beautiful boy!You stop!

"Good boy! Don't...don't..." The old lady kept stroking Yuan Xiao's hair, which was different from Jin Min's hard and frizzy hair, Yuan Xiao's hair was soft and docile, "My child, you also understand what I mean Waiting for someone to suffer, right?"

Yuan Xiao buried her head in the old lady's arms, thinking of Jin Dabiao who had disappeared in the early years, and nodded repeatedly: "Mmm..."

"Hey~" The old lady sucked her nose, "Do you think those white-eyed wolves will come back?"

"Yeah..." Yuan Xiao raised his head and met the old lady's eyes, "I'll be back, after I finish my college entrance examination, I have to dig them out!"

"I'll go!" The old lady patted Yuan Xiao's forehead, and suddenly laughed, "The dead need to dig three feet! You are imitating the idiot, pull them all back, understand?"

"En!" Yuan Xiao buried her head in the old lady's arms again.

……

Without Jin Min, without many surprises, the days of Lantern Festival were not salty or dull, but I could concentrate on my studies.Lu Haobo and Qi Lei also worked hard, brainwashing the class over and over again as if they were selling propaganda, all kinds of threats and lures to teach everyone to concentrate on studying, and they almost encouraged everyone to sing revolutionary songs. The students in Class [-] and Class [-], on the isolated seventh floor, looked ashamed as the students in the classes downstairs watched the college entrance examination approaching.

After the final exam, the school only gave two weeks of winter vacation.Thinking that she hadn't seen the old man and old lady for two weeks because of this exam, Yuan Xiao left the exam room and ran directly to the woolen mill.

I didn't say hello in advance, I went directly, and knocked on the door for a long time before the old lady came to open it.

"What's wrong with you?" Yuan Xiao found that the old lady's face was pale and listless when she entered the door.

"In the past two weeks, I've caught a cold. It's just right, and I have a stomachache. I've never had such a stomachache in my life."

Sitting beside the old lady, Yuan Xiao looked at the pile of medicine bottles hidden under the coffee table, and suddenly felt a pain in her heart: "Grandma, don't you feel unhappy if you don't curse?"

Hearing what Yuan Xiao said, the old lady loosened her hands covering her stomach: "What do you mean?"

"I've heard people say that stomach pains are mostly due to anger. If you feel unhappy in your heart and want to scold someone, it's okay. I can stand it. Just like scolding Jin Min before, it's okay to scold me for being a bastard!"

"Hehe~" The old lady let go of her hands completely, and patted Yuan Xiao's back, "In your eyes, is grandma just that virtuous?"

"Why don't you beat me up? I think you have a stressful stomachache." Yuan Xiao turned around and looked at the old lady with a smile.

"Hey, maybe I'm just angry. Da Niu Jin is pregnant, and she hired a part-time worker to take care of me and your grandfather. I think she wasted money and sent the part-time worker away. It's just a cold. What do you think?" The old lady looked at Yuan Xiao kindly.

Yuan Xiao knew in her heart that it was right for multiple people to take care of the old couple, but she nodded helplessly, "Mmm~"

"Jin Da Niu is getting old and finally got pregnant. I can't trouble her." The old lady suddenly remembered that Yuan's mother was also an elderly mother before Yuan Xiao, and asked quickly, "Is your mother okay?"

Yuanxiao hasn't been to my mother's place for a long time.Seeing them felt awkward, he guessed that Wu Xiaoyue knew about her sexuality, and Father Wu must also know about it.But thinking of that pink little sister, the corners of Yuan Xiao's mouth twitched slightly.Pulling back my thoughts, I replied to the old lady: "Well, now the medical science is very advanced, and the doctors' medical skills are also very good."

"Hey~" The old lady broke Yuan Xiao's wrist, patted his palm, and said with a smile, "Oh, don't tell me, I think you are also expected to be a doctor. I just chatted with you, and my stomach doesn't hurt. Yes," said the old lady, got up, shook her body and sat down again, "Really! It's amazing!"

Sure enough, Yuan Xiao guessed it right. The old lady was so stressed that she had a stomachache. Seeing Yuan Xiao made her feel better, so naturally she didn't feel so uncomfortable.Yuan Xiao smiled and poured her a glass of warm water: "That's fine, I'll be a doctor from now on!"

This is not a joke.The time when my mother was in the hospital with heavy bleeding, the calm doctor, the way the wind came and went, lingered in his mind all the time.So the scene where the moment of life hangs in the balance, should have been so nervous that the heart would jump out. It is because of such a person that Yuanxiao will not collapse.In addition, in the past few months, staying in front of the old man and the old lady, helping them read the drug instructions, and looking up reliable medical science articles, plus the influence of Qi Lei, a chemistry teacher who once dreamed of becoming a doctor, is really good. Medicine became interested.

In the evening, Yuan Xiao casually boiled some fruit porridge, and after eating, he served the two old people to go to bed early.After turning on the light, a rough hand grabbed his wrist. In the dark room, the old lady said, "Will you talk to me for a while?"

Yuan Xiao squatted beside the bed, squeezed grandma's hand, and said in a low voice, "Okay!"

The old man over there also didn't fall asleep, screaming "babbling".The old lady helped to translate: "Your grandpa speaks louder, and he wants to listen."

"Hahaha~" Yuan Xiao smiled, got up and lifted a small stool, sat beside grandma's bed, and held her hand, "Then grandma, can you tell me about Jin Min's childhood?"

"He? He's stubborn and stubborn!" Grandma said as if she had fallen into a deep memory. She thought for a while before she began to say, "When he was young, his parents didn't love his mother or his mother, and he was always laughed at by his classmates. I stood on the balcony watching He came back twitching, and he was not angry. When his father ran away from home, I was in a bad mood, and I was angry when I saw this kid. One day, seeing him come back crying, I simply didn’t give him Opening the door, I thought about disappearing just like his father. As a result, the kid cried for a long time on the door, smashing and kicking, and drew everyone in the building out. I calmed down and felt myself No, just opened the door, guess what he said? The little bastard poked his head at my stomach, pointed at me and said, "Do you think I care about this broken house? I'm afraid that my mother won't find me when she comes back." Hearing what he said, my heart turned into a vat of pickles. Such a big kid doesn’t even understand being abandoned! But it’s strange to say that after that, that kid actually I never shed a single tear on my face!"

Yuan Xiao heard Jin Min say before that he would stay here and wait for his mother to come back. Although he said yes, he laughed at his childish temper in his heart.But I didn't expect that kind of obsession to take root so early, it is to urge a young child to be strong in the eyes of everyone, in front of the grandparents who are ruthless, in the chaotic home, in the dilapidated woolen factory. The only belief that the factory is growing strongly!

He couldn't help pinching his thigh, fuck!What an asshole myself!Jin Min was forced to give up even this solid belief. If he wanted to run away, he wanted to run away, and he wanted to leave here, far away!

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During the two-week winter vacation, Yuan Xiao also held books in her hands all day long, and had to memorize them wherever she went.I had no goals before, and it was easy to get sleepy when I was studying. Now I want to go to medical school, think of my mother and cute little treasure in a pool of blood, and the two old people in the wool spinning factory, and immediately revive with blood.

On New Year's Eve, Yuan Xiao was called to Wu's house with a dull expression. When the Spring Festival Gala started, he realized that another year had passed.Mama Yuan felt pain in her eyes when she was absent-minded while eating a meal.She never heard anything from her son about Jin Min, and he was so overwhelmed by studying that he couldn't breathe. Looking at his body that was getting thinner, Mama Yuan couldn't stop sighing, but she had nothing to say.

The cold wind blows outside the door, not only does Yuan Xiao shiver, but also children jumping out of the street, smiling faces playing and playing, and small colored lights entwined sparsely on the small trees.Yuan Xiao gritted her teeth and smiled wryly—if she hadn't met Jin Min, what would be the difference between this year and last year!

A taxi approached in the distance, and he stopped it with his hand. He got into the car and wanted to go home and read a book, but he said in a strange way: "Master, please go to Wufen Mountain, the entrance of the fitness trail."

The driver smiled slightly: "Are you going to pray for blessings too?"

Yuan Xiao smiled and did not answer.

When he reached the bottom of the mountain, he climbed up with his head depressed.I can’t remember the difference between the current road and last year’s road. I just step on the steps while recalling Jin Min, everything about him, different smiles, different hair colors, unique tone, special dressing style , warm fingers, gentle lips... Arriving at the viewing platform halfway up the mountain, Yuan Xiao lay on the railing, watching the lights of thousands of families down the mountain, and couldn't hold back any longer, shouting loudly: "Jin Min! You wait! You tm just wait for me! Wait until I catch you! Beat you to death!"

After yelling, she was about to turn around and continue to climb up, only to find that the street lights on the upper half were also on. After walking all the way to the top of the mountain, on the viewing platform where the two had been lying together, Yuan Xiao took out a cigarette, lit it, and took a deep breath. He took a sip, stood at the very center and jumped a few times, the smoke gushed out from his mouth and nose, and he shouted again, his voice was hoarse and trembling: "Jin Min! Jin Min! I'm sorry! Thank you! I love you! come back!"

The confession shouted down the mountain instantly attracted people who lined up to enter the temple to pray for blessings.Looking at them, Yuan Xiao felt both strange and familiar, and couldn't help but look for the figure of the old grandma before, but she couldn't find it after searching around.Laying down on the platform bored, he took out his xueba machine. In the past few months after Jin Min left, although he was busy with his studies, he would still record something casually whenever he had time.He listened to it over and over again, and the heat from climbing the mountain gradually dissipated. He took out his phone and set a countdown to the college entrance examination.

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