuan Jingkun had nothing to do all night, drowsy and dazed, spending the night whether he was asleep or not, was more uncomfortable than usual insomnia.

When Gong Xinuo arrived early in the morning, Geng Xin was dozing off on the sofa in the living room, his footsteps were so light that Geng Xin didn't know he came in.

When I came to the bedroom, I saw the overnight food on the tray at a glance, touched the porridge bowl, and felt the coldness in my palm.

Gong Xinuo took the tray out of the bedroom, and Geng Xin woke up with a start, thinking it was Yuan Jingkun, so he quickly stood up: "Mr. Yuan, I'll come."

"It's me!" Gong Xinuo bypassed him, went straight to the kitchen, and threw away the spoiled food.

"Oh, Mr. Gong!" Geng Xin thought, you are here, if you don't come, Yuan Jingkun will probably starve to death in the bedroom.

Gong Xinuo cooked a pot of porridge by himself, and made some refreshing side dishes with his own hands. When he returned to the bedroom again, Yuan Jingkun had already woken up, half-sitting on the bed, with his eyes closed.

Gong Xinuo sat beside him, picked up the porridge bowl, scooped up a mouthful of porridge with a spoon, blew on the hot air, and handed it to his mouth.

Yuan Jingkun shut his mouth tightly and refused to drink the porridge.

Gong Xinuo forcefully stuffed the spoon into his mouth, Yuan Jingkun turned his head away, and the spoon slipped past his mouth.

Gong Xinuo tried hard to force a spoonful of porridge into his mouth, trying vigorously to pry open his mouth with a spoon, the spoon was pressed between the teeth, Yuan Jingkun competed with him, leaving no gap between the upper and lower teeth.

Gong Xinuo's strength was getting stronger and stronger, angering Yuan Jingkun, he raised his hand, and pushed the porridge bowl away from Gong Xinuo's hand. All over the back of the hand and the ground.

The white and delicate skin on the back of the hand was instantly flushed, in stark contrast to the skin color of the upper arm.

"Hiss..." Gong Xinuo clenched his fists to resist the scorching pain.

Yuan Jingkun heard that his voice was not right, opened his eyes, turned his head, and saw a few rice grains hanging on the back of his red-hot hand. The temperature of the porridge was very high, and after a while, a few small blisters appeared on the back of his hand.

When Geng Xin heard the sound of falling, he rushed in regardless of other things, and he was relieved that they didn't see them arguing or fighting.However, the burn on the back of Gong Xinuo's hand startled him, didn't Yuan Jingkun drink porridge?Why is it Gong Xinuo who is burning?

"Go get the medicine box."

Gong Xinuo stood up, went to the bathroom, turned on the tap, and rinsed the scalded back of his hand with cold water.

The sound of water hitting Yuan Jingkun's heart, it must be painful, the porridge is so hot, it seems a little swollen, it seems to be bubbling.

He really didn't do it on purpose, he didn't expect that Gong Xinuo would be hurt during the push and push, and his anger towards him disappeared, replaced by guilt and restlessness.

Gong Xinuo picked up a cotton swab dipped in the burn medicine, and slowly applied the medicine while blowing on the back of his hand.Geng Xin wanted to apply medicine for him, but he refused, because of a small injury, he didn't need help from others.

I used a sterilized needle to pierce the small blisters, and the water hidden inside seeped out as the blisters ruptured, and flowed on the burned skin next to it, making the pain worse.

The scald medicine was applied to the burned skin bit by bit, every time it was applied, Gong Xinuo's brows frowned, it must have been very painful.

After applying the medicine, Gong Xinuo packed the things with his uninjured hands, and raised his head to meet Uehara Jingkun's eyes.

Yuan Jingkun stared at the back of his burnt hand, wondering if Gong Xinuo misunderstood, there was guilt in those eyes.

"sorry."

Gong Xinuo lowered his head and apologized to him for what happened yesterday. He really shouldn't have said those hurtful words without thinking.

"sorry."

Yuan Jingkun's voice was small but clear.For yesterday's going out privately, for yesterday's beating, and for today's throwing porridge and scalding him.

The four eyes are facing each other, and they are relieved of each other.

"Do you want to hear my story with him?"

Gong Xinuo suddenly wanted to tell Yuan Jingkun the story between him and Yang Yiqing.

"think."

Yuan Jingkun's voice tried his best to appear calm and breezy, not wanting to appear too curious.In fact, he couldn't wait to know what happened between Gong Xinuo and him.

Gong Xinuo lowered his head, his face was calm, so calm that he could hardly see any expression.But his voice, you can hear, contains sadness and regret.

"He is my university teacher, and his name is Yang Yiqing. Mu Yiyang, the art of art, the clarity of clear water. He is a man of style and temperament, a erudite and gentle teacher, a gentle and considerate husband, and a kind man. A passionate person." Gong Xinuo made no secret of his admiration for Yang Yiqing.

"When I met him, I, he was 28 years old, and we were ten years apart. He was married at that time and had a two-year-old son. Am I stupid, knowing that it is impossible, but I have no hesitation to fall into a In abnormal love?!"

Gong Xinuo asked himself.

"In the 122 days that I knew him, he said 130 sentences to me, a total of [-] words, and we were alone for [-] hours."

Gong Xinuo remembered everything related to him clearly, exactly.

"Everything about him fascinates me deeply. His eyes, his eyebrows, his nose, his lips, every expression of his is so captivating, I'm so engrossed in it that I can't extricate myself."

Gong Xinuo's expression seemed to return to that era, and the figure of Yang Yiqing seemed to be right in front of his eyes.

"Unfortunately, he was not the right person I met at the right time. We are destined to be two parallel lines that cannot intersect. In this life, I only have endless thoughts about him."

Gong Xinuo has long recognized the cruelty of reality, but it is difficult to accept it and has been deceiving himself and others.

"He is my secret, buried till now."

In the closing sentence, Gong Xinuo raised his head, and his clear eyes met Yuan Jingkun's regretful eyes.

Yuan Jingkun noticed that he didn't mention the word "love" from the beginning to the end, and he didn't even say "like".

The depth of love and the depth of affection are self-evident.

Yuan Jingkun actually wanted to ask him, whether Yang Yiqing knew about his feelings, and what kind of feelings did Yang Yiqing have for him?

Is it just a simple teacher-student relationship?Could it be that Yang Yiqing has never felt the unique feelings of a teenager towards him?

He didn't ask, he didn't want to ruthlessly sprinkle a handful of salt on Gong Xinuo's wound.

Yuan Jingkun suddenly put a hand on his unburned hand, and held his thin fingers, his palm pressed against the back of his hand, feeling a little hot.

After a long time, Gong Xinuo's fingertips moved imperceptibly in his hand. This was a very subtle communication, very warm and touching.

At this time, there was emotion and warmth between them.

"Eat something?" Gong Xinuo's voice was a little hoarse when he spoke again, which was enough to show the emotion in his heart, where did the emotion come from, Yang Yiqing or Yuan Jingkun?Memory or reality?

"Okay." Yuan Jingkun's voice was light and light.

Geng Xin stood outside the living room from beginning to end, restless, not knowing what was going on inside.Most of the day passed, there was no movement at all, not even a voice could be heard.

What the hell are you doing?Geng Xin went crazy.Will they fight again?Could it be that they were all knocked out by the opponent?No, it's impossible!Stupid, this kind of thinking is illogical.

Xia Lefan lingered at the gate of the community, struggling whether to go up and see Yuan Jingkun's situation.Go up, if Gong Xinuo is not around, it will be a waste of time.Don't go up, it's really worried about Yuan Jingkun.

Xia Lefan picked up the phone, called Geng Xin first, asked him if Gong Xinuo was here, and then made a decision.

The signal at the gate of the community is not good, Xia Lefan couldn't hear Geng Xin's voice clearly, so he raised his voice: "Hey, can you speak louder? I can't hear you! Let me ask you, is Mr. Gong in?"

"Hey, can I lower your voice? I can hear you! Let me ask you, is Mr. Yuan okay?" Geng Xin hid in the kitchen to answer the phone, Xia Lefan's loud voice almost deafened him.

"Forget it, come down, I'm at the gate of the community!" Xia Lefan didn't allow him to answer, and hung up the phone.

When Geng Xin saw Xia Lefan standing at the gate of the community, he ran over in three steps and two steps, panting: "Why are you here?"

Xia Lefan didn't answer his question, but first complained: "I really convinced Mr. Gong, where did he find such a community where communication basically depends on roaring, and security basically depends on dogs! Let me ask you, is Mr. Gong in there?"

"exist!"

"Let me ask you, is Mr. Yuan okay?"

"No!"

After the two asked about their relationship, they were speechless for a while. Xia Lefan didn't really want to go up. To be precise, he didn't want to face the scene where Gong Xinuo and Yuan Jingkun were together, which would hurt his heart.

"Okay, he's fine, I don't worry, I'm leaving."

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