I'm sorry I'm a dog

Mourning, really fucking mourning.

He was walking on the road absent-mindedly with his schoolbag in his hand, poking the stones on the ground with the toe of his shoes, and a small layer of dust was brought up on the old road that hadn't been repaired for many years.

Before he knew it, it was getting dark, and before he knew it, he walked back to the old alley in West Fourth, North Fourth and Fifth Tiao, and walked back to the original big courtyard.

"Hey, isn't that Little Plum?" The sharp-eyed Aunt Li walked towards him and asked with a smile, "Little Li, why are you back? Have you eaten yet? If you haven't eaten, why don't you come to Auntie's house to eat!"

He looked at Aunt Li, as if he was back when he was a child and always gave him delicious food, and the tears he held back almost didn't fall, "Eat, thank you Auntie, I'll come back and clean up, I... miss grandma .”

"Eat something? I just made sugar pancakes, and they are still warm. I'll get them for you in the house." Aunt Li said.

He watched Aunt Li wiping her hands as she went back into the house and took out a dustpan of sugar pancakes, "Come on, boys have a big appetite, take them all."

Li Ruowu took two out of it, "That's all right, thank you, auntie."

"Good boy." Aunt Li sighed, "Your grandma was so kind, and she was very kind to her neighbors and neighbors for decades, but she suddenly disappeared. Everyone has missed her for so long."

"Auntie, don't talk about it. Everyone has such a day. When they arrive, they will arrive. There is nothing to sigh about." Yes, this is fate. In this life, people will always watch the people around them leave one by one. It wasn't until the day when I left like this that I stopped this kind of parting.

Aunt Li forced a smile and said, "My good boy, it's best if you think about it."

There was a lot of dust in the house. After all, it had been several months, but that kind of kindness came to his face. He missed his grandma. At this moment, he missed his grandma very much. He was very wronged, just like being bullied when he was a child. , As soon as I got home, I threw myself into my grandma's arms and cried.

He picked up the broom and mop and slowly cleaned the not-so-spacious room, wiping the dust of every old object with a towel, just like sweeping the house with grandma in the past Chinese New Year, but now he is alone and a little lonely The smell of sadness.

After eating the two pancakes given by Aunt Li, he washed and went to bed.It’s hot now, and there are always mosquitoes in the house. He finds out the leftover mosquito coils in the drawer and lights them up. This long-lost smell makes him feel that none of this happened. He just lies in his room. I had a big dream in the house, and when I walked out of the small room, I could see my grandma cooking in the main room.

After he really relaxed and lay down, he took out his mobile phone and looked at it. It is already past nine o'clock in the evening, and there are still a few missed calls that belong to Li Xiaoshui. The rest are useless, so he quickly called Li Xiaoshui back. a message.

--Mom, I'm in the courtyard, don't worry about me, I just miss my grandma.

A few seconds after sending it, Li Xiaoshui's phone call came.He sighed and took it anyway.

"Hey, Mom." He called out weakly.

"Are you really in the courtyard? Nothing happened, right?" Li Xiaoshui said anxiously.

"It's okay, I just miss grandma." Because of crying, now her nose is a bit blocked, and her voice is also a bit strange.

"I think there is something wrong with you... I went home and wanted to bring some milk to you two, but Xinglou was the only person in your room. When I asked him where you were, he said he didn't know... You two are Isn't there a conflict?" Li Xiaoshui asked.

Li Ruowu was startled, but he regained his composure in an instant. It doesn't matter to him now who knows who doesn't know. They're all gone anyway. "Am I stupid?"

Li Xiaoshui was obviously taken aback for a moment, and then said: "Yes, you are very stupid, that's up to me."

Although it was sad, I still couldn't help laughing, and it was quite ugly, tsk.

"It would be great if you didn't let me go. Whether I'm studying in a bad school or working part-time, I'm happier than I am now."

Li Xiaoshui sighed, "Son, Mom is sorry for you, Mom seems to do everything for your own good, but makes you so sad."

He also sighed, how could he say that just now, Li Xiaoshui has to feel sorry for him after saying that, he doesn't want anyone to be sad because of his matter, he should fight his emotions alone.

"No, I just sigh, don't blame yourself."

"Are you sure you're okay now? Do you want me to pick you up in a car?" Li Xiaoshui asked.

"No need, I'm afraid there will be no peace at home when I go back and see him now." He smiled, if he went back now, he would have to beat Ji Xinglou up.

When I arrived in the classroom the next day, Li Ruowu's place was empty.

Maybe it will come before class.