I'm sorry I'm a dog

This Friday, when the military academy was on a monthly vacation, Ji Xingge returned to the military area. It was strange that there were two guards guarding a room.

"What's going on?" Ji Xingge asked.

A guard whispered: "The inside is the Jixing Building, which was locked up by the old chief, and ordered us not to let him out no matter what."

Ji Xingge was puzzled and asked, "Why?"

The guard shook his head, "We don't know, it seems to be preventing him from finding someone."

"Who?" Although he immediately thought of Li Ruowu in his mind, he was still very puzzled, because the military academy with fully closed management kept him ignorant of what happened outside.

The guard shook his head.

He has to figure out who it is.

He went to Ji Xinglou's house, and when he entered the house, the whole family looked very ugly, and there was also a strange middle-aged man.

"Uncle, aunt, what's going on?"

Sure enough, it was because of Li Ruowu, but Ji Chongen and Li Xiaoshui didn't make it clear in secret, probably the content was that Ji Xinglou did something to apologize to Li Ruowu, and forced Li Ruowu to go abroad. Going crazy to find Li Ruowu, the old man locked him up.

What is it that I am sorry for Li Ruowu?His intuition told him that this matter must have something to do with Ji Xinglou’s former piano teacher, so he asked someone to check, and the piano teacher named Ti Xiao had returned to China for more than ten days, and he had also had contact with Ji Xinglou during these ten days. connect.

And Li Ruowu went to the United States after dropping out of school.

Although he doesn't have any deep feelings for Li Ruowu, he always feels that this boy is different and he wants to get close to him, but Li Ruowu has always belonged to Ji Xinglou. Now, Ji He felt angry that Xinglou abandoned the person he had never been able to get so easily, and felt sorry for Li Ruowu. He had to vent his anger on Li Ruowu's behalf.

He returned to the military region, but luckily the old man was not there.He pushed aside the two guards, kicked in the door, grabbed Ji Xinglou who was sitting on the bed in a daze, and punched him.

Ji Xinglou's eyes were not right, and he was erratic. He was not angry and fought back at his fist at first, but was confused and at a loss.

"Ji Xinglou, I hate you!" He kicked Ji Xinglou in the stomach.

Ji Xinglou leaned on the leg of the table in pain, clutched his stomach and said with a smile, "My uncle is your father."

Ji Xingge angrily picked up Ji Xinglou again, and punched him down again. This time Ji Xinglou did not sit still, but held his fist, and then fought back.

"Ji Xingge, what is your position to trouble me? Who the hell is Li Ruowu?" Ji Xinglou pulled a mocking smile from the corner of his mouth.

Ji Xingge was stunned. What's his position?yes!He didn't have any position, but it was because he didn't have any position that he felt ashamed and angry, and wanted to kill Ji Xinglou.

He sneered a few times: "Yes, I have no position, but what about you? In the future, Li Ruowu will no longer belong to you. You asked for it yourself. I advise you to give in to grandpa and find Your piano teacher."

Ji Xinglou was obviously irritated by him, he clenched his fists and gritted his teeth and said, "Don't fucking fart, I said Li Ruowu is mine, then he won't be able to escape for the rest of his life."

Now Li Ruowu must calm down, right? !He wanted to get in touch, but he couldn't find any contact information, that's all, Li Ruowu definitely didn't want to see Ji's family again.

He sat sweating on the side of the parallel bars on the training ground, looking at the sky filled with stars.

"Are you still running at night?" A familiar voice came from behind.

He was about to turn his head when someone covered his eyes. He smiled, removed the hand covering his eyes, and said with a smile, "I can tell it's you just by hearing the voice, so don't guess."

Lin Siyuan sat beside him with a smile, and looked up at the stars all over the sky, and said, "Did something happen? I don't think your family is very peaceful these days, and anyone passing by can hear Jixing Tower smashing The sound of something roaring."

Ji Xingge sighed, nodded, and said: "Li Ruowu is gone, he is going to look for him like crazy, but grandpa won't let him."

"I'm so envious!" Lin Siyuan laughed.

He tilted his head to look at Lin Siyuan's smiling face under the dim moonlight, as if he had been hit by something in his heart, he quickly lowered his head to hide the slight change in his expression, and asked, "What are you envious of?"

"I envy someone who can be crazy about him." Lin Siyuan said.

"Siyuan," Ji Xingge swallowed, took a breath, and asked, "Do you... like me?"

Lin Siyuan froze for a moment, looked at Ji Xingge's serious face, and smiled.

Ji Xingge frowned, puzzled and said, "What are you laughing at? Could it be..."

Before he finished speaking, Lin Siyuan had already blocked his mouth. He stared at Lin Siyuan's closed eyes with wide eyeballs and beards. His long eyelashes trembled slightly. It was beautiful. This was the first time he looked carefully This person has delicate eyebrows and long eyelashes.

Gradually, he changed from passive to active in this kiss, and the kiss became deeper and deeper.

They were together, they were together in a daze, on that night when the moon was like frost and the stars were like stars, after that kiss, they were together.

Love is really an inexplicable thing, without any warning.

In the days that followed, they could only be together for two days a month, and during these two days, they did all the erotic things, as if they were in a honeypot. Such satisfaction was unprecedented.

They are each other's first love.

I thought that life can be counted as a day, but what should come will always come.

Three years later, Ji Xingge graduated and was naturally assigned to the military region as a deputy company commander. However, the first graduation gift his father gave him was a political marriage.

The atmosphere at home was somewhat depressing, Ji Chongxian sat on the single sofa with a very serious expression.

"I just graduated, and there are still many things in the company that require me to worry about it. If I don't focus on this, it will be difficult to convince the public." Ji Xingge said.

Ji Chongxian snorted through his nasal cavity: "Don't use this as a prevarication, do you think I don't know about your crap? I just didn't want to care about it before. Now that you are in this position, what you do does not only mean Don’t worry about yourself. As a soldier, you should understand this. How many people are staring at our Ji family now? Let’s not talk about the businessmen in your uncle’s family. You will follow my path in the future, even Will go higher like your grandfather, I can't let you mess around!"

Ji Xingge couldn't find anything to say for a while, because every sentence Ji Chongxian said was reasonable and heart-wrenching. He didn't think that one sentence was wrong and he couldn't refute it.

"I allow you to explain clearly to that little squad leader, and then break up. I also allow you to compensate him. I will not deal with him until he chooses to get entangled. You should think about it yourself." After finishing speaking, Ji Chongxian came out Door.

Hearing the sound of the car starting outside the door, his mind was buzzing.

Love is such a fragile thing, it will fall if pushed.

Ji Chongxian arranged for him to meet the woman, and then arranged for the two families to meet. From the beginning to the end, he couldn't remember what the woman was called, and he didn't care what she looked like. Lin Siyuan explained, how to make up for Lin Siyuan's guilt will be lighter.

In the end, he is still not as good as Ji Xinglou, he didn't go crazy for the one he loves.

That night, the moon was still as bright as frost and the stars as bright as ever, no different from the day three years ago, but the atmosphere was completely different.

He was sitting by the runway waiting for Lin Siyuan who had an appointment, feeling a little nervous.

Lin Siyuan quietly walked behind him, although he heard it, he pretended not to know that Lin Siyuan covered his eyes, suddenly his nose was sour and his eyes were moist.

Lin Siyuan felt the wetness of his palms, let go of his hands at once, squatted around in front of Ji Xingge, looked up at the tears in Ji Xingge's red eyes, this was the first time he saw this 1.9-meter tall man tears.

He reached out to wipe away Ji Xingge's tears and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Ji Xingge hugged him suddenly, buried his head in his shoulder, wept uncontrollably, and mumbled, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

"It's okay..." I know it all. You went to meet that woman, you also met your parents, and you agreed on a date of marriage... I've noticed your abnormal behavior during this time, how could you not know?Moreover, and you don't feel sorry for me at all, I have been prepared for this day, but I am still a little sad.

"I'm sorry, I didn't go crazy for you." At this moment, Ji Xingge was as fragile as a child, crying non-stop, unable to stop at all.

Lin Siyuan patted him on the back lightly, "Stop crying, it's okay, you're not wrong, things should have developed like this."

Ji Xingge let go of Lin Siyuan, looked at him with red eyes, and asked, "You know everything?"

Lin Siyuan lowered his eyebrows and nodded, "I know."

"I'm sorry..." Ji Xingge lowered his head.

"You must treat her well in the future, you know?" Lin Siyuan laughed.

This smile is Lin Siyuan's most common one, it is so gentle that it makes people feel calm, but at this moment it makes his heart ache.

As the divorce date drew closer, Ji Xingge became more and more restless.After that night, he never had any contact with Lin Siyuan, and would occasionally watch him lead the training from the sidelines of the training field, but he never dared to let him find out, and just took a few silent glances.

Until one day when he went to the training ground to watch, the squad leader of that squad had changed. He took advantage of the break to ask, and the new squad leader said, "Squad leader Lin has applied to be discharged from the army and returned to his hometown. Don't you know about the deputy company?"

I don't know, of course I will keep it from him.What if you don't hide it from him?He can't do anything, what an irony!

Now, he couldn't see Lin Siyuan at all, and he didn't even have the chance to take a peek beside the training ground. He was so numb that he couldn't feel the flow of time, and he was like a walking dead.

He remitted 30 yuan to Lin Siyuan's hometown as compensation. Of course he knew it was useless, but he still had to do it.

Later, when he got married, he barely remembered his wife's name, but couldn't remember her face, because his mind was full of Lin Siyuan.He doesn't accept intercourse. Although he knows it's unfair to his wife, he still can't accept doing such a thing with a woman, it will make him feel sick.

He completely put his mind on his work, and occasionally took time to think about Lin Siyuan, and he also knew that Lin Siyuan had a partner, a man.

Later, Li Ruowu returned to China. After thinking about it carefully, he realized that it had been nine years since that night with a bright moon like frost and stars, and Lin Siyuan had been away from him for six years. react to.

He still thinks that he is inferior to Ji Xinglou, because he is not crazy about the person he loves.In fact, what he didn't know was that he was already crazy, but compared to Ji Xinglou's vigorous madness, his madness was calm.