beautiful boy!You stop!

Jin Min smiled wryly, is this an indirect breakup?

He was walking to the woolen factory alone, and when he saw the increasingly familiar street scene in front of him, he suddenly felt hatred—fuck!Do I want to fool around like this?Am I tm not seeking to make progress?Do I want to be loved by my father and mother?Do I want to have my fingers broken off?Am I thinking such an idiot?

He felt like he was a joke!The boys who grew up together, even if they didn't go to any school, but relying on their father's side, they can either help the family to look after the stalls and shops like Da Fei and Qiangzi, or they can directly give food to them like a mallet. A bar to play.And what about myself?Obviously I am studying very seriously and working hard to practice, but I still have nothing!What can't be done! ! !

He suddenly wanted to smoke, touched his whole body up and down, but there was no penny: "Hahaha~"

"Retribution! Jin Dabiao, Anonymous, this is the retribution for you two! Seeing that your son is living such a miserable life, you are happy!" Jin Min murmured to himself along the way, walked to the bar, and opened the door of the shop.

Ordinarily, it usually opened at four o'clock in the afternoon. In the morning, when my brothers were sleeping at home, Jin Min felt that his energy and blood were flowing backwards, his nerves were deranged, and he couldn't survive without finding a place where no one could vent his anger. TimeBar is nestled in an underground air-raid shelter, warm in winter and cool in summer, except for a few ventilation devices, even the air conditioner can be turned off.

Jin Min entered the door, went down the stairs, and caught a glimpse of the jazz drum in the corner of the oval stage.I usually practice with sticks and sticks, and the ready-made drumsticks are placed on the front tom.I don't know why, but he suddenly wanted to play, so he followed Xinshen, sat in front of the drum, and picked up two drumsticks.

Speaking of drumming, when I was playing in a band before, I also played blindly. I just didn't follow the rules and played randomly.Jin Min looked at the index finger of his left hand. He didn't need any strength, but it didn't hinder him from holding the drum stick. When he felt a little better, he started beating violently.

I don't know how long it took, the door of the bar opened, and the mallet came down the stairs with the fast food.Seeing Jin Min who was so focused on playing drums, his T-shirt was soaked in sweat, he walked over and patted him on the shoulder: "Stop for a while, it's time to eat!"

Jin Min lost the drum stick and felt that his whole body was sore and stiff. He shook the sweat from his hair tips and panted heavily and asked the stick: "When did you come? What time is it?"

"It's past three o'clock. I just came here. I heard you playing drums. I went to buy food again. Let's eat something first!" Bangchui pushed the food in front of Jin Min, walked over and took away the drum stick that Jin Min had just thrown away. Pick it up and put it away, "You guys who eat, don't throw it away! You kid can do it! Playing drums is not bad!"

"Isn't it bad? Just playing around," Jin Min smiled wryly, thinking that he can't do serious things, but it's easy to get started, and wiped the sweat from his forehead, "I kind of know why you're doing it while you're doing it." I like to take off my clothes, it's too much trouble!"

"It's cool too, isn't it?" Bang Chui sat opposite Jin Min, "Want to talk about it? Did you find that kid?"

"I found it!" Jin Min gagged his mouthful of rice, and answered crisply.

"Want to talk about something specific?"

"In no mood!"

Bang Chui was stunned for a while, nodded and said: "Okay, anyway, with me, you can pour out whatever worries you."

"Tch, you'll investigate it like a private detective later and get it out?" Jin Min joked, but he didn't take it seriously, and pretended to be nonchalant and said, "We broke up!"

Bang Chui was stunned for a long time before he realized that "divided" meant that Jin Min and Yuan Xiao, who were tired of being together a few days ago, broke up, and quickly cleared his throat: "It won't happen in the future, who cares about you?" Don't say anything!"

"Hmph!" Jin Min raised his eyes and stared at the club with a wry smile.

……

Bangchui could see that Jin Min was deliberately diverting the pain of losing love. Although he always had a smile on his face, joking with his brothers in the store, and busying himself around looking for work in the bar, he was probably depressed. That's all.

It's been a month, and Jin Min hasn't called or sent Yuan Xiao a single message.Who doesn't know how to play tricks, it's just that his sincerity feeds the white-eyed wolf.It's just that the bar was closed in the early morning, walking home alone, and passing the wall that the two of them climbed together, Jin Min still felt a dull pain in his heart, he had to admit, md, he was too involved in the drama!Every time at this time, he would turn on his phone and look at the photos the two had taken together, as well as the chat records in WeChat.

He also thought that it would be too painful to go on like this, so he might as well be shameless to the end and guard the door of his house every day, but when he thought of the cold face left to him by Yuan Xiao at the end, he shuddered and let him see that kind of face every day. Face, worse than death, he doesn't want the virtue of Yuanxiao in his memory.

The stick came earlier day by day, because he found that Jin Min would always beat his drum earlier than himself.At first he felt distressed, thinking that Jin Min would be more merciful with his master, but later he was overwhelmed by Jin Min's talent.It is said that people who love music may have that kind of spirituality in their bones. Whether it is playing the piano or drums, as long as Jin Min is good, there is an obsession to play well.

The mallet is on the sidelines to guide, and sometimes some of Jin Min's shots are more creative than his own, and he dare not call himself a teacher.Anyway, I will give Jin Min some tips and points to pay attention to from time to time.Drumming still needs practice.

"I said, why don't we form another band?" Bang Chuan handed over a bottle of water while Jin Min was resting.

"Oh, two drummers in a band?" Jin Min pouted, "I play drums just for fun, I don't have much interest in forming a band."

"There are so many idlers in this area, just pull out a few and you can form them together," the stick urged, "The main reason is that Jin Dashen stopped playing guitar and played drums instead. This gimmick sounds awesome enough!"

"Cut!" Jin Min pushed the stick away and drank the water in the bottle in one gulp, "Band, let me tell you something..."

"What?" Bangchui seldom saw Jin Min look so serious, so he asked again, "What's the matter?"

"I want to go outside!"

"what?"

"I want to go outside, change a city, change a place, change a group of people, change a different environment..." Jin Min stopped and threw the empty bottle in his hand, following a perfect parabola, the empty bottle fell into the in the trash.

"No...uh...then what..." Bangchui never thought that such words would come out of Jin Min's mouth. He knew Jin Min's thoughts since he was a child.

When I graduated from elementary school, my friends fished in the river together, watching the river flow into the distance, and we all dreamed of going to other cities when we grow up.Only Jin Min stood up and said: "I won't go! I want to wait for my mother here! I don't believe that there is no one who loves me in this world! I believe that my mother loves me, she just has something to hide, I will be The person who understands her best in the world will wait for her forever!"

In the year when he said this, Jin Min's father had just vanished from the world, and the old Jin's family became the laughing stock of everyone in the wool spinning factory.Throughout the summer vacation, the brothers surrounded Jin Min.Bangchui still remembers the sunshine that day, which was shining golden, and Jin Min that day was also shining golden.Everyone was relieved when they heard what he said, so they let go of Jin Min's hand and jumped into the water.Never forget that summer vacation!

"Go outside?" Bangchui came back to his senses, turned his eyes from the trash can to Jin Min, "Then you..." Bangchui thought for a while, this small place, to put it bluntly, people who are a bit pursuing, don’t care to stay there, As a buddy, Bangchui supported him to venture out, so he changed the subject and said, "What about your grandparents?"

"There's Miss Jin!" Jin Min grinned, and said what he planned in his heart. He felt a lot lighter, and seemed to have some hope for life again. He came over and put his arm around Bang Chui's shoulder, "This , don’t tell anyone! I’ll trust you again!”

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